Chapter 44: "An Excess of Divine Material Energy, Part III"
(Warning: This chapter contains sexual content. If you are offended by such content, or do not like to see straight pairings, you may wish to skip this chapter.)
It is far too late to hide what we were doing. Nii-san was naked. I was nearly naked, with my bra off my breasts and my panties pushed aside, and my organs drooling my arousal onto Nii-san's body.
I cannot help but look at her shocked face, frozen there as if an animal were caught in the path of an oncoming vehicle. My mind races for me to say something. Anything! If she goes and wakes Hisui... or worse, tells Kohaku...
...Then there's no telling what will happen. The conclusion, though is obvious: It will be something very, very bad for us all. Nothing is stopping Yumizuka from running out of the room and telling Kohaku what she has seen... and I know for a fact that when Kohaku has revenge on her mind...
"Ah. There you are, Yumizuka." Nii-san says perfectly calmly, as if this was a commonplace, everyday occurrence.
Eh...?
Th... That's not how you speak to someone in a situation like this...!
"Y-You started without me, Tohno-kun! How could youǃ?" Yumizuka-san says this, pouting.
...Start... without her...?
Th-This isn't something you start with three people…...!
"Well, come on over, Yumizuka. I haven't done it yet." He motions with his hand.
Come... over here...?ǃ
Yumizuka-san starts stripping her clothing. What is going on…...ǃ?
"N...Nii-san... you... invited another woman...ǃ?" I ask indignantly.
"Do you not like other women, Akiha?" He says with a slight smile... as if he knew...
...He... knew...?
How could he know…...?
The only way he could know something like that is…...
...That Thieving Cat...
...Was this some sort of planned event?
…...Was this something they had thought of all along...?ǃ
"Ah..." I feel all of the anger that had been beginning to boil quickly drain from me.
...Well... no, I cannot say I do not like other women... I mean... Souka... did what she did with me...
...And... Seo... has been in my mind lately... and, maybe even Hanei... if I knew she liked girls, I wouldn't mind her either, I suppose...
Ever since Souka did what she did with me, I've... wondered...
…...Do I like other women...?
Am I in denial...?
Is this something that I actually, secretly want, and just have not accepted the possibility that I could like – no, want – something other than what I had been expecting...?
...What if it is? Would it mean that my body knows me better than I know myself...? Th, that's why it got aroused by what Souka did, wasn't it?
…...That's why it didn't resist her, wasn't it...?
…...…That was why it let her do as she pleased, wasn't it...?
It didn't resist her. It didn't stop her. Eventually... it allowed her to do whatever she wanted to do. It just laid there, and spread its legs, and let Souka kiss, and lick, and touch, and taste...
...It may mean that... I do like women... on some level...?
Hearing a ruffle of clothing being removed, I look up at Yumizuka just in time to see her kick off her underwear.
Her body is...
…...Rather pretty...
Her breasts, about as large as Kohaku's. Her waist, again, nearly the same. Just a hint more to her hips than Kohaku.
...And I cannot help but look and notice the small patch of brown hair that covers her womanhood.
...W, Why am I looking her over like that! No, that's wrong! I... this is supposed to be with Nii-san, not her, so I should just tell her to leave us, immediately... yes... she had her chance before, so if she didn't take it then, she shouldn't get one now!
Yumizuka-san walks over, smiling. "Wow. Under those clothes, you really are pretty, Akiha-san."
...Pretty? Me? No, I'm... well, positively like a girl, not a woman... I have no such attractiveness!
I do not see why she would think of me in that way... or why Souka would think of me in that way... I, I have nothing special physically... I do not have the curves of Hanei, or the cuteness of Seo...
...In short, I simply don't compare to Yumizuka-san. She is far prettier, far more attractive... far better for everything...
…...So why is Nii-san having sex with me as opposed to her...?
I cannot help but blush in embarrassment. Even the most cursory of glances at our nude forms would let anyone see that Yumizuka Satsuki is slightly bigger than me in all measurements, but especially the breasts, so why–
"...Mmmphgh?ǃ?"
Without a hint of warning, Yumizuka-san kisses me deeply, her tongue pushing its way into my surprised mouth. Probing. Testing. Feeling around, licking the teeth, probing the ripples on the roof of the mouth...
As my mind tries to find a way to respond and breathe with Yumizuka-san's tongue in my mouth, I feel my body being pushed down quickly.
"MMMMMMMMPHHHHGGHHHAAAAAA!"
It's the only noise I can make with Yumizuka-san's tongue inside of my mouth, nearly biting it as my eyes clench hard, forcing out small tears.
The pain is short and sharp, but intense. A couple of seconds later, enough of my wits return to realize that Yumizuka-san had forcefully pushed me down so that Nii-san's penis entered my vagina, in one swift, immediate move. There is no hope for a careful entry. I can feel myself twitching, convulsing, and the throbbing pain that is pulsing inside of me, with my quickened heartbeat.
…...Then... Nii-san... took my virginity, and... Yumizuka-san was kissing me as he did it...
…...How embarrassing... to have lost my virginity at the same time I was being kissed by another girl...
Her lips remove themselves from mine, and I see her look down, to where Nii-san and I are now one. My own eyes follow after a second, looking down at the grotesque bulge that outlines itself slightly, showing his position inside of me, and noticing the rivulets of blood that were traveling down the small amount of shaft that remains visible.
"There we go! Push extra-hard, Tohno-kun. She needs to feel good so the pain goes away!" I feel her pulling off my bra as she speaks, unclasping it very expertly, and finding it easy to remove while my body is unable to put up any sort of effectual resistance.
"H-Huh...?" It's the only response that my confused body and mind can muster, through a mix of arousal and pain.
Then, without so much as a word, Nii-san begins to move.
Up.
Down.
...Up.
...Down.
…...Up.
…...Down.
"…...…...…..."
Within moments, the pain simply seems to melt away. All that's left is.. this...
My mind draws a blank as I try to think of something to say so I can tell Nii-san how it's starting to feel... but...
…...Words…...
…...Words cannot describe how this feels…...
This feeling…...
…...All I can do is close my eyes and hold on as Nii-san pushes himself in and out of me...
In... Out... In... Out...
Each push, each violation of my purity... these things somehow encourage an intensely hot fire within.
My body has never felt this hot in my life. With Souka, it was close, but this... this heat is higher still. Each movement... each push... makes the fire inside my veins surge higher and higher. Hotter. Further. The oxygen in my blood, giving it the fuel to grow.
I feel a tongue licking at my body, licking at the place at which Nii-san and I are now joined as one. My eyes open slightly to see Yumizuka Satsuki licking away like she savored this... savoring the blood that came from my torn membrane inside my body, savoring the taste of Nii-san's and my fluids mixing, as our bodies make such obscene noises... and she even looks up at me, smiling very slightly when she sees me looking down in disbelief.
...But I am beyond caring. This feeling of Nii-san, of Nii-san inside, finally...
Like a rod to stoke the fires of my body, he pushes in and out with purpose. Like it was made to do this...
Good.
It's so good...
Yumizuka-san suddies my expression for a moment before she giggles slightly. "See? Look at her face, Tohno-kun. She's not feeling that pain anymore. All she can feel is how wonderful you are..."
With a laugh that sounds like it would normally come from Kohaku, she leans back down and licks at my clitoris roughly, making me shiver furiously with a sharp gasp and making my vagina grip Nii-san tightly, which makes him gasp in kind.
It is only after two or three licks that I become aware that my clitoris has swollen itself in response to all of this.
...My own body, betraying my mind once more. Showing that it unequivocally likes this.
Even with having had its purity forever destroyed.
Even with that of the same sex straying with her tongue to places she should never touch.
Even with the indirect kisses that her tongue may have experienced with me thanks to him...
I can't help but look at Yumizuka-san. She is calmly laying on her side, intersecting us, calmly licking at the swollen, thin flesh of my clitoris. As my eyes travel away from her head down her body, I can see the changes that being with us has done to her.
Breasts with small, somewhat puffy nipples. They are sticking out sharply. They look like they ache to be squeezed... pinched... rolled... sucked.
A curved, girlish body... but with a slight hint of physical fitness to it. Especially in the stomach area and her thighs...
…...Thighs…...
Like Souka was, Yumizuka-san is... rubbing herself between her legs, rubbing her own anatomy even as she licks mine. Her own clitoris sticks out, lightly being rubbed in small, circular motions by her middle finger on her right hand. Her labia, moist with her fluids, swollen and plump on her petite frame, are ready to receive a male. Her vagina, clearly communicating its desire, occasionally convulses, and when it does, fresh fluids leak out, drooling slowly down her labia and, eventually, down her thigh.
…...Why would her body react in that way? Would most people not be angry to witness two people having sex...? It is, after all, something one does not do with friends... that is why there is the difference between a friendship and a romance, so...
Is... watching me have sex with Nii-san... pleasing to her in that way...? Does she enjoy watching something like this, even though I am a rival for his affections...? That would make no sense, though...
...More importantly...
...Why is my own body responding to looking at her in that way...?
I don't want to have sex with her... do I...?
But if not, why am I looking particularly at those sexual characteristics of a woman...? Of the breasts, and the thighs, and the pubic hair, and the genitalia...? Why is my mind encouraging me to do something to them... to a girl I vowed to take in and protect, and not violate...?
Why am I allowing her to stay in here with us? Why am I allowing her to watch us engage in sex?
I don't understand. Yumizuka-san should not be in here for this. I know she loves Nii-san... and I know I want to help her, but... th, this goes beyond help... this is some kind of... deviant sexuality...
...Am I a deviant, then...? A woman who thinks she holds the moral high ground... only for her body to betray her ideals and give in so easily the stimulation being put onto it...?
Whatever I am... I don't care. I don't care. That's the only answer that would answer all of these questions, immediately. I don't care.
All I care about right now, is the feeling that is surging in my body, with every meeting of my and Nii-san's hips. Every slight squishing noise that my vagina makes. Every occasional throb that his penis has…...
…...That is all I care for, right now.
I cling to him with my arms, panting heavily, feeling waves of pleasure roll throughout my body as waves of heat and sweat pour off of it. Every time he moves out, I find myself wanting it more... and every time he moves back in, I clench hard, trying to keep him in... trying to prevent him from getting away...
There... I feel good right there... there... there...
"A-Akiha..." His voice comes out as if it were a subconscious response to me asking him to call my name.
"Nii... san..." The half-whispered, half-choked out reply is the best my body can offer him.
I can smell our combined fluids. Mine, and Nii-san's, and Yumizuka-san's... all merging together. All heightening our senses. All reinforcing the social bond between us, through odor and fluid and complex chemical reactions that occur in our brains. Encouraging further bonding between the group. A feeling of safety, shelter, and acceptance among the members.
This odor... the scent of sex... it hangs in the air so thickly that I do not know if it will ever leave my room. For some reason... this smell makes me even more lustful. It should be offensive, but right now, it's perfect... somehow...
Every inhale I take of it makes me feel even hotter. Every forceful exhale I give, I feel blowing across my chest, and my nipples, which stick out but not quite as Yumizuka-san's did. No. They're smaller, but...
...My body... enjoys all of the feelings and sensations it's experiencing.
Regardless of how right or how wrong they are to experience, it just knows that it wants it. It doesn't care how it gets it. It doesn't care that it's from a boy, or from a girl. It just wants someone... anyone... to do it. And once it begins... it won't stop wanting it until it's had more than enough.
"Aww. All gone." The slightly pouting voice of Yumizuka Satsuki. "But, there's still other delicious places I can lick, right Akiha-san?" With this, she smiles, and moves on the bed, disappearing from my sight.
Other... place...? There is no other place…...
Even I am not sheltered enough that I am ignorant of the female anatomy fully. The major components, for all intents and purposes, are a clitorial hood, a urethra, the labia majora and minora, and, of course, the clitoris.
Therefore, there can be no other place she could potentially lick...
"Wh... What are... you... talking... abaaaaaaaaaaghh...ǃ?"
My eyes snap open as wide as they can get at the sensation I just felt. It is so intense it temporarily even overrides the warm feeling inside of my vagina.
That sensation... is of Yumizuka Satsuki licking a hole all women and all men have down there.
The anus.
"Y-Yumizuka!" I choke it out in a cry, unable to think of any other words to finish the thought.
"Fufufu, did I find a very sensitive spot on you, Akiha-san?" I can tell by the way she said it that she must be grinning, showing her fangs and all.
"N-No! That isn't... it's... it's dirty there!" I feel myself instinctively moving up towards Nii-san's chest so as to deny her access to that hole.
"Ohohoho, so it is. Don't worry about any of that, though... after all... what could I catch?" She replies to this by grabbing my buttocks and, while squeezing them, spreading them apart somewhat with her hands as she takes another, sharper lick of my most private of private places.
Air enters my lungs sharply from the sensation, and pushes itself out just as forcefully, refusing to stay trapped in my lungs for any length of time. I feel my body tightening up as she licks it, and the hole itself clamps down, as if I were stopping myself from eliminating.
Her tongue teases the edges. Slowly. Carefully. Trying to press inside now and again, even as she tastes whatever surely-bad taste she would get from the last time I voided my bowels.
She shouldn't. It's dirty. She could get sick...
...And yet... the furnace in me stokes up even higher as she does so... it's making me so hot, I can feel my clitoris shudder and twitch with my heartbeat, speeding up even faster due to her licking there...
…...Why? Why do these disgusting things... why are they giving me such intense pleasure?
Why do I crave them? Why does my body react this way to the simple act of having sex?
It's for procreation... isn't it...? So why does it feel…... so good…...?
Otou-sama never said anything about this... if anything, he mentioned losing my virginity would hurt, but all of this... he never mentioned any of this...
He never mentioned how girls could be sexual together.
He never mentioned that there was more to do than simple penetration.
...He never mentioned that there was a way to stimulate yourself, even without a partner.
He never told me... any of this at all...
All of this new information, these new sensations, desires, wants... needs... they are being communicated to my brain by the stimulation of the parts in question.
For the body of Tohno Akiha is reacting to not only the touch and tongue of a female... but it reacted to the touch and tongue of a man as well... and now, it is reacting to the "traditional" act of bonding between a man and a woman.
The thick fluid that is coating his penis is more than enough proof of that.
Nii-san grunts hard as I involuntarily squeeze his length inside of me. "A-Akiha... if you keep doing that..."
...Then he will ejaculate inside of me.
His face grimaces, even though his own face looks like it is feeling intense pleasure of its own. He is trying to prevent himself from releasing inside of me.
...But that's the whole point... isn't it...? Release inside...
I don't care. I... I want him to... I want to feel his love inside of my body...
So... I can't comply with his request... Sorry, Nii-san…...
I hold onto him tightly, wrapping my arms around his neck and back, and begin pushing my body against his. Our chests meet, cushioned by the small amount of fat and muscle in both of them. His own skin feels hot, sticky to the touch. His heart races just as mine does, and I feel it thumping against my right breast.
And in the meanwhile, my body completely disregards the very thing he asked me to do...
Pushing down when he pushes up...
Pulling up when he pulls down...
Our hips, our skin, our genitals making contact over and over and over again... flesh smacking, other flesh squishing...
…...None of it, showing any signs of stopping...
I don't really know why... it's what my mind is telling me to do, and I feel even hotter when I do it...
My body... it's so hot... I'm sweating all over...
The scent of my sweat, and Nii-san's, and Yumizuka-san's... mixing with the scent of my fluids, and Nii-san's, and Yumizuka-san's...
...I don't know how much more of this I can stand... I feel like I'm going to die again...
I hear Yumizuka-san giggle. "Aww, don't her small boobs look so cute bouncing up and down slightly as she fucks you, Tohno-kun?" I feel one of her hands grab my right breast and squeeze, as her thumb rubs across the nipple and her tongue licks my neck.
A moan of desire escapes my throat. I... I want you to keep doing that, Yumizuka-san... please... that feels so nice...
I cannot feel anything anymore but Nii-san's body sticking to me, and him inside of me, and the twin beats of our racing hearts, and Yumizuka rubbing at my backside and squeezing my breast...
I look down at him, feeling drool and some of his love flowing from my lips, from his earlier orgasm into my mouth. I don't care.
He looks back up at me, up at my body moving up and down on him, panting and gasping with effort and strain, with glassy, nearly closed eyes. Our eyes meet.
As if our bodies were waiting for that, his eyes widen slightly. At nearly the same time, I feel the heat inside of me about to boil over...
"Akiha... nnngh... I... I can't..." ...I know he can't. I can't either...
"Inside, Nii-san... cum... inside, Nii-san...!"
Such words... out of my mouth... before I even realize it... I can't... so unladylike...
...But... they make me hotter still... this heat... it's unbearably hot, even for my taste...
Using the very last remnants of my failing strength, I push my body up and down as fast as I can on him. I don't know why... something just tells me to...
Please... please hurry, Nii-san... I want this... no, I need this... I'm so close...
"Oooooh, you two are gonna cum together, huh? How adorable! Like true lovers!" Yumizuka-san's approval as her tongue tastes my backside once more. The soft, gentle sucking noises I hear mean she's pushing her fingers into herself... If... if only I could see that... I'd...
...H... How did I know that's what it was...?
I can feel the heat in my stomach building to a blazing inferno, and I can feel it beginning to move towards my legs... hurry, Nii-san... please hurry... or I'll be too quick... I don't think I can do this a third time tonight...
His breathing picks up to a fevered pitch. His eyes shut tightly behind his glasses, and I feel his hands press hard against my thighs. He has hit his breaking point. Somehow, I know this...
I feel my hands and fingernails digging into his body, into his skin so hard I'm sure they draw blood. "NII-SAN, NII-SAN!" It's all my mind will let me say, all it can think about right now...
I allow my body to drop one last time, and squeeze as hard with my body as my exhausted strength will allow...
And with a powerful throb, I can feel his warmth, his life, his love... I can feel all of it shoot into me... into my womb... again, and again, and again... like it was made for that purpose and that purpose alone...
His heat... it makes the inferno inside of me uncontrollable any longer...
With a final, guttural cry that I'm sure will wake Hisui but I no longer care if it does, my body releases its own fluids over Nii-san. As his love shoots hard inside me, my own love coats and wraps him, sealing our contract of love forever.
Him, flowing into me... me, flowing into him...
Yin, and Yang, mixing in that eternal embrace... a part of one in the other, bringing completeness...
Our bodies shake tremendously with the strain. I don't think either of us are breathing... I think we're both dying...
"Wooooooow, intense! Her pussy's overflowing with your cum, Tohno-kun! It's flowing out!" She... sounds far away...
My exhausted body falls forward... still connected... I can't move... too tired... don't care...
Body not responding... mind... slowing... flying…...
Yumizuka... sorry for making a mess to clean...
Everything...
Light…...
It's... so bright…...…
…
Arc 3: "Yin-Yang Dualism" END.
Arc 4: "Purity of a Pollinated Mind" START.
Next Week (4/10/11) – Chapter 45: "Cerulean Life, Azure Dreams"