Ok, I decided to make the story first person. When it's in Logan's POV, Kendall=James. But I'm sure you would've figured that out.

Logan POV

Kendall walked in and sat down at the table. I brought over a plate of spaghetti for him and set it down, along with a bowl of bread. He looked a little frightened as he picked up his fork and slowly began eating.

"You alright?" I asked.

"Yeah," he said. "I, um…it's just that I almost ran into a deer on the way home.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I didn't actually hit it. It just freaked me out a little."

"Well maybe after dinner I can help cheer you up." I grinned at him and he smiled. His fork dropped to his plate with a clatter.

"Finished," he joked. I laughed, leaning across the table to kiss him. He kissed back, putting a hand behind my head to pull me closer. I smiled into the kiss and reluctantly pulled away.

"You just spent an entire day with Gustavo, Ken," I said, "you need to eat." He sighed and picked up his fork again.

Dinner was rather short. I was ravenous, seeing as I'd spent an entire day teaching adolescent children Algebra and Geometry. Kendall barely ate anything at all.

"Are you sure you're okay?" I asked.

"I'm fine, Logie," Kendall said.

"Well then let's go." I grabbed his hand and pulled him up and into a kiss. I made my way backwards down the hall, bringing him along.

I opened the bedroom door behind me and walked until my legs hit the edge of the bed. I brought him down with me to the mattress and started undoing his buttons.

"You're so beautiful," he said. I grinned at him. It was the same thing he said every time we started to have sex, and yet, I never tired of it.

"Nothing compared to you," I said. He smiled and caught my lips in a kiss. I finished with the buttons and his shirt floated to the floor. Before I could reach for his pants, he caught my wrists and held them above my head, shoving our lips together almost painfully. I groaned, I had a secret kink for being restrained.

One of his hands clamped around my wrists while the other one lifted my shirt up and off, briefly releasing my hands to do so. Before he could grab them again, I started mapping out the contours of his chest, rubbing my thumbs over his nipples. He bit his lip, his eyes closing.

"Take your pants off," I said, "now." Just as I had a kink for being held down, he had a kink for being ordered around. He kissed me again before tearing at his belt and undoing his jeans, stepping out of them quickly.

I reached for my own pants but then my wrists were pinned to my chest and Kendall was licking a line along my waist. I shuddered in pleasure and looked down at him.

Kendall brought the top of my pants into his mouth and managed to unbuckle and unzip them with his teeth. I nearly came right then and there.

Kendall dragged my pants of slowly, licking everywhere but my very aroused member. It was oozing precum already, begging for attention.

"Stop teasing," I gasped. Immediately, Kendall's wet, hot mouth was around my aching cock. I cried out in joy, shoving his head farther down.

His tongue started wrapping around me, trailing along my cock as his head bobbed up and down, his blond hair spilling across my lap every time.

Much too soon for my liking, I shot cum down his throat. He continued to suck until every drop was gone and then pulled off. His mouth was closed and a trail of cum was dripping down his chin. He got up and kissed me, his tongue probing deep into my mouth and I realized he'd been holding my cum in his mouth. Some of it spilled into mine and I laughed.

I rolled over and got to my hands and knees on the bed, looking over my shoulder at Kendall and silently pleading for him to fuck me.

His eyes were blown with lust and his lips were puffy and red and he looked so damn hot I would've done just about anything for him to shove his dick up my ass.

"Roll over," he said. I nodded quickly and rolled onto my back, spreading my legs wide. He smiled when he saw that I was already hard again.

"Please, Kendall," I asked. His eyes snapped back to mine and he leaned closer to me, licking my ear.

"I don't know what you want, baby," he said, a smile evident in his tone.

"Please fuck me." My eyes closed and my mouth fell open in pleasure just at the thought.

"I'm not sure I can hear you," he said, his mouth moving right next to my ear. Well, that was crap, seeing as our heads were right next to each other. But being ordered around was just one of Kendall's many kinks. Begging was another. Strange, I know. But when one didn't work, the other one always did. Always.

"Kendall, I need you. I need you so much it hurts. I feel empty without you inside me. Please fuck me! I want it so much. Please, baby, please!"

Kendall's hips snapped forward, his perfect aim making his cock shoot straight into me. I moaned, long and loud and Kendall immediately started moving.

Every thrust was accompanied by the slap of flesh, the dripping of sweat, the fiery touch of his hands, the feel of his lips, the sounds of sheer pleasure, and the striking of a certain bundle of nerves that made me move with him.

"Fuck Kendall!" I cried as my dick exploded again, drenching our already sweat-covered chests in cum. Kendall only needed a few more thrusts to cum himself. He sank onto me for a few seconds, then rolled off and dragged the covers around us, pulling me closer to him. I drifted off, feeling completely safe in his arms.

James POV

Logan fell asleep in my arms, the arms that didn't really belong to me. Logan didn't know that the man he'd just had sex with hadn't been his husband. He didn't know that every time he'd called Kendall's name, the real Kendall would never hear. He didn't know that the man in whose arms he now rested wasn't the man he loved. It was an imitation of him, a fake.

And yet, he was so happy. He wasn't suffering from tragedy or loss. That had to mean it was good of me to do this, right?

I silently cried myself to sleep, knowing that the real me, the poser, would never be good enough for the angel in my arms.

Sorry to end on that depressing note. Just wanted you to know that James doesn't really feel good about this. Hope I get to update soon, though, if all goes well, there may be another chapter before the sun rises. I'm making Labor Day Labor-Free Day.