(Kendall POV)
Ok this sucked big time. Here I am sitting under a blanket watching the stars alone. It would be nice if Logan was here next to me but nope that wasn't going to happen. You know someone could have told me this four days ago that Logan and I would have to spend this night alone. I know I may sound winey right now but everything changed when Logan and I found out about the girls. I am worried sick about them. This is hard for me. I know I told Logan that I was ok but I am not. I am scared out of my mind right now. How are we going to explain this to everyone one? I can't keep Logan locked in the apartment for nine months. Then again I don't even know how long he will be pregnant. I am so damn confused right now. I groaned out and leaned back so I could lay down when I see a shadow coming my way. He was Mrs. Mitchell. She came and sat right down next to me. "You're scared?" I turned towards her and tried to smile. She knew he just as well as Logan does.
"Yes, big time. I am scared and confused all at the same time and you all know that isn't good for me."
"You want to know about Logan and the girls? How all of this came to be?" Damn she was spot on. Logan is just like his mom in every way and that's good and bad thing.
"Yes I do. Mrs. Mitchell I know this is a blessing and I am very happy about that but what I needed to know is more…" That is when I felt another present walking towards me. I turned my head and see Grandpa Harness. "Thank God I am going to get some answers now." He came and sat on the other side of me. "So do I get another Harness story?" I smiled at him as I asked. He watched me and shook his head.
"My boy I guess you do."
"Ok but first can you two come sit closer to me. I am cold." I only had one little thin blanket to keep me warm. If Logan were here we could find a way to stay warm. I watched as Mrs. Mitchell came closer to me. She then laid down with her head on my legs. God her fur was warm. Just like Logan's. I guess another thing he got from her.
"Better sweetie?" She asked and I just nodded my head because it was. I was warming up. "ok dad now that Kendall is better you may start."
"There have been told stories in our family for centuries about two souls there were taken from one another to early in life. Those souls were bound to one other and in dead have been searching for their mate. One of those lost souls were reborn into a white wolf. That is one of the reasons why Logan was fawned over. He is one of those souls, only the second white wolf born into the clan. I knew from the start that the day he was brought into this world that he would carry one of those lost souls. That is the main reason why he was to be taken from us. When Logan was to meet his mate and those sparks were to be felt within he and his mate. That person would be the other whom carried the second lost soul, the missing piece. My boy you and Logan were meant to be together in this life and the past. Those little girls that my grandson is carrying are meant to be born.
"So I am his missing piece?" In a way I already knew that. I have always known that. Logan and I were together in a difference life just by the way we kissed and made love. It was if we have done it thousands of times before.
"Yes that is why Mother Moon has blessed Logan and you with those little girls. Kendall your daughters will bring this clan into a new beginning and a new order to this clan with Logan as clan leader." Grandpa Harness paused before he said more. "Kendall my boy there is something Joanna and I haven't told you." Ok what else can happen now? The love of my lift is a werewolf and is pregnant so I don't see what else can happen.
"And what would that be?"
"After you and Logan are boned you will be able to change." I sat there for a moment thinking about what they said.
"Wait, what?" I felt Mrs. Mitchell get up and leave my side. She was now standing by her father. I tried to let the words come out but I was speechless… I didn't know what to say? "By change you mean turn?"
"Let me guess my son didn't tell you? That boy, sometimes…Kendall it is because he will become clan leader one day. He like my father are the only ones that came turn a human into a wolf. I know this is hard for you to understand but once he bits you during the bonding you will forever be changed. The clan leader's mate must have the blood of the Harness within them to help rule over the clan, to keep the blood line alive." I just sat there. I didn't expect to hear all of that. Ok so Logan is going to tune me into a wolf. Why I am ok with this?
"Ok so let me get this straight. My boyfriend soon to be husband is going to bit me during the blood moon because of what is to come in his life and change me into a wolf?"
"Pretty much so my son, that's how everything works. You and Logan will lead this clan together as one and both gain the power of the Harness." Grandpa Harness said. I just shook my head.
"Ok then…" I know I should be freaking out about this but I am not. I am kind of excited about all this. Logan and I will be able to raise our girls together and I won't be so left out on this whole wolf thing. I looked around because I feel someone eyes on me. I see Mrs. Mitchell looking at me.
"Husband," She asked me. I just smiled.
"Oh did I forget to tell you that I asked Logan to marry me out on the beach today and he said yes."
"Yea sweetie I think you forgot that part." Mrs. Mitchell said. She walked up to me and gave me a big ole wet lick on the face." Just wait until tomorrow when I change back. You think that was bad, just wait hugs will be coming your way."
"You're going to hug me and never let me go right?"
"You know it sweetie."
Mrs. Mitchell and I stayed up for a while longer just talking. Grandpa Harness had taken everyone else out on a hunt. Logan mom and I talked and talked about everything and anything until my phone started ringing. I picked it up and see Logan face on the screen. So I answered it and put it on speaker.
"Heyyyyy…."
"Hi babe…" God it felt so great to hear this wonderful voice on the other end. I know it's only been a few hours but I miss him.
"Listen babe I don't have long to talk… I love you and miss you. Babe I mean I really miss you. I feel like I am missing a part of me and for some reason I just needed to hear your voice." Logan had told me. He was whispering the whole time and this worried me.
"Babe I feel the same way you do. I want you here with me and its killing me not to have you here in my arms. You should see the stars right now. Perfect like you and I am sitting here all by myself."
"I bet they are nice Kendall… God I need to see you right now. It feels like I am being torn from you and its killing my heart." I wanted to cry as he told me those words. I was going to tell him something when I heard Logan scream his girly little scream.
"Found you now give us the phone Logan." I head James telling Logan.
"No! now back off James before something happens to you. I wouldn't mess with me right now." Logan growled out.
"Logan give us the phone and no one gets hurt." Carlos voice came though the line. I could see it now. Logan in the closet, James and Carlos trying to grab him, I knew something was going to happen and I was right.
"Never…" I head Logan yell out then I heard something fall. James and Carlos yell. "Baby got to go… Love you. Oh James and Carlos might not be living when you come back." Then I heard a dial tone. I just smiled to myself and looked to Mrs. Mitchell. Then it hit me. I wanted to cry.
"Why do I feel like my heart is broken after hearing his voice? Is this how I am going to feel after the bonding if were apart?"
"Yes Kendall but 10 time's worse. The reason why you two feel this was already is because of those little girls. In a way you two have already bonded. Those little girls can feel that you two are apart now and it hurts them. They may be very tiny right now but they can feel you and Logan. Sweetie this bonding is going to be difference then the other for the simple fact that Logan is already pregnant. Your bond will be stronger."
"This night needs to hurry up. I miss Logan and I think he might really hurt James and Carlos tonight.'
"I think you might be right. You know it is still the blood moon. Logan may have changed back but the wolf is still apart of him." I smiled at Mrs. Mitchell. She was right. I was getting tired and want to sleep this night away. I guess Mrs. Mitchell could tell because she got up, licked me and then walked away. "Get some sleep sweetie. Tomorrow night everything changes." She told me as she walked out into the moon light. I yawn and got under the blanket when my phone went off again. It was a text message from Carlos.
(Your boyfriend is nut! He has gotten James and me trapped in the bathroom. Your mom and Katie won't help us either.) I read the text and started laughing. I knew Logan being the way he is this week he was going to do something like this.
("What did you two do to piss him off this time?")
(Well James started it! Logan was bitching about you not being here and you see James might have said some stuff and then Logan just went off the deep end. He grabbed the phone and called you… You heard the yelling and IDK! He is crazy!) I read what Carlos wrote and smiled again. He and James didn't understand what was going on with Logan and I. I know how I felt. I could only imagine how Logan does right now. This has to be harder on him than me. I wish I could be with him right now but I do understand way we can't and it hurts.
(Well it was nice knowing you guys. Love ya! Haha) I turned my phone off, closed my eyes and let my thoughts go to Logan and our little girls. Then I thought about all the things Logan could be doing to the guys and laughed.
(Logan POV) Moring of the bonding
Today was the day! Kendall and I are going to be bonded to one another and be one! And it's about damn time to. These four days have taken way to damn long. I rolled over to an empty spot in our bed. I missed Kendall so much and no one understand what I was going through. I had tried to explain it to James and Carlos last night but still they didn't understand. I knew why I was feeling this way to. It was because of the girls. Kendall and I made them together and they can feel he isn't here, he isn't with us. They need him just has must as I need him. I know the girls are only this tiny little peanuts but I am still and Harness and so our girls and they need their father with them. I wanted to stay in this bed all day and sleep until the night comes but I know I can't. I have to get up. I didn't want to have to deal with what had happened last night. I might have gone a little crazy and scared the shit out of the guys. And they ended up locking themselves in the bathroom. Well I guess I shouldn't have went off on them showing my teeth and claws, trying to eat them. It wasn't the best idea but they had it coming. I sigh and then turned over on my back so I could lay down for a bit more… "Fuck not again!" I leaped out of bed and headed for the bathroom.
"Ahhh…" I heard screaming as I slapped the door open. I ran to toilet, leaned over and let it all come out. I puked and puke until my stomach had nothing left in it. I moved over and leaned against the bathtub. I opened my eyes to see James and Carlos looking at me. I was coved in sweat.
"Hi…"
"Well if that isn't a nice way to wake up in the morning." James said reaching over towards the sink. He turned the water on and wet a towel for me. He turned to water off, leaned down and gave me the rage. I wiped my mouth and then my face.
"Thanks guys and I am sorry about last night. Something just snapped inside me and I went a little crazy." I watched as James and Carlos stood up to stand and get out of the bathtub. They stood in front of me and helped me stand. I don't think I could have done it on my own. I felt weak right now.
"Don't worry about it Logan your just hormonal… that's all." Carlos told me with a huge grin on his face. I was indeed happy that my best friends were ok with everything that is happening. "Why don't we feed those little girls in there?" Carlos asked as he and James pulled me into the kitchen.
Carlos and I sat down at the bar while James went into the kitchen to make us something to eat. "James you know I can cook right?" I was going to get up when he turned around with a smile on his face.
"Nah Logan its ok I got this… You and Carlos just sit down and watch the master at work." James said spinning his spoon around in his hand. I was glad he wanted to cook. I wasn't feeling too good to cook for everyone. I missed Kendall so much that it was making sick and depressed. I think Carlos could tell because I was pulled into a hug. I smiled against his shoulders.
"Feel better now Logan?"
"A little bit Carlos. Thanks and I am still sorry if I am being a huge downer right now. It's just that I miss Kendall a lot and it's because of the girls. They can tell he isn't here with us and we all need him. God if I feel this way now look out tonight." I told the guys giving them a little smile.
"You two are going to drive us nuts for the next six months?" James asked as he cracked and egg into the skillet. Carlos and I looked at James and then glanced at one another and just smiled.
"Yes, you guys have no idea what is to happen. I mean the bonding is going to be great and I can't wait for tonight. It's just I am already pregnant and it's going to be harder one me than him. The girl's need him just has much as I do. We made them together and they can already feel when he isn't with us and its making me want him more. And I get so upset when he isn't with me. Oh and great! Look I am going to start crying again." I wiped my eye and put my head down. I hated this shit. I am so messed up right now and this is only the start of things. I was crying with I felt someone come and wrap their arms around me.
"Oh bubby it's ok, we didn't know it was like this for you and were so sorry. If we caused you any pain last night we didn't mean it. Carlos and I just don't understand this whole bonding thing." James told me as he placed his hand on my back. "Oh my eggs," James yelled as he ran back into the kitchen. I picked my head up and looked at Carlos. We both shared a laugh at James. "So what is going to happen during the bonding? Carlos and I really don't understand and I think that is why we said those things last night."
I could tell by the tone in his voice that he was truly sorry for everything that had happened. I took a sip of my coffee and smiled at the guys. "Well it's hard to explain. Let me see if I can put it in a way you two can understand. James it's like when you were in love with your new hair gel and Carlos you love for corndogs. You cannot stand to be apart. You feel like if you go without it for a day you're losing apart of yourself." I stopped so they guys could un stand what I had just told them.
"I got you now! I could never go a day without corndogs! I would go crazy without them in my life." I shook my head. I know they would get it now.
"But it's harder for you and Kendall. You guys need each other in every way. Your lived depends on it." I smiled at James. He understood what I had been trying to tell them. "I have another question? Are the girls going to be born wolves like you were?"
"No the girls will be born human and then turn right after their birth." I told James I was hoping for no one questions those eggs was looking pretty damn good. I knew James saw me. He smiled and then placed a plate down in front of me.
"You better feed those little nieces of mine." James said as I drove right into those eggs and oh my God. So damn good.
(Page Break)
The guys and I spend the whole afternoon together just hanging around the apartment. I wanted to because I knew once Kendall and I are bonded I would be all his. I looked at the clock it was 8:00pm and I was getting excited by every minute that went by. I was waiting for Kendall to text me and damn it, it was taking so damn long. "Logan wishing for it to ring isn't going to make him call or text you." Carlos told me not taking his eyes off his games. I wanted to say something but my phone ding. I jumped about ten feet in the air. I looked down and smiled it was the text I had been waiting for.
(Ok my sexy little wolf it's time for our lives to start! So bring that sexy ass of your down to the beach and hurry up I am dying here without you. Love you, hurry up!)
"Bye boys! See you in the morning!" was the last thing I said before I was out the door to begin my life with the man I loved.
(THE BONDING)
The moon light shines down as two souls stand in her light, waiting to begin their lives as one. Kendall and Logan stand within the darkness of the cave with the moon redness to light their way. Around them stands a great and all powerful Harness clan. As the light moves along the walls a tall and dark old wolf makes his way to those two souls waiting to be joined as one.
Kendall and Logan stands alone longing for their lives to start. Kendall green eyes looking into the eyes of the soul he longs for, Logan eyes matching the ones of his lovers. "Let this night began. Mother Moon we welcome you and all you might to come and bond these two souls as one. We welcome you to come and link these souls into one life. We welcome you to come and join these souls as their blood is shared tonight." Logan takes Kendall hands and links them with Kendall as energy is felt between the two lovers. "Mother Moon give us your might as blood is spilt tonight." Logan felt as his heart started to race. Logan closes his eyes and then opens them as his teeth show. Logan leans into Kendall, their hearts filled with lust. Logan runs his teeth along Kendall collar bone before he bits down, Kendall eyes close as Logan teeth pears into his skin as blood drips down. "Mother Moon give us your blessing as these two souls become one." Logan smiles at Kendall as he brings his arm to his lips. Biting down as blood comes forth. "With the blood that is shed now Mother Moon bless your children on the night."
Logan kisses down Kendall neck, licking the blood that dripped down. Logan brings his arm to Kendall lips as Kendall takes his arm into his mouth, drinking the blood that ran. Pulling for Kendall neck, Logan looks into the eyes of the man he loves, seeing nothing but love and lust within them. Kendall takes both Logan hands in his kissing them. Within that moment a spark of love is felt. A feeling of pure joy and happiness, love, lust, passion shots though their bodies as howling is heard coming from behind. Logan and Kendall eyes meet one another and within those eyes a life is shared as two souls become one. Logan wraps his arms around Kendall and snuggles into his neck. Kendall pulls Logan closer and places a soft kiss to Logan lips. "I love you Logan." Kendall speaks as Logan pulls away.
"I love you to Kenny." Logan bring his hands to Kendall lips and wipes away the blood that was there" You're all bloody…" Kendall laughs and then smashes his and Logan lips together again. This kiss was nothing neither one of them had ever felt before. Within this kiss Kendall and Logan knew that they had become each other soul mate.