Kendall POV)
Well here it is. Today we are leaving for two weeks to go on a short little tour and to tell you the truth and I wasn't ready and I knew Logan wasn't either. He has been so tried this last few days and he has wanted to do is sleep and the bonding has been getting worse. Yesterday I snapped at my mom for giving Logan a hug. I even pushed some girl into the pool for watching Logan to long. Logan snapped at Bitters for yelling at me and I had to stop Logan before he went after him. Now Logan was even going off on some fans that were staying here. Then what was worse Carlos and I ran out to the store the other day and then we got stuck in traffic. It almost killed Logan and me. I had never felt so much pain in my life that day. We were even gone an hour but it felt like I was being stabbed through my heart. When we got home Logan, ran to me, and we held each other. I was never going to let him go again. I knew after that day I couldn't ever let him go again.
Kelly came over the other night and told the guys and myself that Gustavo wanted us to do a little tour for one of our new songs. Kelly has also told Gustavo that Logan wasn't feeling all too well and that he was too weak to dance on stage. I was glad she did not tell him anything else. Logan and I weren't ready for him to know about our little family. I felt movement on my arms and looked down to see my baby lying up against my chest. He looked beautiful like always. I leaned down and placed a soft kiss to his forehead as his eyes opened up. "Hey…" Logan spoke to me in his little morning voice.
"Morning sweetness how are you and the girls feeling," Logan smiled and then snuggled back into my chest. I smiled and then wrapped my arms around his and kissed his forehead again.
"Better now that I am in your arms and that you're here with us. Kendall I can't and won't let you out of my sight again. You will be staying with me at all times." I moved us down lower in our bed so I could be closer to Logan. I don't think we would be getting up any time soon. I wanted to stay in this moment for as long as we could. In this bed with the man, I love so much. I smiled and moved my hands down so I could hold Logan up against me. I ran my hand down his arm until I entwined our fingers. I rub my thumb over his finger and then felt the ring I gave me and smiled.
"Logie I have been thinking and I think we should get married before the girls get here…" I told him as I ran my hand over the back of his.
"Kendall the girls will be here in five months…That isn't enough time…" I cut Logan off with a kiss to shut him up if not he would start ramming on and on.
"Look Logan I know but I want you to be mind before they are born. I want you and my girls to be a Knight." I looked down and watched Logan face for a moment and there it came that smile I love so much.
"I would love that too babe." Logan said before he crashed his lips to mine. I smiled and then pulled him back down so he was lying on top of me. I brought my hands to his back and rubbed his lower back as he moaned out. I pulled from Logan and gave him a smirk. Logan winked at me as he started kissing down my neck, then moved down my body until he stopped at my mid-section. I looked at me before he dipped his tongue down my belly button. I couldn't help but moan out has I felt the wetness from it. God damn this boy in the morning is like an wild animal and hell I loved it. I was enjoying what he was doing to me when I glanced at the clock.
"Babe we have to get going soon…" I moaned out as Logan squeezed my thigh. "We don't really have time for this." But I wanted it so damn bad. I grabbed his hair and tried to pull him up but all he did was smile before he sucked my tip of my member and then brought his head up. "You're not going to stop are you?" Logan just nodded his head before going back down on me.
"Mm babe I see that we are a little happy this morning?" Logan asked me in that damn cocky ass voice of his.
"What can I say? You turn me on all the time." Logan smiled and then I felt him kiss down my inner thigh. I threw my head back and let a moan come from my lips. All I know I was starting to get into what he was doing when our bedroom door opened up.
"Morning guys… Ugh!" Logan stopped and lifted his head up when I turned mine. We saw Carlos standing there with his hands over his eyes. Logan sighed and then pulled off me so damn slowly I had to hold in a groan. He sat up and then wiped his mouth. I grabbed the blankets pulling them over me that's when Mom and James came running in.
"What happened in here? Why are you screaming Carlos?" Mom said as she walked closer to the door. I think when she got here she knew what he has seen from the smirk on Logan face and mine. My mom blushed and then smiled. "Come on boys I think she should leave them alone." Mom told the guys as she walked away. I sat there and watched Carlos he finally took his hands away from his face and smiled at Logan and me. James smiled as well before he came and sat on the end of the bed.
"Not one word James and I mean it." Logan growled out as he crawled back over to me. I pulled him into my lap… "Ouch babe?"
"Sorry still got a problem." I told Logan. Why is that we can never finish? Something always gets in the way. I looked back at Logan and he was smiling at me.
"I am going to have nightmare for months again." Carlos told everyone. James just started laughing at that. I looked at my friends and saw that James was just staring at us.
"What are you looking at James?" I asked.
"Nothing… nothing…" That is when that smirk came on James face again. Then I noticed Carlos had the same look on his face.
"What?" Logan and I both yelled out at the same time. James and Carlos got off the bed and started walking towards the door.
"Logan I would wash your mouth off before coming into the kitchen wouldn't want people to see anything." James said. Logan brought his hand to his mouth and wiped the side. I see the look in his eyes I knew what he was going to do and I was right. He turned I sat there laughing my ass off. Carlos and James looked like they were about to puke. Logan knows how to gross those two out when he wants to.
"Dude that's just nasty," Carlos yelled as he ran out the door. Logan smiled and then got on his knees and turned back to me.
"You still want some help with this little problem you seem to have?" I could see the lust and hunger in his eyes and I couldn't deny him what he wanted. I grabbed Logan pulling to me and brought him into a kiss. Logan smiled, pulled away through me down and started kissing and sucking on my neck hard. Hickey here we come but I didn't care I wanted people to know that I was Logan.
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Logan and I finally came out of the room. We were now dressed. Logan hair was a mess he didn't think he needed to fit it this morning. I thought he did because he was looking so damn hot I have having troubles not wanting to jump him again. We walked into the living room and I walked over to my mom and the guys who were on the couch I went and sat down with them. Logan sat in my lap of course. "Rule one guys. I don't want to see that on tour. I have already seen too much of you guys and now I am scared for life." Carlos said to us as we sat down. Logan and I just smiled at him.
"Carlos I am sorry." Kendall was just looking do damn good this morning I couldn't help myself.
"You know I was baby…" I said as I kissed down the back of Logan neck. I smile when I kissed down to where is hickey was. I kissed it and then licked it before I bit down. I found out that my Logie loves to be bitten. Logan pushed back on me and I knew he liked what I was doing. I pulled him closer to me as Logan moved his head to the side for me to bit him again. I stopped and looked up. "Oops sorry…"
"Boys I love you both and I know it's hard just now but can you try to control it. I don't mind when you're along or when you're in your room but please not in front of me." Mom said.
"Sorry Mama Knight," Logan told her and then I felt him. He jumped up and headed towards the bathroom. I jumped up to and ran after him. When I got there, Logan was bent down on all four with his head in the toilet throwing up. I lean down, brought my hands to his back and started rubbing circle on it to trying make him feel better. Logan stopped throwing up, leaned back, and wiped his mouth. "This is all your damn fault Kendall Knight for getting me knocked up!" I smiled at him because I knew he didn't mean it.
"Yes honey it all but you know you love it." I said to Logan as I helped him stand.
"Shut up Knight…"
"Make me Logie bear." I said as I leaned in closer to him. Logan smiled and then started to pull me into a kiss when he turned back around and puked.
(Logan POV)
I didn't want to do this at all. I didn't want to go out this little short ass tour I wanted to stay home. I didn't want anyone to see me. I felt like the fattest person the world right now. I know that Kelly was helping us with everything but still you can tell that I have gained weight. I sighed and looked at the clock on the wall. It was now 11:00am and it was time to start heading out. I looked at it one more time at it then down at the mirror and pulled my shirt down over my baby bump. "Well my girls let just hope nothing to bad happens." I looked at the mirror again and then saw Kendall standing behind me.
"You're going Logie…" Kendall said to me. I just growled at him. I didn't want do to this. As I looked at myself in the mirror, again I made my mind up.
"I am not doing this. I am not going…" I said putting my arms across my chest. "I am not going and no one is going to stop me." Kendall narrowed his eyes at me and looked to the door.
"Guys…" Kendall yelled out. I knew what was going to happen. I growled at him again and made a move for the door when Carlos stood in front of it.
"Move Carlos right now I am not doing this."
"No can do Logan you have to do this and you know it." Carlos made a step towards me and I snarled at him. "Growling and snarling at me isn't going to stop me." I looked to Carlos but then James and Kendall came around and cornered me. I knew what I was about to do would scare the hell out of everyone but this had to be done.
"Sorry Buddy but I have to do this." I told Carlos has I whipped around and Carlos by his arm pending them behind his head. I looked down at his neck and then back to James and Kendall. I smile moved my head around and let my wolf teeth come forth. My eyes went from their normal brown color to my yelled wolf eyes. I ran my claws up Carlos arm and then bent his neck to the side. Kendall and James saw me and I knew I had the upper hand. I could feel Carlos shaking under my hold. I snarled and dug Carlos into the living room.
"Logan you don't have to do this…" James said as he and Kendall followed me.
"Oh yes I do. I am not going on this damn tour and if anyone tires to make me I am ripping into Carlos and a lot more." I brought my claws up to Carlos next. I let my crawls scratched against his skin making him bleed. I watched Kendall and James movement. They started to come closer to Carlos and I. I smiled and moved in closer to Carlos skin.
"This is going to hurt too much…" I growled out into Carlos ear before I stank my teeth into is soft skin. I closed my eyes and felt something hit me. A dark feeling starting to come up within me as his blood ran down my throat. I could hear Carlos crying out in pain. I knew I needed to stop this. I fought against that feeling and threw Carlos from me into the ground I screamed out and feel to the ground. I was shaking until I felt his arms come to me.
"Logan my god," I couldn't bring myself to look at Kendall right now. I knew this day was coming. I knew that this would happen. I have been warned so many times but I still didn't think it would have come this soon. I felt my tear run down my face. "Logan honey please talk to me?" I moved from Kendall and turned around and seen the tears in his eyes as well. I looked over to James and seen he was standing there with Carlos at his side. Carlos had blood running down his neck from what I had done to him. I knew he was scared of me right now.
"Carlos I am so sorry…I…" I wanted to say more when I see his face. I placed my head down. I couldn't look at him anymore. I almost tried to kill him because of this damn blood lust that came to me.
"Logan what happened" James asked me. I knew from his voice that he was upset and worried. I looked up and said one word to him. He would know.
"Victoria…"
"My love who his Victoria?" Kendall asked me. I wanted so much to tell him but I couldn't bring myself to. That is when James came over to me. I looked up at him and he the same to me. We both nodded to one another. He wanted me to tell Kendall everything that I had left out.
"Logan him right now or I will do it myself." I looked to James again and seen Carlos even watching me. I wanted to reach out to him and touch him but I knew if I did I would scare him.
"Carlos I am so sorry. I didn't mean to… Fucking vampire blood."
"Logan what is going on? And I want to know right now?" Kendall raised his voice at me. I looked to him. I know I need to tell him this it's for his safety and our family's. I looked at my love again and started to stake as more tears come from my eyes. Kendall brought me into his chest and hugged me. I needed him and he could feel it. "Baby please tell me what is going on. I am worried about you." I stayed stilled and quite for a moment before looking into his eyes.
"Kendall the vampire blood that saved me also bonded me to her. Victoria, she is the one that gave me life again and in doing so we became one. Kenny I can feel when she is around. We can feel each other's pain when one of is sick or hurt. Kendall when I attacked Carlos and bit into his neck she felt his blood. I felt her lust for his blood that is why I couldn't stop myself. I needed his blood." I was now crying in Kendall arms… Kendall placed his head on mine, pulled me even closer to his chest, and tighten hos grip on me. "My love there is more. You know once I become leaded the spell is broken but Kendall I lift one part out. She will be able to find me. She will come to kill me." As I spoke those last words, the room went silent. I moved my head around to see my friends. They were worried.
"Logan why didn't you tell me everything?"
"I didn't want you to know just yet. Kendall you're a Harness now and when you change for the first time you faith is sealed. You're just one more soul brought into this battle. The same as our daughters I wanted to keep you all safe for as long as I can." Kendall stood up and pulled me with him so I could his face.
"Logan I told you I didn't care what was to come. I love you and I will never leave you or our girls. I am with you four till the end." I let the tears fall again before Kendall brought his hands to my face. He smiled at me before kissing my lips. "I love you."
"I love you too." I hugged Kendall with everything I had and then pulled away to see Carlos standing behind me. I smiled at Kendall and touched his arm before I walked away towards Carlos. He backed away from me. "Carlos please I couldn't stop her. I had no control over it or myself. Please… I am so sorry for hurting you. I never meant to cause you any pain." Carlos didn't say anything he just looked at me with sadness in his eyes.
"Logan you hurt me and I don't think I can trust you right now." I shook my head I understood but I was still upset. I had hurt my best friend no my brother and now he was scared of me. I turned back around and started to walk back to Kendall when I felt someone ran and wrap their arms around me. "Logan just hurt me ever again." I smiled and then turned around and returned his hug. Carlos and I were hugging until we felt another pair of arms wrap around us. It was James.
"Ok that is enough with the touching. Everyone back the hell off Logan." Kendall yelled. I laughed when he came and pulled Carlos and James from me. "No touchy what is mine," Kendall threw his arms around me in sure a protected way. I wanted him right there on that floor. "Look I love you guys but stop touching my man. I don't want you or anyone touching him again…" Kendall told them with a little pout on his lips. I smiled and laughed at him. To cute.
We all stood there laughing until it all died down. I smiled at Carlos. "I still sorry for what I did Carlos."
"It's cool man I mate you and Kendall now." Carlos said with a big smile on his face. I laughed because I knew what he was talking about too.
"Ok I am so jealous now…" James said making us all turn to him. "I want to match you guys," I smiled and looked at Kendall and Carlos just shook their heads at me. I walked over to James he looked at me with those eyes. He was scared.
"It won't hurt too long." I grabbed James, bent his head to the side, and pushed James so he was kneeling in front of me… My teeth came out and I let out an evil laugh before I leaned down and bit into James neck. He let out a little cry as blood started to drip down his neck. I licked it away when Kendall came and touched my shoulder. I pulled away with James blood running down my chin.
"Baby I am the only one you will be biting like that for now on." Kendall told me as he kissed the blood that was dripping down my chin. God I want him to fuck me right now. Ugh… I moved over, stood in front of everyone, and smiled. I looked at my handy work and loved it.
"Now your all mine and no one will dare try and take you from me." I told them as the guys smiled. We all looked at the bathroom door and took off towards it. Carlos and James wanted to see what I had done. We all stood there when the bathroom door opened. We all grabbed onto one another and screamed out.
"Ahhh…."
"Guys its time to go and…" Kelly stood there watching us. She then gave us a weird look. "I don't even want to know why you two are bleeding."
"Logan owns us now." Carlos said aloud. The rest of us rolled our eyes as we walked out the door.