(Kendall POV)
Fuck after that wild night Logan and I had I must say I am worn out. That boy wasn't lying when he said he wanted me. I cracked my neck and then slowly rolled over because I have to say I was in some pain from when Logan and I jumped from that cop car yesterday. Shit I don't see how he can do all that crap and still have all this energy left when I finally turned over to see the love of my life sleeping curled up next to me he looked so peaceful at this moment. Not a care or worry in the world… I was happy about that. I sat up and just watched him sleep. I loved to watch him sleep his little chest rising up and down in such a calming pattern. I smiled as I brought my hand to his stomach; I leaned down and kissed it three times for each one of my little girls in there. I pulled away and just looked at his stomach and damn Logan was really starting to show now. He is just going to love that… Yea right, I rubbed my hands over is little baby bump and smiled again. I was going to become a father in five months and I couldn't wait to meet my little girls. I leaned back up and gave Logan a kiss on his forehead. As I pulled away, I seen a smiled reach his lips. Sexiest thing in the world to me "Mmm you taste so good…" I laughed and smiled at Logan words. That's my Logie always talking in his sleep. "Don't walk away from me you wonderful tasting shoes!" I let out a little chuckle, Logan and shoes… Mother Moon please help him. I just hope my girls don't have their fathers shoe problem. I wanted to lay back down with my baby but that is when the bathroom started calling my name. I didn't want to leave Logan but hell when you got to pee you got to pee… I got up and started walking to the bathroom well more like ran. I walked by the mirror, saw one big ass hickey, and bite marks down my neck.
"Great this is going to be fun hiding this from Gustavo and the others." I turned the water on once I was done using the bathroom and splashed water on my face. I needed to wake up some more. I lifted my head up from the sink once I dried my face and screamed. "Ahh, Damnit James do you always have to sneak up on people like that?" I yelled to him. I wasn't expecting to see him standing there watching me like some creeper.
"Shocking dude you didn't wait for Logan to get up…" James said me with that damn cocky ass grin on his face and his know it all voice.
"I tried to believe me I did but my bladder had other plans for me this morning… I wanted to wait." I said as James and I stood there just looking at one another before we busted out in laugher. "You James I don't feel that clingy to Logan this morning…"
"Maybe it's because of the wild animals sex you two had last night. Dude I don't think Carlos will ever be the same again." I just smiled because Logan and I might have gotten a little bit crazy last night you see the room. The maid is going to have a field day in there. "Sorry about that its just that Logan was…"
"Don't want to hear about it. I have heard too much of it last night… I think I am all Logan and Kendall tired out. We laughed together as we started to make our way out the door when we were slammed to the wall as Logan and Carlos came flying through the door.
"Got to pee," Carlos yelled as he ran to the toilet.
"Got to puke," Logan said running right in after Carlos pushing James and myself into the wall again. This time we hit the wall and then fell to the floor. The sounds that were coming from that bathroom were nothing James and I ever wanted to hear again. We both started to gag.
"See ya in the living room!" James yelled as he jumped up and ran out of the bathroom leaving me there on the floor. I shook my head and slowly got up, grabbed a rage from the counter and walked over to my baby. He was hanging over the sink groaning.
"Thank babe…" Carlos flushed the toilet and made his way over to Logan and me.
"You know I am still up by eight right?" My eyes got big and I slapped Carlos on the chest. "Oww Kendall?" Let's just say Logan didn't know Carlos and I still had that little bet going on about him puking. And shit Carlos was right though I was still down by eight and needed to catch up. I couldn't lose this bet.
"Up by right, what are you guys talking about?" Carlos and I just smiled at Logan and then he narrowed his eyes at us before pushing us both away.
"What?" I said giving Logan the biggest and sweeties smile I could do…
"So I see my sickness give you guys joy?" Logan said rolling his eyes at us. Carlos and I just smiled at one another.
"Yes it does my love that it does… You should know that by now." I said kissing Logan nose.
"I hate you guys…" I was going to get ready to pull Logan into a hug when his eyes got big and then a strange look came to his face. He smiled… "You guys smell that?" I didn't smelling anything at all.
"Yup FOOD," Carlos yelled out grabbing Logan by his arm as they both ran out of the door leaving me alone. I shook my head and then followed my friends out into the living room when I saw James sitting there with a look of terror on his face. I looked around the room and seen Logan and Carlos and got that same look on my face. Logan had two plated filled with eggs, bacon and pancakes stacked about five high with whip cream and cherries on top and a mouth full of food and Carlos was the same way.
"You think they are going to eat us?" I asked James as I made my way over to him and sat down.
"I think if they had the chance they would." I had never seen Logan eat like this before it was kind a funny to watch him though since he always cared about how he looked and would have a freak out when he grained two pounds.
"Hey baby you keep eating like this and you will be wearing my clothes sooner than you think." I yelled to him. Logan picked his head up and growled at me giving me a death stare.
"So I guess were ordering more food right?" James asked me as we watching those two animals eat everything in sight. James and I knew we weren't getting any of that besides I was too scared to but my hand near those two. After 15 mins of watching Logan and Carlos devour their food we had enough. I was sitting there laughing my ass off at my baby who was laying on his back groaning in pain. I did feel bad for him but it was still funny as hell.
"Ugh, I think I ate too much… I am so damn full I can't move. This is just like the bunnies all over again. Why no one stopped me, why?" Logan moaned out as he rolled over to lie on his side. He looked so damn cute stuffed like a thanksgiving turkey.
"Hey babe no one told you to eat everything that was brought up here." I got up and walked towards my baby and lifted his head up, sat it down in my lap. He looked up at me and smiled that sweet smile of his. God I love this man so much.
"What bunnies?" Carlos asked. Logan and I both turned our heads to look at Carlos. We had forgotten we never told him Logan went on a bunny bins during the blood moon. I looked at him and smiled. "Logan! did you eat all the bunnies that live in the woods behind the Palm Woods Park?" I couldn't hold it in anymore. I started to laugh. Logan saw and hit me as he sat up holding his stomach.
"I didn't eat all of them if that's what you mean?"
"You did! Logan how could you? they were harmless little animals and you ate them!"
"Harmless my ass they were teasing me with their little fluffy tails and bodies just bouncing around! The bunnies were asking for it and I gave it to them all, all fifteen of those fuzzy, yummy, warm blooded sweet tasting bunnies!" I sat there in shock my baby has lost it again. This might be just as bad as the shoes.
"You still ate them!" Carlos yelled out jumping up the same as Logan did. He and Carlos were now face to face with each other.
"You know what? I would eat them all again if given the chance and in front of your face so you can see their little eyes pop out of their heads!" Ok that was it if James and I didn't do something soon Logan was going to attack Carlos again. James and I stood up, went to grab them both, and pulled them apart.
"Ok guys that enough… No more." James said as he pulled Carlos closer to him.
"Oh come on James let me see what this little fu…" I shoved my hand over Logan mouth before he could finish that statement. I pulled Logan back to me and sat down on the couch with him in my lap.
"Look guys lets not start this again. We are all having a great time and we don't need any more crap to get started." I told everyone. Logan didn't need the stress and if we kept talking about the bunnies I knew Carlos would start to cry.
"Kendall let me go right now!" Logan told me. I could feel him trying to break free of my arms and I wasn't going to let him go. I didn't know if he still wanted to go after Carlos or not.
"No Logan can do babe not until I know you and Carlos are ok?"
"Kendall now let me go! I am going to puke!" Logan yelled out. I moved my arms and he jumped up, ran into the bathroom, and slammed the door closed then we all heard him throwing up. I got a feeling, leaped off the couch, ran after him, and started banging on the door.
"Baby let me in right now! Baby!" I was yelling as I banged on the door as I heard him throwing up more and now he was starting to gag. That was it I kicked the door in and ran right over to my love who was kneeling on the ground with his head sitting on the rim of the toilet. I could see that he was shaking. "Shh my love its ok… Shh." I said as I kissed the back of his neck. He felt very cold. I was now getting worried for my love. The puking was getting worse with each passing day. Logan moved and flushed everything down and moved his head to rest on my chest.
"Why me baby why me" I smiled at his little voice that squeaked out. I moved and kissed his neck again before I took his face in my hand so he would look at me. He looked so tried and pale. I wanted to cry. I smiled and pulled him to my chest and held him there until he stopped shaking.
"My love I am so sorry if I could switch places with you I would my love." And I was telling the truth I would. I couldn't stand to see him like this. I hate seeing my Logie in so much pain it was hurting my heart to see him like this.
"No Kendall! I wouldn't switch places with you! I love being pregnant it is a wonderful feeling to have. Ok maybe not the throwing up but I love to have the feeling of the girls, It such a wonderful feeling to have to know that they are safe because of me." I gave him a confused look and then got what he was saying and smiled at my love.
"Baby let's just hope this is the first and last time I knock you up." I said laughing. I moved to stand and then helped Logan to his feet. He was still shaky. I held him close to me until he was able to walk. We walked into the living room to see James and Carlos standing there waiting for us. You could tell that they were worried.
"Guys I am fine and Carlos buddy I am sorry…"
"It's all good Logan just try not to eat the bunnies again. I like to go out there and watch them when I am down. They make me smile… Hug?"
"Yea why not…" Logan said holding his arms out for Carlos. Carlos smiled and ran into Logan arms as he wrapped them around Carlos… Shit, I am jealous now. Logan must have known it because he pulled into his and Carlos hug. I see James watching us so I grabbed him and pulled him into our group hug. It was a nice feeling to have us all together again right now. I think this is just what we needed after everything that had happened.
"DOGS," We heard Gustavo voice echo though the room. We all screamed and jumped apart when we saw him standing there watching us. "Break it up and get dressed we have sound check! So move, move, and move!" We let each other go and started for our rooms. I stopped when I noticed Logan wasn't with me. He was just standing there looking around before he bolted for the bathroom again. Yes, this was going to be a good sound check. I took a deep breath and followed my baby into the bathroom once again.
(Three hour jump ahead)
If I ruled the world, I'd throw all the money in the air like confetti
If I ruled the world, every house got a Dj and the backyard party
And I'd break all the borders down, when I shake the ground.
I sang out. I was getting ready for the next part when Logan took off the stage. He ran towards the bathroom and then you heard him throwing up again. My poor baby we shouldn't have done this sound check today. "Logan babe…" I called to him as I ran after him. I ran into the bathroom and seen him wiping his mouth clean at the sink. I walked up to him and hugged him from the back. "You ok love?"
"I am sorry sweetie but I can't help it today. I guess the girls just don't want me or anyone else to have a good time." Logan told me with that little sideways grin he does. We smiled at one another before I grabbed his hand and we walked to the door and outside.
"Lets take a twenty min break." Gustavo yelled stomping off the side of the stage.
"Thanks for that babe I didn't really feel like singing right now." I bent down and kissed Logan. Logan smiled into our kiss like he always does before he grabbed his stomach and groaned out. I wrapped my arms around his and held him as we both went to sit down on the edge of the stage. Logan moved over and layed his head down on my lap. I smiled and placed my hand and rubbed my fingers though his hair to make him feel better. Not long after he let out a little sigh.
"God I love when you do that…"
"I know that's why I do it honey anything to make you happy." Logan and I were sitting there just enjoying each other when Kelly and Misty came walking over to us. "Hey ladies how did it go?"
"I love Misty she is wonderful! Thanks to her you and the guys are off the hook for everything that happened yesterday and thank god." Kelly said with a huge smile on her face.
"Misty did you to what I think you did?" Logan asked as he slowly sat up.
"Why my Lord I don't even know what you would be talking about." Misty had this very mystics look on her face.
"Thanks Misty…"
"Anything for my Lord and our clan," Misty said to Logan as she bowed her head and then turned to me and did the same. "Now if you don't mine my Lord I would like to fly over and make sure that everything is going well."
"Yes my darling you may…" Logan told her. She smiled at both of us. I could tell from Logan face that Misty meant a lot to him. He gives her the same look that he does with me.
"Stop it you sound like your grandfather." Misty said before this bright light came around her and then she was gone with only a fire tail left behind. Kelly opened her eyes and looked shocked to see everything. Logan and I knew that she and everyone around us was still getting used to everything hell I was too.
"Well I guess…
"Logan sweetheart how are you feeling this afternoon," Kelly asked as she came closer to us.
"Ugh, sick I have never puked this much in one day and it's only making me more tried than I already I am… So not good at all… I just want to go to bed and sleep for the next five months like most wolves do." I brought my baby into a hug and then kissed his forehead again.
"I knew sweetie and I am truly sorry about all this. I am trying to get Gustavo to cancel the rest of the tour after this concert tonight. You need to be home resting it's the best thing for you and those little girls in there." Kelly was right Logan needed to be home in my arms so I can take care of him and my daughters.
"Thanks Kelly that means a lot to me."
We were all sitting down resting when we heard a noise and then seen James and Carlos running towards us. They ran, jumped off the stage only to stop and smile at us before taking off running again. We all looked to one another and then heard it.
"James and Carlos get back here right now you DOGS!" Gustavo came from the back of the stage his face red with anger. Logan, Kelly and myself just started laughing.
"I wonder what happened back there." I asked Logan and Kelly to see Logan face go from the cute little peach color to pale white again. "You're going to puke again?" Logan just nodded his head, got up, and ran to the bathroom again with Kelly and me following behind him.
(Few Hours Later)
Well it was about an hour before the concert and I can tell you no one was looking forward to it at all this time. We were all worried about Logan. I mean he has been so sick today I am scared that something else might be wrong with him. I counted that he throw up about twenty times today which isnt good but now I am ahead of Carlos by two. We were in wardrobe I was getting ready to put my shirt on when I heard Logan scream out… "Ahh No not already!" I jumped up getting my head suck in my shirt. I was fighting it when I tripped, fell onto the ground and hit my head on the side of the couch.
"Fuck," I pulled my shirt off and ran to my baby… "Baby are you ok?" I was worried that something happened to the girls. Logan turned to me with this huge little pout on his lips. "Honey what is wrong?" He still didn't say anything this was worrying me even more than before.
"No it isn't alright! Look at me!" Logan said pointing to himself. I stood there just smiling at him. Logan favorite outfit he loves to were for our first show was looking really tight on him. I tried and I mean I did try to hold in my laugher but I couldn't I started to laugh when our door opened to James, Carlos and Kelly running inside.
"What is going on in here? We heard Logan yelling is everything alright?" Kelly asked us she looked scared. I turned to my friends still laughing.
"Logie, he…" I couldn't get any of my words out I was laughing too much.
"Look you jackass it isn't funny! Look at me!" I stopped my laughing and turn back around to face Logan he stood there looking pissed off. I smiled walked to him, kissed his cheek and then pulled away.
"I am sorry my love but you freak out too much. You knew when you found out that you were pregnant that you would gain weight." I told him trying to make things better because I knew how much of a big deal graining weight does to him.
"Dude your clothes are to small…" Carlos voice came through the door it was filled with laugher. I see Logan eyes change color and before I could make a move to grab him, it was too late. Logan chased Carlos out of the room they were running down the hall. I ran by and looked at James and Kelly. We smiled before we heard Carlos scream like a little girl and then something or someone hit the wall. We ran towards the sound and when we got there, Logan had Carlos pinned to the wall by his shirt growling at him trying to bit him… "help me he went all Harness again!" I ran and pulled Logan from Carlos. Carlos then took off, ran, and hid behind James and Kelly.
"Logan its ok… Breathe in and out… Breath…" I told him in a calming voice.
"Shut the fuck up Knight! That is it I am done I am not doing this fucking concert! I can't take much more of this shit…!" Logan yelled out he was now crying. I grabbed him, turned him around and wrapped my arms around his body. As soon as I did, he let more tears come forth. I closed my eyes to stop my own tears from coming forth and ran my hands up and down his back. I lifted my head up and looked to Kelly.
"He isn't going on that stage and that's finale! I wont stand to see him like this anymore." I told Kelly as I picked Logan up into my arms and brought him back to our dressing room. I layed him down on the couch and kissed his lips. I don't care at this point if we lose any fans my baby needed to be home not singing on a fucking stage… I wanted my Logie safe and at home. "Baby listen to me you are not going on that stage tonight. I won't let it happen…" I said as I kissed his head. I moved so I could hold Logan. I rocked him back and forth until our door opened up to Gustavo and Kelly walking in. I narrowed my eyes at Gustavo and let a growl come out… "I don't give a fuck what you have to say Gustavo Logan isn't going anywhere tonight!" I snarled at him.
"Kendall he doesn't have to but you three do." I looked around the room at everything and then to Logan who say up and lean in and kissed me. He tried to smile at me. I knew he didn't want me to leave his side and neither did I… We need each other right now. Our hearts needed to be one.
"Babe its ok… I will stand on the side of the stage with Kelly… All I ask of you is to stay as close to me as you can. My heart can't be without you tonight and neither can the girls." I didn't say anything I grabbed Logan and crashed our lips together. We both needed this… We both moaned into our kiss… Logan was just what I needed and he knew that.
"Nope, nope I am leaving." Logan and I broke away from each other just in time to see Carlos running out of the room. We just smiled and laughed.
"I love you Logan…" I said as I left a sweet kiss to his lips.
We were getting ready to run on stage and I didn't want to leave Logan. I couldn't but I knew I had to. I knew whenever I looked to the left he would be there with me but still I wanted to stay with him. "Look a few songs and then we can all go back home." James said putting his arm around me. I smiled and then turned to Logan. He walked right up to James and I and punched James in the shoulder.
"Mine no touchy…"
"OoooKay…." James said with a smile on his lips. We all laughed. I grabbed Logan, brought him into a kiss he threw his arms around me, and I pulled him closer to me. I needed to fill his body on mine. We pulled away from just stared into each other eyes… I was getting lost in them again.
"I love you babe."
"And I love you too but please hurry up with the songs. I want to go home." I smiled again, leaned down and gave him one last kiss before James, Carlos and myself walked towards the stage.
(Concert)
The lights were shinning as the sounds of thousands of screaming fans voice filled the air waiting for Big Time Rush to come out. Within moments James, Carlos and Kendall ran on stage greeting everyone. "Hey everyone were Big Time Rush! You might have noticed that Logan isn't with us tonight that is because he isn't feeling to well but we knew you all send him love. But is everyone ready to have some fun?" Carlos yelled and asked the crowd… The concert was going great the boys were having a blast and had played a few songs and some new ones for the fans to hear. Everything was good until it was time for the fan to ask the boys a few questions. It was something new that Gustavo has set up for the fans could get to know the boys a little more. Ten mins into the questions a boy came up, it was now his turn to ask his question.
"What is your question dude?" Kendall asked the boy who was standing there waiting. Right before the boy started to speak Kendall felt a little pain go through him. He turned back to see Logan standing there smiling at him.
"Yes I got one for you guys will it more of a statement. I was here for sound check, I saw Logan during that time, he seemed fine I just think the only reason why he didn't want to come out, and sing tonight was because he got fat. I mean I saw him and DAMN!" Kendall heart dropped when he heard what that boy said he turned back to Logan and seen the tears coming from his eyes. He felt nothing but anger come to him. Kendall glanced at James and Carlos before he threw his mic down James and Carlos doing the same.
"You will pay for saying that you little dick…" Kendall yelled out before he jumped off the stage.
"No one hurts our little Logie!" James yelled and followed Kendall off the stage and into the crowd to fine that boy. Gustavo and Kelly seen and took off towards the boys.
"Security!" Kelly yelled out as two men ran into the crowd to stop James and Kendall from doing something stupid. One of them grabbed Kendall before he got to that young man. Kendall was then picked up and held in the man arms while the other one went for James and Carlos.
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