(Logan POV)
Damn concert, everything was going great until that damn dick of a kid pissed me off… Kendall did his best to calm me down and it did help a little bit but part of me was fuming with anger to teach this damn kid a lesson. And well that would lead me to where I am right now. You see there is something I kept from Kendall again and other members of my clan. I can change whenever I want… Since I was born with that mark, I can do a lot more like Grandpa. I have been able to do this since I was a puppy and it has gotten me into a lot more trouble than you would think. I don't like people knowing about this because of the things I have done like I am going to do tonight. It is a rule that hasn't to be broken and if I am found out It will be dealt with in blood but that young man will learn tonight never to cross a Harness…
About twenty mins ago, I snuck out of the hotel room to play a little cat and mouse with this asshole who dare cross a Harness. I picked up his sent when Carlos had jumped him earlier tonight. I sat outside this kid's window just watching and waiting for the right time… "Yes sit there and let that smug look on your face you dick. Just wait your time is coming to its end my friend…" I wasn't going to hurt him per say just have some fun tonight. I watched as he walked around his room over to his light and turned it off. That is when I decided to make my move on him. I narrowed my eyes at him one last time before I turned around and walked into the darkness of the night to hide myself in some bushed that were behind his home the place where he finds comfort away from the dangers of the outside world a place where he is safe from all. I knew I didn't have much time to do what I wanted to do I could already feeling myself and the girls in pain from being away from Kendall… So it was now or never. I walked back over to this kid window so I would be standing on my two back legs. I winked at him and then started to growl and scratch the window. I growled away as this boy started to wake from his sleep. He rose from his bed and looked to the window as I backed away back into the darkness of the night. I watched as his eyes scanned the darkness, my eyes and his meeting in the night. I looked up to my mother moon and howled out as her light shinned down a pond me making my eyes glow with her light.
"Yes you little bitch why don't you came and play the night is lovely and cool, come play with me… come to investigate the noises you are hear and come to what awaits you my friend." I looked dead at him before u turn away running though the bushes making more noise. I stop to see his back door light come on. "Here little play toy come and play… don't make me wait too long to meet you." I stand in the shadows of the night watching his back door and waiting until it opens to that kid standing there looking out and around I can already smell his blood from his fear of what awaits him. I can already hear his heart beating faster and I cant wait for more. He walks from the light into the darkness of his yard where I await him. I watch his every move as he makes it closer to me I let another growl come stopping him where he stands. I creep down into attacked formation as he starts to walk closer to me…
"Hello is there anyone out there?" His voice rings out into the night. He doesn't have any idea of what is awaiting him now does he. I stand and watch as he walked towards the bushes and I that is when I make my move on him. I leap from the bushes knocking him down onto the ground as I run back into the shadows that follow me. Thank you Mother Moon for this night this game is going to be so much fun. "What the hell?" He yelled out as he stands to his feet. He moves around looking into the bushes. This gives me the perfect time to attack him once more. I run a cross his legs as my back brushes his skin. He turns to look down seeing nothing there. I brush my tail into the bushing making more noise. He looked again my way. I looked to the moon and snarl at him… My teeth showing forth as blood runs down my mouth. His face turns to fear as he drops the flashlight and starts to run back to his house. I leap out from the bushing nipping and biting at his legs. He loses his balance falling to the ground in pain. "Ahh mom help me!" he screams out into the night but I know there is no one coming to save him just yet.
I run back around before jumping onto his back ripping his shirt off his body. I bring my tongue down his back and lick before sinking my teeth into his flesh as hard as I could. His screaming of pain only brings me joy. His head turns to see me as I let him go. His eyes and mine meet and my or filled with hunger for his blood. He jumps up and starts to limp to his home of safety… I watch him before I chase after him again. I run until I am in front of his leg tripping him as he hits the ground again. I don't wait I bit him once again before I drag him across the yard before going for his neck. He screams out in pain as my teeth crash into his flesh. I rip and rip at his neck until he stops moving. I can feel his breathing slowly as I bit down hard on him. I lick his blood and back away to see this kids limp and bloody body lying before me. I walked to his face and lean down to look into his eyes. "This is your punishment for crossing a Harness… death." I growled out to him knowing he couldn't hear me. I take one last taste of my sweet victory before I hear a gunshot ring out and then pain… "Fuck…" I snap my head around to see his father standing there with a shotgun aimed at me but before he can let out another shot I am gone. "Well there goes my fun for the night…"
(Kendall POV)
"Owww…" I shot out of pain with this horrible pain coming from my shoulder… "What the hell?" I sat sitting up in bed. I brought my hand to where the pain was and felt something wet. I move over, flip the light on, and see that my hand is red. I look closer and see that it is blood that is on my hand and that is running down my shoulder. "Fuck," I leap up from the bed and run right into the bathroom turning the light on to see that most of my shirt is stained with blood. I rip my shirt off to see the damage and to why I am bleeding. "What the hell…?" I see a gunshot and start to panic my thoughts going right to my love. "Logan, Logan," I yell out running back into our bedroom to see that he isn't in here. "Logan where the hell are you," I ran to the door and slid them open running into the living room waking everyone up. I didn't care right now my baby was missing.
"Wow Kendall what is going on and what is with all the noise?" I hear James ask me from the couch his voice echoing though the darkness of the room.
"Logan is gone and I am bleeding from a gunshot!"
"What?" I see James shadow shot up from the couch as a light comes on. Misty and Carlos come out of the other rooms. I looked around the room and knew he wasn't here at all. I was worried I didn't know what was going on nor did I know where Logan was and the fuck did I get this gunshot?
"Kendall, Kendall…" I felt someone shaking me but my mind was on Logan and our girls did something happen to them? "Kendall," I turned around to see Carlos, Misty and James standing before me.
"What happened and where is my Lord at?" Misty asked me.
"I don't know I woke up to pain in my shoulders and seen this…" I pointed to the blood that was still running down my arm. "And Logan is missing. He is gone we need to find him now!" I yelled running to the door when it opened to Logan walking in. His face, hands and body was coved in blood and he was holding his shoulder. "Oh god Logan…" I ran up to him and pulled him into my arms.
"Ahhh, Kendall…"
(Logan POV)
Fucking basted shot me, he shot me… I changed back once I made it back to the hotel I was hoping no one would be up so I could walk in take a shower take care of my shoulder and go back to bed with Kendall because if he knew what I was doing tonight be would be heartbroken. I almost killed at kid but damnit he needed to learn. I stopped and looked up at the door and took a deep breath before turning the knob and when I did there was Kendall standing before me looking very worried. His eyes were filled with worry and his shoulder was bleeding. "Oh god Logan…" I couldn't move I was frozen. He ran to me and pulled me to his chest.
"Ahh, Kendall…" Kendall arms fell from me and I let out a breath and sigh. I looked to Misty and she knew what I had done. I looked away and pushed Kendall and everyone past me without saying anything to any of them. I knew someone was following me and it was Kendall. I reached out and grabbed me so I would be facing him. I looked up into those wonderful green eyes of his and then placed my head back down. I couldn't face him right now. Kendall knew something was wrong he lifted my chin, kissed me, and then pulled away.
"Logan what did you do? Who blood is that all over you?" Kendall asked me as the tears started to form in my eyes. I knew what I did was wrong but no one gets away with what that kid did… I felt Kendall arm wrap around me again and I threw myself into his arms and started to cry into his neck. "Shh baby it's all ok now…"
"My Lord did you kill him?" I started to cry harder when Misty spoke to me. I didn't even know if he was still alive when I was chased off… I know he was still breathing but that didn't mean anything. I just cried and cried until I felt myself being lifted up off the ground and carried over to the couch. Kendall sat me down and I looked up at him then looked around the room to my friends watching me. Everyone looked scared but Misty and Kendall. Not scare that I might have killed someone but scared of me… I looked back to Kendall and into his eyes where I see conflicted within them.
"My love what happened tonight?"
"I am so sorry he needed to learn never to cross a Harness… I don't know what came over me. Kendall he crossed me and you never cross a Harness, ever or you pay with your life. He needed to be tough that." I said with tears in my eyes.
"Logan did you kill him?" I looked over and seen Carlos he had gotten up and came over and sat next to me.
"I don't know… I was shot before I could finish what I had started. My game was over before the fun started. All I know is that he was breathing when I was chased off but I don't know…" I said as I put my head in my hands and started to cry again. Kendall arms pulled me closer to him as they ran up and down my back.
"Why?"
"Mood swings I guess." I said as I lifted my head up to see at Kendall again. He had tears in his eyes. I leaned towards him and kissed his lips as his tears fell over them. I needed him to understand how I felt. I kissed him again and let my thought wonder into his. He need to know everything that I was going through… he felt my rage, my sadness, my understanding, anger, and my need for blood. We pulled away and he brought me back into his arms.
"Logan you shouldn't have gone alone you or the girls could have been hurt worse than what you are. We could have tough this kid his lesson together.
"Kendall?!" Carlos and James yelled together. Kendall and I both looked to them. They didn't understand what we are going through and they never will no matter how much we try and tell them. They will never understand that I am not just Logan Mitchell I am a Harness wolf and that comes first before anything in my life.
"Kendall listen to yourself you are saying you would have help Logan kill that boy!" James lashed out causing me to jump up and get into his face.
"You don't understand James and you never will…This is who I am. THIS IS WHAT I AM AND KENDALL IS NOW A PART OF ME AND MY CLAN. I WILL NEVER BE CROSSED I AM A HARNESS AND SOON TO BE LEADER OF THIS CLAN AND IF YOU GET IN MY WAY YOU WILL PAY JUST LIKE HE DID WITH YOUR LIFE AND THAT GOES FOR EVERYONE ELSE WHO GETS IN MY WAY.." I yelled as I pushed James back into the wall. Kendall could feel my rage as he pulled me back to him.
"Baby this isn't the time and we all know it…" Kendall was right this wasn't the place nor the time. I snarled at James and grabbed Kendall as I drag him back to the front door. I didn't want to stay here any longer I wanted out. We were only a few hour away from the Palm Woods and I couldn't wait until tomorrow to be home.
"Care for a midnight ran back to the Palm Woods my love?"
Were changing back into wolves aren't we?" I just smiled and leaned over and kissed his cheek…
"Why yes my love we are…"
It has now been three weeks since the concert and all the hell that had broken lose that night. The boys were all home and things seem to be getting better for the most part. James and Kendall were getting alone a little bit better only if James wouldn't touch or stand too close to Logan. Misty was starting to fit in with the help of everyone and Carlos was head over heels in love with her. Logan was now 2 ½ months pregnant and so big already. As for Katie, Gustavo and Kelly there were hard at working keeping the press away from the boys while mama Knight with the help of Kelly were helping with Kendall and Logan wedding.
(Logan POV)
"How can you people not see this?" I asked everyone I looked like a damn watermelon. I am huge! I was sitting down in the living room with Carlos and Misty right now because Kendall was feeling tired. I might have kept him up most of the night well not me the girls. They have decided that they love to move at night and Kendall sleeps against my chest and the girls just love their daddy so much they already like to kick him. Me, for some reason I sleep great when the girls were kicking my stomach. I guess the feeling makes me sleepy.
"My Lord you look fine even if you look like you are a whole pig. You're pregnant so you're going to look fat." Misty said to me. I narrowed my eyes at her and let out a small growl.
"Hey that's not helping you support to say I look great and not FAT and that it isn't a big deal."
"Wait now you want me to lie? I don't get this being human crap at all!" Misty said throwing her arms in the air… I see Carlos just smiling at her.
"No you see there is nothing wrong with you. Logan is just a nutcase and doesn't know what he wants. One minute he is fine and then the next he goes all NUTS! Like yesterday when Kendall told him he didn't look pregnant he started crying and yelling all kind of shit." I gave Carlos a death glare, suck my tongue out at him and then leaned back into the couch and folded my arms around my girls and pouted.
"I am not a nutcase…!"
"Ha…" Both Carlos and Misty said together that time. I just looked out towards the window.
"I am not crazy I am just pregnant and it's my hormonal that's all." I told them but I know I am a little crazy I have to say. However you don't think I am going to admit that to them, No way. I looked back to the TV and see them both giving me this look. "What I am not and you all know it. Name one crazy thing I have done so far?" Shit I am going to regret this.
"I can think of a few things… Lets see how about we start with Monday morning shall we? You know James didn't say anything and you went bonkers!"
"I didn't do anything wrong Monday and James shouldn't have said anything to start with.
(Monday Morning…)
I was sitting at the table all happy when James and Carlos came walking into the kitchen because of the smell of eggs, bacon and everything else you could have thought of. Kendall, Misty and myself along with Katie were eating. "FOOD…" Carlos yelled running towards the table grabbing a plate from mama Knight that she was holding out for him with a huge warm smile on her face He ran and sat next to me and started eating as James walked by the guys over to mama Knight.
"Keep walking James…" Kendall said while watching his every move.
"I know I know…"James walked until he stopped and sat by Katie. He looked around and watched Misty. She was sitting there watching us all. "Misty you're not eating?" My head shot up when he asked her that. She smiled and turned towards James.
"Misty doesn't eat human food…" I told James with my mouth full of food. "She goes out and kills this huge looking rat things that live in the Harness forest and then pecks their little eyes out. It's so damn cool. And oh my mother moon do they taste good. They have this sweet juice that comes out of them when you bit down into their stomachs. Like its HEAVEN… mouthwatering…" I stopped and looked around the kitchen. Kendall had stopped eating and pushed his food away, Katie looked like she wanted to puke and Carlos smiled and kept eating like normal and James just kept his eyes one me with one eye brow raised. "You know Misty I am kind of in the mood for a couple of those rat thingy now."
"Come on Misty you're not really going to go and get him some?" James asked. Misty smiled at me as she stood from the table to look at everyone sitting at the table.
"What my Lord wants he gets…" I smiled at Misty bowed her head to me before she was gone. I just smiled at everyone and shook my head before sitting back down, picking up my fork to finishing eating this good-looking food that sat in front of me. I could feel eyes on me so I looked up again.
"What,"
"Baby don't kiss me until you have brushed your teeth and washed your mouth out." Kendall said leaning over to give me a kiss on the lips. He tasted like pancakes, yummy… I smiled as he pulled away and went back to his food.
"I want to see you eat one of those rat thing…" Carlos told me as he shoved more food back into his mouth.
"Sweetie please try not to get any blood on my table and use a plate this time if you don't mind." Mama Knight asked me from the kitchen she was washing some dishes I just said and turned back to James who was still looking at me.
"Come on Logan your now. That's just nasty I know pregnant and everything but come on due you don't have eat like a wild animal. Those are living creatures. Do you have no remorse anymore?" I stopped eating, lifted my head up, threw my fork down, and looked dead at James. I felt Kendall grave my head and rub it. I smiled down at him. Carlos backed away from the table with his plate in his hands and ran behind Katie. My eyes narrowed in on James.
"Love now remember what we talked about the other night?" Kendall said to me. I shook my head leaned back down and gave him a sweet kiss to his lips.
"I will… I am not going to hurt him to bad my love well not today anyways." I said sliding the chair back. I walked over towards James and pulled him from his chair...
"Logan I didn't mean it… Logan I am so sorry…" James yelled to me walking backwards into the living room. James kept walking, hit the couch, and fell onto his back. I smiled as I leaned over him that is when I see Misty fly back with a bag in her head. I could smell those little rat things in there. I smiled and an evil grin comes to my face.
"Are they alive?" I asked Misty and then turned back to the table to see Kendall laughing because he knew. Carlos was sitting there with Katie waiting to see what was going to happen next. Damn this is fun…
"Yes my Lord you know I would never kill them I know how joy you get into doing it yourself." Misty told me with a shin in her eyes pulling out one of the rats. He was black with little yellow eyes and it was moving around in her hands. I smiled and walked to Misty as she held the rat out to me.
"So you think me eating like a wild animal is nasty and un humane?" I asked James walking towards him.
"Logan look I didn't mean what I said. Lets just forget about everything ok?"
"Oh no James its too late for that. I have a better idea." I leaned over James and gave him an evil look before bring the rat closer to my face. I smelt it and then licked every part of the rat before turning it over and sinking my teeth into his stomach. I watched and felt as it blood ran down my lips and face down onto James.
"Logan stop…!" I licked the blood from its stomach and then pulled it away from my bloody mouth and smiled at James. I brought the rat back to my lips and ripped his head from its body spitting it down onto James chest. I snarled and then stuck my finger in the whole wiping its blood all over James face then bringing it up over my head so it blood would ran out. I titled my head back and let the blood from the rat run down my throat.
"Ok baby stop this right now I am getting really turned on" Kendall yelled from the living room. I smiled and turned to him with lust in my eyes for him and then see Carlos looking rather pale behind Katie.
"Now was that un humane for you?" I asked James throwing the dead rats body on him and walked away from him leaving him frozen on the couch.
(In of Flash Back)
"Crazy I tell you." Carlos said.
"Ok I might have gone a little bit too far with James but he should learn when to shut the hell up." I told Carlos and Misty right as the front door opened to James and mama Knight walking through. Right as she shut the door I smelt it, pickles and lemon cake! I smiled at Carlos and Misty before I slowly got off the couch and started walking towards the kitchen right over to mama Knight. She seen me and gave me a very warm smile.
"Yes I got them my dear…" She said as she dug through the bags grabbing the jar of pickles and the small lemon cake she brought me. I smiled, walked over to her, gabbed them both and then sat down at the bar. I could already feel my mouth watering. I opened the jar and the cake and wasted no time… I though a few pickles… No wait those good looking pickles on the cake and then took a huge bit. My taste buds were in heaven right now. So damn good. I took another bit and let a moan come from my lips. I knew everyone was watching me but who cares this is so damn good.
I looked up and seen eyes on me. I stopped eating and looked at them all "What?" I asked as I went back to take another bit.
"So what was everyone talking about when we came in?" I heard mama Knight as.
"We were talking about how crazy Logan is… I mean you know." I put my cake down, looked up and growled at everyone. I would say something up my mouth is full with this breathtaking cake.
"My Lord keeps telling everyone that he isn't crazy but we all know the truth that he is and he is lying to himself because he is one big ball of crazy."
"I am not crazy…" I said spitting out some of the cake all over the bar.
"Honey you kind of are. I hate to say this but it's true, last night?" Mama Knight told me. I looked down at my food and then back at her.
"I had a very good reason why I did that last night." Ok I didn't have a good reason at all for what happened. I guess it was one of those pregnancies caving and my shoe problem, and me yes I just had to… If not I could have died.
"Dude what did you do last night?" James and Carlos asked together.
You see the guys and Katie decided to take Misty out to see a movie since she had never really wanted one leaving me, Kendall and mama Knight in the apartment and well… "So Logan what happened?" James asked me again. I looked at him and then placed my head down and coved it with my hands this was too embarrassing to say. I have a big problem and I think that last night it got 10times worse.
"I have a problem…" I told everyone lifting my head up to see everyone looking at me. I knew from the look on Carlos and Misty faces they had an idea of what had happened. "Mama Knight, you can tell them if you like." I told her hiding my face in my hands again.
"Ok my sweetheart…"
(Mama Knight POV last night)
Kendall and I were watching TV together since everyone else went out and Logan was in the kitchen doing something. He said he was going fix him something to eat since he was hungry. "Love do you need any help in there?" Kendall yelled from the spot next to me.
"Nah I am good in here no worries." We heard Logan tell us. Kendall and I were watching something about wolves on TV ever since Kendall changed for the first time he was been wanting to know everything about wolves. So he watches anything and everything about them now something he and Logan love to watch together now. I sat there trying to watch the show but out the corner of my eye I kept seeing Logan walking back and forth from James and Carlos bedroom back into the kitchen and that caught my eye. I could see Logan had to big pots on the stove and then something cooking in the oven. Kendall and I could also hear Logan singing.
"Yummy, yummy ohhh… you going to taste so good going down… you sweet and rough good tasting sliding down my throat…. Yummy, tummy going down into my tummy… You ooooohhh, ooooo sweet good looking tating shoes!"
"Honey what are you cooking?" Kendall asked him as we both got up and started walking into the kitchen. We made it in there and the shock that came to my face.
"Logan Mitchell are those my shoes?" I yelled out from the shock. He jumped back with a spoon in his hand and looked at Kendall and I.
"Mother Moon don't sneak up on people when they cooking… Damn I could have killed you with this spoon and then what would I use, Huh?"
"Baby your cooking shoes?" Kendall asked Logan as he walked over towards the pots on the stove. Logan walked to him and smiled while looking down.
"Yes and don't they smell amazing?" I still couldn't move from the shock that I was in. I knew Logan had a shoe problem but this is taking it a little bit too far don't you think? Kendall grabbed him and pulled him away from the stove into the living room to sit him on the couch. "Wait I need to stay in there and make sure they don't burn… Burnt shoes are nasty…"
(End Of Flashback)
I was just sitting here as Mama Knight finished telling everyone what had happened. As she told them the rest I thought about it, I am CRAZY but those shoes smelled so damn good and I didn't even get to eat them and that's the very sad part of this whole story. All that hard work I did gone to waste. "You cooked shoes, really?" Carlos asked me. I just smiled and shrugged my shoulders.
"Yea but I didn't get to eat any of them and that's the sad part…" I looked around to see everyone smiling at me and giving me weird looks before they busted out in laughed. "Hey it isn't my fault I have a problem… No one will help me." I yelled out as the tears started to fall.
"Oh honey… we didn't mean to make you cry." Mama Knight said to me as she came over and wrapped her arms around me. I throw my arms around her, hugged her back, and cried into her shoulder and then with no warning, the girls decided to start moving and I couldn't help but smile. Mama Knight let me go and backed up from me, looked down and then back to my stomach. "When did they start moving?" she asked.
"A few days ago…" I was over the moon with happiness. I loved when my baby girls and now they are moving, pure happiness. "That is why Kendall is taking a nap. The girls are little night crawlers and they love to keep their daddy up at night." Everyone just smiled at me. "You guys want to feel them?" with that said everyone came and placed one of their hands on my stomach to feel the girls moving around. It must have been a few because next thing I know I hear Kendall voice.
"Hey what is with all the hands touching my baby over there?" I smiled and looked towards the hall to see Kendall coming towards me. I smiled the moment I seen his face. I know it's only been a few hours but I missed him.
"Hey honey," Mama Knight said as she backed away from me so Kendall could walk to me. I smiled as Kendall came and wrapped his strong arms around me and the girls, giving me a little kiss on the lips.
"So what is going on in here?" Kendall asked as he lay his head on my shoulder with his hands trailing down to rest on our girls. I love when he does that. Kendall smiled against my shoulders and started rubbing his hands on my baby bump.
"Oh we were all saying how crazy Logan is but he keeps denying it like always." James said.
"Look how many times do I have to say that I am not nuts. It's just everything that is going on with me…" I started to say but stopped when I see Kendall looking at me. He smiled that damn sexy ass grin he does before kissing my head and looking at me again.
"No baby your nuts…Stop denying it you're a nutcase." Kendall said kissing my cheek this time. I pushed him off me and pouted. "Awe baby its ok I still love you even know you're not alright in the head."
"Ok I might have a few problems…."