Sorry i put the chapter in the Doc Manager but i forgot to actually add it to the story...Oops sorry

Disclaimer: I don't own Ouran High School Host Club but i do own the band members, Sango, Xavier and Silky

Enjoy

When the two girls arrived home everything was dumped at the door as Sango climbed the stairs to her room while Haruhi began cleaning the house so they could have their band rehearsal.

~At school~
"So they're not coming to the club for a while" Honey asked sadly as he paused eating his strawberry cake "maybe we should go see if they are alright" he suggested looking at the other members.

"We should then we can see what the problem is and if we can help with it" Kaoru added

"I suppose we could, we are going to lose profits without those two here" Kyoya said

"Will you stop with the business talk we all know you want to see them because you're worried, so stop being so stuck-up" Hikaru yelled

Kyoya glared at him while his brother pulled him back down into his seat.

"So it is agreed we shall go and see them tonight" Tamaki exclaimed happily

"I will take cake" Honey smiled as he continued to shovel cake into his mouth.

~that night~

The boys pulled up to the house to hear music coming from the house.

"I think they are having a party" Hikaru commented "look at all the cars"

"There are 3 cars outside their house, I don't think that is a party" Kyoya pointed out walking to the door

"For commoners it is" Tamaki said following the rest of the group to the door.

Honey rang the doorbell and waited till someone opened the door

A middle aged man opened the door and looked at them "yes"

"Sorry we were looking for Sango and Haruhi, we must have the wrong home" Hikaru said turning around

"Nope you got the right house, we are in the middle of rehearsal would you like to watch" he asked

"Yes please" Honey smiled jumping up and down

"Come on in then" the man smiled warmly

"Thank you sir" Kyoya put on his host smile as he entered the house

As they entered to basement the band just finished playing a song.

"Hey guys" Haruhi offered a smile while Sango just looked at Honey

"You guys sound really good" Hikaru and Kaoru gave them a thumbs up

"Thanks fellas" Zac smirked "do you have any requests for songs"

"umm…anything" Tamaki smiled

"Alright guys let's do going under to show them the songs we usually play" Haruhi said

Going under by Evanescence started to play and Sango started singing the first verse while Haruhi sang the chorus to the rock beat

"This is a difference form the other song" Hikaru pointed out as the guitar solo came on

"I must agree brother, but they are still really good" Kaoru smirked

Kyoya was busily writing in his book again while the others sat in silence until the song ended.

"Can you play one of those softer songs again" Tamaki asked

"Ha, have a song that would suit you perfectly but you want a softer song let's do 'mad world'" Xavier laughed as he began singing.

Tamaki being Tamaki was crying, while the others just looked at them

"Well that was depressing" Kaoru shrugged

"It is an awesome song, so please don't dis it" Sango stared blankly

"You have a strange taste in songs" Tamaki stated

"Well that's just me" Sango shrugged getting up and leaving the room

"What's her problem" Hikaru asked as Sango shoved past him

"She is just a little touchy" Haruhi sighed shooting a glance at Kyoya "anyway we have finished for today so you are welcome to stay for dinner" Haruhi offered a smile that didn't reach her eyes.

"Isn't this Sango's house, why are you inviting us" Kaoru questioned as they trudged up the stairs

"Later Haruhi" the rest of the band members waved

"Bye Sango" they yelled up the stairwell as they walked past

No answer came down the stairs making the members frown as they continued out the door

"In answer to your question Kaoru, I moved in here last week" Haruhi said walking into the clean kitchen.

"Haruhi, we are here to talk about the Host Club" Kyoya sighed pushing up his glasses.

"Yes, we are sorry but we will not be attending for a while due to certain reasons" Haruhi said carefully.

"And what would those reasons be" Kyoya prodded

"Oh shoot, I'm out monster and milk, Kyoya would you accompany me to the shops" Haruhi smiled closing the fridge

"Of course" he replied

Haruhi flicked on the T.V "alright guys Mori is in charge unless Sango comes down stairs, but I doubt that will happen, here is the remote and a bag of chips don't burn the house down, see you later" Haruhi smirked as Tamaki complained as to why he could not be in charge.
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(with Haruhi and Kyoya)

"Kyoya, I'm lost" Haruhi said as they walked down the street

"As in you don't know where we are…" Kyoya asked raising an eyebrow

"No I know where we are" Haruhi reassured him

"Then how are you lost"

"Sango is depressed, she cuts herself and talks about suicide, I have tried everything to cheer her up but nothing works" Haruhi said softly "what do I do, I can't lose her" Haruhi felt tears prick in her eyes but quickly blinked them away

Kyoya looked down at the small brunette, he had not expected that question from her. Pondering the question for a bit he had no idea how to answer it "I guess make sure that she knows people care for her and show she would be missed if something like that would happen" Kyoya said when they exited the supermarket.
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(Back at Sango's house)

"What the hell is going on up there" Hikaru asked a little annoyed as there was a continuous noise from upstairs.

"No-idea" Kaoru replied flicking through the channels.

"I will go check" Honey sighed getting up from leaning on Silky, climbing the stairs he wandered down the hallway until he came to Sango's open door. The sight shocked him. Sango sat on her bed tears streaming down her cheeks a knife pointed toward her chest, she took a few deep breaths before lifting the knife away from herself then closing her eyes and plunging it towards her.

Downstairs Hikaru was getting bored "does anyone know where the bathroom is".

"Upstairs second door on the right" Mori answered monotonously

"Thanks big-guy" Hikaru joked as he trotted out the room and up the stairs

He was looking for the door when he accidentally walked into Sango's instead "sorry I was…HOLY SHIT" he screamed as his eyes fell on the Honey and Sango.

Sango's eyes were shocked and looking directly at him. Honey had his arms around Sango's neck with a knife pierced through his shoulder, blood running down the back of his white shirt while Sango's hand clutched the knife.

"What the hell did you do…How could you stab Honey you bitch, next time stab yourself instead of others" Hikaru yelled grabbing Honey as soon as Sango's hand fell from the knife. Hikaru ran down stairs with Honey in his arms and into the living room "CALL AN AMBULANCE" he screamed as everyone's eyes fell of Honey.

"What happened" Mori asked in anger

"Sango stabbed him, the stupid bitch" Hikaru said laying Honey on his side. Mori sprinted out the room.

Tamaki fainted when he noticed the blade went straight through the small seniors shoulder.

"How could she do this" Hikaru asked shaking with anger as he looked over his unconscious friend.

"Maybe it was an accident" Kaoru suggested.

Hikaru was about to speak when the front door opened allowing Haruhi and Kyoya to walk through the door "WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED" Haruhi yelled dropping her shopping bag and running to Honey's side.

"Sango, stabbed him" Hikaru said grinding his teeth.

"She wasn't trying to stab him" Haruhi's eyes widened as she shot a panicked look at Kyoya

"FUCK YOU" Sango's voice floated from upstairs as a thump echoed the house.

"Where is Mori" Haruhi asked in a forced calm when she noticed the absence of a silent giant.

"He ran off when I told him Sango stabbed Honey" Hikaru shrugged "no idea where he went"

"Shit, shit, shit, shit" Haruhi mumbled as she climbed the stairs to Sango's bedroom, she opened the door and ran inside to see Mori holding Sango against the wall by her throat.

Anger was spread through his whole body, this felt right, he had to stick up for his cousin right?

"Mori, put her down now" Haruhi screamed running up beside him and pulling on his arm

"She stabbed Honey" He breathed heavily tightening his grip around her neck.

"She didn't mean to" Haruhi snapped

"How do you not mean to stab someone" Mori glared at Haruhi

"Takashi put her down please, I can't lose someone else" Haruhi said clawing at his arm with her short nails

Mori looked from Haruhi to Sango.

Sango looked blankly into his dark eyes her crimson gaze was emotionless; she wasn't even pleading him to stop.

Sango's eyes began to flutter shut.

Before Mori knew it he was lying on the floor with three blades held at his neck. He could feel the cool blades pressed against his jugular ready to end his life in a quick motion.

Mori looked up into Haruhi's now green eyes as her feathery blonde hair fell across her face tears slipping down her cheeks. His eyes moved toward Sango's beaten body leaning against the wall.

Haruhi dropped onto Sango's bed in a daze staring at the wall back in her human form. While Mori ran out to ride in the Ambulance with his cousin.

"Haruhi we are going to the hospital, are you coming" Kaoru stopped as he reached the door looking at Haruhi's pained expression "are you alright" he asked rushing to her side

"Kaoru listen very closely, my room is across the hall grab the needle out the little box next to my bed" Haruhi said shakily looking directly into his amber eyes.

Kaoru nodded and ran into Haruhi's room, he darted over to her bed and saw the decorated box, inside he found a prepared needle with the cap on. He grabbed it and quickly ran back to Sango's room to see Haruhi lying on the floor.

"Haruhi" he exclaimed running to her side "just hold on" he whispered to himself as he took the cap of with his teeth and gently injected the liquid into her bloodstream.

Haruhi opened her eyes quickly and couched a few times as she rolled onto her side gasping for air "Thanks Kaoru" she whispered hoarsely. Kaoru helped her stand up and get to the waiting car.
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Sango sat in the corner of her room curled up, tears streaming down her face as her petrified stare was glued to the door.

"I'm alright, I'm okay he isn't coming back to finish the job" Sango's voice was soft and croaky and it hurt when she talked

"Why me, I didn't mean to do it" she cried holding her knees tightly to her chest.

"What do you mean you didn't mean to do it" Kaoru asked from the doorway with Hikaru standing next to him.

Sango looked up at them wiping the black tears from her blood red eyes.

"How can you not mean to stab someone" Hikaru asked as he furrowed his brow

"I-I wasn't trying to stab him" Sango stuttered

"Then who were you trying to stab" Hikaru pressed

"Myself" Sango buried her head in her knees

"What" Kaoru asked running over to Sango's side

"I wasn't trying to stab him, I was trying to kill myself but he jumped in the way" Sango whispered as Kaoru pulled her into his arms

Hikaru stood in the doorway shocked "Y-you tried t-to kill yourself"

Sango nodded while her head was buried in Kaoru's chest.

"I'm so sorry, I had no idea otherwise I would never have said that" Hikaru exclaimed running over

"What did you say" Kaoru asked

"He told me that if I was going to stab someone I should stab myself next time" Sango said cuddling further into Kaoru

Kaoru shot a dirty look at his brother "Hikaru, why would you say that"

"I don't know, it was in the heat of the moment" Hikaru shrugged

"Idiot, you don't tell someone to stab themselves" Kaoru sighed

"Why are you guys still here anyway, shouldn't you be at the hospital" Sango asked looking between them.

"Haruhi was worried so we offered to stay here and keep you company" Kaoru said

"You offered to stay even though you thought I stabbed Honey, I'm surprised you didn't run for your life screaming" Sango said wiping away more tears.

"You mean like Tamaki" Hikaru laughed

"He is an idiot" Sango said with a faint smile spread across her lips.

"Sango what happened to your neck" Kaoru asked looking at the dark bruising wrapping around neck.

"Umm…Mori" Sango replied pushing off the floor walking over to the broken mirror to inspect her bruise "you can barely see it"

"Yeah if you close your eyes" Hikaru scoffed "we should take you to get that checked out at the hospital"

"NO" Sango yelled "I-I can't" she whispered

The twins were a little surprised by her reaction but stayed silent

"I have known too many people who have gone into hospital and never come out" Sango said as she dropped onto her bed.

"So now you hate them" Kaoru asked

"Yes I…" Sango stopped halfway through her sentence and stared at the twins in panic

"What, what is it" Hikaru asked worriedly

"W-what is Honey…never comes out" Sango asked "I can't lose another person I love"

"He will be fine" Kaoru reassured her sitting on the bed next to her gripping her hand. Hikaru sat next to his brother, both of the twins soon found themselves looking up at the painted ceiling.

"Thanks guys" Sango whispered from between them "You know I was going to try again"

"Try what again" Hikaru asked rolling over to face her

Kaoru looked at his brother, "oh" Hikaru exclaimed

"There are so many people who would be lost without you, Haruhi would be devastated same with the host club, your band and people from school we all care about you in our own way but we have different ways of showing it" Kaoru smiled

Sango smiled back at him "Thank you Kaoru" she sniffed hugging his tightly

"So what was this about you loving Honey" Hikaru laughed poking Sango's shoulder

"I never said anything about loving Honey" Sango said

"Yes you did, you said 'I can't lose another person I love'" Kaoru mocked impersonating Sango

"Even if I did, he probably hates me now" Sango said burying her face in her pillow to hide her blush "I wouldn't be surprised if he never spoke to me again"

"He will speak to you trust me" Hikaru smirked

"Trust you, Ha don't make me laugh" Sango scoffed before letting off a huge yawn and rolling onto her back

"We should leave you alone so you can sleep" Hikaru said trying to get up

"NO, please don't leave I need someone here otherwise I get horrible nightmares" Sango blushed gripping Hikaru and Kaoru's sleeves

Hikaru and Kaoru looked at each other before shrugging and lying down next to the raven haired girl "goodnight" they said simultaneously as they closed their eyes

Kaoru felt a weight on his chest and snapped open his eyes to see Sango kneeling over him grabbing something off her bedside table.

"S-Sango, what are you doing" Kaoru asked as she stood on her knees straddling Kaoru's waist while she swallowed something with water.

"Tablets" she replied placing the glass down next to a bottle of pills.

"Anti-depressants" Kaoru stated looking at the bottle

Sango nodded before dropping back onto the bed between the twins and sighing.

"Goodnight boys" Sango yawned before falling asleep

(Sango's dream)
The dragon sat in front of the Sango laughing menacingly "2 down 1 to go" he growled in a low rumble "Master Stephenson will be pleased"

"What Jacob, he is dead" Sango screamed as she glared at the dragon blood dripping from her open wounds.

"Sango help me" Eliza's weak voice called from the ceiling

"Help me" Haruhi called from the other side of the room

"Help us, Sango please your our only hope" they said together

The echoing whispers of help were sounding through the silent room

Sango blocked her ears but the sound kept coming, getting louder and louder "GET OUT OF MY HEAD" she screamed falling to her knees holding her head in agony

"Sango…help us…please save us…Sango" they called as the dragon scooped Sango up in its giant teeth and biting down till her body severed.
(
End dream)

Sango woke up screaming, she sat up right pulling her knees to her chest, tear flowing steadily down her cheeks. She flinched when Hikaru and Kaoru wrapped their arms around her.

"Sango it's alright, you're okay" Kaoru lulled holding the shaking girl

"Don't worry it was just a dream" Hikaru added playing with her head as she lay back down.

"I-I'm sorry for w-waking you" Sango stuttered breathing heavily

"Don't worry about it, you didn't wake us Tamaki did" Hikaru yawned draping his arm over her waist.

"The idiot decided to call and make sure we were still alive" Kaoru chuckled draping his arm across Sango crossing his brothers.

"Did you tell him that is he called again he wouldn't be for much longer" Sango asked staring wide-eyed at the roof.

"Yep" Hikaru laughed snuggling closer to Sango

"Good" Sango sighed
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(At the hospital)

Haruhi, Tamaki, Kyoya and Mori sat in the waiting room for news on Honey.

Haruhi played with her clothes, Mori stared at the doors, Tamaki complained…as usual and Kyoya was talking to hospital staff to get some information.

"Tamaki I swear to god if you don't shut up I will kick your ass so hard you will have to clear your throat before you fart" Haruhi threatened

"Never thought I would hear a beautiful young lady say that" Mori smiled

"Mori, go to sleep" Haruhi laughed

He nodded his head and lay across the seats.

"Mommy, Neighbour is flirting with daughter, and Daughter is being rude" Tamaki yelled across the room.

"Tamaki shut your princely face now" Haruhi grumbled kicking his shin while she curled up on the seat she was sitting on.

"Watch your mouth young lady" Tamaki scolded

"Piss off I am going to go find Honey" Haruhi smirked racing off through the doors before anyone could stop her.

Kyoya came and sat next to Tamaki "where is Haruhi" he asked looking through a folder.

Tamaki pointed at the door leading to the emergency rooms "she went to find Honey" he said shocked

"SHE WHAT" Kyoya yelled his demonic aura appearing

"She said she went to find Honey and left before I could stop her" Tamaki shrugged.

"Idiot" Kyoya said hitting Tamaki upside the head and walking towards the huge double doors. Before he could open them they swung open and a familiar brunette was carried through the door by some doctors.

She had a smug smile on her face as they put her down "Does anyone know her" The doctor asked

Tamaki stood up and walked over "Sorry" he said taking Haruhi's hand and leading her over to the seats.

"Did you find out anything" Mori asked pushing in front of Tamaki

"Of course I did" she winked "he is fine and will be out in a minute"

Just then Honey walked through the door with his arm in a sling.

"Hey guys been waiting long" he smirked walking over to the group "where are Sango and the twins" he scanned the group

"Sango is home and the twins are watching her for certain reasons" Haruhi said giving the blonde senior a soft hug.

"Oh okay" Honey nodded as Mori picked him up and carried him out to the limo

"We need to get home" Haruhi said "I hope they haven't killed each other, or burnt the house down"

Kyoya chucked as he gave the address to his driver and took the seat next to Haruhi "Haruhi please stay in the host club, we need you and Sango" he sighed

"I will come back but I don't know about Sango she is still pretty shaken up about stabbing Honey and everything afterwards" Haruhi said staring out the window

"We are here sir" the driver said from the front seat

"You guys can stay the night and we will drive you to school tomorrow" Haruhi offered as she and Kyoya walked to the door.

"I think we will head home, but thanks for the offer" Kyoya smiled

"Sango, Hikaru, Kaoru we are back" Haruhi called into the house, when no answer came back Haruhi ran up the stairs with Kyoya behind her.

The began searching the rooms until Kyoya found them curled up together fast asleep on Sango's bed "found them" he whispered as Haruhi walked past him

"You did" Haruhi said back before looking into the room where the three were sleeping "I will take them to school tomorrow if you can get someone to drop off their things" Haruhi smiled as she gently closed the door

"Sure thing" Kyoya said getting out his phone and calling the Hitachiin residence "Thank you Haruhi, I will be going now" he said waving

"Kyoya, thanks for the advice" Haruhi smiled

"Anytime" he replied before leaving.

"Where are the twins" Tamaki asked

"They are staying here tonight because they are asleep" Kyoya said after the driver had started driving to make sure Tamaki didn't jump out.

i apologize for the OCC of Haruhi,

anyway hapoe you enjoyed this chapter

please R&R

~Blacksox