After Booth left she sighed a sigh of ...if only for the moment. Tonight she would tell him. She was... welll she was... she couldn't even mannage to voice the thought. She hadn't even told Angela. Speaking of Ange she was going to find her.
"Hey Sweetie," Ange said warmly when Brennan entered her secluded office.
"Hello Angela," Brennan mused her tone worried and anxious.
"Well details... I am still waiting," Angela reminded the scientist.
"It was great. He's great."
"C'mon I want the juicy details. Was he generous was his ya know and how good was he in bed?Was he Sully big or not?" Angela offered.
"Ange!" Brennan scolded.
"C'mon this is big. Code says you have to tell. Nothing juicy with me. I want the details," she rambled.
"Ange," Brennan started.
"Yeah Sweetie, "
"I'm... pregnant."
"You're what?" Angela said hugging her friend.
"Pregnant Ange," Brennan whispered.
"Does he know?"
"No."
"Are you going to tell him?"
"I have to."
"Are you happy?"
"I don't know. Depends if he's mad."
"He won't be. He loves you."
"Still," Brennan sighed as she paced the floor.
"Do you trust him?"
"As much as I can."
"Then don't worry."
Brennan proceeded to share the juicy details with Angela until Hodgins came with a break in the case.
"Booth arrested the wife," Hodgins came in smiling.
"But we don't even have the weapon used for the murder," Bones conjectured.
"She's ready to crack if you want to watch Booth go at her," Hodgins offered as Bones left the room.
"Is she alright?" Hodgins asked Angela.
"You can't tell Cam or anyone but she is pregnant," Ange whispered.
"She's what?" Hodgins asked.
"I know right. Her and Booth are going to have the cutest child," Angela gushed.
"Booth? He is the father?" Hodgins asked
"LIke you didn't see that coming Sweetie," Angela laughed.
"Am I the only one who didn't know?" Jack asked.
"Know what?" Cam asked popping her head in.
"That Bones is pregnant with Booth's kid..." Hodgins offered with out think and Angela smacked him.
"Opps," Jack mumbled.
"She is what?" Cam replied sounding jealous.
"Booth doesn't know," Ange offered.
"Know what?" Booth asked.
"Nothing," Ange offered and Bones shot her the death stare and Booth did too suspecting it was about him and Bones.
"No tell me," Booth demanded.
"It isn't our place," offered Hodgins.
Booth looked from Angela to Brennan and saw the friction.
"Then tell me what it is Bones," he demanded, temper flaring as he suspected the worst. The room got silent as all eyes shifted to her.
"Booth... I am pregnant..." She announced before leaving the room tears forming in her eyes. He followed her out of the room. He reached out and grabbed her shoulder spinning her around.
"Bones we're pregnant?" Booth asked a silly grin on his face.
"Yes," she sniffed as she apologized to him.
"Don't be sorry Tempe. This is good," he smiled holding her sobbing frame in his arms.
"Your not mad?"
"Never."
"Promise?"
"Of course," he kissed her cheek lightly as he held her.
"You couldn't have made me happier," Booth gushed as they walked outside to the reflection pool. The couple sat by the water's edge embracing.
"What if I told you I don't want the baby?" she questioned as he placed his jacket over her shoulders to warm her.
"I'd ask you to talk about it. To open up to me about it. Discuss it before you make a permanent choice," Booth replied his hands roaming her back comforting her.
"I just don't know," she began as a tear fell. Booth took his thumb and wiped away her tears.
"I don't know if I am ready to accept the concequences of our actions," Bones offered, tears falling freely as she bit her quivering lip.
"My actions Bones. Mine, I should have used protection," He whispered as he comforted her.
"I should have known not to have sex without protection," she mused.
"It wasn't sex it was more."
"I wasn't sure I was in love- it wasn't making love Seeley."
"Then let me make love to you. Just once and I'll show you how forever could be with my child and you," Booth offered as he took her hand and brought it to his lips for a little kiss. He was slightly insuleted that to her it was just sex, but what could he do...
"Fine," she weeped with a grin.
"Why are you so nervous about the baby?"
"I don''t want you or me to look back years from now and regret this. Having you leave me with the child or get mad. I don't want us to be bound together yet resent each other."
"Bones I'd never leave you. And, I'd never resent you I've worked alll this time to get you this close to me," Booth pleaded.
"Plus I'd never regret another child Parker is the best thing that happened to me," he grinned as he showed her a baby picture of Parker.
"Won't Parker be mad," she asked
"He's always wanted a brother or sister."
"Then get him tonight and tell him," Temperance decided he wouldn't wrong her and she couldn't end a helpless fetus's life.
"Are you sure?"
"Positive," she retorted kissing him passionately her tongue darting through his teeth and into his mouth- she tasted just as sweet as chocolate.
"You won't regret it," he vowed as he pulled out his phone and began to dial Rebecca.
'Hey Parker," Booth beamed into the phone.
"Hi dad."
"How would you like to spend the night with me and Bones. We have some big news for youy bud," he offered.
"Cool." Parker agreed and Booth was beaming.
"I pick him up at five," Booth informed Bones.
"Well what you want to do until then," she asked suggestively.
"Be with you, whatever you want."
"Why don't we go back to your place," she offered and he grinned as the two stood up and walked out of the building to his SUV, sure there were glares from Hodgins, Cam, and Angela but neither cared as they left arm in arm. The car rid was comfortably silent as she took in the reality that she was final going to be a mom and the best part was Booth was the father.
"Seeley?" she mused in the silence.
"Yeah Bones?"
"I am sorry about earlier. We did make love I was just.." she found words failing her as she attempted to describe her feelings.
"It's okay I know."
"No it is not. I shouldn't let me feelings cloud my actions."
"You were overwhelmed Bones. It happens to the best of us. We all say things we don't mean. It just happens," Booth explained comfortingly, and his understanding nature made her feel guiltier. However she nodded knowing he wasn't truly hurt. The silence remained as he opened his apartment door for her, following her in.
"Sorry for the mess. I have been very busy lately," he mused, when actually he had been too torn up about her to clean.
"I'll give you a hand cleaning," she offered hoping to keep her mind off of him and her need to have him inside her at that moment.
"I didn't bring you here to clean," Booth chuckled as she began doing the dishes.
"I want to."
He knew it was a lie but smiled as he strode to Parker's room and began cleaning the mess of toys his son had left out days earlier. He had finished cleaning up and set up a load of wash as he snuck behind her wrapping his hands around her midsection.
"You know what I want?" he asked and she prayed to a fictitious god that it was her.
"Hmm?" she mumbled.
"You," he grinned mischeviously and all bets were off.
"What's so atractive about a knocked up forensic anthropologist?" she asked a mood swing kicking in.
"The fact that she is the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on and she is intellgent, sexy, funny and carrying my child."
Booth leaned in and stole a kiss from Brennan who was smiling, his words to her were true. It was how he felt. Her insides melted like chocolate in the sun on a warm summer's day as she conceeded and kissed him back deeply the pair falling backward into the sink.
"Ouch," she cringed as her hand slipped into a knife.
"Sorry babe," he grunted as he steered toward his bedroom the pair falling backwards onto his bed. He swooped in giving her a toe curling kiss as he stole her breath, his hands cupping her face as his tongue flew into her mouth as he pinned her down, holding her hands above her head as she struggled to dominate him.
"C'mon," she groaned as he held her hands down.
"No touching then," he grinned seductively as he tickled her.
"No fair," she moaned as she broke free and began tickling him laughing the entire time.
"You win," Booth replied lossening his hands from her as he had grabbed her again, Bones grinned.
"We're going about this the wrong way..." Booth stasrted.
"What you want oral or anal," Bones replied confused.
"No, no not like that. I mean telling Parker," Booth replied with a chuckle.
"Why, he deserves to know, right?" Bones replied.
"Yeah, but it is early yet. What if the baby has a birth defect," Booth retorted aring out his fears.
"It won't," she replied certain, in a trone of finality before she kissed him silencingly, playfully biting his bottom lip.
"Bones."
"Hmm," she moaned as his hand slid under the hem of her shirt and began stroking her belly lovingly.
"I love you."
"I know."
His hands roamed her body, his only limitations were the restrictions by the fabric of her shirt. He plastered her with kisses from her forehead to her collarbone. He began tickling the sweet spot behind her ear with his tongue as she moaned.
"Do you love me?" he asked as he took her shirt off.
"Yes."
"Are you ready for this," he asked as they stripped each other.
"Yes."
He asked if it was okay to enter her and she replied go yes. Calmly he asked her if it was okay with each step they took. She moaned yes even when the questions were over as he slowly entered her, in and out slowly and purposefully. His hands unsteady as he roamed her body, nerves and tension was high. He couldn't remember being so nervous before, not even his first time. His fingers rubbed circles on the tender flesh of her breast as he pushed deeper into her warm, wetness.
He elicted a moan from her lips that was lost on his as she began to feverishly explore his body as the two made up via making love. Her hands teased his body as her wetness clenched and unclenched furiously around his throbbing, erect manhood as he pushed deeper and deeper into her very core.
She caressed his muscles and her tongue teased the flesh of his collarbone as he moaned her name deeply, gruffly. Booth used all of his energy not to cum right there, instead he pushed deep inside her as his hands caressed her down.
It took Bones all her effort not to bite his lips as he pushed inside her., and she could feel him biting down on her shoulder so she reciprocated the action. Wave after wave of pure ecstacy and euphoria over came the couple as they came together in unison like one perfect person.
He rolled off her his hands caressing her wet insides as his mouth met hers, stealing her breath. Bones slithered below the concert and took Booth in her mouth, but he pulled her face up rejecting her.
"What's wrong?"
"No woman should have to go on her knees for a man," Booth replied.
"I don't mind," she replied taking as she went down on him. She knew he was only trying to protect her, a but she wasn't a kid anymore. She could make her own choices now. Against what he believed he allowed her to go down on him, and loosened up to enjoy himself.
He loved her and just prayed she wasn't feeling forced to do anything she didn't want to. But, it felt so good, so right as he pulled in and out of her mouth, as she sucked on him like a lolipop. With an audible "pop" she finished leaving him drained and breathless.
Lying in each other's arms Booth and Bones remained silent except for the panting as the two attempted to catch their breath. Booth began running his fingers over her shoulder's stopping at the sweet spot at her shoulder blades and began replacinf his finger's touch with the touch of his lips.
"Booth," she moaned.
"What?" he grinned innocently as his fingers began stroking her wetness and taking her breath and words away.
"We can't," she groaned irritated.
"Hmm... why is that?" he grumbled.
"We were suppose to pick Parker up ten minutes ago," she responded fumbling around for her clothes.
"Shit, he is going to kill me," Booth replied searching for his clothes, and Bones couldn't help but frinking the sight of him standing naked on the bed desperately searching for his boxers which she had hidden so she could enjoy the view. In his haste Booth grabbed new clothes, he selected a tight fitting black shirt, blue jeans, and his cocky belt buckle which Bones loved so much.
"C'mon Bones," Booth grunted impatiently as she began to dress and then brush her hair.
"Do your hair in the car," he ordered as they scrambled to leave, ignoring the trail of clothing from the kitchen to the bed from the two of them.
"What is Parker going to say about the clothes everywhere," Bones offered and he helped her gather them and throw them in a laundry pile.
"There now let's go," Booth said rushing her outside. Rebecca was going to kill him for being late.
"Why the hurry," Bones asked as Booth weaved in and out of traffic.
"Because, Rebecca's boyfriend is there and Parker hates him. Plus, I'm never late and Parker will think I left him," he explained as he pulled up at the apartment and went to collect his son. She couldn't help but smile as Parker egot into the back of the SUV. The look of happiness on Booth's face made her feel warm and tingly. She knew that then, keeping the child was the right thing to do.
"Hi Bones," the grinning boy greeted the elder woman.
"Hi Parker," she grinned shaking the kid's hand.
"So dad what's the suprise?"? Parker asked anxiously.
"Well... Bones do you want to tell him?" Booth offered hoping the two would bond as he rubbed the curly blonde mop his son called hair.
"Okay. Parker you are going to be... a big brother," Bones announced as she ran a hand over her stomaching that seemed to expand every time she was reminded she was knocked up.
"Cool," he replied eyes aglow with happiness and sense of feeling.
"Dad?"
"Yeah Parker?"
"Don't you have to be married to have a baby?"
"Umm no...not always, bud."
"But in school they said when a man marries a woman they have sex and a baby."
"You don't have to be married to have sex," Bones interjected.
"Bones he's seven I am not having this conversation with him."
Parker fell silent as Booth glared at her as if daring her to explain the truth to Parker.
"Okay," she whispered defensively to Booth and as the pair walked to his apartment he immediately felt guilty for his actions toward Bones.
"Dad can we play Legos?" Parker asked.
"Sure bud. Me you and Bones?"
"Sure."
"I've never played with legos before Booth."
"You just snap together and build stuff Bones," Parker said as he grabbed a half built car and a house. Booth grinned as she dug in and the three played in perfect harmony, Parker winning in battle against Booth. Bones on the other hand built an elaborate civilization with war vehicles and smashed Parker in battle. They played until Parker declared he was going to bed, only stopping for dinner.
"Seeley," Bones whispered as the couple laid in each other's arms on the couch.
"Yeah babe."
"I need to go home."
"Why?"
"It would be easier than answering questions for Parker. Besides I don't think I could keeep my hands off you," she promised.
"Parker has been here when I have had other woman here." He leaned in and kissed her, his hand resting on her inner thigh. He could feel her shutter in his arms as she reciprocated, her hand on his thigh.
"Maybe... we should just go to bed," Booth whispered, so not to wake parker, as he felt a familiar tightness in his pants at her touch and he couldn't hide his growing erection.
Booth fumbled through his drawers and pulled out sweat pants and a tee for Bones while he himself stripped down to his boxers and slid into bed. Bones quickly changed into the shirt and sweat pants and lay in his arms. His arms secure around her waist as he held her close resting his left hand on inner thigh. The flesh quickly grew hot and bothered by his touch, like drops of gasoline on the skin, she could no longer ignore.
Bones waited until Booth began to drift off to sleep his grip lossening and moved his hand. He had no idea as he lay there spooning her that he was driving her crazy. She dug deep into the blankets, her mind made up that this journey with Booth was going to be rough, new, but fun and exciting. Part of her couldn't wait until the baby came.
Yet, there was still part of her that was apprehensive and standoffish. Perhaps, it was because she had never really bought into the whole having kids and getting married thing or maybe it was just nerves. She just pushed the negativity out of her mind and tried to wrap her mind around the present, she was having a baby, and that was scary. But lesss scary was she was having it with Booth. That thought seemed to put her at ease.
She had to admit that today life was good. He, Booth, was all hers. She just prayed to Booth's god that he didn't try and marry her. She didn't want to push him away, but she couldn't enter an institution in which held no validity to her. With a sigh she rolled over, her face mere centimeters from his.
She could get use to his warm body besides her, the feel of his warm breath on her exposed flesh, his scent drenching the pillow she slept on, and the blanket she wrapped herself in. It may be a heavenly sin what she was doing, but it felt so goood, so right.
She couldn't deny how he made her feel like no other could. And Booth, he couldn't hide how he felt. He felt so lucky so blessed that the beautiful anthropologist had chosen him over numerous others.
He couldn't hide how his heart skipped a beat with her every touch. He couldn't hide how he loved her sweetly, tenderly. Booth couldn't deny he had loved her since day one. They might be an unlikely pair, but he was a beating man and he put his money on them.
She was on his mind all the time. How no one had ever made him feel the way she could with just a look. Booth pulled her close his lips parting slightly as they met hers, his hands brushing away her hair as it danced across her face.
She moaned softly on his lips as she wrapped her arms around him, pulling him onto her. She loved the security and safety his arms brought her as she lay there.
"Booth," her voice muffled against his chest as she called out half asleep for him.
"Yeah Bones," his voice was tired but happy as he kept his vulcan death grip on her.
"Don't leave me." she begged and demanded of him.
