I still don't own The Vampire Diaries or the characters.

As I said before, this chapter is in Jeremy's point of view.


Mystic Falls 31st of January 2013 ~

I hated Kol for lying to me in Denver he was a vampire and not just any ordinary vampire he was an Original, but I still couldn't shake the feelings away I loved him. Once Elena and Damon had heard of what activities Kol and I had done they disapproved but each night I couldn't sleep I just wanted Kol.

I was tied to a table Kol had a meat cleaver I tried to talk him out of it he was going to chop my arm off 'Kol.. Please.. We had a connection back in Denver and we can still have it now, if you just let me go! We don't have to care about what Elena, Damon and your family think! Please Kol' his face filled with Confusion and within seconds Elena had Kol pinned the counter top throwing me the white oak stake 'Jeremy Now' she shouted lunging forward as I pushed the stake into his heart I saw the disappointment and the hurt cover his face as he was burnt alive.

Running from the house not looking back as I just kept on running what the hell did I just do? I just killed the one guy I loved and I wanted to be with and now.. He was gone. The irritating buzz of my phone began as I pulled it for my pocket, it was Elena 'Jeremy? Where have to run off too? Has the mark completed yet?' She didn't care about me she knew how I felt towards the youngest Mikaelsons boy but all she wanted was this damn cure while I left with nothing.. Again.

My breathing was heavy as I jumped up I hadn't had that dream since I had killed Kol searching the room for any sign of him but there was nothing, could this all be just a dream and Kol wasn't actually here? Sniffling slightly as I searched the house, walking towards the kitchen where it had all happened my lips turned into a wearily smile as I came across the vampire 'Kol!' Running over as I wrapped my arms around him tightly a few tears had escaped my eyes as I buried my face in his shirt 'Jeremy? What's wrong?!' His arms slipping around me as I frowned deeply 'I had a dream that I haven't had since I was alive and it scared the hell out of me' I glanced up at Kol seeing the small frown that covered his lips as he tightened his arms around me 'Shh.. It's okay, it's not real' burying my face back into his shirt as I clung onto him 'please.. Don't leave me..' Hearing Kol sigh as he held me close 'I'd never leave you Jer.. Please believe me, I'd I didn't want to be with you I would have left so long ago..' Nodding my head as I whimper slightly 'I know.. I'm sorry I just.. Can't be without you, I've tried but nothing seems to work and all I want you in my life forever' Kol pressed his lips against my head as he laced his fingers with mine 'don't worry Jer, I'm not going anywhere, you need to believe me when I say that I love you.. So much' slowly nodding my head as my lips formed into a small smile 'and I love you so much, just like when we were in Denver' a light chuckle passing Kol's lips as he laced his fingers with mine 'Come on, I'm taking you out for a walk you need to clear your head' nodding my head as I began walking towards the door.

Kol still didn't know what my dream was about.. I was in two minds about if I should tell him or not lacing my fingers back with Kol's as we left the house and began our walk 'do you want to know what my dream was about?' Kol nodded his head as I took a deep breath.. 'My dream was about that night when you came to my house and tried to cut my arm off.. The night..' Whimpering slightly 'the night I.. You know..' A deep frown formed on my lips as I glanced up at Kol 'yeah.. I remember that.. That was all my fault I shouldn't have tried to hurt you Jer..'

'I love you Kol'

'And I love you Jeremy'