I still do not own TVD or the characters
i found this chapter really sad but it just seemed like the time for a sad chapter
It was the morning after Jeremy told me about the dream.. I had barely slept that night I softly played with his hair that night he had another bad dream and I knew that before he whimpered a lot and gripped my shirt tightly, I kept him close I couldn't lose him again it was hell seeing him with Bonnie.. It really was and right now he was all I wanted and I wasn't going to give him up I couldn't.. Hearing Jeremy sniffle as I leaned down and pressed my against his head pulling him closer, I knew that soon Bonnie would find a way to get him back and then i would be alone.. Jeremy began stirring in his sleep slowly waking up his eyes were red from the tears I hated seeing him like this even when he was alive I seem hi in this state missing me.. I seem him cry his self to sleep over my death him cursing at the sky he looked lost.. And I couldn't even comfort him because he couldn't see me even though he could see ghosts there was something that wasn't letting him see me and it broke me my family didn't even mourn my death for very long but here he was a human breaking his heart over it
Whispering softly 'Jer? You awake?' He let out a soft grumble 'yes..' Frowning slightly as I cuddle him close 'are you okay? You should sleep a bit more, you've barely slept Jer..' He shook his head 'I slept fine' my frown deepening at the lie he told 'no, you didn't Jer.. I've barely slept I couldn't.. You were in some state and you've been crying in your sleep, don't lie to me, I'm here to try and make it better I'm sorry I've caused you this pain I really I am' watching as Jeremy jumped up 'its not your fault! Don't apologise! Nothing is your fault you're... Perfect Kol, it my fault.. I shouldn't have killed you I'm scared incase Bonnie brings me back and then I'll not be with you because you'll be stuck here and I can't handle it Kol, I can't!' Watching as he broke down years streaming down his face pulling him into my arms and I kissed his lips a few times 'shhh... Don't cry.. Please I can't handle it Jer, we will think of something I'll find a way no matter how long it takes' Jeremy slowly nodded his head as I hold him close to me Jeremy curled up with his head on my chest my finger slowly running through his hair
Denver ~
It had been 3 days since I had told Jeremy I loved him it was the first day I had seen him really happy I had stayed the night with him the people who were watching him had spent the weekend away throwing my arm over my eyes as I groaned about the sunlight seeping in through the curtains, my legs and arms stretched out just as I was drifting back off to sleep there he was.. Jumping on me, kissing all over my face sliding my arms around him as I pulled him down beside me keeping my eyes closed as I groaned again 'what time is it love?' There it was that laugh that made me all weak and soft.. Jeremy leaned in to whisper in my ear 'it's 2 pm darling..' Peaking my eye open as I glance down at Jeremy he was naked like completely naked not an inch of clothing on him, scanning the floor noticing all our clothes scattered around.. Well we must have had a fun night 'can we just cuddle today? I'm sleepy and I love it when you are happy it makes me happy' Jeremy softly bit his lip as he nodded 'you make me happy Kol, and I'm glad I have you in my life because you.. Are perfect' a small chuckle left my lips as I kept him close 'we will go out to the batting cages later and I'll help you on your swing' flashing him a small wink
My lips had pressed against Jeremy head as he slowly began to drift off mumbling against his hair 'I love you Jeremy Gilbert so much'