This chapter was so hard to write and I'm still not happy with it at all but it's the best I can do, it's also pretty sad. The next chapter will be in Jeremy's point of view.

I had been restless the entire night in fear of Jeremy just.. disappearing I was so thankful when I woke up with him in my arms, but he was quite again.. I frowned to myself as I rubbed my face, Jeremy muttered about taking a shower as he moved towards the bathroom.

Had I done something wrong?

Was I pushing him away?

I didn't know what to do as I fell back against the bed letting out a loud sigh, how was I going to cope? Why is he being so distant towards me? Only a few days ago he was telling me how much he loves me and now this? He's shutting me out.. But why?

After a while Jeremy had slipped back into bed his arms wrapping protectively around me, leaning into kiss his forehead 'Kol.. I'm so sorry.. I'm sorry for acting the way I have been I don't know what's wrong with me.. You're my life please never forget that I love you more than anything you're all I want' I nodded while pulling him closer as I pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead 'love.. Get some rest imll be here when you awaken, I promise'

Jeremy rested his head on my chest as he nodded 'but.. But if I'm not here? I know Bonnie's trying to bring me back I can feel it Kol.. I don't want to go..' I stayed silent.

He drifted off to sleep in my arms, I held him against me the entire time, Jeremy shuffled slightly and his arms tightened around my waist as he slowly begin to wake up 'Hi love' my voice was calm as I gave him a gentle smile.

We decided to go to the beach in case he left sooner than we thought, we played in the sand and the water having a good time, after a while we thought going home and cuddling on the couch would be a good idea and that's what we did.

I pulled a blanket over us and smiled widely he cuddled into me his head on my chest as we flicked on a movie, we began to watch a horror. Once the movie had finished Jeremy had fallen asleep on my chest and I didn't want to wake him so we just slept on the couch.

Jeremy was already awake when I got up he left a note 'Kol.. I'll only be gone a few hours I've just gone to buy you something before anything happens.. You know.' I slumped back onto the couch frowning deeply he knew it was going to happen and he knew it was today..

After a while I lay in bed thoughts swimming in my mind, Jeremy arrived home and came running to the bedroom 'Kol? I've got you something!' He jumped on the bed scattering kisses all over my face as I squirmed around 'Jerrrr! Tell me what it is!'

'Kol Mikaelson? Will you marry me? I know I want to spend my life with you always and forever, and if I do.. End up leaving today.. I'll get Bonnie to find a way to bring you back as soon as I can' my eyes widen as I gasped 'of course I will Jeremy! I wouldn't have it any other way' he slipped the ring on my finger and I went to make us some hot chocolate 'I'll be right back love'

Running back to the bedroom handing Jeremy one of the cups he let out a sigh 'it's happening Kol.. I'll not be here much longer..' I let out a quite sob 'you'll still be able to see ghosts Jer.. I'll always be with you..'

'I love you Kol more than anything I'll bring you back to me I promise you, if it's the last thing I do, I'll bring you back into my arms' I pulled him close and we kissed.. Our last kiss for a while.

And with that he was gone.. Just like that.

I'm terrible I know I am, but it will all work out.

i would like to say thanks to everyone had read and reviewed this story I still have a few more chapters until it ends. Thank you!