CHAPTER 6: REAL FEELINGS.
Ronald
"bro, are you sure your okay?" Jeremy asked and he look really really worried, I patted his head "don't worry, I will tell you if I feel something strange okay?" then I smile "you know what nalds! Jasmine looks really worried, I think she likes you" Jeremy said, and I remembered her face when I fainted, and yes she really looks worried "what are you talking about? You know I can't fall inlove" then I shake my head "bro! you just loved one girl in your life, and she betrayed you, I think before anything else happens you just want to experience it again, you know what I mean?" Jeremy said "I'm scared.. Scared, what if I loved someone again and she hurt me again? What if she loved me and I'll just left her like that?" I said, then Jeremy held my shoulder "bro! if you love her, just court her, just once, don't think about anything, just do whatever you think you feel, just this once, follow your heart" Jeremy said, then I look at him and smile "I think your right"
Then it's Sunday again, we have to serve. I was holding the candle for the Procession and in front I can see Jasmine, and she smiled at me, I smile at her too. After the mass I was looking for her, when I found her, she was chatting with mark, and my heart was pounding so fast it was like I'm jealous. But what right do I have to get jealous
Jasmine
Stupid RONALD! He don't even know how worried I am of her. Err.. So irritating, but didn't he smile at me? At the church, I should text him.
Ronald? - me
After 5 minutes I received a text message but it was from my classmate. I sigh! I love you RONALD! But why can't you see it, why are you keep avoiding me! I hate this kind of feeling! Then it was Monday and I was not in the mood so I was walking while looking down and I bump into someone "sorry" I said without looking at his face, then the guy held my bag "hey! Hey! You better watch out where your going! You might get hit by a car" the that I bumped said, then I look at his face and it was Jeremy. "Jeremy, sorry" I said and I smiled. He moved his face close to mine, then he smiled "your worried about him? Aren't you?" he said then he moved back to his position, "about who?" I said "about my brother" he said and he put his hands on his pocket. "is he present?" I asked, then he widely smile "yes he's here". I smile for a little "okay! I'm going in now" I said, then I moved, but he held my arm "if you like my brother, please don't hurt him, please take good care of him" Jeremy said, then I look at him, and he let go of my arm and go. My mind was really curious about what he said, even when I enter our classroom, I was still thinking about what he said, then I saw Ronald and all I was thinking about was gone, I immediately came to him "nalds!" I said, then he look at me, he smile for a little "what happened to you last Saturday?" I asked "you heard right? From the mouth of the medics that I was anemic?" he was rugged, like he was not in the mood. "oh yeah! I heard" I said then Alice called her "Ronald!" then he move "excuse me" he said. After our conversation my heart was really pounding so fast and I keep asking myself, what happened? He's not like this.. Because of him! I can't even pay attention to the lesson! Ugh! I really hate this feeling! Like this morning I was not in my usual self, and I bumped someone else again "look were your going" the man said, as I look at the guy, it was Ronald, my head can't tell me what's happening so my mouth just said this "can we talk?" then he put his hands on his pocket "were already talking" he said "in private?" I said "sure" he said in a serious tone. Then we went in the green house of our school "go on talk" he said. "are we okay?" I asked "what do you mean?" he said "your not the same, I mean before that night.. You were different.." my heart start to pound so fast again "I wasn't different, I was this before you came, aren't you going over-bored? We just met, and you act like you know me, this is my real attitude" then he shake his head, I can't even say a word for all the things that he said, my tears start to fall and I can't breathe easy "if that's all your saying, I'm going" he said then he started to go "I know your different, I know your not that!" I said while crying I throw an book on him "I know your not that! That's why I love you!" I shouted, then I sat on the floor were I was standing, I sat there and I was still crying, then he hugged me "I knew it" he said I was shocked when he said that "I love you too Jasmine Allison Russel" he said with a calm voice "what? Why did you did this then?" I asked and I stand up "because I was really shy to tell you straightly, that's why I acted" he said and smiled "your kidding right?" I asked "no! since you confess to me first, then fine! I love you too" he said and he kiss me on the forehead. I was so happy that day, I didn't know what happened but yes it's us! I don't even know what to say! Then after that we walk back to the campus while holding hands then Sandy saw us! "guys! What happened?" then she smiled very widely, and Jeremy also approached us "it's us!" Ronald said "really?" Sarah asked "why what happened?" she continued with a smiling face "she courted me" Ronald said with a sarcastic sound and I pinch him in the neck "excuse me! I didn't court you, you were too dramatic to say your real feelings" I said Jeremy was just smiling and he said this "I know you can do it men! You always do it in your way" he said in serious tone and Ronald smile. Then Jeremy put his hands around Sandy "do you know what this means?" then sandy held Jeremy's hand while smiling "what?", "you should court me too" Jeremy Smiled, Sandy remove Jeremy's arm around her "YOU WISH!" she said. Its been a long day! Everything is doing well, and its already 5pm, and it's our dismissal time "do you want me to walk you home?" asked Ronald "I'd love that" I said "don't love it, you might miss it" he said, then he smiled "what do you mean by that?" I asked "don't always put my words in your mind okay, the more important is the things that I do for you okay? I love you, come on let's go" I smiled, you know how I feel? Words can't explain how happy I am that this thing happened. We held hands while walking "how did you find out that your inlove with me?" I asked "hhmm? Me?" he said, then I nodded "I think when I got jealous of mark, and I feel like giving up because I know his your ex, I also though that you still love him, that's why I was really hesitating to tell you that I love you because you might reject me and we might be awkward to each other, I HATE THAT" he said, I think, since I met Ronald that is the most longest sentence I've heard of him. "how about you? How did you found out that you love me?" he asked, then I smiled "do you need to find that out?" I asked and smile "off course, I answered you, you should be fair" he said "okay fine! Since .. Since the first day I saw you" I said then I laugh "what? Since the first day off school? Since we bumped in to each other?" he asked "nope" I said "since the first day I saw you in the church" I said, then he look at me and he smiled, then we stop for a while and we look into each other's eyes and afterwards I only notice that our face was getting closer and closer and our lips reached each other's then we kissed! Then he stop it, and he hug me "I love you! You have no idea how much I love you" he said "I love you more.." I said, then we continue walking, this is the best feeling, I didn't felt this with mark, I think maybe because this one is my true love, Ronald Sean Darwin.
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