47. A Lie ft YukAmo
**I don't own anything.**
**Prompt: A Lie.**
**(Maybe just after college and before they get their apartment together?)**
Yukari checked her phone for the hundredth time that night. No messages of course (Minamo had gone to bed at least an hour ago so why would there be any messages?), still it couldn't hurt to check. She took another gulp of sake, trying to repress what she had done.
Gods above.
What was she thinking?
Why had she agreed-
Another drink. The sake was starting to burn and the room might have been spinning a little every time she moved her head a little. Maybe it was because she hadn't eaten anything yet?
_"Don't leave now."_
Shit.
_"We could have just a little fun."_
Yukari fumbled for the remote and turned on her TV.
_"Doesn't this feel awesome?"_
She slammed her head into her headboard, willing the experience away.
_"Just like that."_
She turned the volume up. Nope, it didn't happen.
_"Mmm. Yukari..."_
She didn't cheat.
_"Can't you stay tonight?"_
The guilt, the taste, the sake... It was all too much. Yukari jumped off her bed and ran, unsteadily, to the bathroom. She retched and sobbed into the toilet.
_"She doesn't have to know."_
Yukari felt like the scum of the Earth. If Minamo never talked to her again, she wouldn't blame her... The thought of living without Minamo in her life sent her into another fit.
She wouldn't tell her, never. She would be selfish and lie.
Gods, she was so unworthy.