I'm sooooo sorry this has taken me so long to update but I have a lot going on now. I'm going out of town Thursday so I don't know if I'll be able to update this before I go. I'll try to update my other story (My Best friend's Brother) before I leave. Um, this is actually my longest chapter to this story so I'm proud of it. We get a glimpse into Kurt's pass with Dave. It's not pretty, I must say. It's not angsty though, it's just not pretty. There is some smut in here so I have warned you ahead of time.
Ok, I'm done rambling now. HAPPY READING!
Chapter 8
"Kurt, Kurt? Baby, your phone is ringing," Blaine lightly shook Kurt to wake him up.
Kurt rolled over and grabbed his phone. "Hello?"
"Dude where are you?" Finn asked.
"My friend's house. What do you want Finn?" Kurt mumbled.
"You need to get your ass to work like now. I don't need Burt on my ass about you being late for work," Finn grumbled.
"Finn, it's Sunday. I don't work on Sunday's, ask Dad."
"Come on Kurt," Finn whined.
"The shop is closed today, you're supposed to be doing inventory and cleaning, not actual work," Kurt grumbled.
"Whatever, you explain that to Burt."
"Will do big brother," Kurt somewhat smiled, hanging up and dropping his phone next to him.
Kurt rolled over, snuggling back into Blaine's side. Blaine pulled him close to him.
"You have a big brother?"
"Mmhm…" Kurt hummed in response.
"What did he want?" Blaine asked.
"Me to come in to work, I don't work on Sunday's."
"You have a job?"
Why does he have so many questions?
"Yeah, my dad owns his own car repair shop. He left it to Finn after he won the election. I work after school and sometimes the weekends," Kurt explained.
Blaine hummed his response but let the subject drop after that, letting Kurt go back to sleep.
Both boys slept until late morning, early afternoon. When Blaine woke, the sun was shining brightly through Blaine's windows and his parents were staring daggers at them.
Oh God, his parents were there.
"Um," Blaine rubbed his eyes, hopping they would disappear if he rubbed them hard enough.
It didn't work. When he opened his eyes they were both still staring at him.
"Who is that boy next to you?" Alexandria asked.
"Kurt, my new boyfriend?" he seemed unsure of his answer.
"Did you ask if your 'new boyfriend' could come over?" Dereck asked.
Shit, it was too early for these damn questions!
"No, but you were in Aspen and if I needed anything I could have called Coop."
"Cooper isn't the parent Blaine, we are. This is our house not his."
"We didn't do anything I swear. We just fell asleep, and look," he pulled the covers off of them. "We're fully clothed and nothing is missing."
Alexandria sighed heavily while walking out the room. Dereck, however, stood there staring at his step-son and his boyfriend.
"Don't wake him Dad, please," Blaine begged.
"Living room, now." And with that, the older man turned on his heel and left the room.
Blaine sighed heavily before sliding out of bed and walking down to the living room. His parents sat in the lavish living room talking in a hushed tone. Blaine took a deep breath and sat down in the overstuffed reclining chair.
"Am I in trouble, because I thought you both were okay with me being gay and stuff? But I swear we didn't do anything, he won't let me anyway because we just got together like yesterday. So yeah, that's my piece," he rushed all of that out in one breath.
"Um, okay? We are okay with you being 'gay and stuff.' But we're not okay with you having him over with no parental consent," Dereck said in a firm tone.
"I know that was poor judgment on my part, but…" he looked around searching for the words. "Can I speak freely without getting in trouble for a minute?"
"Sure sweetie," Alexandria smiled.
"Wait, is it family-friendly?" Dereck asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Of course!" Blaine said. His parents nodded for him to proceed. "So, Kurt and I met on the first day of school, we sat next to each other, I thought he was the most beautiful thing on this planet. In our second class together I ended up making him drop his phone on accident and offered to buy him a new one since it was my fault. We were supposed to go Friday, but seeing as how I'm captain of the Titans and he's the head Cheerio, we had to go to the start of the year party at Puck's house. The whole school sees me as a straight football player, so I couldn't take him as my date so we postponed our date until yesterday. Okay, anyway, at the party we played spin the bottle and yes we were a little drunk.
"On my turn, I spun the bottle and it landed on Kurt, like I hoped it would and we kissed. When I say I sobered up so quickly, I mean I sobered up! I think he did too, but we couldn't show any emotion towards the kiss because of who we are. He's the only out and proud gay kid at school, so him liking the kiss wouldn't get him any bad backlash. Well after the party, which was yesterday morning and I was sober enough to drive, I went over his house. He was letting some jerk out of his house when I arrived who got jealous because I was there or something, I don't know and don't care. Well, we went to his room and cuddled and I felt like I was home and safe, which ended up with us falling asleep. Fully clothed I might add.
"I ended up having a nightmare of 'that man' when Kurt took a shower. I think it's because we kissed and all the other times I kissed a boy 'that man' kicked my ass. But in all honesty, I feel safe in Kurt's arms while we're sleeping, and yesterday, after our almost perfect first date, I asked him to spend the night and he agreed. We went swimming and went to sleep. Fully clothed I might add again." By the end, Blaine was a smiling mess as he recounted over the last week.
"So nobody at school knows you're gay?" Dereck asked.
"Except Kurt obviously. But I'm going to come out for him, but I'm kinda afraid because something happened yesterday," he said softly.
"What happened?"
"This guy on the football team saw us at the mall kissing and took a picture of it and threatened us. I don't know what his deal is because Kurt won't tell me. All he told me is that the guy is a bully. But I think there's more to the story, but I'm not going to force it out of him, like he's not going to force me to come out," he shrugged.
"He threatened you how?"
"He just said that he would out me if Kurt or I cross him," he rolled his eyes.
"Do we need to talk to Figgins and this boy's parents?"
"No, I got it handled."
"Are you sure sweetie?" Alexandria asked in a concerned voice.
"I'm pretty sure. The worse that can happen is that he out's me, which in retrospect, isn't all that bad because I plan on doing it anyway."
"Yeah, but you want to come out on your own terms," his mother said softly.
"I know mom. I plan on joining glee club this week, and at our championship game against Dalton in a few weeks, I'm going to come out in front of the whole school. But I don't Kurt to know about it."
"You raised one hell of a boy Lexi," Dereck said to his wife.
"You've helped over the past four years. Same with Cooper. Who knew him having a new father would have helped him stay in medical school?" she smiled.
"That's because I support your boys in everything they do. Whatever you need Blaine, I'll do my best to help you with it," Dereck smiled at him.
"Thanks Dereck. But I just want to go back upstairs to Kurt," Blaine murmured, looking over his shoulder.
"Go ahead. But next time you want him to spend the night, ask first," his mom said.
"Yes ma'am." Blaine got up and skipped back up to his room. Kurt was still asleep, curled up in a ball in the middle of the bed. Blaine thought that was the cutest thing, his hair was all over his head. His long eyelashes rested on his cheek like feathers. And above all else, he looked incredibly peaceful.
Blaine climbed back in the bed, pulling Kurt into his arms. Kurt stirred just the tiniest bit, turning over so he was facing Blaine.
"Morning gorgeous," Blaine whispered.
Kurt opened his eyes, smiling when he saw the purest golden eyes he's ever saw in his life. "Morning beautiful boyfriend."
Blaine giggled, pecking Kurt's lips. "My parents are home, they saw us."
"Are you in trouble?" Kurt asked, his voice covered in concern and fear.
"No, they just wished I would have told them you were here," he shrugged.
Kurt let out a sigh of relief.
"Don't worry baby. But I told them everything and they're concerned about David." He absentmindedly ran his fingers through Kurt's hair, loving the softness of his hair.
"Concerned about what?"
"About him outing me or if he'll physically hurt us," Blaine shrugged.
"I'll talk to him, he'll leave you alone after that. As far as outing you, he doesn't have the balls to."
"How do you know?" he looked deep into Kurt's glasz eyes and sighed. "I wish….I wish I knew what you know about him."
Kurt closed his eyes, sighing deeply. He opened his eyes to look at Blaine. Was now the right time to tell him about David? How could he be sure that Blaine wouldn't dump him the minute he finishes talking?
"I'll tell you when I'm one hundred percent sure of how to tell you," Kurt whispered.
"But you're going to tell me?"
"Yes. But I want to be sure of some things before I unleash my bullied pass on you."
Blaine nodded. "Okay sweetheart."
()()()()()
Being back in school was going to be hard. Kurt could stare at Blaine without people thinking anything of it, but Blaine couldn't stare at Kurt. It hurt him that he couldn't admire Kurt from afar, but he was okay with it because they have classes together and they were able to text now.
As Kurt was walking to his locker, he was stopped by Karofsky. Karofsky pulled him to a secluded corner and stood close to him.
"Get away from me David," Kurt said firmly.
"I just want to talk Kurt, please."
"Talk? You took a picture of me kissing my boyfriend and threatened us with it, but now you want to talk? No thank you." Kurt was in full bitch mode and he wasn't going to turn it off anytime soon.
Dave sighed, taking a small step back. "Does he know?"
"No, I don't think telling him will do well for anybody."
"Why'd you pick him? I mean, I know we had our differences and whatever, but I made it up to you," he smiled.
Kurt looked at him with an incredulous look. "You made it up to me?! You took me to a fucking party and drunk kissed me! Oh but then you tried to get me to be your boyfriend, but you were too afraid to come out for me then. We fooled around and it was good, but so was me fooling around with Chandler. But fooling around with Blaine is so much better than either of you.
"But the main difference between Blaine, you, and Chan, is that he was willing to step up to the plate. Chan was willing too, but he didn't support me working every day, but you weren't willing at all. You cared too much about what other people think about you to be with me. Blaine doesn't care, but I don't want him to come out until he's ready. Something you never even thought about after we kissed."
"I was young and dumb Kurt. I changed. If you want me to come out for you I will, right now. In front of everybody. Just say the word and I'll do it," Dave pleaded.
Kurt looked at him and chuckled. "I don't want you to. Not anymore. You had your chance to be with me, but you blew that. I have a boyfriend and I'm not looking for a new one." And with that Kurt pushed past him and walked off towards his class.
As he was walking he saw Blaine, who looked a little concerned. Blaine walked over to him and pulled him into one of the single handicapped bathrooms and locked the door.
"What's wrong?" Kurt asked, setting his books on the sink.
"I should be asking you the same thing," Blaine said, his voice was a little hard.
"I-I'm fine," Kurt stammered.
"Don't fucking lie to me Kurt."
Kurt took a few steps back. "I-I'm not."
Blaine ran his fingers through his semi-gelled hair and glared at Kurt.
Kurt sighed, closing his eyes. "It was David." He opened his eyes to see Blaine's face in a fit of rage.
Just then the bell rang for class to start. "W-we should g-go to class," Kurt murmured.
"No, what happened? What did he say?" Blaine's voice was getting harder.
Kurt looked around, trying to think if he should tell Blaine the whole truth now or lie. He knew it would be so much easier for him to just tell Blaine the truth, but the truth could possibly hurt things between them. "It…he wanted…" Kurt couldn't think what he wanted to say.
Blaine got impatient with Kurt and turned the walk out the restroom.
"Where are you going?" Kurt asked, his voice shaking with fear.
"To ask that asshole what he said to you since you won't tell me," Blaine said in a voice too harsh than needed.
Kurt sighed and grabbed Blaine, pulling him closer. "You promised you wouldn't force this out of me."
"I know, I just hate not knowing what you and him went through that you won't tell me."
"I promise I'll tell you when the time is right. We're still so new and fresh that I don't want you to second guess this or me."
"You think I'll break up with you if I know?" Blaine whispered brokenly. "I told you about my father but you can't tell me about one stupid boy?"
Damn it! Kurt didn't mean to upset him. He put a hand on Blaine's face, stroking it lightly. "Give me time, please."
Several emotions flashed across Blaine's face all at the same time as those words left Kurt's mouth. He couldn't believe that Kurt was keeping something from him after he bore his soul to him.
Without a word, Blaine left the restroom with no second look back. Needless to say, Kurt's heart left with him.
Little did they know that Dave was listening to the whole conversation with a satisfied grin.
()()()()()()
Two weeks passed without Kurt or Blaine saying anything to each other. Nothing more than a quick glance in the hallway was shared between the two. Even in the classes they had together where they sat next to each other, nothing was shared. They did what they had to do in class and then they would leave without a word to each other.
They were both hurting, but neither wanted to give in. Kurt missed Blaine so much that he barley slept at night. He would have dreams of him being in a dark room being held by somebody who made the room light up. But eventually that person would get up and walk away, leaving Kurt alone in the dark. He knew it was Blaine in his dream because that's how he felt that Monday after Blaine left him the restroom at school. He still couldn't bring himself to reach out to Blaine.
Kurt would go to school, Cheerio practice and then to work at the shop. Finn knew something was wrong with his little brother, but he didn't ask because it seemed that when Kurt was in a funk like this, he worked his ass off. Within three days, Kurt had successfully fixed six cars by himself, did ten oil changes, and rotated tires on twelve cars. But he didn't want to stay in the funk, so he had to figure out something. He missed Blaine with every fiber of his being and he just needed to be in his boyfriend's arms, if they were even still boyfriends now.
It was Friday and Kurt needed to be find out a way to talk to Blaine. He wracked his brain all day, and just decided he was going to talk to Blaine after the game tonight.
"Hey cute stuff."
Kurt groaned inwardly and outwardly as he turned towards the voice. He knew who it was even before he saw Dave's face.
"David, I told you to leave me alone," Kurt said sternly.
Dave stepped closer to Kurt, smiling. "Why? Because your little boyfriend is mad at you now?"
"I-I don't know what you are talking about," Kurt murmured, trying to keep his voice stern.
"He talks in practice, you know? He says his girlfriend is hiding something from him about her passed with a guy. All he wants to do is find out what happened and what makes her think he would break up with her if he found out. He said he wishes he knew what it was that upset her so much so he can beat that piece of shit's ass." Dave said with a sly smile before leaning closer to Kurt's face. "Now, we both know little ole Blaine can't kick his way out of a paper bag let alone kick my ass."
Kurt stepped back before addressing Dave. "I have nothing for you here. If he wanted to, he could easily kick your ass. Now, I'm saving everybody some trouble because I know he can take you if I tell him that you're harassing me. But what good would that do? You'd go to the hospital and Blaine might go to jail for attempted murder to leave me completely and utterly alone. I don't want that. So, again, leave me the hell alone!" And with that, Kurt stormed off to his final class.
Dave stood there dumbfounded at Kurt's words. He knew Kurt wouldn't tell, and that Blaine can't beat him so he had nothing to worry about. He could continue to try to win Kurt back as much as possible with no interference from Blaine.
()()()()()
After school couldn't come fast enough for Kurt. He was ready to talk to Blaine and tell him everything that needs to be said. He knew if he didn't want to lose Blaine, his first love, then he had to lay everything on the line.
Kurt changed into his Cheerios uniform right before game time and went out onto the field with the other Cheerios to warm up before the football players were to come out on the field.
Meanwhile, Blaine was in the locker room trying to clear his mind before the game. He knew it wouldn't be good if he was out on the field with a clouded mind because that would mean he could potentially get sacked and that would hurt like a bitch. He changed into his gear quickly, putting his school clothes and jacket into his tiny gym locker when a little box feel out of his jacket pocket.
He had forgotten that he had bought a little promise ring for Kurt after he had spent the night. Why hadn't he felt it before?
"That for your 'girlfriend?'" Karofsky asked from being Blaine.
Blaine picked the box up and placed in back in his locker before he turned to face Dave. He took a slow steadying breath to calm himself before he spoke. "Get the fuck away from me."
"Or what? Hm, you going to tell your little butt-buddy Hummel?"
Before his mind could react, Blaine was shoving Dave into the lockers behind them and throwing wild punches anywhere he could reach.
A few seconds later, Sam Evans and Coach Beiste were pulling the boys apart.
"What the hell is going on in here?!" Coach screamed.
"Anderson can't take a freaking joke," Dave explained.
"Karofsky can't handle a punch or two," Blaine countered.
"I don't care if you can't handle a wild turkey on taco Tuesday! We don't fight each other! Now get out there and warm up!"
All the football players, including Blaine and Dave, grabbed their helmets and headed for the field.
Blaine knew this thing with Dave was far from over. He had a few more things to settle with him before this whole ordeal could be over. It was Dave's fault, after all, that Blaine hadn't talked to his boyfriend in damn near two weeks.
He got out onto the field and ran through the makeshift tunnel that the Cheerios had made with their hands and arms. Once he reached the end, he spotted Kurt and his heart began aching. He knew he had to see Kurt soon before he became a shell of his former self.
The game went by smoothly. Titans were up by two touchdowns and the Cheerios were pleasing the crowd with their amazing cheer routines and Kurt's amazing countertenor voice. By halftime, McKinley was beating Shaker Hills by a large margin. Both teams went back to their respective locker rooms until halftime while the Cheerios finished their half time show.
Once the routine was done, Kurt knew it was now or wait until the game was over and the possibility of getting ignored if he did it right now. But if he told Blaine what he wants now, it would cloud Blaine's mind and they could possibly lose the game. Well, he's going to wait until after the game to talk to Blaine.
After coming to the conclusion that he was going to wait until after the game, Kurt was pissed at how slow the game seemed to be moving now. But he knew it just seemed that it was going that way because he was dying to talk to Blaine.
It was his mind that was clouded as he cheered for the Titans and Blaine as it came down to the final seconds of the game. At the end, Titans were up by three touchdowns and was closing in on the fourth. Blaine had the ball, they were lined up on the goal line, and just because, he was going to run it. When the ball snapped, he looked around for any available man but couldn't find anyway. What he did find, however, was a huge gap that he could run through to make the final touchdown. Three seconds on the clock and he went for it. He ran straight through the gap and made the final touchdown. The crowd for McKinley went wild.
Kurt jumped up and down, excited that his boyfriend (if they were even still boyfriends after two weeks of silence) made the final touchdown. The kicker ran out onto the field, kicking the final field goal, making the score 30-3. Every McKinley student and staff member and parent were on their feet cheering louder than the Cheerios.
After everything was said and done, both teams went back to their locker rooms to change or just leave. Now, it was now or never for Kurt to talk to Blaine. He waited until every other football player left the locker room before he went in there to talk to Blaine. Sure enough when he walked in, Blaine was the only one in there.
"Hi," Kurt said quietly.
Blaine looked up and saw him, not really knowing what to say to him. "Hi." Was the only response he gave.
"You did amazing out there today," Kurt murmured as he inched closer to Blaine.
Blaine got up from his seat on the bench and open his locker to grab his duffle bag. "Thanks."
"Can we go somewhere and talk."
"Where?" Blaine asked, turning to look at him.
"Wherever you drive us."
Blaine thought about that before grabbing Kurt's hand and pulling him out of the school quickly before anybody stopped him to ask where he was going with Kurt. They reached Blaine's car and climbed in. Without saying a word, Blaine drove out of the school parking lot and drove.
Kurt had no clue where they were going as Blaine drove to the outskirts of Lima. All that could be seen from the car were fields and farms, there were a few houses scattered here and there, but not close like in the city.
Blaine drove for close to an hour until he pulled up to a beautiful, two story log cabin. Kurt had noticed that the mailbox at the beginning of the driveway read; Anderson/Lewis. Kurt guessed it was his family's cabin. Blaine parked his car and got out, quickly going to the other side to help Kurt out before leading him inside.
"This is my mom and dad's secret getaway cabin. They come here after the huge cases just to get away from all the lights and cameras. I come here to think and relax. It's just to get away from the city sometimes. Do you want to talk inside or out?" Blaine asked.
"Um, I guess inside. This is going to be a long conversation," Kurt shrugged.
Blaine nodded and led Kurt up the steps towards the bedrooms. He opened one door and it somewhat reminded Kurt of Blaine's bedroom.
"This is my room, which you probably already guessed," Blaine murmured, toeing out of his shoes so he could sit down on the bed.
Kurt followed his lead with his shoes and sat down next to him. "Are we still boyfriends?" he asked in a small voice.
Blaine sighed and shrugged. "I thought we still were despite two weeks of complete and total silence."
Kurt ran his fingers through his hair, a small nervous tick. "D-do you want to shower first? This is going to be a really long and draining conversation and I think you should at least be comfortable."
"Okay. You can shower too," Blaine murmured as he shifted off the bed.
"I don't have any clothes or underwear."
Blaine went to his dresser and pulled out some boxers, sweatpants and a T-shirt and tossed them to Kurt. "These should fit you. You can shower in Cooper's room down the hall."
Kurt nodded and made his way to Cooper's room. He's never met Cooper, but by the look of his room, Kurt could tell that Cooper was successful cardiologist or something of the sort. There were medical books and journals that covered the bookshelves and there was a framed diploma for OSU pre-med program. Kurt guessed that Cooper didn'y followed in his parents' footsteps and became a doctor instead of a lawyer.
Kurt proceeded through the room to the bathroom and took a relaxing shower. He was scared shitless because of the conversation he was about to have with Blaine, but he knew if he wanted to keep Blaine he had to tell him. Although, there was a little piece of him that feared if Blaine knew the truth, he would be single forever.
Kurt got out the shower and put on the clothes that Blaine had lent him, surprised that they fit him so well. He grabbed his Cheerio uniform and towel and made his way back to Blaine's room. Blaine was sitting on the bed. His hair was a dripping mess, soaking his T-shirt and part of his sweatpants. Kurt thought he looked irresistibly sexy.
Kurt walked into the room, discarded his dirty laundry on a nearby chair and sat down on the bed next to Blaine.
"I don't want you to look at me differently when I tell you this," Kurt started, putting a hand on Blaine's shoulder.
Blaine turned to look at him, hurt was already evident in his eyes. "I won't. I just want to know what the hell happened between you two."
Kurt took a deep breath. "It all started freshman year. I wasn't 'out' at school yet but people had their suspicions because of the way I dress and talk. Dave was one of those people. He made my life a living hell. He slushied me almost constantly and when he wasn't doing that he was shoving me into lockers. I had bruises on almost every inch of my body because of him. I was constantly looking over my shoulder, I flinched every time I heard a locker close. Needless to say, I was living in constant fear every day I went to school.
"I never told anybody. Finn is a grade older than me and he tried to get me to tell him why I was always sore and stiff at work. I just told him I slept wrong the night before. Eventually it became too much for me. Dave started kicking my ass for no reason other than because he felt like it. I ended up in the hospital a few times with black eyes, busted lips, and a few cracked ribs. That's when Finn found out and decided to confront Dave. By then I was a sophomore and Finn was a junior. I decided to join Cheerios and I came out.
"Because I was a Cheerio Dave stopped. Although I was out, I was popular and he couldn't touch me. I joined glee club and found more friends and I was finally happy again. But then Dave started having feelings for me. He told me he bullied me because he was mad at the fact that I'm proud of who I am and don't care that other people can't stand it. He told me all this at Puck's party last year. At that party, he um…" Kurt trailed off, not knowing how he was going to tell Blaine about his first kiss.
Blaine grasped both his hands, giving them a small but firm squeeze. "You can tell me, but not if you don't want to. I'm sorry I'm forcing this out of you."
"No, you deserve to know." Kurt shook his head, trying to clear all the emotions that were flooding his head. "He kissed me."
Blaine's eyes got wide and his breath caught a little in his throat.
Kurt waited to see if Blaine was going to say something to that. He never did, so Kurt decided to continue. "We were drunk and it was sloppy, but at the time, I liked it. He was telling me all this stuff about how he liked me and that he wanted to be with me. Me being a little boy and being naïve, believed him. We started hanging out on the down low, and we started fooling around. Never anything to serious, just a few hand jobs and I would let him blow me.
"After a few months he asked me to be his boyfriend. I told him I would if he came out. He refused so I called everything off. I told him if he couldn't be out and proud then I couldn't be his boyfriend. He refused to give up, so I moved on to Chandler. Although Chandler wasn't, isn't my ideal boyfriend, I just needed somebody that could possibly get Dave off my back. Nothing works though. He keeps telling me how much he likes me and why can't I give him a chance.
"I kind of felt bad for him after a while and agreed to go on a date with him over the summer. It was nice, to say the least, and he was being really nice to me. We decided to go back to his place and we fooled around a bit. But he wanted more, I could tell he wanted more, but I knew I wasn't going to give him anything other than a hand job. I think he sensed that as he was blowing me, so he decided to experiment with his fingers.
"He took his time with each finger, pushing it in and curling it before pulling it out or adding another. I was close to the edge when his mom walked in on us. She went crazy and kicked me out before I was even dressed. She was pissed and I heard her cussing him out and saying different things like I was a deranged pervert who forced him to do what he did to me. If I wasn't embarrassed I would have cussed her out but I just went home.
"The next time I saw Dave, he was back to his old ways. But he never touched me, just gave me intimidating looks and sending me weird cryptic text messages, making me live in fear yet again. We never discussed what happened after I left that night. He just kept verbally bullying me harder each day until I finally snapped and cussed him out at a park we both were at. He was all upset and shit and just to get me to shut up he kissed me and told me if I told anybody he would kill me.
"That's it."
Blaine sat there silent for a few more seconds before he put a hand on the back of Kurt's neck and pulled him in for a deep kiss. Kurt was shocked by the sudden feeling of Blaine's lips on his, but soon he was kissing back just as deep.
Kurt pulled back after what felt like forever. "So you don't hate me?"
"No, far from it. I admire you because you dealt with that asshole for damn near three years. But I do have a question."
"Okay…"
"Why am I different?" Blaine's voice was soft.
"What do you mean?"
"You told Dave you couldn't be with a man who couldn't come out. I told you the same thing, but you didn't reject me."
"You said you needed time to take that step, he didn't. He just told me, point blank, that he wasn't going to come out. You didn't, you said you needed time to do it," Kurt explained.
"Kurt…"
"Please don't think I'm holding you at a higher standard and hate me. You told me you were going to come out for me and I believe that." When Kurt spoke, his voice was barely above a whisper. "Are you having second thoughts about it now?"
"No, no. Of course not! I just want you to be one hundred percent about me," Blaine responded softly.
Kurt put a hand on Blaine's cheek, rubbing soothing circles with his thumb. "I'm one million percent sure about you."
Blaine smiled softly, pushing Kurt down on the bed to crawl on top of him. "I missed you so much, Kurt."
"I missed you, too. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about Dave whe-"
Blaine cut him off with his lips. "You talk too much."
Kurt sighed but wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck and pulled him closer. This is what they missed, this feeling of togetherness. Spending so much time apart, they felt like they fell out of sync with each other. Tonight was about reconnecting with one another, no matter how far it went. They knew what they wanted and didn't feel bad about getting it.
"Kurt…"
"I want this, tonight."
Blaine simply nodded. He sat astride Kurt, pulling both of their shirts off before kissing Kurt again. Kurt wrapped his legs around Blaine's back, pushing his half hard cock upwards, eliciting a moan from Blaine.
Kurt flipped them over, sliding down Blaine's body to settle between his legs. He reached up and slid his fingers in Blaine's pants, pulling them off in one swift motions.
Kurt choked back a sob. "You're so beautiful…"
Blaine sat up, putting a hand on the small of Kurt's back to lay him down. He settled between Kurt's legs and did the same thing Kurt did to him, revealing Kurt's already leaking cock. "You're so ready for me baby."
"I've waited two weeks for this moment, I've dreamt of this moment. Of course I'm ready," Kurt smirked. His voice was low, laced with lust.
"Yeah?"
Kurt sat up, putting a hand on Blaine's chest. With his free hand, he put Blaine's hand on his leaking cock, an involuntary moan leaving his lips. All the while, he held Blaine's gaze. Blaine curled his fingers around him, moving his fist to the base.
"I've dreamt, I've masturbated, and I've stretched myself, to this image. The image of you touching me like this."
Blaine's breath caught in his throat. "I..."
Kurt put a finger on Blaine's lips. "Just make love to me," Kurt murmured softly.
Blaine nodded, reaching over in the top drawer of his bed side table. "Tell me if I hurt you."
Kurt nodded as he settled himself on the bed against Blaine's pillows. Blaine lubed up his fingers, kissed Kurt chastely on the lips, and then thrusted a finger in Kurt.
A breath caught in Kurt's throat as he felt Blaine thrust one finger, then two, then three, and finally four fingers inside of him. Blaine scissored the fingers inside of Kurt, causing him to moan a string of incoherent words that included a distorted mixture of Blaine's name. Blaine curled his fingers, and then flexed them to his Kurt's prostate.
"I'm ready. Oh god, I'm ready!" Kurt rambled out.
Blaine pulled his fingers out and handed Kurt the lube. "Lube me up."
Kurt stroked Blaine a few times before slicking his cock up with lube. He threw the tube somewhere on the floor before settling back down on the bed. Blaine settled between his legs, putting his hands on Kurt's thighs and kissing him sweetly.
Without a warning, Blaine slowly pushed in. Kurt's eyes got wide and his breathing stopped altogether. "You okay?"
Kurt simply nodded, kissing him deep. He put a hand on the back of Blaine's neck, holding his lips hostage while he got used to the intrusion.
A single tear left Kurt's eye as he let go of Blaine's head, which freaked Blaine out tremendously.
"Am I hurting you?" Blaine's voice was laced with fear and worry.
"No, no. Nothing like that," Kurt assured him.
"Then why are you crying?" Blaine stroked the side of his face gently with his fingertips.
"I just…I never thought I would be in this situation. With a beautiful boy, in bed, about to make love," Kurt sniffled a little before looking in Blaine's eyes. He put a hand on Blaine's face before he whispered. "I love you."
Now it was Blaine's turn to cry. "Kurt…I love you too. I hope this experience we're about to share is everything you've dreamt of because I know, it will be that for me."
Kurt kissed him slowly and passionately. "Because it's with you, this will be everything I've dreamt of and more."
Blaine moved in a little bit more, so that he was all the in. He smiled as he felt Kurt constrict and pulse around him. "You're so tight baby."
"I'm ready, big boy," Kurt smirked.
Blaine made sweet love to Kurt that night, trying not to let his male instincts give in and fuck Kurt senseless. It was everything that Kurt and Blaine dreamt it would be. It was a bit messy because it was their first time, but it was still what they wanted.
After everything was said and done, which was a few hours later. Kurt wanted to stay on the edge as long as possible, having Blaine speed up until he was tipping over, and slowing down until he was flat footed on solid ground. Blaine seemed to enjoy it because he too was on the edge the same time as Kurt. Kurt snuggled into Blaine's chest under the cover and fell asleep with a goofy smile on his face. This was the place he belonged. In the arms of the boy he loved, and Blaine felt the same way.
Coming up next: Blaine finally joins glee club. I think I know what song I want him to sing, but I might change my mind between now and when I actually start writing. If you have any suggestions, please leave them in along with a review. Dave harasses Kurt some more and Blaine see's, so you can just imagine what happens then. Kurt goes through something with his dad, and we get to meet Cooper Anderson.
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Until next chapter.