I'm really sorry guys. I broke my promise again *bows* Please forgive me. Although it's a lot to ask...

Anyway I felt like you all deserved an explanation- I was going through a rough time and i lost the will to keep writing and for that i'm really sorry. Even now I'm not sure if i want to continue but i feel so horrible about that, so i'll give it another thought.

I just wanted to thank everyone for still supporting me and attempting to wait forever- I loved that review, it was really sweet and cheered me up!

However, right now i want to write my own story for my own characters but i have no website to post it on, I worked really hard on it and i kind of want you all to see it. But i can't because it's not fan-fiction.

But there is a tiny thought at the back of my mind that's going, "Just try it, Just do it, Your fans are amazing..." So yeah I'll write what the story is about and if you want to read more, message me, or review this. I don't know...

I will thank you sooooo much though! seriously I love you all from the bottom of my heart. for everything you've done for me. Your all so loyal and friendly.

Also on another note, I will probably re-start the past present and future, but I'm not sure when yet. I need to shake off this gloominess and get back my happiness first.

P.s I got an A on my history exam!

Anyway, I'm probably breaking a thousand rules here, but here is the blurb for my story: The bad boy changed my life-

Mai Tyler, she is just an average 17-year-old teenager. There are only a few things that separate her from the rest; She is a total smart ass She does not care for the world, she does not give two fucks for who you are, if you mess with her, she will strike back just as hard. Just a classic bad girl.

However if you thought this, you are gravely mistaken. Mai definitely has the characteristics of a good girl, but only because she has become the role model for her three younger siblings: Jake, Jenny, and little Jay. After their parents had abandoned them four years ago, and only coming back to bring a one month year old Jay. Mai had to lock all her feelings and emotions away and become the parent for all three; she cooks, cleans, works into the late hours of the night, and pays the bill to keep the remaining members of her family together. For her greatest fear is losing them.

Mai does not believe in love, however when she meets the bad-boy everything becomes different; she meets new people and is finally able to feel like a normal 17 year old teenager.

The thing is living a life full of secrets can be very dangerous. Will she be able to hide everything from her new friends? Moreover, will she be able to keep her family together?

um...so...What do you think? Is it bad? Is it? Please you know how i love the truth, so what do you think? Should i continue, Should i try posting it on here. Would you guys read it?

Love from Miako. I'm back...I think, or i will be...