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Chapter Four: Grass stained knees

BPOV:

It'd been four weeks since Edward and I began our little benefits thing and we'd done a pretty good job of hiding it from the group. Whenever we went out with them we still flirted with everyone and occasionally picked up a number or two, but afterwards I'd go to his place and we'd have our own fun. However, things were about to change for me. I was leaving in about ten weeks to go on my first book tour. Even though my book wasn't out yet a lot of bookstores already loved it so it'd been planned that I would be doing signings the week after its release to build up hype for it. Edward was excited along with Alice and my new buddy, Jasper. The only one who was pissed was my brother and he told me that daily.

"Bells, you can't just tour the states." I rolled my eyes and continued to get out the ingredients I needed to make dinner.

"Emmett, I'm going to seven states with an entire posse to keep me safe."

He walked over to me and twirled me around to face him. "Bella, you can't go."

My vision turned red and I pushed my brother away from me. "Why the fuck not, Emmett Charles Swan!"

"Because I said so!" he screamed as the door to my apartment opened and Edward was instantly between us.

"Guys calm down."

We glared at him to shut up before turning back to each other.

"You're not my father, Emmett."

"If he was here, he'd tell you the same damn thing."

"Well he isn't so shut the fuck up because I'm going."

My door opened once more as I looked up at Emmett. "Why the fuck do people keep walking into my fucking house without knocking!"

Rosalie was suddenly beside Emmett as he looked down at me.

"Please Bells, don't go." I looked over at Rose who, regardless of how much she loved me, was glaring and getting ready to protect her husband. In that instant, I didn't care what she thought or what she wanted to do to me. All I wanted to know was why my brother didn't want me to leave. I walked up to him and he stared down at me.

"Just tell me why, Emmett."

Tears came to his eyes and he took my hands into his. "Because I won't be there to protect you, Sis."

"Oh Emmy," I whispered as I wrapped my arms around him. Needless to say after that, I made sure he was able to travel with me. I actually loved the fact that he was going with me; even Rose was excited about having the house to herself for five weeks.

After my confrontation with Emmett, I felt like my time was suddenly only spent at Crowley Publishing. I spent so much time there, approving things for Freaks and working on my dedication. I finally settled on simply thanking my family and called it quits for the week.

"Good night, Bella," Bree called as I closed my door.

"Night nosey." I called, a smile playing across her features. We'd gotten past the whole her going behind my back thing, but I loved to mess with her. I got off the elevator and was surprised by what or rather who awaited me.

"Hey B," Edward said as he walked towards me.

"Hey doof, what are you doing here?"

He put his arm around me as we walked out to the parking garage.

"Well I kind of need a favor."

We stopped at my car and I quietly threw my things inside before turning to him.

"What favor?"

"Go home with me this weekend."

The minute the word home was used I was hit with images of my father and the accident that took him away from me. I was pulled out of my thoughts as Edward pulled me to him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't think."

I shook my head. "No it's okay. I'm fine, Edward. Why do you have to go home?"

He studied my face for a while before he replied. "It's our family reunion weekend and my mother really misses you. She demanded that Alice and I were to drag you, Emmett, and Rose along with us."

I smiled when Edward mentioned his mother, whom I loved more than my own worthless excuse for a mother.

"Alright I'll come."

He smiled and guided me to my driver side. "Good, because they're meeting Jasper."

I clapped and jumped up and down in glee. "Yeah fresh meat!"

Two days later I found myself heading into Forks with my pixie best friend in the passenger seat and her boyfriend in the back.

"What kind of car is this?" Jasper asked.

"It's a 2011 Edge," I said as we passed the welcome to Forks sign.

"It's her baby," Alice chimed in.

"What? When the Chevy finally kicked the bucket I wanted something big enough for me, and I found this baby."

"It's a very comfortable ride."

I smiled at Alice knowingly, before looking at Jasper in the rearview mirror.

"Nervous?"

He sighed and Alice's hand found his. "I'm meeting the parents of the woman I plan on marrying someday so of course I'm nervous."

"Should have fallen for me, you wouldn't have to worry about folks to impress." I smiled and Alice laughed.

"Bella, you're family to my parents so he would have had to pass inspection."

"So he's screwed all around?"

"Pretty much."

Jasper groaned so I took pity on him. "Relax, Papa C and Mama Bear are wonderful. They're going to love you, Jazz."

He gave me a small smile. "Thanks, Bella."

"BELLA!" Esme cried as she walked out to greet us.

"Mama Bear!" I wrapped my arms around her before she pulled back to inspect me.

"You're too thin."

"I eat!" I held up my hands in defense.

"Not enough," she said and Alice jumped behind us, causing Esme to turn to her.

"Hello to you too, Mother."

Esme pulled Alice into her arms and kissed her cheeks. "I was getting to you, my little diva."

They pulled apart and Jasper stepped up. "Good afternoon ma'am, it's a pleasure to meet you. I'm Jasper Whitlock."

Esme looked down at Alice then over to the hand Jasper had extended. She held out her hand, which Jasper took and kissed lightly. A smile lit up Esme's face and she turned to Alice. "My daughter found herself a true southern gentleman! Carlisle get your ass out here!"

I watched as introductions were exchanged with Carlisle until I felt an arm around my shoulder. Without even looking I knew who it was.

"Did you have a nice drive, Edward?"

"No, fucking Rose wouldn't leave my damn stereo alone."

"I can't help that you have shitty taste in music," Rose said before she made her way over to the group.

"Bells, can we talk real quick?"Emmett asked. I nodded and Edward let go of me to go greet his folks.

"What's up?"

"I think that while we're here we should go see dad and maybe check up on the house."

A feeling of utter sadness and depression crept up as I shook my head, "Yeah, there's probably a few weeds we need to pull up there since the last time."

Emmett smiled as Esme called us inside.

A reunion for the Cullen family was basically a get together with all the kids and Edward's Aunt Carmen and Uncle Eleazar from Alaska. It consisted of food, games and tons of drinking. Since we'd opted to come Thursday instead of Friday, we were the first ones there. So by the time the Aunt and Uncle arrived on Friday, we were already having a pretty good time. Emmett and I decided to take Saturday afternoon to go check on dad and the house so we could have the evening to hang out with the gang. However, Friday night Esme insisted that we all drive up to Port Angeles and go check out the new bar that had opened up. So we piled into my car and Edward's before heading up to the Port.

"This place looks - " Edward started.

"Like a fucking pit!" I said as everyone started laughing.

We walked in and I volunteered to get the first round for everyone as they sat down. I walked up to the bar and waited until the man turned to me.

"Bella? Bella Swan?" I smiled when I realized who he was.

"Oh my god, Paul! How are you, dude?"

"I'm good, damn bitch look at you!"

Did I mention he's gay? "You too, look like all those work outs with Sam paid off."

"More than you know, baby doll."

"Oh really? Sam?"

"Honey, I'm more surprised than you."

"How'd it happen?"

"Well we were working out and Sam was spotting me so, of course, his business was like right there," he leaned forward so customers couldn't hear what he was going to say, "and I noticed a tenting down below so I finished my set and leaned over to change weights, next thing I know his dick is rubbing on my ass and he's begging me to quit teasing him."

We both started laughing hysterically as images of Sam begging Paul filled my head.

"How's it coming on the beers?" I turned around and found Edward, glaring daggers at Paul.

"Hey Edward, this is Paul, he's an old friend of mine."

Edward nodded to Paul, who couldn't stop checking him out.

"Damn Bells, where'd you hide this one?" He licked his lips and realization dawned on Edward's features.

"Paul, he's the pixie's older brother."

"Oh he probably knows my Sam."

Edward look at Paul. "Wait…Sam Uley?"

"The one and only."

Edward shook his head. "Well I never thought."

"He didn't til me," Paul boasted proudly.

"Wow, uh Bella only five beers, Rose says she's not feeling it."

I gave him a quick nod before he walked away.

"So what's up there?" Paul asked after I placed my order.

"He's my best friend."

"You sure?"

"Paul!"

"What I got a vibe."

"We're not…it's not like that."

"Whatever you say, baby doll."

I took the beers and made my way back over to the gang.

"Who was that?" Em asked.

"That, my dear brother, was Paul and guess what, he's gay."

"No shit."

"With Sam of all people," Edward chimed in.

"Wait seriously? Who would have thought that Dad's deputy would end up gay."

"Yeah," I whispered before I got up.

"You okay?" Edward asked.

"I need a shot." He got up and together we walked to the bar.

"Need something Bells?" Paul asked.

"Shot of Jack." He poured my shot and turned to Edward.

"What about you, gorgeous?"

"Water please," Edward said as Paul winked at him.

I took my shot and quickly downed it as Paul handed Edward his water and myself another shot.

"Bad night Bells?" Paul asked.

"No just ready to let loose for a little while."

"Do your thing, honey."

I downed the shot and Edward stared at me.

"What?"

"You alright?"

"I'm fine, just wound up."

He slid closer to me. "I know it's risky, but we could go take care of that."

I looked up at him; as his hand slid around my back, then back at the table before shaking my head. "No it's too risky. Maybe I'll find someone to help me out."

I look up at Edward, whose eyes had turned dark and smiled.

"Really?" he said through his teeth, as he pulled his arm away from me.

"What's wrong?"

He closed his eyes and let go of the death grip he had on his water. "I don't know. I'm going back, have fun."

He walked away leaving me completely confused.

"He alright?" Paul asked as he set two more shots down in front of me.

I rolled my eyes. "I don't know. Are you trying to get me drunk?"

"Nope, but I suspect he is." Paul pointed to the dark haired man across the bar, who smiled when our eyes met. He held up his beer and I lifted on of the glasses up.

"He's been looking all night and based on what you said to Mr. Hot Pants back there, you could use it."

I laughed and realized that mystery guy was walking over to me.

"Hi there." He smiled and I felt myself getting slightly wet at the sight of his chiseled jaw, broad cheek bones and blue eyes. "I'm Felix."

His eyes took in my body and I felt myself flush at his scrutiny. "I'm Bella."

"That's fitting, beautiful name for a beautiful woman."

I laughed. "That was cheesy."

We talked for a while and I found myself liking Felix's company more and more. We didn't have much in common, but at this point I didn't care. I was horny and I couldn't get my release the normal way I did, so I was going to settle for him instead. I downed my last shot and put my hand on his thigh.

"Want to get out of here?" I slid my hand up his thigh before he grabbed it and pulled me up.

"Let's go." I looked back at the group and found Edward glaring at me.

"I'll be right back." I walked towards the table as Alice quickly ran to me. "Alice, I'm going to –"

"Bella, don't go."

"Allie, don't cock block me. I need this."

"Bella, you'll mess it all up."

I handed her my car keys and sighed. "Bella, you're making a mistake."

"Probably, but it's my mistake to make Allie."

She walked away and I went back to Felix, who pulled me out the door and away from my friends.

I leaned over and kissed Felix before closing the door behind me. I looked up at the cemetery gate and felt tears come to my eyes. After everything that had happened last night and having to ask Felix for a ride this morning, my emotions were a little off the charts.

"Need a lift?" I turned around and smiled at my brother, who was driving my car. I got in and we drove into the cemetery.

"You have a good night?" Em asked.

"No, not really. I'm sorry I left."

He nodded at me and turned back. "Allie and Ed were pretty upset."

I sighed. "I know, but like I told Allie, it was my mistake to make."

"I knew that, that's why I let you go. Did you use protection?"

I laughed. "I always do! So where's Rose?"

"She figured we needed to do this alone."

We stopped and I realized we were there. We got out and made our way towards the final resting place of our father. I kneeled down and ran my fingers over the words as my heart constricted in pain.

"Hey Daddy," I whispered.

"Hey pops," Emmett said as he knelt down beside me.

"I'm publishing my first book, Dad, and they're sending me on a book tour."

Emmett patted my shoulder. "I'm even going with her, Pops. Couldn't let our spitfire go alone."

I laughed and we sat in silence, until my pain broke through. "I miss you Daddy."

Emmett wrapped his arm around me and I cried into my hands. I cried for a while until it finally stopped and Emmett pulled away.

"We're good here, Sis, let's head to the house.

We pulled into the Cullen's driveway at a quarter to six and I refused to move.

"Bella come on, they'll be fine."

I shook my head. "Look, just let me go drive around for a while. I don't want to deal with this right now."

He sighed loudly before looking at me. "Fine, but if you aren't back in two hours, I'm coming for you."

"Sure, Emmett."

He got out and went inside, leaving me alone for the first time all day. I drove around for a while until I found myself in my old neighborhood. I parked in my old driveway and began my journey to my meadow.

EPOV:

Anger, that's all I felt the moment Emmett walked inside alone. I couldn't tell you what exactly had pissed me off, but I'd been that way since we'd gone to that fucking bar. A low growl came from me and Alice gave me a look. She'd been looking at me like that since last night and if I didn't know any better I'd swear she knew about my arrangement with Bella. I looked at Emmett, who'd finally sat down next Rose, and noticed that his fists were clenched tightly.

"Where is she?" I asked, not bothering to hide my anger.

"She had a rough afternoon and wanted to clear her head. I gave her two hours."

I stood up and walked towards the door.

"Edward," Alice called and I turned to look at her, "after the Mike thing we found her, remember?"

I nodded before running to my car and taking off.

I pulled up behind her and cut the engine before getting out. I walked over and put my hand on the hood to see if it was cold, only to find it still warm. I walked the fifteen minutes to the clearing behind her house and found her where I knew I would. She was standing across from me, with her back facing me. I could tell she was only there in body so sneaking up on her wouldn't be a problem, but I wanted her to know I was there. I stalked over to her and pulled her by her hips against me.

"Bella," I heard her gasp as I pulled her tighter against me.

"Edward." I spun her around and she looked up at me with wild eyes. She stared up at me and I felt my anger rising.

"Why Bella?"

"Why what?"

"Why did you leave with him?"

She looked down. "I don't know."

I yanked her chin up, making her look at me. "Did you fuck him?"

She closed her eyes and my anger grew. "Open your eyes and fucking answer me."

She glared at me. "Yes!"

"Was it good?" I pulled her closer to me and asked her again. "Was he better than me? Answer me!"

"No! He was nowhere near as good as you. You're the best I've ever fucking had!"

I crushed my mouth against hers, my tongue invading her mouth. Her hands went into my hair and she tugged it roughly. I pulled back and yanked her shirt over her head then ripped off her bra. She ripped my shirt over my head and my mouth claimed her breasts.

"Oh fuck, Edward, so good."

I let go of her nipple and looked into her eyes. "He couldn't make you cum, could he?"

I unbuttoned her pants as I talked to her. Her pants were quickly pulled down and my hand found its way into her panties before she even answered me. "Did he?"

"No, oh fuck no." She moaned as I flicked her clit violently. I let her go and made quick work of my own jeans and boxers until I was standing completely naked before her. I pulled her panties off her body and pulled her back against me.

"I'm going to fuck you, Bella," I said as she nodded. "And you're going to cum."

I looked at her, wild eyed and panting as I gripped my cock, rubbing my hand up and down. She watched me, completely mesmerized by my actions.

"Get on your knees."

She got down and I walked behind her, pushing her down until she was on both her hands and knees. I kneeled down behind her and ran my hand against her pussy.

"You're so wet, do you want this, Bella?"

"Fuck me, Edward, I need you."

I lined myself up and slammed into her.

"Oh fuck yes, so tight," I moaned, "he didn't fuck you this good did he?"

She arched her back and my hand found her clit, rubbing it hard.

"No he didn't. He couldn't fuck me like you do."

I leaned over her and removed my hand from her pussy. "He'll never fuck you this good, dirty girl, only my cock will make you cum."

At my words, she exploded around me, convulsing and almost pushing me out. I slowed to keep from going off myself and waited as she rode it out. When her breathing slowed I pulled out and rolled her so she was on her back looking up at me. One look in her eyes and all my anger melted away. She looked up at me, her eyes full of lust and something else that I couldn't quite place. I captured her lips in a sweet kiss as I gently pushed inside her. Bella's legs wrapped around me and I moved in and out slowly, my orgasm building. We kissed until she pulled back and moaned loudly, her walls squeezing me. Our eyes met as I came closer to orgasm and I felt her getting closer.

"Edward," she whispered and that was it. We came together, our bodies convulsing and falling apart in way that was so different than it'd been before. Neither of us moved once we calmed down. I didn't pull out and she didn't push me away, in fact, we just stared at each other until she leaned up and kissed me. I pulled back, allowing myself to fall out as I realized what we were doing and, in that instant, she realized it too.

My sister was waiting for me on the porch when I got back, anger clear on her features.

"Bella left, she took Em and Rose with her," she said as I walked past her. "Do you care?"

I ignored her and walked upstairs, of course, the evil pixie followed and I let her. Once I was in my room she rounded on me, grabbing my arm and glaring at me.

"Did you break up with her?"

I stared at her as she put her hands on her hips.

"How did you?"

"I'm not stupid, brother. I had an idea that you two were fucking, but I wasn't sure until last night when you turned into an asshole after I sent Felix her way."

My blood boiled as my fist clenched and my vision went hazy. "You sent him?"

"Yeah for you, I wanted you to realize what I saw."

"Get out," I snarled.

"Edward - "

"GET OUT!" I yelled as she backed up.

"I'll go, but just know that I did it for you. I just never thought she'd go through with it."

"Fuck you," I whispered as the door closed. I threw myself down on my bed and buried my face in the pillows.

A/N: I have to say this first I finally saw friends with benefits and the ending of it is almost exactly how i planned to end this. It's hilarious. Any way so I'm going to say this because I've already told my beta and one other person but there are like maybe one or two more chapters after this. I never meant for this to be a long story, just something to get me back into the groove of it. So I apologize in adavnce if you thought this was going to be very long. Any way what'd you think? I loved the screwing in the field personally. Oh and to rides the beast, that was a little publicish sex for ya lol. I do have a banner for this story.

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