A/N: Ugh, sorry...I hate being busy...ugh...well I'm gonna try and finish this one soon, and then I decided that I'm not going to upload my other one, since I don't think anyone is actually reading this, ha ha...anyway, if you're reading, then I'll shut up now.

Aisling and Maggie jogged to reach Glenn. He was standing over a body- Randall's. "You sure you wanna see him?" Maggie asked again. Aisling nodded sternly. Glenn moved out of the way and she walked over to him.

There he was. The man that Aisling loved so dearly. Sprawled out on the ground like a dead spider. His eyes were wide, but they were not the same soft and playful brown eyes she was used to. These eyes were dull and blank, a clean slate of nothing. There were a few cuts in his discolored skin, and a large but thin chunk of his head had been sliced out, presumably when Glenn had killed him. His mouth was gaping, and Aisling could see his crooked teeth. The first thing she noticed was how he looked so different from what he used to, but still the same. She sank to her knees, trying as hard as she could not to cry. She cradled his body in her arms.

"Hey babe." she whispered. "The group is gone. We got attacked. Everyone who didn't get eaten ran for their lives. That asshole who left you…he was one of the first to die." A few tears escaped from her eyes. "I miss you so much…all that's kept me going since they came back without you was the hope that you were still out there and alive…and you were, for a while. But you're not, now. And it's my fault. You're gone because I'm a bitch…I'm so sorry…" More tears slid down her cheeks and she closed her eyes.

Flashback

Aisling was sitting on Randall's lap, and he was holding her tightly. The rest of the group had gone to sleep, but neither of them were tired. So they were just sitting in the back of Randall's truck, which was where the two of them slept, just talking. Remembering what life used to be like. Randall was gently twirling a lock of Aisling's dark, wavy hair. "Would you ever want to have kids?" he asked in a hushed tone.

"What?" She sat up a little straighter. "Why?"

He rested his chin on her shoulder and shrugged. "I dunno." He shifted his eyes to look at her. "I was just thinking about what awesome parents we'd be."

Aisling laughed softly. "Maybe. But do we really want to bring a baby into this world?"

"I think it'd give us a reason to be more careful. Something we need to keep safe, that we need to be alive to protect."

She nodded. "Maybe."

End of Flashback

The tears were beginning to blur Aisling's vision, now. She pulled his body closer to hers and held it tight. As she did so, she heard a noise. The sound of crumpling paper coming from his pocket. In his pocket she found a folded up piece of paper. She unfolded it, and could almost hear his voice.

Aisling,

This isn't your fault. None of it. I shouldn't have went out, I was just being a selfish asshole. But you can make it without me. I know you can. You're strong and brave and smart. Smarter than I ever was…I miss you like hell. I miss you so much it actually physically hurts. I know these guys are going to kill me soon, and I won't be able to feel anything. But I'll still miss you. I never thought my heart could actually ache this bad. It's kinda sad, we never got to have the baby we talked about. Or at least, I won't ever get to meet it. I know you're pregnant, babe. Jane told Sean and Sean told me. While we were in the damn car. And I didn't make him turn back around. I really am a selfish asshole, ain't I? But you need to live. For me, and for our kid. I know what it's like to never know your dad, and it sucks. It really sucks. My mom never really told me much about my dad, and our kid can't be like that. Tell it what a selfish asshole it's daddy was. But tell it how much I love it. Even if I'm gone, I'll love it. And you. I love you so, so, so much, Ash. More than you'll ever know. You are strong and smart and brave and beautiful and amazing and I couldn't have wished for anyone better to have. Just promise you'll never forget me, okay?

Your selfish asshole,

Randall

"Aisling?" Maggie's voice snapped Aisling out of the trance she was in. "We need to go."

Aisling nodded and stood up, the paper still in her hand. Maggie and Glenn started to walk back, and she took one last look at Randall. Rubbing her belly, she turned and tried to move. But she couldn't. "Guys!" she called, choking on tears.

They turned around. "Yeah?" Glenn called.

"Can we bring him back? I want to bury him properly."

A/N: BUM BUM BUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMM! Yep, she's pregnant. IDK, I've always wanted to make a character in one of my stories pregnant, and this was my best chance to do that any time soon. So I did. That wasn't originally gonna happen in this one, only in my other one...SPOILER ALERT! But I'm not uploading that one, so its fine. Anyways, baiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii