Writer's Note: So i couldn't go to sleep without posting for you guys. i was so happy with the comments i just had to keep you guys happy with the story. I know last chapter was disturbing, sorry about it. But i have a feeling Alana wont give up on Jack :)

So Alana married Samuel and something in me died. I had to admit I though she was the one, that some how she would break the engagement and come to me… we could set sail and she would be my wench wife…. But life was cruel especially towards me the only happiness I ever had was my liquor and the killing… So here I was on my wedding day. My crew on one side Elizabeth's family on the other. Alana was begging me with her eyes not to go thru it, but it was the pain in her eyes that made kept it up. After all the dances and the eating and the pretenses I took her to my room in the ship and looked ourselves in. I grabbed a bottle of the 2 million dollar cognac and gulped it down as I took of my shirt and threw it to the floor.

"Get on the bed." I said tipsy. I been drinking since the wedding. She sobbed and got in laying flat on the bed. I got in sitting down as I gulped some more. She groaned frustrated.

"Would you rape me sober."

"Just go to sleep." She stared for a second then went to sleep, I drank myself to the point of pass out. The next day the smell of eggs, and bacon woke me up. I sat down frowning with a horrible headage. Elizabeth came in with a glass of something weird.

"Drink. It'll help with the hang over." I glared, but took it drinking it up. It actually helped a lot. She gave me a plate I started to devoured. She smiled.

"What?"

"Your not a bad person… deep down you have a soul."

"Your wrong." I said with a mouth full. She sat next to me.

"Look, were stuck with one another for a while… why don't we go around peacefully. You know me. I'm an open book." She got a little closer. "Tell me about you."

"Don't!" I said standing up and throwing the plate to the floor. She wince. "What's with the change?"

"I noticed last night your not a bad person."
"Why because I didn't force you?" She nodded.

"It didn't got up." I lied. She stared. Deciding something.

"Is that the truth?"

"Yes." I said losing my patients with her. "Do you want me to rape you?" I asked in disbelieve.

"No… I don't want anything to do with you… But since you force me to marry you."

"Excuse me! I wanted your sister, I got stuck with you. You made me marry you!"

"I told you to leave."

"Look my patience with you is running out with you. You don't want to unleashed the monster. Ask your sister about it."

"I still think you have a soul." I glared. She looked down my pants which was the only thing I was wearing. "Seems like is up now." I stared in disbelieve. Was she crazy… Has losing her love made her lose it…

"Is natural. It doesn't mean I'm arouse." She took her clothes off letting fall to the floor. I stared as I was definitely being aroused. She blushed embarrassed, she was doing this to prove her point, but seeing her with only her underwear and blushing it was nice. I stared in awe.

"Your beautiful." I said stupidly making her blush deeper. When Felix entered without knocking.

"Sir, the crew- Whoa."

"Get out!" He did apologizing.

"Are you happy?" She put on her clothes in a haste.

"He was the one that entered without knocking is the day after your honey moon, what was he going to expect." I glared at her then walked out.

"What?"

"I'm so sorry."

"Forget about it what?"

"The crew is really happy with Elizabeth they wanted to say thanks."

"Fine. She'll be up soon." I slammed the door in his face and sat down on the bed.

"Since were marry, why don't we try to be friends?" I stared. At her.

"Is not going to work. Eventually I will want sex and you're my wife." She looked down.

"I wont give up on you." She got dressed and walked out. That made me smiled. She was weird. I got dressed and followed. They were treating Elizabeth like a queen. She had the same spell on them like she did with me. For some reason we all treated her like a queen and with respect.

"I'm glad you guys like the breakfast." I stared watching them interact with her. She walked around fixing their dirty clothes playing around and hanging out… She look like an angel send down to heaven to fix the broken pirates. I sigh and went out to my alone spot… an hour later she joined me… "Your ship is kind of interesting."

"I'm glad you like it."

"Your crew shared with me. They childhood and stuff."

"I'm glad for them." She sigh.

"Why wont you open up, you let my sister in."

"And look what it got me! Heartbroken married to a saint. I'm married and I cant even fuck my own wife."
"I though you didn't need my permission." She smirk.

"I don't!" She raised her eyebrow. "My mom were raped and killed in front of me, my father was tortured and killed while I watched… my sister was reported with the whole crew she died while the last one was fucking her and he didn't stopped. You would think they would kill me since I was the boy… nope those were sick bastard. They got turned with me. When the last one was fucking me I pretended to be dead… so they threw me over board… I had to eat raw rat to survived. I had to steal to get by… I was found by a pirate who raise me in this life… Tell me where the hell is the light at the end of the tunnel?" I glared breathing hard. There was something glistering in her eyes. "Are you crying?" I said perplexed.

"I'm so sorry." I groaned.

"I don't want your pity…"

"You don't have it… you earned my understanding." I sigh… "But you don't have to be the same way of the monsters that ruined your life… you can change and evolved." She started leaning on the rail making it really dangerous for her I grabbed her arm pulling her more to the ship.

"Just because were by land, doesn't mean is safe. People die here everyday because of sharks attacks."

"What?" She gasped. I smirk.

"Yes." Which reminded me of our early conversation. "So If I do horrible things to you, will you stay the same?"

"I would try yes." I glared at her.

"Your incredible." She just smiled.

"And your not the monster I though you were." She made me feel self conscious. So did what I always did. I stood up and walked out.