I woke up and took a long hot shower, then started cooking breakfast. Elizabeth showed herself in looking sleepy. She stared at me surprised as I put our breakfast in the table. It wasn't a fancy one, just fry eggs and bacon with toast. She frown.
"Sit. I made us breakfast." Her frown deepened. We sat down eating, but her eyes never left me as she ate. "What?!" I said a little self conscious. She wince.
"I would say who are you and what have you done with Jack, but I already know what happened." That made me smile.
"What? I never cook you breakfast?"
"No."
"Well." I said a little mortified at what kind of me I would have been in the past. "I'm cooking you breakfast now." She nodded and continued eating. Once we finished breakfast I took the dishes and started cleaning them. She stared with that awe expression again. "Just go get dressed, I'm taking you on a date."
"But-" I turned hands cover in soap. I could feel myself glaring at her. She sigh and started walking to the bedroom.
"Well at least there's some part of him there." I chuckled as she left. I finished cleaning and waited for her in the living room. She came in dressed in casual clothes. I frowned at her. "What?"
"Looks as if you were going out to do grocery shopping." She stared. "I told you we were going on a date. We are married." She glared. I sigh. "Let's just go." I held her arm gently and walked her to the car… I didn't know where I was going I looked around confuse.
"Do you want me to pick a place?"
"No!" I took a deep breath. "I'm sorry. I'm lost, but somehow I know where I'm going…" She nodded. We arrived at what looked like a dump. She stared. I parked the car and held her hands.
"Are you serious."
"Trust me." She looked at the dump then at me.
"I'm sorry I don't." I didn't know why, but that hurt.
"Ok." I managed to say and turn towards the drivers seat.
"No. Wait. Lets see what you think you found." I frown.
"You just said you don't trust me."
"I don't… but you need to earn it some how." She gave me a small smile. I nodded and we walked holding hands. We have to pass a bunch of bushes but once we were cleared of them we found a paradise. We both gasped. "this is beautiful." I nodded. We walked to the lake and sat near it. She looked at me in awe. "How did you know it was here?" I shrugged.
"I didn't… it must be buried inside of me."
"I didn't think you were capable of such beauty." I frown.
"I don't think I created it. I think I must of found this place, and keep it to my self." She nodded.
"Even I would of keep this place to my self." We smiled and contemplated the water.
"If were not getting a divorce. Why don't you give me a chance?" She blink.
"Because I don't-"
"You have to give me a chance so love can grow. If you keep thinking about him… You wont open yourself to me."
"What about Alana?"
"What about her?"
"You love her."
"She clearly has chosen." She frown.
"What has brought this on?"
"I don't know… I just want us to have a chance." She look at the water lost in though. Suddenly my head started to hurt. As images of me and Elizabeth started to go thru my head. It was as if my body was telling me I was on the right path, that I should pursue Elizabeth instead of Alana.
"Jack!" I blink looking up at her.
"What?"
"You looked in pain… You weren't answering me." She said with a frown, making me smirk at her as I playfully got on top of her pushing her down. Her frown deepened.
"Were you worried?"
"What are you doing?" I chuckle.
"Playing around with my wife." She pushed me off her. I moved not wanting to hurt her.
"Is not a real marriage." I sigh, sitting down.
"I want it to make it real."
"Why?" She said sounding irritated.
"I don't know. I don't want to be married to a girl I cant touch, but at the same time has to be loyal to her. IT'S stupid."
"You agree to it." I turned to glared at her.
"I don't think I did."
"What's that suppose to me?" We glared at each other.
"Either I was still having sex with Alana-"
"You gave her up." She interrupted me. So I continued.
"Or, I was going to make you." She looked like I hit the spot. I stood up disgusted with myself.
"Where getting a divorce." She stood up after me.
"What? Why?"
"Are you seriously asking that?"
"Your just going to run to her." She said bitterly.
"Maybe. I tried Elizabeth. I tried being nice, patient, lovingly. You don't want me in you life and I wont live like this." I started to walk out. She grabbed my arm stopping me.
"Why do you want to try with me? I'm insignificant." I frown. Turning my body towards her and gently making her look at me.
"No. your not. You think because that guy didn't choose you, no one will. I'm choosing you-"
"After Alana choose him! You settle for me!"
"Did I ask you to marry me."
"No." She said thru gritted teeth.
"Ok. I'm choosing you now-"
"Because you have no memory. Once you remember HER you'll be back to making my life a living hell…"
"I wont-"
"Don't make promises you cant keep." I sigh.
"What the hell do you want?!" I said frustrated with her. "If I give you your freedom, you get angry if I ask you to let give us a chance you get angry. What the hell do you want?"
"I want him! But I cant because I'm stuck with you so you wont ruin his life!." I grabbed her by her arms pulling her close roughly and just kissed her. I didn't know why I did it, she was driving me crazy… At first she tried to fight back, but I held her tight and kept kissing her, she pulled her arms around me and kissed me back… When a new voice interrupted us.
"What the hell is this!" We separated turning to the voice. Alana stood watching us looking hurt and beyond angry.
