Writer's Note: Ok, so like i said in the other chapter i had an end in my mind, but i think my loyal readers like Alana better :) I can change the last detail at the end and make Alana and Jack together and Samuel and Elizabeth together :) So far the story is following the pattern i had in mind. Jack would be with both and then realized who he truly love. So i'll take a vote. Those who wants Alana with Jack leave a comment choosing her, those who want Elizabeth say so, And the majority will win :) Like i said all i have to change is a final event at the end :) Ok, now that i said that. i wanted to answer something a guest said :) Yeah, Jack loves Alana, but the only reason he didn't fight for her was because of Elizabeth, For some reason, She can make him do about everything :) sorry about this chapter being short, but it was just about Jack remembering. I think it will be a few chapters more, until we find out who he chooses and that deepens on you guys :)

I woke up a smiled still on my lips. I started to stretched when I noticed naked Elizabeth on top of me. What did I do? Does this mean I have to be faithful… I'm such an- I grunted as I got another flash back.

*Flash back*

"No please!" I stopped a sword on the guy beneath me. I turned to the voice.

"Oh?"

"Please I'll do anything…" She blushed looking down in shamed as we both knew what she was offering. I smirk.

"Oh. But you will." My sword entered the man's heart as he gasp. I stared at him with a smiled on my face as the light faded from his eyes…..

…"Now be a good girl and get on the bed." She fought me, kick and even spit, so I ended up grabbing her by the neck and pinning her against bed. "It's going to be such a long night for you." I ripped her skirt off. "I told my crew they all could have you." Her eyes widened

"But you have more than fifty men." I smirk.

"A hundred…." I fought the memory as I saw what I did to that girl, but I saw everything I did to her….. But for some reason I couldn't escape my memories as another flash back came. But this one was good, it was me and Alana having sex at the cruise… but I let her walk out naked…. I had a lot of memories of me and Alana….

*End of flash back.*

"Jack?" I blink looking up at Elizabeth. She blushed getting off me and putting the sheets over her body. It was cute.

"I already saw you naked." Her blushed deepened and she hurried to the bedroom.

"What we did was a mistake." My smiled faltered a little bit.

"Oh?"

"We both did it out of desperation." I sigh. She was impossible…

"How about this? Next time I'll get you drunk." I joke. She got out of the room dressed and gave me a look. "It's call a joke."

"You seem like your old self."

"Is that bad?"

"Yes. If you would have been the old you. I would have never-" She paused blushing. For some reason that piece me off.

"Yet here you are married to the monster!" Which I knew I was, as my memories reminded me.

"You know why." She whispered.

"You know what?" I said beyond piss off. "I'm tired of this. We are in a fucking love triangle, because some how I wasn't man enough to fight for Alana! And you were to noble to fight for the one you love. You think so little of your self that-"

"What do you know about love!" She snap back. "All you do is force, rough, and blood-"

"Not true! I didn't force your sister! I definitely didn't force you!" I said glaring at her, but a small smirk escape my lips.

"I was rape by one of your crew members. I figured you were a less disgusting choice." I walked up to her and slapped her, making her fall to the floor. She looked up at me in disbelieve. I started to apologies when I got it… With that moment of anger, I had my memory back… and I still felt bad. I just grabbed my jacket and walked out, I needed to clear my head.

Elizabeth POV
"I was rape by one of your crew members. I figured you were a less disgusting choice." I said angry at him for the words he just said to me. He walked up to me and slapped me so hard I felt to the floor. I looked up at him in disbelieve. He looked sorry for a moment…Then I saw it coming back. The monster was back. He grabbed his jacket and walked out. I grabbed mine and ran to my father's house to his beautiful garden and threw my self on the floor crying….

"Elizabeth?" I looked up cleaning my tears. "Are you ok?"

"No." I whispered. He walked next to me and sat by my self.

"Did your husband hurt you." I looked down…

"I'll kill him." He said standing up. I grabbed his arm pulling him down hard.

"Please don't!" He'll kill you first.

"Are you defending him?"

"No… I just don't want you to get hurt because of me." He put his index finger under my chin and made me look at him with such gentleness…. I wonder how would of feel to make love with him.

"You should have been the one I fell for…" I stared, I wanted to hear those words for so long…

"Why do you say that?"

"Ever since that time in Alana's room…. Our kiss… What Alana did to me, well I regret fixing my eyes on her… Your so beautiful, and I didn't saw that until it was too late." I felt like my heart was going to explode. He got closer to me and kissed me. I kissed him back putting my arms around his neck and getting close. "It's not to late." He whispered.

"What do you mean?"

"We can both get a divorce and make our life together, like it should have been in the beginning." I smiled and he leaned to kissed me again, When he was roughly throw back making him hit a tree hard I gasped standing up as I met Jack's angry eyes.

"Are you kidding me!"

"Don't act like such a saint, don't tell me, you weren't with Alana just now." Angry eyes stared back at me, and I knew I was right.

"I was wrong about you." He spat at me.

"I wasn't doing anything wrong." Yet.

"It didn't look like it-"

"What the hell is your problem. You were having sex with my wife. Is only fair I do the same with yours." I frowned hurt staring at Samuel.

"You were doing it out of revenge?" Samuel looked at me and I saw the true… Maybe he liked me, but what motivated him to kiss me was revenge… I ran away hurt. No one ever cared about me so I kept running tears blinding me…. It was one thing that Jack married me to hurt Alana, But Samuel… The man I did all this for, the man I dreamt about… I couldn't take it… The pain was unbearable so I kept running wanting to end that pain, and my feet took me to a cliff under it, was sea water and rocks. I looked down dreamily I believe there was life after death… so if I couldn't be with Samuel. I would become his guardian Angel. I close my eyes and took a deep breath and before jumping whispered to the air.
"I'll see you soon my love."