A/n: slight warning for violance and slightly gorey, though not much.

Fury is a blinding rage; consuming-it takes over the body and mind- wrathful and ruthless. All this emotion and so much more was churning in Jacob, all directed at Sam. Jacob's usual control was gone, he couldn't find a way to stop the anger this time, all he could think was that Sam had ruined his life enough; alienating him from his pack; almost killing him; and turning the tribe against Edward from the start. "No more was Sam going to interfere, this was the last time Sam was going to cause trouble for anyone." thought Jacob, the anger bubbling till he thought rationally no more. His emotions rose, consuming him in blinding hot rage. In the next instance he turned into his wolf counterpart, his clothes ripping as his massive wolf self arose from the depths where he stored it. He shook his fur clad body, righting him self in his other form. He glared Sam down making his anger abundantly clear. Sam also changed into his wolf counter part in that same moment, giving Jacob an angry stare to rival his own. Sam growled deeply in his chest, crouching low and baring his canines, ready to spring at Jacob at any moment. Anticipating what Sam was about to do Jacob leaped first, colliding with Sam in mid air. They met with a snapping of jaws and tearing of flesh, a loud bang resounding through the church as they knocked over empty pew after pew, Sam causing deep scratches in Jacob's side and face as he fought vigorously. Jacob equally causing rivlets of blood to stream off of Sam, fighting just as furiously. With a twisting and turning after backing Sam up against a pew Jacob managed to get him pinned; Huffing over him in big wolfy breaths, his nostrils flaring in fury as Sam withered and writhed biting the air closest to Jacob's head. Sam tried to get out from under Jacob's weight, but it was hopeless, he was good and truly pinned like a cat that ran too close to an angry dog and suddenly found itself the main course on a all you can eat cat buffet. Sam could see it by the glint in Jacob's eye -the determined fury- that he wasn't going to win this one. He stopped struggling, bowing his head in defeat, he changed to human form, a sign of submission and conceded surrender. It seemed for a moment that Jacob wasnt going to acquiesce so easily, but with a deep breath releasing his anger he moved off of Sam; turning his back he just walked away, not being able to live with himself if he let his fury get the better of him and seriously maimed or even kill Sam.

Jacob walked down the isle, each step a torture, all the while trying to convince him self not to go back to finish Sam off; To rip his throat out like he deserved. Jacob managed to walk half way down the isle till he paused, out of the corner of his eye he saw a big black fury shape running full speed towards him. At the last moment he realised what it was; he turned just as Sam barrelled into him, turning a killing blow into merely a excruciatingly painful collision; that cracked a few of Jacob's ribs as he caught the full brunt of Sam's weight. That was the last straw, something broke in Jacob as he got up off the floor; aching and bleeding he pinned Sam to the floor again, using all his alpha strength and pure blinding rage to quickly dominate over Sam. This time he didnt hesitate as he opened his jaw wide, white teeth gleaming in the lamplight, he sunk his teeth into Sams neck, clamping shut with a sickening crunch. He held him there till Sam's struggles grew weaker and weaker, fighting till the very last moment till Jacob tore his throat out, blood gushing widely, spraying all over the church walls and pooling out on the floor. The blood tasted metallic on Jacobs tongue as he spat out the mutilated flesh, Sam reverting back to human form in his last moments, his life quickly fading away and his eyes going dull. Blood slowly dripped off of Jacob's maw, in a rhythmic plopping sound, dripping down to pool with the rest of the slowly congealing blood and onto Sams bare chest, as Jacob took in great shuddering breaths, not being able to move as the adrenaline slowly left his body and he began to realise what he had done. A terrible feeling grew in his stomach, till he felt he could no longer breathe. All he could taste was blood, and all he could see was the lifeless body of his once former friend; ripped to shreds by his own fury and anger.

"Jacob!" A cry rang out through the empty church echoing off the walls, in a dim parody of a cave, a bloody unsanctified cave, full of rage, horror and regret.

Jacob lifted his ears, but other than that he had no reaction, head hung, still staring at Sams lifless form.

"Jacob." the voice was closer now as he came to Jacob's side, "Jacob, come with me, come away from Sam. He's dead, there's no more you can do for him." said the voice placing a hand on Jacob's shoulder. With a jolt Jacob came crashing back to reality, the touch sending shudders throughout his body, awakening him from the shock. "Jacob come away" the voice repeated, which Jacob realised belonged to Edward. He looked up focusing on Edward as he slowly followed him away from Sam, each step heavy with remorse and regret as he walked away.

When they got into the back room of the church Jacob backed himself up into the corner, and started shaking, growling when Edward got to close, licking his wounds. His emotions were overwhelming, so much so that he blocked them out, relying purely on his instincts to tell him what to do, and in that moment his instincts were telling him Edward was enemy, they were screaming "Vampire, Enemy! Enemy!"

"Jacob its okay," said Edward in soothing tones, "you have to let me close; you need medical attention; I need to examine your wounds to ensure you're not seriously hurt" Edward said inching closer until Jacob let him close enough that he could gatherer the wolf in his arms, reassuring him and reminding him who he was.

Once Jacob recognised Edward he relaxed, wincing slightly as his injuries flared where Edward held him, but he did not care, as he had Edward there comforting him, worth the slight discomfort of irritating his wounds to be able to be held by Edward. With the reassurance that Edward was providing he felt safe enough to change to human form again. Withdrawing from his wolf counterpart, Jacob was unable to keep a hold on his emotions any longer, letting all his emotions out all at once, he went in to shock, as he started shaking: tremors rippling through his whole body, and breathe coming rapidly fast, as Edward held him tightly, steadying him as he started to cry.

After Jacob had stopped shaking, Edward got up and grabbed a towel, wetting it under the tap he gently cleaned the dried blood off of Jacob's skin. Marvelling as his wounds healed, he kept gently dabbing till all he could see was bare skin again, then he placed a kiss where the injury used to be, thankful that Jacob hadn't been killed, and regretful off his rash behaviour of running off earlier. He conveyed this as he comforted Jacob, meeting Jacob's lips with a needy kiss, a kiss to ensure that Jacob was still alive and here with him, adding another kiss to show Jacob Edward wasn't ready to give up just yet, he wasn't ever going to be anywhere other than by Jacobs side.

"I love you" he murmured against Jacob's mouth.

"I love you too" Jacob mumbled back. "Im so sorry" he said tears leaking out again as he pulled away from Edward slightly "I'm so, so sorry" he said tears flowing more freely as he apologised.

Edward knew that Jacob wasn't just apologising for not telling him the whole truth about the real reason he was marrying him, but he was also apoligising for killing Sam.

"I didnt mean it." he said "I didn't mean any of it."

"Shh, I know," said Edward "wrapping his arms around Jacob again and kissing away his tears, "I forgive you for lying to me and It wasn't your fault what happened to Sam, he attacked you; you had no choice. It was either kill him or be killed."

"We were friends once, friends, and now he's dead, dead." he repeated, not quite believing it "and I killed him, I'm a murder, no better than those bloodsucking vampires who kill only the humans just for thrills."

"Jacob. Stop this. It will do you no good to dwell on this, I know. You have to just move on and accept it wasn't your fault, you cant take responsibility for this, you gave him a chance to surrender, to walk away, and he didn't. You cant feel guilty for surviving, for living. I know you, you're a good person, you didn't mean this to happen, and anything that happened to Sam is no ones fault bar his own,"

Jacob burried his head in Edward's chest, enveloping himself in his smell, appreciating the fact that only a few hours ago he thought he would never be able to do this again. Edward held Jacob tightly, knowing he was too emotionally drained to discuss this furthur for now.

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A while later Edward decided to take Jacob home, leaving through the back door so Jacob wouldn't get upset again with the sight of Sams dead body. Edward sent Jacob to his bed as he almost fell over a few times, stumbling he was that tired; the healing taking a lot out of him. Edward paced around the living room, till a knock at the door startled him out of his thoughts.

"Emily," sighed Edward opening the door to greet her angry expression "What are you doing here?"

A/n I know awkward break between chapters, I'm sorry but my muse just ran out at that point and refuses to write more till I upload this chapter, so nothing more to do but break the chapter there. Remember to review, and ill see you next chapter.