Chapter 15

EPOV

I swear that I could just kiss my sister, despite all of her demands and her controlling nature, she has helped make this the best night of my life.

When I first saw Bella tonight, she took my breath away, granted she still is but I have a little better control over it now.

When Alice pulled me aside earlier I was concerned that maybe Bella had spoken with her about our conversation regarding covering up our relationship, but no she completely took me by surprise.

"There's an overnight bag packed for both of you in your trunk and a room reserved in your name at the Red Lion."

"I really am sorry about last night and I want to make it up to you both by giving you some much deserved privacy."

"Have a wonderful night and I love you."

"Alice, how did you know that I would choose the Vanquish?" I asked.

"Just a hunch" she grinned and gave me a wink.

"I was planning on the Volvo you know?" She just laughed, "I knew that you would change your mind."

Once we were seated at the table again, I could think of nothing but grabbing Bella and getting the hell out of there, but that would be obvious.

We finished our wine, and I know I probably should have ordered her something else, but I didn't want her to feel more self-conscious about her age by drawing attention to it. I did watch her very closely to make sure that she wasn't getting drunk, but she appeared to be fine.

I could tell that she was really relaxed and I couldn't help but appreciate that, but I was not going to let her make any decisions because of alcohol.

After I motioned to the server for him to deliver the check, Emmett started talking about going home and doing shots and playing guitar hero.

That was the furthest thing in my mind at that moment and I tried to let him know that Bella and I wouldn't be home that night without letting her in on Alice's surprise. Tragically subtlety is not Emmett's gift and then he started whining about party planning. I have to assume that Rosalie was included on Alice's plans because she finally kicked Emmett to shut him up.

I made a mental note that from now on, I needed to try to be nicer to her.

I tried to figure out why she has such an interest in this, and all I can figure is that she truly cares about Bella.

That's just another thing about Bella that I love, she has a knack for making people care about her. It must be that she has such an innocent quality about her and I'm not talking about sexually. She looks like fucking sex on legs, but her nature is almost angelic. I don't believe that she has the ability to be malicious. She has such a forgiving nature, no matter what people say or do, she forgives easily and loves unconditionally. Jesus, this world would be such a better place if more people could be like her.

She reminds me a lot of Esme, and don't think for a second that I don't find that more than a little disturbing.

Esme is such a caring and nurturing spirit. I don't remember my birth parents unfortunately but I can't imagine having a better mother than Esme and Carlisle is the dad that every boy should have. He is the perfect role model: Kind and compassionate, loving and honest, and extremely supportive. All that he expects out of his children are to be happy and that we do our best to be the best people that we are capable of being. I only pray that one day that I can be as good of a father as he is.

While I was thinking about how blessed I am, I took a look at the angel in the passenger seat of my car. It was then that I realized that she is what has been missing from our family; she is a perfect fit and I knew now more than ever that I would die to protect her and keep her with us for the rest of time.

How is it possible that in such a short time I have managed to find the missing part of me?

I was still lost in my thoughts when I heard her:

"Where are we going? She asked. "Alice planned a surprise for us love." I tried to explain. "Well, she could have at least let me in on it." She pouted.

"Well then it wouldn't have been much of a surprise if she had, now would it?" I couldn't help but laugh at her reaction, she is so adorable.

I also couldn't help that I was desperate to bend down and take that bottom lip between my teeth and give it a little nibble, but I was able to restrain myself.

"We're almost there love, I promise."

A few minutes later we pull into the drive of the Red Lion Hotel. Port Angeles doesn't have many hotels but this is the best of them.

I would have loved to have taken her to Seattle or even better yet Vancouver, but that would take a little planning.

"Edward" oh no she seemed scared now.

"Bella, breathe love," "This is just Alice's way of giving us privacy, a little token you could say of her remorse for last night and for barging in on us this morning."

"Remember our earlier conversation?" "You are in control here, no expectations, no demands, as little or as much as you want."

"All that I care about is having you to myself tonight."

"Are you ok with this gorgeous? If you're not, we can go back to the house."

"No, I don't want to go back." Edward " I want this for us, I want to sleep in your arms and not worry about being walked in on"

"Please don't worry about me, I'm fine, honestly. I was just surprised and I guess that was the point." She was laughing now.

"Yes it was love."

I parked the car and walked to her side of the car to open the door for her.

We the went to the trunk to get our bag, when I realized that were two bags, not just the one.

It appeared that there was a bag for each of us, I noticed the luggage tags; Bella was written on one and Edward was written on the other. I grabbed them both and helped her to the door of the lobby, she still wasn't really stable in those shoes. Alice really should have known better, but on the other hand I had to admit that they were hot as hell.

I left her sitting on a sofa in the middle of the beautiful lobby, while I went to check us in. I tried to get the clerk to hurry up as I was anxious to get Bella to the room, but he acted like he was brain dead.

I tried to give him my name and drivers license, but he wouldn't take his eyes off of Bella.

I mean this idiot was literally drooling, I cleared my throat trying to get his attention before I jumped over the desk and strangled him to death.

First of all he should have seen that she was way the fuck out of his league, hell she's out of mine too, but it seems that she adores me, so I will count my blessings and shut up about it.

Second of all, he should have noticed that we came in together and there is no way that we would have ever been mistaken as brother and sister.

This bastard is really starting to piss me off.

Uh, excuse me Paul is it? Then he finally seemed to take notice of me.

My bride and I would very much like our key please, we were just married and are very anxious to start our honeymoon, if you don't mind.

Ha, take that you asshole.

"Oh yes sir, your room number is 736, it's our bridal suite." "Would you like some help with your bags?" I tell him no that I could handle it.

"Well, congratulations and enjoy your stay" he said and then I heard him mutter, you lucky bastard. Instead of calling him out on that, I could do nothing more than agree with him.

"Edward, what took you so long?"

I was still fuming, but I knew that I had to get that in check before she thought that she had done something wrong.

"Don't worry about it love, that guy was being a douche." I told her praying that she wouldn't ask me what he did.

We started looking for the elevators and as we were almost there, that jackass spoke up again. "Oh yeah, Mr. and Mrs. Cullen" oh shit. That's going to require an explanation.

"I'm sorry, but I almost forgot this." He handed me a sealed envelope that had my name on it and I immediately recognized the handwriting.

"A very pretty woman left this for you earlier today." He looked at me like he had something on me.

"Alice" I said simply and showed Bella the envelope.

"Her instructions were for you to open it as soon as you got to your room."

"Thank you Paul, now is there anything else?"

"No sir" he spat out and turned and walked away.

We were finally alone in the elevator and I found myself relaxing instantly.

"Well he was friendly." Bella laughed. I just grunted.

"Uh, Mr. and Mrs. Cullen?"

"Well he was staring at you and I couldn't get his attention to let me check in and finally I snapped Bella" "I'm sorry, but I told him that we were newlyweds and were ready to start our honeymoon."

"OH" she said and just giggled.

"Are you mad love?" "Not at all, in fact it's kind of funny."

"Funny?" "Are you crazy, it was infuriating."

"Well, now you know how I felt with you at the restaurant tonight with the hostess and the server."

I realized that she had a point and just wrapped my arms around her and kissed the top of her head.

We had no trouble finding our room, hell it took up half of the seventh floor.

I fumbled with the key for a moment trying to get the door open when Bella took it from me and let us in.

I guess that I'm more nervous than I thought and I'm so glad that she seems to be so calm.

I loved looking at her face as she tried to take in the room.

"There was a fireplace with a fire already burning, a very comfortable looking couch and two very plush chairs.

She continued to look around and went to inspect the bedrooms and the bathrooms.

"Wow, this is amazing, I think that the most luxurious place I have ever stayed before is a Holiday Inn."

I made a mental note then to take her to as many five star hotels as I can find. This was nothing in comparison.

While she wondered around the rooms, I took our bags to the larger of the two rooms, and opened the letter from Alice.

Dear Edward and Bella:

I hope that you enjoy the room, it was the best that I could do on short notice.

Edward open your bag, now and I mean it.

I opened my bag and the first thing that I saw was my Ipod and my docking station. God she really thought of everything.

Inside the zipper pocket is a lighter, there are supposed to be candles in the main bedroom and in the bathroom. Let me know if there aren't so I can give the idiot at the desk hell.

There are black silk sleep pants in your bag Edward, you are going to love the way they feel and you had better not throw on a T-shirt to go with them. I will know.

Room service will be there within 15 minutes with a bottle of champagne and chocolate covered strawberries. I know that you don't want Bella drinking Edward, but a glass or two will do wonders for her nerves.

I left a separate letter for Bella in her bag, after room service leaves, please ask her to open it and read.

I hope that you two have a wonderful night and I love you both.

See you tomorrow.

Love,

Alice

Wow, I was really touched. Alice went to a lot of trouble to make this night perfect. I know that she's expecting that Bella and I will make love tonight, but whatever happens doesn't matter. Being here with her like this in this setting is just the most amazing thing that I could imagine. Anything else would just be icing on the cake.

"What did Alice have to say?" God I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't even notice her come in the room.

"Oh not too much, she was just telling me to open my bag because she had left my Ipod and docking station in there for music."

"Room service apparently will be here in a few minutes." "Promise me that you won't drink too much love." "I don't want you to get sick, ok."

"No problem at all, I have no desire to get drunk and sick tonight."

"Oh yeah, there's a letter in your bag for you, but you're supposed to wait until room service leaves."

"God, what has she done now?" "Edward, I truly love your sister, but sometimes she can be a bit overbearing."

"That's an understatement if I've ever heard one, love."

We were both laughing at that when I heard the doorbell, "room service" a voice rang out.

I went out to collect the tray and by the time that I came back Bella was looking out the window, "so beautiful" she said softly.

"I couldn't agree more angel." I think that she knew that we weren't talking about the same things.

I opened the bottle and poured her a glass. "Mmm delicious", she said.

I poured myself one also and asked her if she wanted to read her letter now.

She opened her bag and pulled the letter out and opened it.

Dear Bella,

I hope that tonight is everything that you want it to be.

I really don't have any instructions for you, except that you may want to wear his dress shirt to bed tonight. Don't button it just use it as a cover up, trust me it will be fine.

Oh one other piece of advise tonight would be an excellent time for you to tell him how you feel about him. I promise you on my wardrobe, that he will not freak out or react negatively in any way. I've known him a long time and you are what he's been waiting for.

Don't over think things and just enjoy yourself.

I love you,

Alice.

"What did she have to say to you, baby?" I asked her, I noticed how quiet she had become and her blush was back in full force. I really hope Alice didn't get out of line, if she ruined our night, I was going to kill her.

"Oh not too much, just that she wanted to tell me to enjoy myself and that she loves us both."

I grabbed the remote for my docking station and pulled up a play list that I hoped that Bella would love.

It was all smooth jazz and some gorgeous fusion. Definitely mood music, but also very relaxing.

"I'm going to go into the bathroom and get changed" I told her, "Do you want me to pour you some more before I do?"

"Um, not right now, but maybe in a little while" she said.

I bent down to kiss her, honestly I meant for it just to be a soft, chaste kiss, but I could taste the champagne on her lips and I couldn't help myself.

I opened my mouth inviting her tongue to join with mine. She quickly responded and It was like a fire had been ignited within and I powerless against it. I started rubbing my hands up and down her arms, across her back and down her sides. It was like they had a mind of their own and I was just along for the ride. She had her hands in my hair, pulling my body closer to hers; It felt like we were trying to climb inside of each other, my erection was raging now and I pulled her into my body so that she could feel it.

She had to know what she did to me, I know that I promised that I would let her decide and I stand by that, but she had to know how much I wanted her. We were both moaning loudly and grinding into each other; I was so close to throwing her down on the bed, promises be damned, but I couldn't do that to her, reluctantly I broke away from the kiss, we really did need some oxygen.

"I'm sorry" We both said at the same time.

I leaned over and kissed her lightly on her forehead and said" I'm going to get changed now."I'm not sure how I managed to walk into the bathroom, but once there I collapsed. Literally my legs couldn't support my body anymore.

I wanted to cry, I just broke almost every promise that I had made to her out there; I have always considered myself to be stronger than this, I have never had trouble controlling my urges before. This was heaven and hell wrapped into one big package. I'm so afraid that she's going to hate me now, but I can't stay in here all night.

I quickly changed into the sleep pants that Alice provided and she was right they felt amazing. I brushed my teeth and took a breath. It was time to face the music.

I walked back into the bedroom ready to beg for mercy when I saw her. Her face was beaming at me, her skin had a beautiful flush and she looked truly blissful.

At least I know that she isn't mad at me, I poured myself another glass of champagne and asked if she would like one now.

"Yes please, I'm going to go change now."

I noticed though that before she walked into the bathroom that she had stopped by the chair where I had laid my clothes and picked something up. I couldn't quite make out what it was, but if it was mine she was more than welcome to it.

I had just finished lighting all of the candles when she walked out of the bathroom.

Holy God, I could only stare at her; she was wearing my dress shirt over some barely there underwear and those fuck hot shoes.

She was walking slowly towards me with a confidence that I had never seen her exhibit before.

I handed her the glass that I had poured for her and told her that I needed to check my bag for something; I had already looked once but I had to check again, fuck me, no such luck. God damn Alice, how is that she can plan everything out with such precision and forget the most important thing.

I plopped down and hung my head in despair. I have never felt this much frustration before.

I guess that I'm going to have to get dressed and go to the 24 hour pharmacy that we passed on our way in.

I can't tell this woman that we can't make love tonight, because we don't have condoms. I won't deny her or myself, for that matter.

"Edward, baby what's wrong?" "Did I do something wrong, is it because I'm wearing your shirt?" "I'm sorry, I'll go take it off, it's just that it smells like you and I can't get enough of that."

"Bella, love no, god no, you didn't do anything wrong, and as far as the shirt goes, you can keep it, it looks so much better on you than it does on me.""Then what's the matter, please talk to me." She was pleading with me.

"Bella, it's just that I never want to deny you anything, and I got the impression that maybe you wanted to make love tonight." "Am I wrong?"

She looked at me for a moment with an unreadable expression and I'm growing more frustrated by the second."

"No, Edward, you're not wrong at all." "I want you very much and I'm ready." "I know that this might come as a shock and I hope that I don't damage anything between us after I say what I'm about to say" she took a deep breath before she began to speak again, I'm really getting nervous now.

"I've already given you my heart, and now I want to give you my body."

"Bella, what do you mean that you've given me your heart." I know how selfish it is, but I had to hear her say the words.

"I mean Edward that I'm falling in love with you."

"Oh Bella," I reach up to pull her into my lap, before she can become worried. The tears were falling now and they weren't hers.

I looked up at her and tried to smile but I was so overcome with love that I couldn't manage it. All that I could do was hold her and profess my love to her also.

We just sat there for a short time, I told her that it was love at first sight for me. I promised to never let her go and would do anything in my power to deserve her love.

"What were you so unhappy about a little while ago?" she asked.

I explained to her that I wanted to make love to her so badly and it seems that my uber-organized sister forgot to pack condoms.

"I didn't want to tell you no, but I have to protect you." I told her.

"Oh, is that all?" she asked.

"That's plenty" I said honestly

"Edward, I have female problems, I've been on the pill since I was 14 trying to help control them."

"We're both virgins, so disease isn't an issue." "as far as I'm concerned, there is no problem."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I wonder if Alice knew this too?

Get your mind off of your sister you dumb ass.

"So, are there any other issues, that we need to discuss?" She asked.

"Well there is actually one more and I hate to bring this up…"

I reached in my wallet and pulled eight twenty dollar bills and handed them to her.

"Edward, what the hell is this?" shit she sounded mad.

"Bella, listen to me for a minute please and don't get pissed."

"That's the money your dad pays me for your piano lessons, I have to cash the checks or he will suspect something." "But there is no fucking way that I'm going to take his money.""First of all I don't need the money" "Second of all, I can't let him pay me to spend time with you, it's not right."

"And make no mistake about it, I'm going to teach you to play the piano."

"Well if you are going to teach me then keep the money."

"No Bella, to me that's just wrong." "Take the money, buy books with it, use it for gas, god knows that monstrosity,,,"

"Hey, don't hate the truck" she was laughing though, so I knew that we were ok.

"Ok, now sweet girl, no more issues." "Come here those lips are much to delectable to be ignored."

I laid back onto the bed gently pulling her with me. I couldn't believe what was happening, I'm here about to make love to the woman that I love. If someone had told me two weeks ago that this would be happening, I would have laughed in their face.

But it's real and we're here and I knew that I never wanted to let her go.

We laid there for some time, just listening to the music, and just being.

I could spend hours just touching her and getting lost in those eyes.

We would stop kissing for a moment just to satisfy our need for air, but that was about as long as we could handle being apart.

Our kisses were becoming more urgent and every time she touched me I thought that I was going to lose my mind from the intensity.

I knew that this was it, there was no turning back for either of us.

I started to sit up in order to have better access to her, I had to see her, all of her.

My cock was screaming at me to just take her so that I could have the relief that I so desperately needed. My heart was telling me that I had to take care of her first. Her needs will always come first.

Once I was kneeling between her legs, I began to take my shirt off of her. Christ I love the way she looked in that. But I loved the way that she looked out of it even more.

She still had her panties and bra on, and I had to fight the urge to just rip them off and bury myself to the hilt inside of her. God this was taking more control than I knew that I was capable of.

I leaned down to kiss her and put my arm around her back, fumbling for a moment to unclasp her bra; I let it fall to the side and I could not take my eyes off of her.

I knew that I needed to do or say something, but my brain had officially stopped functioning.

She was beginning to become self-conscious, I could see it on her face.

Then she tried to cover up with her arms; I wouldn't have that.

I pulled them back down as gently as possible and said "Bella, you are never to cover yourself in front of me again." "Do you understand me?"

Shit, where did that come from? I'm not some domineering asshole, but the thought of her covering herself for one minute did something to me.

She was magnificent and she needed to know that.

I looked her in the eyes and lowered my head, silently asking permission, I had to taste her, she nodded granting me my wish. "Thank you" I whisper.

I gently took both breasts in my hand, massaging them as softly as I could, I started rubbing small circles around her nipples, I wanted to watch her face and try to gauge her reactions, but I couldn't take my eyes from my hands.

She was a new instrument and I wanted to play her to perfection.

I start kissing my way down her neck, finally stopping where I had to be.

I placed a few tentative kisses on the tiny buds, encouraged by her moaning, I took it into my mouth, laving it with my tongue; she had her hands in my hair, pulling to encourage me to give her more. I began to suck on her breast, gently biting her nipple, that seemed to drive her crazy and she began writing beneath me.

After stopping to pay equal attention to the other side, I began kissing my way down her ribcage and then her flat stomach.

She was frantically trying to rub her legs together, needing friction so much.

I wasn't having that though, I knew it was cruel, but I wanted to be the one to give her pleasure tonight.

My hands were on her thighs, keeping her knees bent and spread open for me.

"What do you want Bella?" I ask.

"You Edward, you I want all of you, please." She was begging me now.

"You've got me baby, all you have to do is tell me what you want and I will give it to you."

"Touch me please Edward." "I need you to touch me."

"I am touching you Bella," I whispered.

I don't know what had gotten into me tonight, I had meant for this to be sweet and a reflection of my love for her; instead I'm trying to drive her into a frenzy. I need her to scream my name, when I finally give her what she needs.

I knew deep down inside that the anticipation would make her orgasm more explosive, but it's like something had taken control of my mind and body and I was just a spectator in this game.

I began to peel her panties down but something in me just snapped.

I had to see her and feel her now, I had to taste her, I had to make her cum with my mouth and I needed it now. I didn't have time to screw with taking her panties off the way that I should, so I ripped them off. Fuck it, I'll buy her a new pair, hell I will buy her a hundred new pairs.

I regained my senses when I heard her gasp.

"Oh God, I scared her, get your shit together Cullen, before she walks out on you."

"Bella, love are you ok?" "I'm so sorry baby, did I scare you or did I hurt you in anyway.?"

"I never wanted this to go this way, and I haven't let you take charge very well."

"Edward baby, I'm fine, I'm not scared and I'm not hurt."

I'm about to back away from her in order to get my shit together and hopefully will be allowed another chance to make this right, when she surprised me.

"Edward, look at me " "Don't you fucking pull away from me now."

I looked up at her and was totally speechless when she said. "I love the sweet, romantic and loving side of you and there are going to be times that I want that, but right now this side of you, this dominant and commanding and yes even teasing side of you is driving me insane."

"I love that you want to be gentle and tender with me and that all that you want is to make love to me."

She continued to blow my mind when she said "There's nothing wrong with lust and raw passion either." "I love that you need me like this, it's the same way that I need you, we have all of the time in the world to explore our physical relationship, but we only have one first time." She was pleading with me now, "Why don't we let it be what we both need?"

I just looked at her for a minute, unable to believe that this woman was mine. I wanted the right words to let her know how much she means to me, but all I could come up with was "I fucking love you Bella Swan."

I finished pulling the scraps of her panties off of her, tucking them somewhere that I would be able to find them later, I am so keeping them for myself.

I couldn't stand it any longer, I had to see her and I pushed her knees further apart. I could see the moisture that was beginning to run down her thigh, she was so fucking wet and I could smell her arousal. There is no fragrance that could compare to this. She is completely bare and spread open for me now. I take a finger and soft start stroking her soft folds, oh my god the heat. It's overwhelming. I have never wanted anything more than I want to bury my tongue deep inside of her.

"Bella, I've got to taste you, please say that I can."

"Edward" she's got her hand back in my hair again, "It's all for you, whatever you want is yours, please take it." she then used her hand to push my head towards her beautiful pussy.

Oh my God, I've died and gone to heaven. She is so fucking sweet, god her taste, nothing compares to this. I want nothing more at this moment than for her cum all around me, I want to drown in her and then come back for more.

I plunge a finger into her, while sucking on her clit.

"Ugh, Edward, so fucking good, baby bite it, please, I need it harder.

I add a second finger to her dripping pussy and bit down on her clit.

She was pulling my hair so hard that I didn't know if I would have any left tomorrow and truthfully I could have cared less.

"Oh god Edward, so good, more please help me?"

"Help you how baby, anything you want, I will give it to you."

I added a third finger and bit down harder on her clit.

God she is fucking hot, she started screaming and began fucking my hand.

"I'm so close Edward, talk to me."

Hmm, I think that she wants dirty talk, well who would I be to deny her?

What do you want me to say Bella? Do you want me tell you how sweet your pussy is? "Ugh yes," "Bella, do want me to tell about how I want you to cum so hard on my face that I'll be able to taste you next week? "Oh god yes," "Do want to know about how after you cum, I'm going to ram my hard cock into you until you forget your own name.?" "Ugh, fuck yes Edward, please." "Bella, do you want me ride you from behind?" I could feel her walls clamping down on my fingers now and knew that she was almost there. I curved my fingers inwards so that I could reach that sweet spot, instantly she was trembling, "Bella, would you like to hear about the dreams that I have had of you sucking my cock?" "I really want to fuck your mouth sweet girl."

"UGH, fuck, oh my god, Edward," she screamed, and I felt her come undone around my hand. I quickly bent my head down to gather all of her juices, there was no way that I was wasting a drop of that.

I needed to lay down for a moment to try to regain control of myself. I pulled her down with me and I kissed her on the top of her head. I knew that she needed a few minutes to recover also. I really wanted to kiss her but I didn't know how she would respond to tasting herself on me.

Once again my girl surprised me, by pulling me towards her and kissing me with all that she had.

She just smiled and said."mmm, we taste good."

A/N

I hadn't intended to split this chapter but it has gotten way too long.

Next chapter our boy gets his.