A/N Sorry about the delay in posting; I've been sick and was on so much medicine, that nothing I wrote would have made a lot of sense anyway.

To make up for it, I will try to do 3 chapters this weekend.

Oh and of course I own nothing, no matter how much I beg Stephanie Meyer won't let me have Edward, and Kstew won't let me have Rpatz.

Oh and in case you haven't seen it yet, check out T M Z dot com, he got his hair cut super short. I need a Kleenex now.

Chapter 16

BPOV

"Wow" It's all that I could manage to say; I never knew that contentment could ever exist. I had never before felt such contentment, such love, and so satiated. I think that I could lay here and revel in this feeling forever, but there is still some unfinished business, that desperately needed to be attended to.

Edward took me to places that before I could never imagine and now never want to leave; but it's his turn now and I can only hope that it will be at least as satisfying for him than it was for me.

I'm not sure why, but I am feeling extremely nervous and self-conscious now. It's not about my body any more, but more my ability to bring him any pleasure. I have no idea what to do or how to do it, this could be very embarrassing.

"You seem nervous sweet girl, what's going through that beautiful head of yours?" He finally brought me out of my haze.

"It's nothing Edward, I'm just worried a little is all." I promised.

"Worried about what? Bella I meant what I said this does not have to go any further until you're ready." "Just thank you for allowing me to pleasure you, that was the most amazing thing that I have ever experienced."No Edward you don't understand." "It's just that was so incredible and I want to take care of you too and I'm just not sure that I know how or what to do." "I want you to feel as good as I do, does that make any sense at all?"

"Baby, you could never disappoint me, I love that we are experiencing and learning these things together for the first time." He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me.

"But you were so amazing, I wouldn't have known where to begin and it just seem to come so naturally to you."

"Bella, baby, relax; I promise you that a lot of it is natural instinct you can't mess up, I promise." "And secondly you don't go through five years of college without witnessing some things, no matter how much you may not want to." He shuddered as if he were reliving some truly horrific moment.

"I love you Edward"

"Shh, sweetheart, I love you too, It's ok love I promise we'll take this at your pace, I never want you to feel uncomfortable."

He just held me, and kissed me, whispering words of love trying to soothe my nerves.

I'm not sure what I ever did to deserve this man, but I swear that I will thank God every day for him.

He began rubbing circles on my back, I'm sure they were meant to be calming but in fact they did everything but. He was lighting my body on fire again and I knew that I needed to woman up and give back to him what he was doing for me.

I knew the second that he felt my change in mood, his kisses changed from light and loving to firm and passionate. Our tongues were fighting for dominance over the other. His hands began roaming from my back to my rib cage to my hips and eventually landing on my ass, massaging me firmly.

He used his knee to pry my legs apart and he had one hand on my breast and the other was working its way down my body, I knew that he wanted to me to orgasm again, but I wanted this to be for and about him now. I want to try to please him like he had done for me, so I raised my body up and tried to force him onto his back. He looked confused for a minute, then he realized what I wanted and rolled back for me.

I pried my lips from his and began trailing kisses down his neck, God his skin tastes like heaven. I stopped for a second to lightly bite him behind his ear. I heard him groan and he begged for me to do that again and he wanted it harder, I was more than happy to comply. Hmm note to remember he finds biting as erotic as I do. A little pain mixed with a whole lot of pleasure, the combination is very intense to say the least.

My hands were making their way downwards from his strong shoulders, to his beautiful chest and across his perfect abs, to finally find their way to the "V" oh my god his body is a work of art that is meant to be worshiped.

I knew then what I had to do; I took a deep breath and just took in the sight of all of him. Laid out before me like the most perfect gift. This was the first time I had seen all of him before. I could avert my eyes no longer and took my first look at it.

Holy shit, are they really supposed to be this huge? I mean, I really didn't have a basis for comparison but he was massive.

He was being so amazingly patient with me, allowing me to explore all of him. I couldn't believe he was mine. I vowed at that moment to never do anything that would jeopardize us.

I took a deep breath trying to de-fog my brain. I knew that he must be dying for me to touch him, and I tried to figure out the best way to do that.

He must have been able to read my mind and gently he took my hand and guided me to grasp him.

Jesus, the way that he felt in my hand. He was so hard but his skin was so soft. Using my hand he gently began helping me stroke him, after a minute or two of his help, I was pretty sure I knew what to do, I continued my efforts.

His hands were back on my breasts firmly massaging them much more firmly than he had done before. Oh my god what an amazing sensation.

I picked up the tempo of my stroking and heard him moan "Ugh yes, Bella, harder please baby, squeeze me harder."

I was happy to give him what he needed and prayed that I wouldn't hurt him and I apparently didn't. In that moment I noticed the pre-cum seeping from his cock and I knew that I had to taste that.

Where I was shy and awkward when it came to touching him, this just seemed to come naturally to me.

I bent down to lick the drops off of his head, oh my god he tastes amazing.

"Ugh Bella baby, you don't have to do this."

"Don't you want this Edward?" "Are you kidding me, of course I do, but I would never demand this of you."

"Edward, I want to, you taste like heaven and I want more, please baby." I knew that I sounded pathetic, but I really have to do this.

Gently he put his hand on my head and began pushing me towards his cock.

Once I had my mouth around him he gave me a minute to adjust to the size. I knew that there was no way that I could take all of him, but that didn't seem to bother him a bit.

He started to guide my head up and down his shaft, very much like he had with my hand earlier.

I wasn't quite sure what I should be doing and just went for the obvious, sucking him firmly. I made my way back up to his head to lick more of his delicious fluids from him.

"Bella, this feels so fucking good." "Baby, use your teeth gently to scrape up and down, please sweet girl."

I did as he asked and then started using my hand on the part of him that I couldn't take in my mouth.

"OH Shit, Bella, fuck baby I need you to stop now, I'm about to cum."

I moaned, hoping that would encourage him to continue, I wanted him to fall apart like I had earlier.

"Baby, I want to cum inside you, please can I have you now?"

I slowly raised off of him, not wanting to let him go, but at the same time wanting to give him what he seemed to need so badly. Once I let all of him go, I felt the loss immediately. Who would have known that this would be something that I would love to do so much? Having heard girls talk about this for all of these years, it had just seemed like it would be repulsive. But I can't get enough of him, his weight in my mouth, the feel of his velvety skin and most of all his scent and taste. I was addicted and wanted another fix already.

I knew though what it was that he really wanted and I was more than ready and willing to give it to him and I told him so.

Tenderly he kissed me and rolled me over to my back, he spent a couple of minutes teasing me, rubbing my clit gently and pumping his fingers inside of me to make sure that I was wet enough for him. Trust me that was not a problem, I was soaking wet.

He climbed on top of me holding most of his weight off of me. He kissed me again and again. Thanking me for what I was giving him and whispering words of love and adoration to me.

I think that he was trying to take his time and make sure that he had control of himself.

"I'm ready baby" I whispered to him; he just nodded and positioned himself at my entrance.

I wasn't really convinced that he was going to fit inside of me, and so I braced myself for the pain.

"Relax baby" he whispered kissing me.

"I'm going to go slowly, if it hurts too bad, please tell me and I promise to stop."

At that moment I felt him enter me, it was a strange sensation, but not at all unpleasant. He was filling me so slowly and gently; It seemed that he was only giving me an inch at a time and I was ready for more.

I tried to encourage him, I told him that I was not hurting and that I was fine.

"Baby I haven't gotten there yet, I'm so sorry."

"Sorry for what?" I asked naively

"Sweetheart, this is going to hurt, it's so unfair to you, but I will be as gentle as I can."

That's when I felt it. Oh my god it felt like I was being split in two. I couldn't help the gasp that I let out.

"Baby are you ok? Do you need me to stop? I'm so sorry, he was almost sobbing now.

"I'm ok baby, believe me I would tell you if I weren't" "Could you just give me a minute or two to adjust?" I asked.

He gathered me in his arms and pulled me into a loving embrace. Kissing my forehead and telling me how much he loved me and thanking me for giving myself to him and promising me that I will never regret it. As if I ever could.

This sensation that I was feeling was indescribable, so full, so complete, I needed more and now.

I began encouraging him to move again, he looked at me as if he were trying to decide if this was what I really wanted or if I was trying to make him feel better.

"I'm ok now, please I want more" I begged. He began moving so slowly that it was agonizing. I started meeting him thrust for thrust, encouraging him for more, or faster, I wasn't quite sure what I needed.

"Are you sure love?" He asked, apparently sensing that I needed something else.

"He pulled out almost completely and before I could register my complaint, he slammed back into."

"Fuck baby, so tight, so hot, I never knew." "Oh baby, I never knew that it would be like this." He was going on and on praising me, for what I'm not sure and I'm not sure even he knew.

He pulled my legs around his waist so that he could enter me at an angle, faster and faster.

"Oh my fucking god." I yelled, I was in heaven.

"Bella baby, look down, look at us, see how beautiful we are together."

He was right, I had never witnessed anything this amazing before.

I was so close to my orgasm, I never imagined that this would happen my first time. I could feel the tingling in my toes and the warmth spreading up to my abdomen. It felt like a coil that was pulled so tightly and I knew it was about to snap.

Edward obviously knew what was happening so he started massaging my clit. "Bella, I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on, I need you to cum love."

He bent his head down and kissed me fiercely and that did it.

The coil broke and I completely came undone around him. That seemed to trigger his and I heard him scream "Oh my god, I'm cumming, I love you Baby." I could feel him pulsing inside me for a few seconds longer, then we both collapsed; Completely satisfied, exhausted and fully loved.

We lay there for a few minutes, trying to collect our thoughts, waiting for our breathing to even out, to just realize the enormity of what had just happened.

Eventually, the silence became agonizing, I was desperate to know what he was thinking.

"How do you feel love?" He asked, "are you hurting terribly?"

"Not at all" I answered honestly. "I'm a little sore, but that's to be expected" I explained. "It wasn't nearly as painful as I thought it would be and the soreness, is a good kind of sore, sort of like after working out."

"How about we get in the tub, we can turn on the jets and maybe that will help the aches."

"That sounds amazing" "I'm really thirsty also."

He got up and went to the mini-fridge and pulled out a bottle of water for me.

He gave me the water and said that he was going to start the water in the tub; "Wait here, I'll be back for you in a minute" he said.

I was enjoying the icy coolness of the water and was lost in my thoughts, I never heard him come back him the room.

I heard him laugh and then he said "penny for your thoughts." I then felt the heat on my face, I knew that I had just been busted.

I tried to stand up to follow him to the bathroom, but my legs weren't functioning. He chuckled a little and came over to the bed and picked me up and carried me bridal style into the bathroom and set me gently into the tub.

I noticed that he had left the lights off but had lit a bunch of candles.

God he's such a romantic, I love it.

He climbed in the tub behind me and pulled me back against his chest so that I could rest against him for support.

"Edward" "Yes love" "in case I forget to tell you later, this has been the best night of my life, thank you, for choosing me."

He wrapped his arms around me and held me closely and whispered into my ear "me too sweetheart, I never knew that I could ever have something so perfect."

After a while of soaking and relaxing, I felt like I couldn't keep my eyes open; I was honestly exhausted but at the same time I never wanted this night to end.

He must have realized that I was beginning to doze because he stood up then and climbed out of the tub; "Hold on sweetheart, don't try to stand up, I will get you."

He easily picked me up and wrapped me in a plush towel. I was worried about him having to carry my weight, especially since he had done all of the work tonight, but he acted like it was effortless.

"Do you want anything out of your bag love?" He asked.

"No I'm fine" I told him "I'd love to get to sleep with you like this tonight, God knows when we will have the chance again."

"Good choice" he said "I may never let you put clothes on again."

He tucked me into the very comfortable bed and got up and went to the fridge and grabbed himself a beer.

He turned off his Ipod and asked if maybe I wanted to watch a movie. I think that we both needed to cut the tension a little bit and I quickly agreed.

We flipped through all of the channels until we both decided on The Killers, the movie was hilarious.

After the movie was over I knew that I couldn't fight sleep any longer.

I rolled over and buried myself into his chest, loving his scent.

"Good night Edward, I love you." I said wondering how I was ever going to be able to sleep without him again.

"Good night sweet girl, I love you too and thank you." He whispered to me and kissed me sweetly.

I woke up the next morning feeling amazingly wonderful. I don't think that I moved a muscle last night and I slept dreamlessly.

That was a first for me, I usually have very vivid dreams which cause me to be pretty active in my sleep.

I was about to untangle myself from Edward and make it to the bathroom without waking him. I knew that he should sleep longer and I really wanted to brush my teeth, so that when he wakes I could give him a good morning kiss.

As I tried to raise up I felt him hug me tighter, I looked down at him, his eyes still closed but with the most breathtaking smile on his face.

I thought that maybe he was still sleeping and having a nice dream so I tried to move away some more but he caught me by surprise when he said "where do you think you're going?"

"Shit Edward" I screamed, you scared me to death.

"I'm sorry love, but you feel so good, I don't want you to move."

I had to admit that I didn't want to move either, but I really had no choice.

I knew that we had about two hours until checkout and I didn't want to waste a second of it. I just wanted to lie here with him because I knew all too soon, real life would be hitting us hard.

"I promise that I will be as quick as I can, but I do need to get up for a minute."

He just groaned in complaint but he let me go, "Hurry back though, I miss you already."

He hadn't moved an inch when I came back and climbed back in bed next to him.

"about time." He mumbled; But when I looked at his face he was beaming at me.

"So we have a couple of hours what do you want to do? Do you want to order some room service, you must be starved?

"No thanks, maybe I can buy you lunch after we check out?" I offer.

"That works for me" He says, "Well then how can we occupy ourselves?"

"Oh I'm sure that we'll think of something." I answered.

He instantly grabbed my head and kissed me, somehow in the time that I had been in the bathroom, he must have gotten up and gone to the other one. His breath was minty fresh.

Damn he's good, I thought to myself. He began laughing and said "I'm glad you think so." Shit I must have said that out loud.

I poked him in the ribs for making fun of me and I discovered that Edward Cullen is very ticklish. I couldn't stop myself then, I now had something on him and I planned to use it to my full advantage. Unfortunately it didn't take him long to figure out that I had the same problem.

It was a full on war, we were rolling around trying to gain advantage over the other, I know that it's childish and immature, but damn it was fun.

I don't think that it occurred to either one of us that we were both still naked until he finally had me pinned underneath him.

Just like that it was like someone had flipped on a switch and all laughter had stopped.

"Bella" he gasped. "Yes, Edward, please."

"Are you sure love, you're not too sore are you?" "No baby, I'm fine, I promise."

He started kissing me and then began sliding down my body, his mouth followed the rest of him.

He began nibbling on my breasts and then kissing them gently.

"Ugh, feels so good baby" then I grabbed a handful of his hair.

His hands began teasing my pussy and it was driving me insane.

"OH God Bella, so wet for me already, you're so hot and so wet, please let me taste you."

I give him permission, anything that he wants he can have, I am so his.

"God baby, I don't know what I want more, to taste you all day long or to bury myself so deep into your tight, hot, pussy."

Mmm, dirty talk again, I guess that he learned that hearing him like that did something to me; the rush of fluids now running down my legs probably confirmed that too.

"I think that I will do both, first I'm going to have you with my mouth, Bella, do you have any idea how delicious you really are?" he asked.

I couldn't think of anything to say to that, in fact I couldn't think at all.

I guess he didn't like the fact that I didn't answer him and that brought out dominant Edward.

"You need to know" with that he plunged two fingers into me repeatedly.

"Yes baby" I cried out; "Yes what" he asked. "Feels so fucking good." I answered this time. Once I said that he pulled them out immediately and I whimpered at the loss.

"Patience sweet girl" I promise that I will give you what you need, but first I need you to do something for me."

"Anything Edward" I told him desperate for that friction again.

"Open your mouth Bella." He demanded.

I did as he told me and he stuck one of his fingers in my mouth, taste yourself on me." I just groaned and began sucking his finger, wishing it were his cock in my mouth.

I reached down to start rubbing myself, when he stopped me.

"I want to watch you do that, that is fucking hot, but later ok baby?"

I noticed that he was sucking my juices off of his other finger now and that just drove me even more crazy.

He was moving down the bed in order to get what he wanted.

"So beautiful, I swear, god look at you so bare and so soft, Jesus Bella, I love this, it is mine now."

"Yours" I agree.

"I'll be the only one to ever do this to you" and he plunged his tongue so deep into me.

"Yes only you."

"Other than yourself, I will be the only one to bring you pleasure."

"Do you understand, do you really Bella? You are mine."

"YES, yours only yours and always yours."

Once I made my promise to him he raised up onto his knees and pulled my body down the bed and wrapped my legs over his shoulders and immediately plunged into me.

I screamed from the feeling, I was complete. He was where he belonged, inside of me. He was so deep inside of me and I knew that I wouldn't last.

"Edward, I screamed. "Yes baby, let go, I promised you that I would make you scream my name didn't I."

"OH God, I'm cumming."

"Yes baby, I'm right behind you, fuck you feel so good, so tight, and so fucking wet." He was moaning now and letting out these animalistic grunts.

I reached down and started stroking his balls and immediately I felt them tighten as I felt him pulsing inside of me.

A few minutes later we were still joined and were trying to come down and I began laughing like an idiot.

"What's so funny?" He asked "Nothing at all, it's just that was seriously" I was looking for a word "infuckingcredible" he offered. "Yeah that's it." and I collapsed.