A/n sorry it took so long and the updates so short, but i managed to find between studying to write a little, tho my 2nd set of exams are coming up next and the next updates will take a long time like this, remember review and enjoy.
The next few weeks were spent in constant fear, fear of the invertible and fear of the consequences the invertible would bring. This constant looming fear was like an axe driving an wedge right between Jacob and Edwards relationship. An unintentional continual catalyst for many fights now, and in the future.
The continual refusal of everyone they turned to for help weighed on them heavily, putting a strain on their relationship like nothing else could. They often found themselves getting into fights over the smallest of things, to avoid talking about the real problem, the looming threat of the Voluturi. Any hope had quickly faded after the first few refusals, till it was all but gone. It was getting harder and harder to remember why they were fighting anymore.
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"Jacob you cant keep going on like this." Said Leah "All this fighting it's doing you no good, you and Edward always fighting, its tearing you apart."
"Im fine lea"
"No Jake you're not. When was the last time you relaxed? heck even slept a night through?"
"Lea just butt out, its none of your business."
"It is my business, you're my alpha, I care about you, Jake cant you see what its doing to you? You just got to let it all go sometimes, take a break, feel the wind through your fur as you ran through the forrest, get some sleep, just relax, you cant keep continually stressing over this when there is nothing you can do."
"Leah I said just leave it."
"No I wont, not we can all see what its doing to you, how worn out you look, its time for an intervention."
"Of course I can see what its doing to me lea, but if you haven't noticed we are preparing for war. What choice do I have? The volturi will be here soon and I've ran out of options, there's nothing left, it's hopeless, we're stranded up stream with no paddle, actually no boat, were drowning in the river, and the river is sucking us down lea, down to the bottom of the deep dark water, and you want me to relax, let it go. How can I even sleep when I'm scared out of my mind my whole family's going to get killed. I cant help it, going over and over in my mind, for a solution to all this, but there is none, no solution. Do you have any? because im fresh out of ideas here. We've tried every option every door, every person Me or Esward has ever met, and they've all said no. I wish I could just relax, but i cant not when we're all about to be killed in a few weeks." Said Jacob all in one go, tears springing to his eyes as he angrily rubbed them away.
Leah paused considering, waiting till Jacob was more composed to talk "Well, I have one idea, but I'm not sure if you'll go for it after what happened last time."
"I would do Anything if it would help right now."
"Well, You could try the whole marriage thing again, then at least you'd have the whole packs united support behind you."
Jacob snorted "because that went so well the last time."
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Jacob left Leah's house deep in thought, heavy in stride and with a burdensome heart. He was out of options the Volturi were to be here in just 2 weeks time and he was desperate. He wanted to protect his family in anyway he could but still an overwhelming fear accosted him whenever he thought of trying to marrying Edward again. "Maybe after failing the first time it was just the universe trying to tell him something" he thought "after all everything had been against them from the start." Continually looping through his head was the thought that it would just be a disaster like last time.