Chapter 27

BPOV

I can't believe that he did this to me; all of the thing that have been said and the things that have been done from the man that has always claimed that he loves me and wants to protect me.

I just can't connect them as being the same person. How could my dad hate me so much? What have I ever done to him to deserve this?

I can understand that he's disappointed, angry even, but never in a million years would I have thought that he would turn on me so quickly.

Thank God for Edward and his family; if it weren't for them, I don't know where I would be right now.

Speaking of Edward, I have never seen anyone as angry as he is right now; I'm hurt, I'm angry, and my heart it breaking, but Edward, I never in my wildest dreams imagined him as someone to be afraid of, it feels like his rage is controlling him for the moment.

He hasn't said one word on the drive home from Waylon's junk yard. For a moment the insecure part of me thinks that he's angry with me, but deep down I know better. I assume his silence is his way of making sure that he doesn't say something that he'll regret later.

A few minutes later we pull into the drive of the Cullen's house, or maybe I should say our house; Since it appears that I'm going to be staying here for a while. Truthfully to me it doesn't matter where we live as long as I get to stay with Edward, but if this is what he and his family want that's good enough for me.

We have parked but he has made no effort to move; He's gripping the steering wheel so tightly that his knuckles are white.

"Edward, are you ok?" I ask timidly.

"No Bella, not by a long shot" "He's going to pay for this, I promise, I will not let him get away with doing this to you."

"Edward, please don't." I beg "I can't forgive him for this, but I don't want you to have to suffer for it either."

"Bella, you and the baby are my life, I will die to protect you both, I have to stand up against him for you."

"No, you don't" "You're dad told me that one day he will regret his actions and it will be too late." "Maybe that's punishment enough."

"No, it's not enough, he destroyed your things, he destroyed your truck, he talked to you like you are trash, these things he needs to answer for."

"Ok Edward, but we need to wait until everyone is calmer, please baby for me." I begged him.

"Ok Bella, for you, but this is not over."

"Thanks Edward, I love you." I told him before I kissed him.

"I love you too sweetheart, and I promise you that I will make everything better."

"You already have Edward. You have by being you and by standing beside me." "That's all that I need."

Once we walked inside, we saw that everyone was waiting for us, including Jacob and Billy.

"Hey Bells." Billy said to me, I bent down to give him a hug, Billy is in a wheelchair.

"Hey Billy" "Good to see you."

"You too baby, look I'm sorry about way things went with Charlie; I hope that you know if you need anything, we're here for you."

"I appreciate that Billy, I really do. Have you met everyone yet?"

"Everyone except him" He said pointing to Edward.

"Billy, this is Edward Cullen, Edward this is Jacob's dad Billy Black."

"Nice to meet you Edward" He said offering his hand for Edward to shake "You too sir; I want to thank you for yours and Jacob's support, I don't know what we would have done last night without him."

"Yeah, well Jake has seen a lot of Charlie and his attitude towards women, he knew that he needed to be there." "Has anyone heard anything out of him today?"

Edward began telling him and everyone else about the things that we had found today including my demolished truck.

"I'm sorry Jake" and instantly I was crying again.

"Oh Bells, don't worry about me, I'm just sorry that he did that."

We sat around for a while, just talking everyone was trying to help me get my mind off of the past two days, despite my father, I knew that I was truly blessed. I couldn't ask for a better extended family.

A couple of hours later, after Esme had fed us all a wonderful lunch, I began yawning. So much had happened the past two days and I was exhausted, Edward then excused us so that I could take a nap. Rose and Jasper told us that they would see us later, because they were staying the night; and Billy and Jacob said their goodbyes and reminded me to call them if I needed anything.

"Jacob's dad seems like a nice guy, he seems to really care about you." Edward said to me.

"He really is and he does, I guess that he has finally accepted that I'm not going to marry Jacob after all." I laughed. God it felt good to laugh, it seemed like forever since I had laughed about anything.

We went into our room and curled up together, I just needed to be close to him, I have already come to depend on him so much, and when I'm stressed out it seems like contact with him is the only thing that can soothe me.

He held me forever, stroking my hair and kissing me gently; neither of us were in the mood to talk but in times like these, words are not needed.

A few hours later my stomach began growling, he began laughing at me, I could tell that he was tense, but he was beginning to let some of it go.

"Come on love, let me feed you both."

"Edward, I'm going to get fat, if I keep eating like this." I whined.

"Bella, I hate to tell you this, but that's part of it, and I'm positive that you will never be more beautiful to me." "So come on sweet girl, let's go feed our baby." He said kissing the top of my head.

"Edward, what if you don't want me when I'm huge and ugly?"

"Bella, are you seriously telling me that you're worried about that?"

"Yes, how can I not be, you're so gorgeous and I'm going to be roughly the size of a beached whale."

He sat down and pulled me onto his lap, I wonder how long he'll be able to do that before I break his legs, and turned my face towards him.

"Bella, you are the most gorgeous woman that I have ever seen, there's no way in this world that you will ever be ugly to me." "I don't care what you weigh, as long as you and the baby are healthy, I know beyond a shadow of a doubt, that I will want you as much as I did the first day that I saw you."

"What you may see as fat, I will see as a miracle, it's going to be your body, doing what it's supposed to be doing, please don't think that I'm so shallow that I would ever be repulsed by you."

"I'm sorry Edward, it's just so much and the thought that you wouldn't like me anymore because I'm fat, scares me to death."

"Bella, there is a huge difference between fat and pregnant, even if you were fat, I would love you the same, but pregnancy is a beautiful thing, please, please, never forget that." "Bella, look at something for me" He showed me that picture that we took together on Halloween, it was really beautiful. "I want us to take another one just like that, right before the baby is born."

I didn't know how to respond to that, because I doubt even he will be able to talk me into that.

"Really Edward, when was the last time that you saw a pregnant woman and said damn she's hot, I want her now?"

"Easy, right now." He laughed at me and I couldn't help but laugh back.

I was still in my pajamas and I got up to go downstairs to find something to eat; Truly I was hungry.

"Bella, are you starving this minute or can you wait long enough for us to go out to dinner?"

"Edward, you don't have to do that, I know that there is food here, I can whip up something."

"I know that I don't have to, but I want to; I am not going to let you shut yourself in the house for the next nine months, and the way that I see it, we still have a lot of dating that we need to do." "So Bella, could I please take you to dinner tonight?"

"Yes Edward, of course thank you; just nothing too fancy please, I don't have anything to wear."

"Whatever you say sweetheart, in fact I have an even better idea, how about I call and book another room at the Fairmont; After we eat, we can head to Seattle and in the morning we can work on rebuilding your wardrobe."

"Truthfully Edward, I had thought about going to school tomorrow, I don't want to fall behind."

"Bella, I promise that you will catch up, do you really want to go back there?"

"Well no, not really." I confessed.

"Then please, let's do this, you know that you need the clothes and I would love to just get away for a couple of days, just the two of us, I think we deserve it, don't you?"

"Ok Edward, let's do it." I am trying to learn to accept his spending money on me graciously.

"Thank you Bella" You go change and I'll pack a bag for us and speaking of bags, I still have this one from our last trip that you haven't seen the contents of, if you're nice, I may pack it." He gave me an evil grin.

"Let me see what's in it and I will let you buy me whatever you want." I countered.

He looked like he was contemplating this when he just laughed, "nice try, but I'm going to do that anyway."

Fifteen minutes later we were packed, reservations had been made and we were ready to go;

As soon as we made it downstairs we saw Esme,

"Hey you two, where are you going?" She asked.

"Mom, I'm getting her out of town for a couple of days, I think that we both need it, we'll be at the Fairmont." Edward said.

"Good, I agree, a couple of days away will be really good for you." "I will call you if anything comes up, but just try to relax and have a good time."

"Thanks mom" Edward said.

"Oh Edward dear," Esme said before we were allowed to walk out the door; "Bella needs to eat, would you like me to make something for the road?"

"No thanks mom, we're going out."

On the way out of town, Edward found a nice little Mexican place, the food was delicious and the atmosphere was very casual, it was the perfect place.

I must have slept all of the way into Seattle, because it didn't seem like any time had passed before he was pulling the car up to the valet stand at the Fairmont.

"Edward, this place is so beautiful, thank you for bringing me back."

He leaned over to give me a kiss; "I'm glad that you like it Bella, but there are so many other places that I want to take you, and I will as soon as things settle down a little, right now I think that Carlisle and Esme are afraid to let you too far out of sight." He chuckled.

"They're so wonderful" I said. "They are aren't they?"

After checking in, the bell boy showed us to our room, wow, how did he manage this, we are staying in the same room that we did just a few short days ago.

"Damn it's freezing in here." He said; "I'm going to build a fire, are you cold love?" I told him that I was and he suggested that I go put on one of the fluffy bathrobes that they keep in the bathroom.

That sounded wonderful, so while I was in there, I went ahead and brushed my teeth and washed my face; by the time that I emerged from the bathroom, the fire was roaring and Edward was laying on the bed and flipping channels.

I could already tell that getting away was just what we needed, his body language was so more relaxed and I was feeling it too.

"Have I told you what a great idea this was?" I asked while crawling onto the bed.

"No you haven't actually, why don't you come show me instead?"

"And just what would showing you my appreciation entail?" I asked coyly.

Apparently Edward has a thing for hotel sex, maybe it's because he knows that we won't be interrupted.

"Well first of all, you need to get closer, you are much too far away to properly thank me." He reached over and pulled me to where I was straddling his already rock hard cock.

"Um hmm, and then what?" I asked, if this is the way that he wanted to play it, I'm game.

"Well since I built the fire, I'm afraid that you're going to be too warm in that robe, so to save you from any discomfort I think it needs to go."

Fortunately for both of us, I was ready for him, and wore nothing beneath the robe.

He untied the belt and let it fall open; "Fuck Bella, you're already naked." He moaned.

"Yes, and I have a problem with that, it seems that you have way too many clothes on." I complained.

He reached up and pulled his shirt over his head and threw it to the floor, while I was working on his jeans.

I finally succeeded in removing his jeans and fortunately for me he was going commando, umm immediate access.

I crawled back up his body to return to our previous position. He had other ideas though. He continued to pull me upwards until I was straddling his face. Oh yeah, I like this.

He attacked me with his mouth and I was fighting with myself not to cum instantly;

"Don't hold back on me Bella, let go." He growled.

God he could read my body so well. "Ugh Edward, feels so fucking good."

"Then prove it, cum Bella." He began plunging his tongue inside of me, he was fucking me with his mouth.

"Oh shit, Edward" I screamed as I came apart.

He gently rolled me over and began kissing me; I could taste myself on him and it turned me on even more.

I tried to reach over so that I could take him in my hand, but he pulled his body away from my reach. "Un huh, not yet" He whispered.

"I want one more out of you, before I give you what you really want."

Oh shit, does that mean what I think that it does? I just looked at him raising my eyebrow as to question him.

He kissed me and said simply "tonight love."

He began lazily rubbing circles on my clit; "Edward, god," Hell I didn't know what I was saying,

"Edward I want to touch you too." I begged. "Shh sweet girl, let tonight just be about you." He whispered.

He plunged two fingers into me and hooked them so that he was hitting my G-spot every time; He then began pressing down gently on my lower stomach, "Edward, I've got to…." "No you don't, remember we've done this before, just let go." and I did, the sheets were soaking wet and I was so afraid that I had an accident. I blushed suddenly embarrassed, "Edward, I'm so sorry." He just kissed me and smiled at me.

"Sweetheart you didn't I promise." "Then what the hell was that?"

He just bent down and pulled a book out of that damn paper bag he had been teasing me with; Opened the book up and pointed to a page with a picture on it. " That's what it was baby."

"Oh, oh, I didn't know women could do that?" I laughed. "What else do you have in that bag?" I'm dying to know now.

"You really want to know?" He asked teasingly.

"Please" I was dying of curiosity.

The next thing that he pulled out was a spray bottle; "soothing spray, what is this for?" He just looked at me and told me to read the label. "Oh, yes."

"It will help to keep it from hurting so much." He said

"What else?" I was acting like a kid at Christmas.

He pulled out another tube, oh it was just lube, ok so that was for him.

I think that he was teasing me now, he then pulled something else out of the bag, it was pink, silicone and shaped like a rabbit. Oh my God, he went into a store and bought that? I must have given him a weird look, because he just smirked and said " I can only be one place at a time."

"Anything else, I need to see?" I asked him.

"Not at the moment" Was his answer.

He took me in his arms and began kissing me passionately; "Bella, are you sure that you want this?" "Yes Edward please."

"Ok sweetheart," he flipped the lid off of the spray bottle, and began spraying it. It felt kind of weird, sort of like going to the dentist and getting a shot of Novocain. "It takes a few minutes to work completely" He told me.

Boy he's prepared. He began kissing me and massaging my breasts, damn they are sensitive. "Does that hurt love?" "Not really hurt, just feels different." I told him honestly. "God Bella, they're beautiful, they feel so full already, simply exquisite.

I see that he likes pregnant Bella boobs. I had to admit that even I had noticed that I was filling out my bras better.

Without saying anything he rolled me over onto my side and he was spooning me, I heard him open the tube of lube and I knew what was coming. He gently inserted a finger and gave it a minute so that I could get used to the sensation, he then added a second and finally a third.

He stayed still just for a moment letting me get acclimated to the fullness that I was feeling.

"Are you ok love?" He asked "Perfect" I answered.

He rolled me over a little more so that he was laying half on top of me and half off and slowly began to enter me.

"Bella?" He questioned. "God Edward, feels good." I encouraged him to begin giving me more by thrusting back on to him.

"Fuck" he groaned.

"More Edward, harder please." I began begging him. With one swift thrust he was completely buried inside of me. He stilled immediately, trying to give me time to adapt.

"Damn Bella, I never knew it would feel like this." "It's so fucking tight, God Damn I'm not going to last." I was still trying to thrust back on him. "Bella baby, please, give me a second."

He then took my hand and directed me to touch myself.

"That's it sweet girl, I love watching you do that." "You're so fucking beautiful."

I was moaning and writhing now, he then picked up the pink vibrator and inserted it into me, God I was dripping, he turned it on and I exploded.

"Yes Edward, fuck yes." I was begging him for something, but I had no idea what. He had started pounding into me from behind and I came again, he followed immediately behind me with a roar.

He slowly pulled out of me and pulled me into his arms and began stroking my hair. "Are you ok sweetheart?"

"Better than ok actually." "That was incredible."

"Good love, I'm glad that it was what you hoped it would be."

"It was because of you Edward, I love you so much."

"I love you to baby." "Come on let's go run a bath, I don't want you to be sore"

We soaked in the tub for quite a while and I caught myself dozing off; He picked me up and carried me to bed and tucked me in. He grabbed a beer out of the fridge and began cleaning up our mess.

The next thing that I knew it was morning and Edward was already up and dressed. "Good morning beautiful, you may want to go take a shower, breakfast is on its' way."

As soon as I was dressed I emerged from the shower and saw that the table was covered in dishes, way too many for us.

"Edward what did you do?" I asked.

"I wasn't sure what you would be in the mood for so I ordered everything."

The food was delicious, I had French toast and fruit and a couple bites of eggs."

After we finished eating we piled the dishes onto the cart and wheeled it out into the hall.

"Grab you coat baby, it's shopping time." He laughed.