yes, i'm a complete bitch, i know don't hate me too much plzkthnx. c:

i've just had a lot going on, plus, there's this guy, and i like him /superrrrrrrr/ much and i think he may ask me out soon. let's just hope. :D

OH. BY THE WAY. i'm officially changing my penname to BELLABEATDOWN i hope no one gets too confused with the change, it's not that different.. anyways. so thank you to my wonderful fans; you guys are fuckin' rad. fosho'.

-bellataay.

BPOV.

I grinned at how excited Emmett seemed to be at the thought of playing Rockband. Alice giggled slightly as Emmett jumped up and down yelling 'WHOOPWHOOP! IMMA KICK YOOOOO ASS IN ROCKBANDDDDD!' at the top of his lungs. Esme, of course, was scolding him about his language. "Emmett you douche, go get the Rockband guitars!" Rosalie said with a wink as he stopped jumping, stuck his tongue out, and ran up the stairs. "EDWAAAAAAAAAAAAAARD! GET YOUR ASS UP HERE AND HELP ME CARRY THE DRUMS!" he yelled down the stairs. "Fucking douche" Edward mutered as he walked slowly towards the stairs.

I giggled and looked down, I watched as Alice and Rosalie shared a look of understandment. "Hey Bella, wanna come here and get.. some rootbeer?" Rosalie said, trying to come up with something that could possibly work to lure me away from the living room where I stood beside Jasper. "HEY, DON'T JASPER GET ANY LOVE?" Jasper said with a small pout. We all laughed and punched him in the arm, him giggling while we were doing so. Alice walked into the kitchen, motioning for me and Rosalie to follow her. I walked into the kitchen after Rosalie and watched them give me a huge grin. I raised my eyebrows, not knowing what to make of this.

"We both know you like Edward, Bella" Rosalie said with a smirk. I looked down, not turning red because I thought back.. I didn't really know him, I just thought he was cute. "Sorry to burst your bubble, babe, But I don't like him; I just think he's cute" I said with a small grin of my own. Rosalie and Alice raised their eyebrows incrediously; obviously not believe their ears. I grinned again as Emmett bounded down the stairs with an annoyd looking Edward hot on his trails. "LET'S GET THE PARTY STARTED YO!" He said faking being gangster, which caused us all to burst out laughing.

That's basically how the night went; we laughed and joked, sat around playing Rockband while Jasper and Emmett decided they were going to try and hxc dance, which was almost as funny as watching a preppy survive a mosh pit. At the end of the night, well, around eight, I said my goodbyes and hopped in my car. The entire ride home I kept thinking about the fact that I didn't /actually/ like Edward, I just thought he was cute. Well Crap I thought to myself; Now I didn't have a potential boyfriend. I sighed as I pulled up to my house, As soon as I pulled up I heard the pulsing of some crappy hiphop fake ass music. I groaned and jumped out of my car, locking it in the process.

I walked up the steps and almost flew out the door with the horrible beat.
Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick!
Let's have some fun, this beat is sick
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick!


I let out a huge shreik and ran towards the living room where our stereo was located. My sister was no where to be seen, so that meant she was in her room; Almost the only room that she chose to stay in. I slid in my converse, to the stereo and turned the power button off. "THANK. FUCKING. GOD" I yelled at the top of my lungs, I heard a loud shreik in response; I knew it wouldn't be long until my slut of a sister got here. 3.. 2.. 1.. showtime.

"WHAT THE FUCK!? YOU STUPID FUCKING BITCH! TURN IT BACK ON!" Alex came in screeching at the top of her lungs. I rolled my eyes and walked up the stairs, sliding my cell photo out of my pocket as I did so. "Shut the fuck up, bitch" I snarled at her. I got to my room and looked at my reflection. My pale face stood out of my dark eyes; but that made it look amazing. My phone still clutched in my hand, I clicked the down button to discover I didn't have any messages. I sighed and strode over to my computer, hoping someone would be on msn.

I signed in, and noticed one of my guy friends, Matthew, from back in New York. I smiled to myself as I thought about how much I missed him, how much I missed getting kicked out of stores with him. As soon as I pushed "Appear Online" He started talking to me.

matthew massacre : Ohayy . ;D

BELLABEATDOWN: HELLOTHUR, . c:

matthew massacre :so anyways, i got kicked out of the starbucks today... :C
BELLABEATDOWN: ROFLMFAO! ohman, Matthew babe, what did you do? XD
matthew massacre: .. uhm.. c;

BELLABEATDOWN: LMFAO! Ohgod, seriously sweetie, what did you do?

matthew massacre:rofl WELLLL all i did was y'know, start shit with that Trevor guy.

I burst out laughing. Trevor Reese was this guy that used to go to our Elementry school, but then transfered out. He now went to our rivalry school, well, their rivalry school. He was always trying to beat my old school in everything; Sports, proms, fundriasers; it was extremely sad, especially considering they NEVER won. Ever.

BELLABEATDOWN: LMFAO! Ohman, what did you do, Matthew darling?

matthew massacre: nothing really... :)
BELLABEATDOWN: rofl sweetie, i know you're not innocent; tell me. ;D

matthew massacre: well then. fine. :c what happened was this: i was in starbucks with s and we were laughing about how crappy their team played. and Trevor walks in and is all like "YO BITCHES, YER FUCKIN' PUSSY FACES" and i'm like o: so i punched him out.. :D
BELLABEATDOWN: LMFAOOOOOO! MATTTTTTTTTHEW! i'm so sad i missed that. :C

matthew massacre: hehe. it was pretty freakin' epic maaaaan. xD shit, i have to go. S and I are going to a movie, she says haiiiii by the way.

BELLABEATDOWN: eek. alrighty. bye mattttthew, i love you babe.

matthew massacre: :c i love you too, Bella babe, have fun and keep out of trouble. ;)

And with that Matthew was gone, poofed into non-exsistance. I dearly missed Selena and him, but I was so happy I didn't have to deal with all the shit of New York. I stripped off all my clothes until I was in my bra and underwear, then slid under the covers of my bed. I turned off the lamp and slipped into unconsiousness; Hopefully something entertaining happens tommorow. I thought to myself.