Pewdiecry: The way you are
Chapter 8
"How's it going bros? My name is Peeeeewdiepie! And welcome to" Felix looked at Ryan for a moment and then looked back at the camera. "Friday with Peeeeeeewdiepieeeee!" He threw his arms above his head and leaned back a little.
Ryan bit on his bottom lip to hold in his laughter. If he was too loud, he would ruin everything.
"On a Sunday cause yolo" Felix said while he made one of his many faces. "And today is a special day and because I didn't put on so many videos I usually do, I wanted to do something special. So you are all invited to spend this day with me… on Youtube" he laughed and let his eyes fell on Ryan for a second, who was holding in his laughter. "But first, I need to tell you bros something"
Ryan looked up surprise. Was Felix going to tell everyone that they were together? That he and Marzia broke up because of him? A feeling of quilt went through him and he wanted to stop Felix. To just hold it for the two of them. But, when the other grabbed his hand, he knew that Felix wanted to share this with other people and even if it made him feel uncomfortable, he knew that he wanted to do the same thing. So he just tight his hold on the others hand and nodded.
Felix felt the tight hold on his hand and that pushed him over the edge. "Marzia and I… We…" he stopped and swallowed hard. This was it. "We broke up with each other. You all want to know the reason and how it all happened. So before you all are going to explode with comments on this video, please watch it till the end"
Ryan felt like he had to do something. Just something, to make sure that Felix didn't feel lonely, because his words were sounding like that. But, he promised the other that he would come out when Felix mention him. So he just had to wait, until it's his time.
"I broke up with Marzia because I fell in love with someone else" Felix said smiling a little when he thought back about the night that he and Ryan first kissed. "Someone you all Bros know so well"
Ryan's heart started to pound loudly in his chest. 'He's going to say it!' be thought nervous, but happy.
"And that person is" Felix stares at the camera. He wanted to tell everybody so badly. Just say the name of Ryan that everybody knows that they are together. But, he needed to do it in another way.
Ryan thought that his heart will burst out of his chest. He was so nervous and Felix was not helping with waiting so long with saying his name. 'Come on!'
Felix took a deep breath and said the name. "Ken"
Because of his nerves and the laughter he had to hold in for a while, Ryan burst out in laughter and fell on his back on the floor. It was good that they were sitting on the ground.
Felix laughed just as loud and wiped away a tear that was rolling down his check. "I'm sorry Bros, I had to make a joke of this" he looked at Ryan and smiled lovely at him. "But it's not Ken who I fell in love with. Even if his beard is sexy on him"
Ryan let out another laugh.
"No" Felix went further and pulled his boyfriend up and close, so he was in the shot. "It's Cry"
"Sup" Ryan said and waved at the camera. "So now you know that we are together, you all don't need to wright those stories about us. Maybe there will be some sexy videos of us together" he chuckled when he saw the chocked face on Felix' face.
"Cry!" Felix said a little embarrassed. He felt his face heat up and he hoped that it was not visible on the video.
"Come on, Pewds. You thought the same thing" Ryan teased and laugh.
"Anyway" Felix said with a wide grin. "This is all the time we had for today. So, like and favorite if you enjoyed"
"Subscribe to come a bro today" Ryan went further.
"And see you in the next episode whatever I made" he hold up his fist and looked at Ryan. "You want to say something, Cry?"
Ryan did want to end it like it always ended. Not now they told everyone that they are together. He needed to end it in a special way. So, he sat up in his knees and put his hand on the others shoulder, who turned to him and looked confused. He lift his mask up a little and gently place his lips on the other lips.
Felix' eyes widened in shock. Ryan was kissing him! When the camera is still filming! But he relaxed, closed his eyes and kissed back.
It was a gentle kiss. But only that made the two men feel all heated up.
Ryan pulled back and smiled. He pulled his mask back in place and looked back at the camera. "Broday every day!' he fist the camera and put it out. "Well that was fun" he said and pulled his mask off.
Felix chuckled and stood up, stretching his body. "I was yes. I liked the last past the most"
Ryan walked to him and his arms around the Swedish neck and brush his lips against the other. "I know something more fun to do"
Felix was a little taken back by what Ryan just said. Ryan never actually said something like this to him. He self did not even say something in that way. Because he didn't want to scare him away. But now that Ryan is saying it himself…
He put his hands on the Americans hips and pulled him closer. "And what is that?"
Ryan was a little surprise about what he said. But he has to admit that he wanted to do 'it' with Felix for a long time. But he knew that Felix would never force himself to so thing that he didn't want. But he couldn't wait anymore and if Felix is not the one who is going to take the first step. He would. Even if it's scary as hell!
"I think you know that" he whispered against the others lips before he pushed them together.
Felix closed his eyes and tight his grip on the others waist.
After a couple of minutes, that felt like hours, they separate to take some breath. They stared at each other and smiled.
Felix cupped Ryan's cheek. "You sure about this?"
Ryan smiled and nodded. "Yes. I want this"
Felix' smile widened and he kissed the American again. Ryan kissed back and started to lead the other to the bedroom.
When they finally arrived, after both the shirts were gone, Felix pushed him, gently, on the bed and hovered above him.
Ryan smiled at and let his hands slide down the others naked back. "Are you sure about this Pewds?"
Felix chuckled and kissed Ryan's neck. He smiled when he heard the other moan.
"Felix"
"Don't worry about it, Cry. Don't worry about"