Oh yeah! Week end! Now I can write all day, not worry about sleep deprivation and work only 6 hours a day! :D

-Bella-

Going to the doctor could have been a good thing, he gave me some good painkillers (which I plan to save for late occasions) and advised Charlie to keep a good eye on me…apparently the good doctor had said the slightest bump to the head can cause brain trauma after what I've been through. Plus, the doctor didn't seem to suspect a thing, I think he believed the car did it all.

The best thing about the advice was Charlie didn't hit me, he thought that if he hit me he could kill me which meant he would lose his personal punching bag. He did yell at me, a lot, but I preferred hurtful mental abuse to painful physical abuse.

But this only lasted for so long. It had been a week since the accident, and I had avoided the Cullen's the whole time, now the fracture on my arm had healed and my ribs were not so sore. I hadn't taken one of the painkillers, still saving them for future abuse. During the week Charlie had let me eat…almost forced me to. He knew the more energy I got the faster I healed.

So after a week the abuse started again, in small forms at first. He would avoid hitting my chest and ribs, but the rest was free to him. I promised myself I wouldn't cry…I've kept that promise so far. I was still trying to think how to confront Edward about it. Cold skin, so fast if my eye sight had been poorer he would be a blur you could pass of as wind, never eats human food…and on two separate occasions he smelt of blood. He was pale. His eyes seemed to change colour, some days they would go completely black. Suddenly a memory came to me.

I bit my lip so hard it bled, I opened my eyes slowly to see his golden orbs turn black as a moonless night, his eyes followed a trail of liquid, which I knew was my blood, I felt trail down my chin.
It was then it all clicked into place. Vampire. This didn't really surprise me. They weren't human, I already knew, but I had been faced with the unexpected my whole life that I came to expect the unexpected.

Like Phil…and Renee, they both did the unexpected, my mother did it all the time, even before she met Phil, there were signs that I only realised where there when I looked back at what happened. My own mother, whose job was to protect and love me, her instinct to protect me with everything she had, had carelessly helped Phil abuse me. She wasn't my mother…She couldn't be. Who would want to help someone abuse their only daughter?

Feeling lost, I did the only thing that made sense. I drove to La Push, I needed Jacob. He would make it all right; he may even help me find the truth about the Cullen's. When I finally arrived at Jacobs house, surprise, it was raining. I peered through my window, spotting Jacob walking towards the forest…only he looked different.

His once long black hair was short, he had filled out, and gotten even taller. His shirtless chest showed honed muscles and an elaborate tattoo adorned his arm. I jumped out of the car
"Jacob?" I yelled as loud as I could, though it wasn't very loud he heard me. He turned around to gaze at me, his face pained.

"Bella" He said, almost regretfully.
"Where have you been? I thought you said you would come over any day you could?" But he didn't answer, instead he stared at me, as if memorizing every detail of me.

"Go away" Everything crashed down on me. "Go away, Bella, and never come back"
"I…I thought we were friends" I choked out.
"We were….but I'm not good. I'm not your friend anymore."
"Jake…" I sobbed. No, I couldn't lose Jake….My only friend, the only one I held trust for.

"Didn't you hear me! Go away Bella, and never come back! I don't want to see your face ever again" He all but yelled. That was how he broke everything I had. He broke my little amount of trust I held for anyone, he broke my heart…He broke me. Phil would be happy.

I broke my promise to myself…tears escaped my eyes, falling like an endless stream. Jacob walked away…He left me. Just like everyone else had. What do you do? When you no longer have anyone to trust? When you no longer have anyone to love? When you are no longer loved? What do you do when you are completely broken?

I found out that day that the saying 'sticks and stone may break my bone, but words will never hurt me' was a big lie. Words can cut a thousand times deeper than any blade, they can crush a person more than a ton of bricks, they can leave open wounds that will heal slower than a gun, they can make a person feel more pain than an electric chair can cause. At least then the physical pain will eventually end, but these words, the pain they give me, it never ends.

I drove home, feeling numb. When everything set in late that night, I cried myself to sleep. Renee, Phil & Charlie were right. Nobody wanted me…who would want a broken girl. I was like a broken tool, no longer serving a purpose to others, just being worthless. I was nothing.

-Edward-

I stood on the tree in wonderment. She was crying, rolled in a ball on her bed.
How much pain can this girl stand? Jasper thought, gasping for unnecessary breaths as he knelt on the floor, overcome by the pain Bella felt.
How is she still living? She should be dead or unconscious with the pain she feels. I need to move away Edward…I'm sorry but it's too much

How did she withstand it? She finally fell asleep, but even in the realm of dreams she didn't seem to find peace. She tossed and turned all night, whispering words I didn't quite catch.

I caught myself in thought; we had allowed her to avoid us this week, understanding her emotions. We let her have some peace, yet the pain this girl went through was inhumanly possible. What was she?

Ah… So now it begins. Will Bella find the courage to confront him, or will she feel afraid he will eat her. And what happens when Edward find Bella isn't completely what he through her to be. Don't forget to review Just click that little button and leave your comment. I like hearing feedback, it makes my hands fly over the keyboard, and therefore, I type quicker and before you know it. BAM another chapter will be up.