chapter 3

So here we get a little flashback as to what changed her and Sams relationship while Dean was in purgatory. Dean and Sam will come in at some point im just not sure yet when i just want to cement her in their lives thru the flashbacks and some other stuff that will be coming up so yea thanks for reading and just to clear things up the story takes place around the 4 and 5th episode of season 8 OK*****

After getting back to the motel Jason jumped in the shower while Maddie pulled out a bottle of blood not even bothering to warm it up. She could feel her body aching for the power that the blood gave her, she could feel her body reacting to the blood. The way her mouth watered, her heart started beating faster, her stomach felt like it was on fire and she loved it. She finished the bottle and threw it in the trash, she turned the TV on with just a glance, changed into a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and sat on the couch not really paying attention to what was on, she was so lost in her own thoughts. She looked down at her right thigh to see the ugly scar that ran from her hip to her mid thigh peeking out of her shorts she ran her hand down it thinking.

****Flashback****

Madison had just found out news that was going to change her life forever, she was terrified and excited about the prospect of change in her life. Her first thought was to call Dean but she still had no idea where he was, she had been searching out demons who would know where he was but she still had nothing. So she tracked Sam down to a motel in Texas, she hadn't spoken to him in the 3 months since Dean had disappeared from the lab they stood in after he stabbed Dick with the bone, after Crowley took Kevin she had never seen him so defeated, he didn't even show up that night to blow up the building he just took off and she was left to pick up the pieces, but she knew now she needed to find him and hopefully gave him some hope and she prayed the news she had for him would make him want to help her find Dean. She walked up to the motel room and knocked, she heard some shuffling on the other side of the door before it swung open and Sam was standing there looking at her in disbelief.

"Maddie what are you doing here?" He moved to step outside and close the door.

"I had to see you"

"How did you find me?" She could see something was off with him usually by now he would've hugged her and would be fretting over her. She shook her head at his question.

"It wasn't hard Sammy, look I've been looking for Dean and I think I'm close to finding out where he went-" Before she could go on Sam cut her off.

"He's not dead?"

"No, I don't think he is, I've been questioning some demons, I haven't gotten anything from them yet but someone has been trying to get me to stop looking so that must mean he's alive somewhere" Sam ran a hand through his hand and walked around her so that she had her back to the motel room door where she could hear the TV on, Sam turned to her.

"Why are you telling me this?" She looked at him like he had gone crazy, Did she just hear him right.

"What, who else would I go to with this?"

"I don't know, Garth?"

Madison shook her head. "Garth isn't Dean brother. What the hell is wrong with you, haven't you been looking for him too, I thought we could team back up, I don't know why you just took off Sammy but I need you"

"I'm sorry Maddie I cant do this" He went to walk around her and back inside.

"Wait, ok fine you don't want to work together, but there's something else you need to know Sam" Sam put his hand on the doorknob and turned it.

"Maddie whatever it is I don't want to know, I have a life now, I'm not getting back into this Dean is gone, Bobby's gone, I'm done"

Madison felt the tears building up. "I'm still here Sammy please" she tried to keep her voice from breaking but she couldn't help herself, her emotions completely taking over. She saw the door open up and a woman with curly brown hair step into view asking Sam if everything was ok, he nodded and told her to go back to bed. She couldn't believe it Sam had given up on Dean and was now turning her away for some girl, she wanted to scream at him or punch him but she knew she couldn't overstress herself, not now.

"Maddie I'm sorry go to Garth he'll help, I can't do this anymore you'll be fine" He turned his back on her and she felt herself reach her hand out to stop him but before she could get any words out the door closed and she felt the bile rise up in her throat, she rushed to a nearby bush and threw up until he throat burned. She wanted to bang on the door and make Sam listen to her, she hadn't even gotten the chance to tell him the news that she thought would no doubt make him help her find Dean. She turned and started walking back to her car, she took a glance back at the motel room and noticed the lights turn off, she couldn't believe he would just dismiss her like that, she had been there for everything, she supported him when he wanted to go to Stanford, when he decided he was going to jump in the pit her and her Dad had been the ones to convince Dean that Sam was strong enough, and now in her time of need Sam had turned his back on her . As she slid in the car and started it she couldn't stop the tears from falling, as she pulled out of the parking lot she was openly sobbing one hand clutching the steering wheel and the other wiping the tears that were steadily falling from her eyes. She felt completely heartbroken she felt alone, she had no idea how far she had gotten from the motel when she saw the headlights and everything slowed, she never had time to react as the other car slammed into the drivers side, she didn't have time to let out a scream before she was thrown out of the car landing hard on the pavement. As she drifted off she saw two pair of boots running toward her and she knew she was dead.

Madison was brought out of her thoughts by Jason plopping down next to her.

"What are we watching?" She shrugged her shoulder and handed him the remote and got up to go through her duffle bad before pulling out her bottle of Vodka and sitting back down next to him taking a swig of it and handing it to him but not before making a face as the liquid hit her tounge Jason took it from her and took a sip.

"So tomorrow we go the library and look up the Head Cooks that worked at the hospital"

"Yup and then I got to get a new phone" Jason looking at what she was wearing for the first time seeing the scar peeking out of her shorts he felt his heart clench up. "Welp I'm going to bed don't drink all my Vodka" Madison got up off the couch and went to the twin size bed closer to the door and pulled the covers back and slid in, one hand going under her pillow to grasp the handle of the knife she had slipped under there earlier in the day and soon was letting sleep over come her.

Jason stayed up for about an hour after she went to bed not really watching anything more staring off into space, he finally got up and switched the TV off and while walking over to his bed stopped by Madison's and watched the slow rise and fall of her chest smiling to himself before settling into bed. She looked exactly like she did when he first saw her just less roughed up, he remembered the day that happened over a year ago just like it was yesterday. He was out on a supply run with his father Gus when they saw a car being plowed into by a van. They both jumped out and quickly assessed the situation Gus killing the demon as he showed his black eyes letting his true nature show and Jason running over to the girl who had just landed on the pavement praying she was alive.