I'm here again! With the third chapter of my crazy story! Hope u like it!

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" I can't believe that you didn't tell me!" I was angry. No, not angry. Furious. "I can't believe all of you hide such a big thing!" I was now standing in front of my family that said that they love me. The biggest joke I ever heard! I was looking at them but they didn't looked back. They just looked at the ground.

" Well, can someone please explain who's idea it was? Or why?" Nothing. No one answered me. I was running out of patience.

" someone?"

I asked once again. But no one respond. I ran upstairs, took my jacket and walked back down out trough the hole that once was a door. Leaving behind me a family that said loved me, that said that they supported me, that said that they took care of me, that said they didn't wanted to hurt me. And that just had revealed the biggest secret of all. I just couldn't believe it. I just couldn't believe that this persons had hide such a big thing from me.

I ran and ran. I wasn't sure where. I just kept running through the thick woods that surrounded the area. I couldn't think straight. I was to distracted to even care about where I was going. I might have been heading to Canada, I wasn't sure.

I suddenly recognize a smell. Alice was here. I tracked the smell and find her. She was sitting alone on a big, deformed rock. I've never notice it, but from behind and sitting on that big rock, Alice looked like a child. Like this little, defenseless kid that has lost its parents. With her tiny body and black short hair.

I walked slowly towards her. But she already knew she was coming.

" I'm really sorry Nessie" she maenad it. I sat down next to her and took her hand in mine.

I know. I kept her hand in mine and she looked at me. If she could cry, she would. " I promise you it wasn't my idea. I always thought that telling you was the right thing to do but…"

I know, Alice. I believe you. I'm just a bit hurt right now, that's all. But you have to understand, this isn't easy for me. Nothing of this. I mean, one second I'm the happiest kid in the world, with an amazing family. And the next I find out that I have another grandpa, that I don't remember, that is dying. And that I have someone that is waiting for me somewhere far. He is waiting for me to come back. And I'm here. Away from him living my life without caring…

" That's why they didn't tell you" Alice suddenly interrupted me. "Short after we had left Forks did you start to have nightmares. You waked up in the middle of the night asking for Charlie and Jacob. You cried for hours saying ' I want my Jacob'. It brooked our heart, specially Edward and Bella's heart, to see you like that. But they couldn't do anything. Then one day when you slept through the whole night, didn't you remember anything. You didn't ask about them. But you remembered us." she looked at me. I was in chock.

How can it be possible? Grandpa said that it can have something to do with my fast growth… I looked at her.

" we're not sure" she said.

"Carlisle also says that you're mind, unconsciously, have put on this shield to protect you…"

I didn't say anymore. I just sat there quiet, didn't say a word. It all was just to much for me to take in.

" Renesmeé?" Alice said and caught my attention. " I think its best to start going home. You need to sleep, you have school tomorrow." I hadn't realize that it was pitch-dark.

Oh, shoot! I immediately raised up and started to run.

" Hurry auntie! Edward will kill me.!"

" Renesmeé Carlie Cullen!"

Ops. Mom and dad where furious. Mostly dad. As usual. And you know, no one want to make a vampire angry.

" I didn't follow you because I knew you would want some alone time to think, but it's not okay to come this late!"

If he wouldn't kind of dead, this would probably cause him an heart attack.

" I'm sorry dad."

"Oh, okay. Now the girl is sorry. After she has come the time she came, she just comes here saying 'I'm sorry' and everything is allright."

He's sarcastic tone made me want to laugh but I hold myself.

"Edward please, calm down!"

Alice tried to help me out.

"She was with me all the time. I didn't leave her. We sat down and talked and I explained everything".

He freeze and looked at me.

"Everything?" he said. I nodded.

" I know. And I want to say that I forgive you. Alice, can you please ask everyone else to come down to the dining room?"

She nodded and I started to walk down. Mom and dad followed me. Shortly was everyone down stairs. I took a deep breath and looked at them.

"I've gather you all here to tell you two things. First, I want to apologize for being so unfair. Alice told me the reasons of why you didn't tell me anything and I totally understand. I don't want you to think that I hate you, because I don't. And second, I want to tell you that I appreciate everything you have done for me. And that I love you"

They all looked at me and I looked at them.

"Of course we forgive you darling" Grandma walked towards me and gave me a hug.

Thanks grandma.

Soon where we all sitting around the table planning our next trip to Forks. Suddenly Jasper asked me something

" How did you see Alice's visions?" it caught everyone's attention.

" I'm not sure." I said. " I just saw them"

I saw that grandpa was thinking.

" You're an amazing child, Renesmeé" he said mysteriously.

" Or maybe she's just a freak" Emmett had this grin on his face that I couldn't stand.

" You want to take thins outside? I think we have destroyed enough home furnishing for today" I was refering to the door that now had been replaced.

I looked at him. I knew he wouldn't be able to resist this challenge.

" As you wish" he said raising from his chair and bowed.

" I've always liked comedies" I said and pushed him and ran away. Now was he after me. I ran into the woods and hide behind a tree.

" I know you're here somewhere." He said loudly.

Emmett wasn't that good at surprise attacks. He was always expecting an obvious attack from his opponent, and of course I took advantage of it. I quietly climb to the tree branch that was above him. He was looking around , looking for possible ground attacks.

"Were is she?" He asked the rest of the family that now had arrived. This was my chance. I jumped down, landed on his shoulders and covered his eyes with my hands. He started to jump around with me on his shoulder. It was like riding a mechanical bull. Everyone was laughing.

" Emmet, it seems like the dwarf is winning!" Edward said.

I let go one hand from Emmet and threw my him a kiss. But when I let go did Emmet take that arm and managed to take me down of his shoulders and threw me to the ground. He started to tickle me.

" Not so though now, he?" He said.

I looked at my family and they were all smiling. Except mom that looked very strained.

" Bella, you know that she is anti-shield right? And now that she's more grown up, is it stronger."

That caught my attention.

" Stop!" I screamed and pushed Emmet away from me. He flew toward a tree and the tree broke. Everyone stopped laughing immediately.

"What's wrong?" They were all around me.

" Grandpa, what did you just say?" He looked at me, not getting anything.

" What did I say?" he looked confused.

" You told mom that because of my fast growing, my anti-shield had become stronger. Can powers become stronger?"

I looked at him waiting impatiently for an answer.

" Well, yes, if you train them. But I guess that because you're growing, does you're body provide automatically the amount of power you need."

He looked at me to make sure that I had got the answer I wanted. And I did. I flew towards him and kissed him.

" Thank you! Thank you, thank you, thank you!" I kissed him many times and he started to laugh.

" Did I just win the title ' favorite of the day' or what?" he said laughing.

I stopped and looked at him

" What? don't you get it?" I said, surprised by the facts that no one had understand.

" I am an anti-shield. I can penetrate peoples mind, show them what I think. But now that it has become stronger, can I be part of them. That's what happened with Alice's visions! I penetrated her mind like when I want to tell her something but I managed to penetrate so deep that I saw her visions. Kind of like mind reading but with uncle Jazz's mood- feeling thingy."

Everyone where in absolutely silence. Grandpa looked stunned.

"Can you try it, Nessie?" He looked at me filled with curiosity.

" Try what?" I said.

" Try to see Alice's visions again."

" I guess I could try, but she isn't having any." he started to think.

" Then try it on me" I didn't get what he meant with that.

"What… how?" I said more confused than ever.

Now he was the one that couldn't believe that no one had understand.

" I'm going to think of something and you tell me if you see it, ok?"

I nodded and took his hand. I immediately started to try to see something but I couldn't see anything. Just pitch dark nothing.

I can't! I said to him. He let go my hand.

" Why can't you?" he wondered.

" I don't know. I see nothing. When I saw Alice's visions did it come automatically… Because I wanted to know."

Now I got it.

" Right! Because I wanted to know what she was thinking I managed to see it. Grandpa, you always say I get what I want. Maybe my stubbornness helps in this case." I said but he seemed to have another hypothesis.

" I think that you only can see things that people hide from you." he looked at me with eyes that where full of curiosity.

" Take my hand"

I did.

" What have you done to me?" His eyes where read and scary. Edward? I couldn't believe it! My daddy?

" I'm sorry son, but this is the only thing I could do to keep my promise´." did a man say with compassion, calmness but at the same time sorrow, I couldn't believe it.

Grandpa. I was living my dads first day as vampire.

I woke up and looked at my grandpa. And then at my dad. My dad, that had the most warm and loving eyes I've ever seen. That wasn't anything like the man I've seen in my grandpas memory. No wonders about why he always changed subject when I asked him about how he became a vampire. He always tried to hide that from me. And my grandpa knew it . Now my dad looked worried at me.

"Nessie, what did you see?" he asked. I looked at him

" Your first day as a vampire." I said it like if I just founded out that he was a vampire.

Well, technically I had. I had never imagine my dad as this cold, red-eyed, scary thing. I had always seen him as my loving dad.

" My theories have been proved." my grandpa said.

" You only see memories from the past, that one person is trying to hide and forget. Or, you see a future that no one want's you to see." he said that and walked away.

Perfect! Another point to add to my freak-list.

I also wanted to thank u guys who have comment and like my story! I'll be uppdating more!

Oh and BTW can anyone tell me how to get a Beta to read and correct the spelling? or don't they do that? I'm new and don't get a lot of this stuff hehe... Thanks for telling me Jasperlover98!