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Sweet nightmares

After our big discoveries, I went to bed. It was after all pretty late.

The sky was loosing its darkness, and the dawn was going to break in any moment. I went upstairs to my bedroom and I soon felt asleep.

" Nessie, we have to tell you something." mom and dad where in front of me. Judging from their sad expressions, did they have bad news.

" We are leaving Forks." said my dad.

Short and concisely. I just looked at them. I couldn't believe what I just had heard. Leave Forks?

" Why?" I just said.

" Your dad and I have decided to take a trip. All three of us. Well, all the entire family. We are going to Brazil."

Brazil? Where is that?

" Where is Brazil?" they looked at me, trying to look happier.

" Brazil is a country, baby. And it is far away from here." mom looked at me and smiled.

Oh, now I got it! We where going on vacation!

" When you say 'the entire family', does that include Jake and grandpa Charlie, too?"

I could almost imagine me that! All the family together on a vacation. It would be amazing! Mom and dad taking long trips together, grandpa Charlie trying to find a lake to fish, Jake playing with me. I would be so much fun!

" No, baby." dad suddenly said. " Jake and grandpa aren't coming."

I felt breathless. What? wouldn't they come with us? Why? They where family. And we can't leave our family. I couldn't leave Jake. He needs me, I know it! And I need him! He's my favorite bug-brother!

" But… Jacob needs me, mom" I saw her expression change from trying to be happy to totally and complete pain and sorrow.

" I'm sorry, honey" she said.

Sorry? How could she be sorry? She didn't know what could happen if I left Jacob. He'll get very sick because he needs me. He told me.

"But please!" I begged them. " Jake needs me, and I need him"

I grabbed their hands and showed them all those beautiful memories together with Jake. From the first time I saw him until some hours ago. Jake had been a part of my life for as long as I've been breathing, he has been with me for every heart-beat. I couldn't leave him just like that. But it didn't seem to move them. They looked cold, like statues sculptured in ice. They didn't move, I couldn't feel the love they said they had me, nothing. It was like if they had died. For real this time.

" Stop that, Renesmeé!" dad said and left my room.

He had heard every single thought - of course! I knew it- but still was I shocked of his reaction. He had never raised his voice towards me. So I looked at mom that still was standing there. She did look more sad than dad. All this hurt her more.

" But mom, why? Why can't we take them with us?"

I wanted an good explanation. I needed a good reason to leave Jake and grandpa here. But I knew that whatever she said or whatever explanation she would come up, wouldn't it be enough.

" Because" mom began " if they come with us can they get hurt. And we don't wasn't that, right?"

Hurt? For real? Well that changes things. A lot. I couldn't risk their life. I would never forgive myself for being this whim.

"Okay" I said.

"I'm sorry Jake" I said while I let my hand go from his.

He didn't say anything, he was in chock. Just like I was when my parents told me. I had shown him the entire conversations. I wanted to show him that I didn't want to leave. That I resisted them, without results though.

" Do you know when you're leaving?" he asked me with his voice full of sorrow.

I felt so bad for him. I wonder how much it hurts. To know that the one person you love like your own baby sister, the one you've been seeing every single day for all her life, the one that knows you more than anyone, is taken away from you. It felt like my stomach flipped inside out just by think of how much he'll suffer.

" No, I don't. But believe me, I don't want to. I don't want to know, I don't want to see, I don't want to know anything besides that I'll stay here forever. I don't want to leave you!"

I jumped into his arms, which was a very high jump considering his length and my 4- year old body. I felt his warm embrace and I stared to cry. I cry and couldn't stop. I didn't want to either. I just wanted to stay here, With Jake…

I woke up. I was sobbing. The pillow was wet and I smelled like salt. Oh my gosh! I tough over my dream and started bawl. It was like if all the sorrow and pain from before and all the sorrow and pain they had been hiding from me, came at once.

"Nessie!"

Mom was right next to my bed with a worried expression on her face.

"Nessie, what's wrong?"

I sat up and hugged her as hard as I could, she wouldn't break.

"Mom," I said between my aims, " I miss him so much! I want to se him!"

I said and I knew she knew who I was talking about. She tried to comfort me, but it was in vain. It wouldn't help.

Dad entered the room. Where had he been? He and mom where always there together when something happened to me. Always. He maybe had been downstairs. Or discussing about my abilities with grandpa. Or been hunting. But whatever it was, he still entered with a lot of worry in his face.

" Baby, what's wrong?" he asked.

He immediately saw what made me sad and hit the mattress with his fist. He looked at mom.

" I told you we shouldn't remind her about him. He's just going to hurt her more. Look, she's crying again.! She wouldn't bee like this if she hadn't been reminded of him." he hissed between his teeth.

" Stop it, Edward!"

" But, it's the truth, Bella!"

I couldn't believe it! He was the one that decided that we had to leave, the one that had kept me away from him. Now was he blaming Jacob?

" I'm not blaming anyone, Renesmee." Un-freaking-believable!

" Yes, you are!"

He just stared at me. I didn't know if it was about my thought or for me contradicting him.

" Both" he said.

" Well, both are the truth, dad" I quote him.

" You're not being fair."

" Where you?"

" I tried to do the best for you"

" Or was it the best for you?"

" What?"

He looked at me like if I just had called him for murderer.

" What was good in taking me away from Jacob? Or taking me away from him? Who would be happy? If you had been doing what was best for me, would you have let me stay, or take him with us. But you didn't. Why? "

I looked at him. This wasn't a rhetorical question. I wanted an answer.

" I have nothing to say."

He raised up and left the room. I stared at the wall that had been behind him, didn't look after him, didn't follow him with the eyes. I heard the door smell. Tears started to roll down my cheeks. I laid down. Mom started to caress my hair.

" Nessie, don't be so hard in him. You know that when something happens that affects his family, does he do the first best thing to protect them" she was trying to defend him. But nothing could defend what he had done.

" But what would possibly had happen to make him take that decision?"

" Well, we were going to Brazil to find out more about you."

" But why couldn't he come?"

" Well, you now, he's a werewolf… vampires don't like werewolves…" I lost my breath. Could it be possible?

" So dad took me away from Jake, just because he didn't like him?"

Now was I furious. This was even more un freaking believable!

" No, you dad hadn't anything against Jake. But the vampires we where going to meet didn't like werewolves. That's why we decided to leave Jacob."

I relaxed.

" But why didn't we come back?"

" I don't know. He never told me."

No was I - not furious- but angry. What had possibly hade make him not return. He couldn't have forgotten Jake. Dad had an impeccable memory, and, as far as I know, vampires don't get amnesia.

Mom bend over and kissed my head.

" But whatever he hide" she began, " am I sure it was for the best."

She left the room. And I cried. Impossible. I didn't know anything better than being with my Jacob. So ' that whatever he did it was for was the best' was another of his- now discovered- lies.