Madison tossed and turned most of the night, her dreams consisted of the boys, she dreamt of the day Sam jumped into the Pit, how when she was standing there with her father and Castiel how proud she was of Sam for taking this on and how terrified she was for the men around her, how when Cas got blown up how hopeless everything felt and she remembered how heartbroken she had been when Lucifer snapped her Dads neck and just looked at her with that evil ass smile, his words still haunted her " My Queen". Of course she knew what he meant and she thought he was going to take her right then, but he had just turned back to Dean and started beating him mercilessly as she tried to think of what she could do to help her father, the rage building up in her until she couldn't think about anything but hurting Lucifer, she never got that chance, as soon as she ran at him with her hand raised with fire dripping from her fingertips he had turned on her and grabbed her by the throat his other hand reaching into her chest, she felt his fingers tighten around her heart and she looked in his eyes trying to find any sign of Sam before her eyes flicked to Dean who was leaning against the Impala bloodied and giving him a weak smile she felt the pain of a single pull and that was it. She woke up seeing Castiel and quickly put her hand to her chest feeling for the hole that would've have been left but found nothing, she looked around and Dean was kneeling by the place she guessed Sam had jumped and her Dad had scooted over to her hugging her. They had won but lost all in the same, Sam was gone and Dean was broken she had wanted him to come to her fathers house but he insisted he just needed some air and he would be back soon. As he drove away she knew he wouldn't be back, she knew about the promise he had made to Sam, she knew she had just loss him too.

The dream was so vivid that when Maddie woke her hand had went to her chest searching for a hole, when she didn't find any she pushed the covers off and sat up breathing out a shaky breath and walked to the bathroom turning the water on and splashing her face telling herself it was just a dream, but it was more then that it was a memory, one that she would never forget, one she couldn't, she needed to remember how Lucifer had hurt her family. There were times she had wanted to give in and say Yes and just let that be the end but she knew if she did that that would be all Lucifer needed to get out of that cage. She shook her head and pushed the thoughts eating at her into the back of her mind when she heard the door open.

"Maddie I got breakfast"

"Why are you up so early?"

"I do my workouts in the morning I don't get this beautiful body by just sitting around" She grabbed a coffee from off the table and a bottle of blood popping it into the microwave, sitting at the table she sipped the coffee.

"I found our ghost" Jason said sitting across from her handing her a donut.

"Where did you find it?"

"Public records I used your laptop" She looked up at him.

"How did you use my laptop you need a password to get in?"

"It was easy 12479" She got up hearing the microwave beep she took the bottle out and sat back down.

"How did you figure that out?"

"Its Deans birthday"

"I know, but how do you know?"

"You called me for blood the day before his birthday and told me you needed it for after"

She nodded her head slowly. "Hmmm surprised you knew that well two points for you, so whose our ghost then?"

"Margaret Lurch"

"Sounds like a ghost name"

"Yea well she was the head cook the year before it got shut down, I looked up her death certificate she died of a heart attack at the hospital but she was cremated"

"Of course she was, so something that has her Dna is in that kitchen"

"Yup at least it'll be an exciting day, I cant wait to see you grab the ghosty again, now tell me have you always had a profound bond with the dead?" She threw the end piece of her donut at him.

"Shutup" He let out a laugh and threw out his cup of coffee.

"You gunna get ready I want to finish this so we can head to Texas"

"What make you think WE are going to Texas?"

"Oh your coming you know you cant resist me or my Dad"

"Yea well I just don't think I can go back there"

"Well just think about it but come get dressed before I strip down to your state of undress and crawl into bed with you" She smiled at him and grabbed her duffel bag walking into the bathroom, changing quickly she walked back out and threw the duffel bag back down and picked up the bottle of blood she had left cooling and quickly downed it.

"Ok lets go kill this ghost bitch"

"I need a phone Jace"

"Hey no one told you to crush it" As they made there way outside Madison rolled her eyes, walking over to her car opening the door and getting in and starting the car.

"Well it was either that or talk to Dean"

"Your scared to talk to Dean now?"

"No, its not that I just don't want a lecture about all the things I'm doing wrong, I get it drinking blood is bad, but he doesn't get why I need to do it and he never will so there's no point in arguing about it with him" Jason looked at her and shook his head slowly looking over at her taking her in, he knew she was hurting but she always had her reservations about her relationship with Dean, she had came to him crying after a big fight with Dean and he realized as much as she would deny it, she did want a normal life she wanted the ring and the kids and just the comfort of home and he knew that he could be the one to give that to her. He was pulled out of his thoughts when Maddie pulled into a phone place.

"So do you want to come in with me?"

"Yea you know I gotta make sure no one hits on my girl" Jason said getting out of the car and watching her smile at him. The smile he had caught himself thinking about more and more he had noticed the attention she gets, he saw men look at her like they were watching her strip, he had found himself looking over her body and noticing how full her breasts were, how the leather jacket so good on her caramel skin ,how her tights jeans and boots held her tight butt up. He watched her interact with the sales person he saw her look normal not like she had an addiction to blood or that she was still mourning her losses, she looked happy and for a second he saw how they could have a life together after all this is over, he could see himself settling down with her and having kids. When Dean had gotten back from Purgatory and Maddie left to go meet him he knew he could never compete, could never be Dean Winchester but he knew he could give her what Dean couldn't. A home.