Chapter 11

Pulling up into The Center she had had some time to calm down, she was trying to figure out what happened, she wanted to put everything she had into finding out what was going on with Cas, but she didn't have the slightest idea on where to start. Turning the car off she sat contemplating if she should even go in, The Center gave her mixed emotions and she didn't know if she liked it, she liked being able to intimidate people just by walking into a room, to her it was better to be feared then not taken seriously, but the lonely feeling crept up on her and even though she had no problem being alone, in fact most of the time she preferred it but with being away from the boys she felt herself clinging to Jason more then she would usually. Reaching into her glove department she grabbed a pack of unopened cigarettes that she kept in there just in case and this was defiantly one of those cases, she opened the pack and put one between her lips, getting out of the car she leaned up against it and lit it, taking in that first drag she let out a big breath and felt some of the tension blow away with the smoke, letting her shoulders relax she couldn't stop her thoughts from going back to Cas but was interrupted by someone calling her name.

"Maddie"

"Hey Jace"

"Are you Ok and since when do you smoke?"

"It's just one of those days"

"Well what happened"

"Cas-"

"The angel?"

"Yea, I think something is going on with him"

"Like what?"

"I don't know I just know he's in trouble and I can't help him, another person I can't help"

"Hey don't do that don't beat yourself up over this, we can talk to Dad see if he knows anything, I mean I know he likes to stay away from anything that has to do with angels but you know Dad always has to be in the know just in case."

Madison nodded and looked up at the man trying to make her feel better she felt something for him, he had always been there for her not because he had to but because he wanted to be, towards the end of her relationship with Dean she always felt that he was only there for her because he promised her Dad that he would be, and she felt like she was only around because she knew if something happened to him or Sam she would never forgive herself. Her and the boys had gotten into the rhythm of hiding how they were feeling from each other, her and Dean hadn't even said how they felt about each other, she could never bring herself to show any emotion around them for the fear that they would perceive her of being weak, and hunting with the Winchesters that was the one thing you couldn't be. Madison let the cigarette drop and stepped on it following Jason inside they walked to Gus' office, Madison told Gus everything that had happened he had promised to try to find out what he could but neither were hopeful that he would. Madison suggested they go to the gym after meeting with Gus she felt the urge to work out until her body hurt.

3 hours later Madison was catching a towel Jason was throwing at her to wipe her face, her muscles ached all over but she felt good it was like she worked out all the stress, she would've continued if she didn't start to get hungry, she walked back to the room glued to Jason side, working out with him had been fun she would've never worked out for that long if he hadn't been there, everything just fit, she knew she could lean on him if she wanted, that their was no judgment on his behalf and she found that she drank less blood when she was with him, she wasn't stressing as much so she was able to control her powers a lot easier. Quickly taking a shower while Jason went and got them food she let the water run over her and she felt herself cool down, she looked down at her hand she could feel the fire poking at her and she carefully let it in, the fire started taking over her hand and she held it out turning it around, she felt her control steady and it felt so easy she didn't even have to concentrate, it just felt natural, she smiled and closed her fist letting the fire die out. Getting out of the shower she toweled herself off and changed into some shorts and a tank top she sat on the bed ringing her hair out, looking around the room she let out a breath and started praying.

"Cas its me... Madison, I don't know where you are or what's going on but I pray that your ok, if you ever need anything I'm here for you I don't care what it is-" She paused and thought for a second. "And if you could watch out for our boys huh, keep them safe" She bowed her head and got up, walking out of the room she went outside to her car and grabbed another cigarette, as she lit it she heard a low growl she whipped her head around looking for the source of the noise she saw nothing but heard another growl she felt her body go rigid in anticipation of an attack she felt a breath hit her face and then she was knocked over onto her back.

"Hellhound" she breathed out as it started to snarl and its drool was dripping down onto her, she moved her head to the side trying to reach the knife that was tucked into her boot she was about to grab it when she heard a small whimper and felt a cold rough tounge against her face she looked up and squinted her eyes trying to see the hellhound, her eyes widened when she saw the invisible dog get clearer.

"Tiny" she squeaked out in disbelief and excitement but before she could say anything she heard a shout she looked seeing Jason standing with his gun at the ready.

"Madison what is it?"

"No, Jace don't, don't shoot it's Ok" Jason moved down a step and Tiny let out a growl and took a defensive stance. Madison shot her hand out.

"Jace put the gun down it's Ok it's my dog" Jason looked around lowering his gun.

"I don't see a dog" She let out an awkward laugh and patted Tiny on the head.

"Well it's not actually a dog"