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Confession
We were lying on the bed. My head relied on Jakes chest, flowing with his breaths. One of his hands caressed my head while the other one was around my waist, his hand holding mine.
I could stay like this forever he said, his voice sounded even more beautiful inside my head.
Me too. I sighed and squeezed his hand lightly.
After a while did my pocket vibrate. I took up my cell phone and saw the text.
Where are you? We'll have dinner in 30 min, come or Edward will freak out/ Mom
I rolled my eyes and putted the cell phone back into the pocket.
"Seems like forever is over" Jake said and moved his hand from my head. I sat up and sighed loudly.
"it seems so"
Jacob was now sitting behind me, his arms wrapped around me. I felt his warmth and his scent. His own, special scent that filled my lungs and hung in the air of his bedroom.
"I whish eternity was longer" I whispered.
it is how long we make it he thought.
But as far as I know, eternity hasn't a curfew
He laughed. And rose up.
"You're right. Seven year old girls aren't supposed to be this far away from home, this late." his grin was irresistible.
"Well, you didn't think of my age 30 minutes ago, did you?" I said also standing on my feet, looking at him, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"I still don't" he said pulling me in and kissing me softly. Let's go he said and dragged me out of the room.
The engine start and a happy song played in the background. I smiled to myself, almost exploding of happiness inside.
"Can you tell me were the treaty line goes?" I asked Jake trying to hide the reason to why I asked.
"It goes by that sign" he said looking at a yellow sign that was on a tree.
"Can you pull over here?" I asked and he did.
"Why?"
I took the seatbelt of and looked at him.
"We have to be careful when we come home. For Edward am I still seven. If he founds out the we kissed and how we kiss, he'll probably rip the head of you. And if he does that then I'll kill him and we'll all end up hating each other."
He nodded in comprehension. The desire of kissing him came through me again, but I didn't know if I dared to kiss him here.
"Don't think" I told him and rose from my seat and kissed him. He was shocked at first, but that disappeared. I found his neck and kept kissing him. I wouldn't have stop if it wasn't for the hand break that was hurting my ribs. I let go of him and went back to my seat.
"And that was for…?" he asked
"The rest of my miserable day" I said and the car started to go.
We came to the driveway and I gave Jake a warning look. He nodded and smiled in comprehension. I went out first.
"I'm home!" I screamed. Alice was first out.
"Renesmee Cullen! Your shoes! Go up right now and change!" she exclaimed. I grabbed Jakes hand when he was next to me.
Told you it was a big deal I said, feeling his smile.
Alice was stepping impatiently with her foot on the ground and her arms crossed over her chest.
"You can't just walk around looking like that!" she said
"I'm sorry! But I don't have any other clothes remember?"
"Yeah, you have. We where supposed to shop together today remember? But you dumped me" she said and sounded like a child. I felt guilty. Jasper wasn't around so I guessed I really was feeling guilty.
"Sorry auntie" I said and went to her and gave her a kiss on her cheek.
"It's okay" she said smiling " but you really have to change, and shower"
"Yes ma'am" I said and ran up but immediately went back.
"Where am I supposed to…"
"First door to the left" she said blinking to me.
It was Alice and Jasper's room, with no doubt. The big wardrobe and the clean room just screamed Alice. I went to the bathroom and showered in the speed of light, drying and fixing my hair with the same speed.
I putted on the outfit that was waiting for me on the bed. A pretty flower patterned tank top, some tight, brown pair of Capri's, some fabric sneakers and a cream colored cardigan. I went to Alice's mirror and took some of her make up and stole some drops of an expensive perfume. I had let my hair out, it was pretty long, under my chest. I needed to cut it.
I remembered that my Jake was down stairs with my vampire family and I ran back down. Jake was still standing where I left him. Everything was as I left it, except that mom, Edward and Rosalie where there too.
"Hey!" I said to them hugging everyone, even Edward who I didn't want to even remember right now, but I had to act normal. And before I had left, we were okay.
"Hi, sweetheart." mom said "How has your day been?" she asked totally normal.
"Great" I answered trying to not reveal the real reason to what made it great "though I'm starving!" I said. And it was true. I hadn't eaten science breakfast.
"What, they didn't offer you to eat?" Rosalie said.
"Well eating didn't come to my mind when I was there" I said.
"What did you do all day then? Was your mouth busy with talking?" she asked with a tone she had never used towards me. Almost poisonous. But when I analyzed what she said did I remember that talking was the least my mouth had been doing. I immediately focused, trying my hardest not to revel myself. But a giggle slipped through my mouth. I looked at Jacob, who looked at Edward, who looked at me.
I gave Jake a look that screamed "don't think!". But he knew what I had though of and he started to laugh to. In less then a second did I lift my hand to my mouth to not laugh again, but it was to late. We burst out laughing. God, if I can't hold myself in ten minutes, will I be able to hold me for the rest of the night?
"What are you laughing at?" Rose asked annoyed. I just shook my head, still laughing. I turned to Jake and saw that he also was laughing. I glazed at Edward who was looking at Jake and me, he didn't seem to notice anything, but we couldn't risk anything either. I turned serious and so did Jake, coughing and crossing his arms in front of his chest.
"Why's your shirt ripped?"
I froze at Rose's statement. Looking at Jake, he froze too. I felt how my stomach flipped inside out. I tried not to look at Edward, he might hadn't seen our reaction. Might.
"Sorry if I don't look worthy enough to be in your presence, your highness" Jake said trying to joke it away. And I was praying that it would work. Rose gave him an angry look.
I looked at Jake once again and saw that the shoulder of his black t-shirt was almost completely ripped of. I could see his well built arms and his perfect and soft copper skin…
I collected myself and looked at Edward that still didn't seemed to get that something was wrong- or maybe I had misjudge his lying abilities.
"I.. think I should get going" Jake suddenly said.
"You don't want to stay to dinner?" my mom asked Jake. I didn't know if she was being polite or if she knew. I suddenly felt like she had been part of everything, and I got intimidated.
"Eh… no, but thanks. Good night" he said and turned to the door.
"I'll walk you out" I said and followed him.
He waited for me and we went out.
I grabbed his hand an ran with him to the car. I leaned forward and hugged him.
"I'm going to tell them today at dinner" I whispered to him as quietly I could.
"Are you sure?" he whispered even more quietly than me.
"Yeah. I think mom knows something, and it won't take long before he does to, so it's better if I say it."
"okay"
We stood quiet a while in each others arms.
"I love you" his whisper just a vibration of air to my ear, a vibration that gave me goose bumps.
"I love you too" I answered him " and no matter how it goes… I'll meet you tomorrow at the treaty line at 1 o'clock"
I felt how he nodded. I let go of him, even if every fiber of my body protested against our separation.
He entered his car and drove away.
I walked to the porch and my parents came out.
"We're eating dinner at home" Edward said grabbing mom's hand. Still unaware.
I nodded and we started to run home.
"Dad, this was delicious!" I said. Not lying. My dad cooked well for not eating.
"I'm glad you liked it" he said. Smiling.
I suddenly felt my conscience picking on me. I had to tell them everything. Now.
"I… need to talk to you guys" I said putting the napkin on the table. They where looking at me. I tried not to think of what I was going to say so that Edward wouldn't know.
"Today… Jake and I… discovered things" I took a pause to breathe. "He told me that he loved me. That he always has. And always will." No reactions. "I found out that I feel the same way towards him. And that I love him to. And… I'll go out with him"
Awkward silence.
"I knew it was going to happen…" dad mumbled angrily
"What did he tell you?" mom asked.
I was preparing for replying.
"Everything?" my dad exclaimed.
"Well, yeah I mean…"
"Oh, God…" my dad said.
"Hey, if you're worried about that I'm going to freak out because we left Forks and yada, yada, I won't" He looked at me like he didn't get it. "About you and everyone knowing about the imprinting and how it would hurt him" he flinched, so he got it. "And now… I'm going to redeem all harm we made him"
I saw my Edward's eyes explode with rage and fury.
"Oh, so you're going to redeem the harm? Is that what he wants? To get some kind of consolation prize? And what's that going to be? You?" he had flew of the chair and was standing in front of me. I just looked at him. My mind slipped to the afternoon.
"Oh my God!" he screamed.
"It's not what you…"
"Not what I think? What do you expect me to think, Renesmee?" "It was just a kiss"
"It didn't seem like that from this view. It was more… no a lot complicated than that! What a nice consolation prize you gave him… I should've known when you guys entered…"
I was shocked. Did he though that I could do something like that? My own dad didn't trust me. He had always.
I showed him every single memory of the afternoon. The kiss. How he held my hand in his, our foreheads meeting. How he told me he loved me, over and over again. How we where laying in his bed, hugging each other, enjoying the moment. I showed him everything. I only excluded our new found communication abilities.
I looked at his shocked face.
"Thanks for trusting me, dad. Really" I sad and went to my room.
I didn't care about putting my pajamas on I just dived into the bed and cried for my dad's mistrust. And at the same time I cried my longing after Jake.
Renesmee, open the door. he said calmly but despaired. I'm sorry, I should've trusted you more. I just… I don't know what happened. You're my little girl. It has all went to fast. I should've learned not to lie or hurt you but it seems like I never will. he paused for about ten minutes. Baby, I promise you, that if you open the door and forgive me, I'll accept anything. I'll let you go out with Jacob, I'll let you marry him right now if that's what you want… please.
I felt the pain hit my chest. Stupid conscience!
I rose up and opened the door. He was standing there, his faced torn with pain. I gave him a big hug and cried into his shirt.
"I love you" he said, his mouth buried in my head giving me kisses.
I love you too.
"Go to sleep now" he said and followed me to the room.
I laid down and he tucked me in. Like he used to. He laid down next to me. Holding me tight while humming my lullaby into my ear.
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