I was really glad that Tommy accepted my invitation. I hadn't spent any quality time with him since the 12th grade, and it was going to be great. Ever since about the 11th grade, I've had a huge crush on him. Honestly, I've been in love with him. No doubt about it. Now, here I am, 26 years old, still holding feelings for him.
We all graduated college pretty early, we excelled greatly in our skills.
I wondered if Tommy took my invitation as a date. I hoped and didn't hope at the same time. I really want him to like me back, but I didn't want to come on to strong. How was I going to handle myself when we were together sitting on a hotel room bed? The anxiety...
8:00 rolled around. I grabbed a shower and put on some comfortable clothes. I put my hair up in fluffy pig-tails, just like I always have. I had let my hair grow out so much.
I ordered the pizza, and had the movie ready on pay-per-view. I rented Grave Encounters. I had already seen it once, and it was very scary. I figured if Tommy were there, I could get closer to him any time I got scared.
At 8:25, I heard a knock on the door. I peeped through the doorhole, and there he was. He looked so cute and comfortable with his hoodie and sweatpants. I already felt the heat coming on. How was I going to handle myself?
"Hey, Kimi." He said as he hugged me when he walked in. "Hey, Tommy. Thank you for showing up. It means a lot." I said, as I gave him a freindly kiss on the cheek. I had to stop myself from kissing his mouth. "Well, I ordered Grave Encounters... you haven't seen it, have you?" I asked him. "No, but I've been meaning to. I spoke to one of the directors of it actually, he's giving me a little extra help on my horror film." He explained. "Really? Cool!" We sat on the bed and let the movie start.
The first 30 or so minutes of this movie was the biggest yawn-fest of my life. Right as the creepyness started, the pizza arrived. Tommy offered to get it, and pay for it. "No Tommy, you don't have to pay! I got it, it's ok!" I told him. "Don't worry, babe. I got it." Woah. He just called me babe. I felt my cheeks heat up immediately. Luckily, he was turned around. I probably looked really stupid.
About 45 minutes into the movie, it started getting a little creepy, and Tommy and I were exchanging small talk while paying attention to what was happening on screen. I decided to pause the movie. I laid my head on his shoulder. "You don't mind, do you? I'm a little sleepy." I asked him. He started blushing like crazy. It was adorable. "Uhm...no..." He said, with a grin, scartching the back of his head.
"So, tell me about this movie of yours!" I said, with a smile. "Well, it's a lot like this one. Found-footage. This kids go into the woods and find this shrine of dead animal corpses and skeletons, some of them fresh. I know it sounds run-of-the-mill, but there's a big twist in there that I can't reveal right now. It's a surprise." He explained. "I can't wait!" I said. "It's gonna be great. You think you can get me some good seats to the premeir?" I asked him. "I'll get the best seats." Tommy said. I giggled and gave him a hug. I resumed the movie.
While the first chunk of it was boring, we were getting into some pretty scary parts. With each scare I would grab Tommy's arm and squeal like a little girl. "It's ok, it's just a movie! Nothing's going to hurt you, you have my word." He told me.
We reached the end of the movie, probably the scariest part. I buried my eyes between Tommy's arm and torso, until it was over. "Don't worry, Kimi! It's over, open your eyes!" I looked up and saw him staring into my eyes. His beautiful, brown, dark eyes staring into mine, smiling. I lost it.
I jumped on him, and started grinding. He seemed ok with it, so I kept going more and more. He grabbed me and forced me even more. I grabbed his face and started to aggresively, passionately kiss him. I sucked on his tounge and his bottom lip. He started to rip my shirt off. Finally, these feelings I've held in all of these years, finally going to be shown. I didn't think I'd be able to handle myself, and I didn't.