I woke up lying next to Tommy in my hotel room bed the morning after Phil's funeral. Now that I was finally with Tommy, everything felt right. Tommy... completes me. My love for him was finally shown, and I couldn't be happier. I knew he was awake too, just too tired to get up. So, I got up to get a shower, and Tommy smacked my ass.

"Damn, baby, you're so curving. You're like an hour-glass!" I blushed at that last comment. I felt my cheeks heat up. I was in so much love.

I took my shower, dried myself off, fixed my hair, and ran out back too Tommy. I didn't even think about putting on clothes, because I knew he was probably in for a little morning fun before we went out to eat later.

I was right. We ended up doing it, right then and there on the hotel bed the second I came out of the bathroom. God, I love the way he makes me scream. Woah, sorry. Got a little carried away there. It's just... me, my heart, and my vagina have all been waiting years to finally be with Tommy. I wasn't going to just have a little bit.

We both slammed back down on the bed panting after we were done. I turned over and looked at him. He put his arm around me.

"So... what are we going to do?" He asked.

"What do you mean, baby? I asked back.

"Well. We discussed it last night, not at length. I'm in love with you, Kimi. I definitely don't want to leave town here in a few days without you. I couldn't...what do you say... I move production of my film back to where you live?" He said.

"No, you don't have to do that. I'll move my office out to you, so I can be with you. That won't be nearly was much trouble as you moving all of your stuff closer to my place. I want to be with you Tommy Pickles, whatever it takes."

We looked deeply into each others' eyes after I made that comment. I leaned in and passionately kissed him. We were making out for a good 30 seconds before we heard a knock on the door. "Go away!" Tommy yelled. I got up and went over to the door. Forgetting I was naked, I answered it. It was Lil. Not like she cared. For some reasons, it's different for girls to be naked around other girls. It's almost like it wouldn't matter it we were clothed or not if it was just girls and no guys. Like, it would make no difference. Lil just walked in. I could tell she had been crying.

"Lil, are you okay?"

"No."

"Hey, I'm naked..." Tommy said, pulling the blanket over himself. Lil ignored his comment, and looked at me.

"I can't go on without Phil... I can't... I need you guys to stop me... " Lil said. "From doing what...?" I asked her.

She pulled out a pill bottle of Valium. "This morning... at about 3:30... I woke up and nearly swallowed the whole bottle... I was able to stop myself, but I feel the hold on myself becoming weaker and weaker..."

She fell into my lap, for comfort. She came right back up. The area between my legs still had some... 'Stank' from mine and Tommy's earlier antics.

"Uhm... Lil... if you're gonna do that, let me get some pants on..."

I went and slipped on some night-bottoms and allowed her to lay her head in my lap.

"I can still hear Phillip's voice in the back of my head... If he saw me doing this, he would say something like 'Lillian, what the hell?' or 'Why would you do that Lillian?' or 'Lillian, stop!' It's all run-of-the-mill stuff that which said by only Phillip's voice can make me cry..."

Damn. Those two really were close. Poor Lil. Not just Lil, though. We were all missing Phil. Bad. It's like there was just a giant void of nothingness without him there...

Lil's phone vibrated. A text from Angelica. That was random...

'Lil, come see me at my parent's house. There's something I have to tell you, now that I know what I needed to know for sure.'

"Tommy, me and Lil have something to do. We'll be back soon." I told Tommy after getting dressed. "Ok, baby." He said, giving me a kiss. "When I get back, we'll go to eat, baby. I promise. I love you!" I told him. "Love you too, sexy."

Lil and I pulled into Charlotte and Drew's house. With the absence of car's, we assumed that it was only Angelica in the house. We rang the door bell, and she answered. "Good. You didn't reply, I thought you didn't get my message. Come in. My parents are gone right now." She told us. The three of us sat down in the living room.

"Lil... I'm not sure how to tell you this. I didn't want to say because I didn't want to seem like a hero... let me lay it out for you... I was at the party that Phil got sick at. This is what happened..."

Flashback

I was in town visiting my parents and my Aunt Didi and Uncle Stu. I heard there was a party... I walked in to Shane's house, where the party was. Shane was one of my old boyfriends, I heard about the party and invited myself. I walked in, and there were drunk people everywhere. I don't know who did it, but I felt a few smacks on my ass, one boy tried to pull my pants down... there were some pretty wasted people at this thing. Then, there he was. Phil was sitting on the chair, downing his 30th beer, getting ready for more alcohol. He was already drunk WAY off of his ass, slurring some words at me. "Wassup, Angie? How'd 'dja hear 'bout dis party!? I'm so glad you could be here! Daaaaamn, look at your ass! It's unbelieavable!" I ignored his comments and went to get a drink.

About 2 hours later, I heard about how much he had been drinking. By this time, I was pretty drunk myself, so I didn't really care.

Then, about an hour later, it happened. Phil fell over. No one had even cared that it happened, because everyone was so wasted and too busy partying. I bent over, and felt around on him... he had no pulse. As drunk as I was, I knew that I had to get him to the hospital. God, I remember swerving all over that road. It's a miracle I didn't get pulled over. When I was checking him in... his skin was so yellow, and he had thrown up so much. All in my car and all over me. I was so scared...

Flashback Out

"So, you were there? Well... I guess it's good that you told me now... Thank you for trying to save my brother now, Angelica... But... your text said, '...now that I know what I needed to know for sure.' What... what does that mean?" Lil asked Angelica. I looked at Angelica.

"Well, that's the main reason I asked you to some here, Lil. Although I surely yet vaguely remember it, sometime in the hour between me hearing about how drunk he was, and him falling out... we had sex."

There was a look of shock on Lil's face.

"There was no way for him to remember it, he was WAY to drunk. But, that's not all there is... You see, Phil was in the hospital for about 2 weeks. That gave me plenty of time to realize that..." Lil's eyes grew wide.

"...I'm pregnant with your brother's child."