Kimi had finally returned from Angelica's house. Lil left. Kimi came back into the hotel room, having this weird look on her face.
"What's wrong, baby?" I asked her. "Let's just go to dinner and I'll tell you there."

I didn't know if anything was wrong or not. But... I mean, you really should've seen her. This girl is all-around perfect. Her body is perfection. She has the greatest ass... Also, ever since the beginning of high school, her chest has REALLY grown in. I'm pretty sure that she is up to a D if not a DD. Whatever size she is, I love her breasts. And her ass. And her curvy, shapely body. And her soft, always makeup-free face and her smooth, long, purple hair. I loved her so much. I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life. Still do.

Anyways, something else hit me at that moment. With Lil being there earlier, I started to think about Phil again. Man. It was getting really hard to grasp that my best friend, practically my brother, was dead. Gone. I would get sad thinking about it. It's hard for me to get to the point of tears, and I definitely had gotten there more than once in the past few days. I couldn't believe Phil DeVille was gone...

Me and Kimi left for dinner. She look beautiful, as always, and I tried to look good for her. We went to Chili's.

We walked in, got seated, and Kimi looked at me.

"Ok...look. You are NOT going to believe what Angelica just got through telling Lil and I. And please don't get mad and run off to her... but, it's kind of bad. Ok, REALLY bad..." She said to me. "Well, what is it?" I said with a look of confusion.

She started to whisper to me across my table, until she was cut off. "Hello, my name is Clayton, I'll be your server today. Can I start you off with a drink?"

"Yes sir, I'll have a water." Kimi told him. "I'll have sweet tea." I told him. "Ok, I'll be back in one short moment." He walked away.

"Anyways, you were saying..."

"...Angelica was at the party where Phil fell out." When she said this, I was shocked.

"...She had sex with him. What's even worse is, he got her pregnant. Angelica is carrying Phil's child." I looked REALLY shocked after this one.

After letting it settle in my mind, I was angry. Very angry. So angry I could barely see straight. Angelica has done some dumb shit in the past, but this one really tops it all. I mean, she had sex with him... we she should have been pulling his drunk ass out of there. That stupid bitch! She better be sorry.

Anyways, for the rest of dinner, we exchanged small talk, talked about how we would move in together, ate, and left.

On the way home, Kimi said she wanted to drop by Lil's parents' and she how she was. We pulled into her driveway and got out of the car.

We walked inside, and saw something we wished we hadn't. Chuckie's naked ass walking around the living room. Worst part about it, though not as if I was looking (because it was painfully obvious) his penis was red and wet. He had either just got through jacking off, or having sex. And I know he didn't come to where Lil is to jack off. Kimi walked in, and was ashamed.

"Chuckie?! What the hell?! What are you doing?!" Chuckie covered himself and ran back into the room where Lil was. Kimi and I walked in, and there lie Lil, completely naked and passed out. There was only one thing though... she wasn't moving. At all.

Kimi checked her pulse. "Oh shit..." She said. Outside of the bathroom, I couldn't help but notice a pill bottle with the top off of it. I looked inside. Empty. It was the Valium from early.

"Shit! That's why she acting so damn strange... I thought she was just drunk!" Chuckie screamed, with tears in his eyes. "Idiot! You came over here to have drugged sex with a girl who's brother just died?!"

"NO, I CAME OVER HERE TO COMFORT HER, WE ENDED UP HAVING SEX!" Chuckie screamed at me. I quickly grabbed a bath-robe from the floor and slipped it over Lil and carried her out on my shoulders. We all got in the car and started for the hospital.

"Thank God we came! Your dumb ass would have thought she was sleeping!" Kimi screamed. "Dumb?! I'm the only one here who teaches at a college level!" He screamed back at her.

"Everybody, be calm! Screaming won't fix anything!" I said. The rest of the ride was silent.

About two hours later, we were sitting in the hospital. Lil's parents were there. Lil had no pulse, but they got her back up and running. They pumped all the Valium out of her system and she was no longer in any kind of critical condition.

"Lil...what were you thinking? Taking that much medicine...?" I asked her. "Lil, you need to be for mindful. I don't want to lose you along with your brother in the same week." Howard, Lil's father, said to Lil. "Lil...losing Phil was hard enough. We can't lose both of you." Betty said. "Well...you go in life knowing your only brother could've been saved...but instead was left alone and given sex by the person that could have saved him..." When she said that, she began to cry. We had to explain that situation to Chuckie, and Lil's parents, and they were shocked and angered.

Angelica walked through the doors. "Lil, are you ok?!" She screamed. "Oh God, this is all my fault! I'm sorry..." She said. "Damn right it's your fault, you selfish bitch. Feel better that you pushed a girl's urge to kill herself?" Chuckie said to Angelica. Woah. Chuckie was cutting pretty deep. He probably doesn't know that Angelica is crushin' on him. No, it was pass that. Angelica loved Chuckie, but was to scared to say it, just like Chuckie to Lil. Angelica started to cry.

"Your tears won't fix any of this, you stupid bitch." Chuckie said. "That's enough, Chuckie. Calm down." Kimi said. Betty and Howard looked at each other, and just held Lil's hand.

"No...he's right... It's all my fault..." Angelica bawled and left the room. Lil started to cry. Chuckie started to cry. Kimi started to cry. Betty and Howard started to cry. I started to cry.

We were all crying. At this point, it seemed like that's all we could do. Cry.