Chapter 17

"Hi Sam" Madison held her breath after she spoke, she was hoping he would talk to her but on the other hand she was hoping that he would just hang up so she wouldn't have to hear his voice and regret her decisions.

"Maddie, thank god are you ok?" Madison let out a relived laugh, she was glad that he seemed happy to hear from her.

"Yea, I'm fine, how is everything on your side?"

"Not bad, you know the stuff with Dean-"

"Sam can we not talk about him, I know he's still mad and I get it, I just wanted to check on my huge little brother"

Sam let out a laugh. "I'm fine Maddie I promise"

"Well what's been up, have you had any fun cases without me?"

"Not much, ran into Benny again"

"Dean's 'vampire' friend?"

"Yea"

"How'd that go?"

"It was a mess, Martin died" Madison let out a breath and ran a hand through her hair, she had liked Martin from when they had meet the one time, he was weird, and Madison always took to the weird things; hence the blood.

"Damn that sucks, was it Benny?"

"Yea but it was a fucked up situation"

"It always is" They fell into an awkward silence, Madison didn't know if he was with Dean and she didn't want to ask because she didn't want to seem like she cared.

"So I know you said you didn't want to talk about Dean but Maddie he's hurt"

"How can you tell, he hides everything"

"No more then what you hid from us" Madison let out a sigh as Sam continued. "Look I'm sorry but he didn't really have time to deal with it, you just left"

"He told me to leave Sammy, what did you expect me to do?"

"Come back when he cooled down, he misses you I know he does" Madison felt her throat close and tears start to well.

"I know Sammy I miss him too"

"Do you love him?"

"Sam-"

"No, Maddie come on you guys have been going back and forth for almost 8 years, I know you have a problem with saying it but he needs to know you love him if you guys are going to work"

"I know Sam, I just need some time to figure everything out"

"Ok well do me a favor call him please if not for him for me, you know how Dean's like when he's moody" Madison let out a laugh.

"Yea, yea I'll think about it" A knock sounded on the motel door and Madison guessed it was Jason getting fed up with waiting for her. "Look Sammy I gotta go but please be careful ok, and I know I don't have to say it but look out for him for me, I can't handle losing one of you again"

"Yea, you be careful too, Love you Short Stack" Madison let out a laugh at the nickname that he had given her because of her only being 5'4. She looked towards the door as Garth opened it and waved her hand letting him know that Jason was fine.

"Yea you to Beanstalk, and do me a favor don't tell him we talked, I'll call him when we finish the case"

"Ok and if you run into trouble just call, we could be there in less then a day"

"Alright bye Sam" Madison pulled the phone from her ear and hung up before he had the chance to say goodbye, she was always anxious about him or Dean saying bye to her, in the handful of times they did say it she wouldn't see them for months or one of them would die, so she had always made it a point to never hear them say goodbye to her. Madison got up off the bed and handed the phone back to Garth, turning to Jason she introduced him to Garth and having gotten the pleasantries out of the way they all started going over the case, Jason didn't ask her about the phone call and she didn't bring it up. They stayed in Grath's room for a couple more hours trying to come up with a plan and when they couldn't pin point a day the train could show up they called it a night. Jason and Madison went to their rooms leaving Garth to get some sleep, walking into their room she quickly gathered her stuff and went to the bathroom jumping in the shower to avoid whatever conversation Jason was going to try to spring on her. Getting out of the shower she was hoping he had gone to sleep but seeing the light still on she decided the best way to not get into it was to get to him before he got to her. Not even bothering with grabbing the towel she opened the door and stepped out, she saw Jason laying on the single bed with his eyes closed, she cleared her throat and he opened one eye and sat up in the bed.

"Should I be naked too?" Madison shrugged innocently.

"If you want to join me you can" Jason smiled at her and got up taking his shirt off and walking over to her.

"I know what you're doing" Jason said running his hand up her arm.

"And what is that?" Jason bent down to kiss her shoulder.

"Getting out of talking"

"Did it work?" Jason smiled down at her and lifted her up, Madison let out a squeak of surprise and wrapped her legs around his waist, he sat down on the bed as he ran his hand up and down her back. "I'll take that as a yes" Madison pushed him down on the bed and the only noise coming from their room were moans of pleasure.

Waking up the next morning Madison felt good, she was ready to get to work, having talked to Sam the night before, she felt like she still had Sam to call if she ever needed anything, but right now in this moment all she wanted to do was work on whatever her and Jason had.

"Stop thinking so hard" Madison smiled as Jason's rough voice met her ear, she turned around in his arms so she could look at him.

"Morning to you to"

"I'm surprised you're up"

"Yea, well you gave me quite a workout last night"

"Hmmm, I think I'm gunna want to talk to you more often" Madison smiled and leaned in giving him a kiss before getting up and heading to the bathroom to put some clothes on, her life felt good right now, the only thing that she had to deal with was this damn train and then she would decide if she would call Dean or not. Walking back out of the shower she saw Jason standing outside with the door open talking to someone, she walked over peeking her head out.

"Hey Garth"

"Hey Mad, I was just running today's game plan past Jason"

"Ok, so what's up?"

"I figured maybe we could check some mental wards, see if anybody is ranting about getting dragged to hell"

"Alright sounds good" Madison walked back into the room to grab her boots, sitting down on the bed to put them on, Madison pulled her duffel bag out from under the bed, she took out a bottle of blood and took a big swig, putting the top back on she took a deep breath as she felt her skin start to tingle.

"Is that what happened?" Madison looked up at Garth who was watching her with a harden look.

"Yea" Garth nodded his head slowly before giving her a small smile, but she could see the small hint of disgust that was showing in his eyes.

"Alright well I'll check the mental hospital on 3rd, you guys want to take the hospital?" Garth walked out of the room and Jason sat down next to Madison.

"You Ok?"

"Yea, just hoping this doesn't change anything" Jason stood up and gave her a kiss on her forehead before helping her off the bed and letting her walk out of the room, following behind her he waved at Garth as he drove off, for Madison's sake he hoped that Garth wouldn't let this screw up their relationship, he knew what Madison had lost already and he didn't think she could handle losing anymore people in her life, he knew if she did, not even the blood could keep her from losing control.