Heey! So the reactions I've got from the chapter before are"What the heck?" and i know, it was a sudden change in things, and i'm sorry if it's to confusive, but you'll have to wait for annorther chapter to fine out what really is going on;)

This chapter isn't as intense as the other one, But i hope you like it!

Don't forget to comment! if u have annything to say about the story, or critque it's just to coment or PM

ENJOY!

Painkiller

The sun rose but I didn't move. Both Bella and Esme had offered me food, but I wouldn't eat. Not until she was okay.

She'd woke up and screamed and the passed out several times, every time as painful as the other.

Right no she was awake.

"Jake"

"Yes baby?"

"Ta-alk to-o me."

"What do you want me to say?" "An-y-thi-ing"

"Okay" I said trying to hide my pain filled voice. "eh… everything will be fine, I'm here. I wont leave you. I'm right here. Did I tell you that I love you? Because I do. I love you so much. And it hurts to see you like this. You have to find strength, love. You have to come over this. Do you know why it hurts.?" she screamed.

"Gi-ive m-e you-r ha-and" she said

I couldn't not give her what she wanted, who cared if she broke my entire hand.

She took it and flinched.

Put it on my cheek she told me.

As carefully as I could did I lay my hand on her cheek. She cried and I took it away.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry baby!"

"it-s okay. P-please" she said and looked at my hand.

I once again lifted my hand to her cheek and held it there. She took a deep breath and bite her lower lip.

Don't do that, you'll hurt yourself I told her, trying to sound calm.

Can you caress my cheek? she asked me and I did.

I touched her cheek slightly, removing the tears that streamed down with every touch.

it helps she suddenly said.

what helps?

Your touches, I'm not in pain anymore, well, at least not in my cheeks she answered.

Could it be possible? How? I asked her.

You're touches always makes me feel better

Really?

She nodded.

I started to move my hand along her face. I touched her forehead, her eyelids, nose, mouth, everything.

I let mi hand slide to her neck and around her shoulders

Please, don't stop she told me

I touched her arms. I grabbed her hands in mine.

Dad? she thought. In that instant did Both Edward and Carlisle enter the room.

It helps she said her thoughts to him and because she'd her hand in mine I could hear that too.

"I see that" he responded looking a bit relived.

"What do you feel, dear?" Carlisle asked her.

Tell them I feel fine, as long as you have your hands on me she said and I flinched

Baby that doesn't sound right….

"I understand" Edward said and I felt a bit embarrassed. I saw how Edward told Carlisle everything and how Carlisle nodded in understanding.

Edward and Carlisle shared a look and Edward froze.

"But Carlisle …"

"It's the only way to let her rest, she said it herself"

"But…" he started and then stopped and sighed. " I think I still have the mattress" he finally said and left.

Seconds later he appeared with a mattress. He putted it next to Nessie's bed and went out again. Then he appeared with a mattress frame. He was putting a bed next to her.

"Now that you're the only thing that calms her can you at least be more comfortable" I saw that he'd a hard time saying those words to me. So I just nodded.

What's going on? Nessie asked. If she asked me or Edward didn't I know.

"I'm putting a bed to Jacob next to you" he said

Oh she said.

"I'll have to let you go" I said and saw how she stiffed

NO!

"It's just a minute" I told her and let her hand go.

She immediately started to shake, closing and opening her hands.

As fast as I could did I go to the other side of her. I sat on the bed and reached for her other arm.

"So sorry, baby. I'm so sorry"

It's okay she said more calm.

"I think we should let them both rest. Neither of them have slept tonight" Carlisle said to Edward and they left the room.

Jake, lay down, relax. She told me.

I'm fine like this, thank you I told her, assuring her that I was okay.

No… but… I want you to hug me.

Then you should've said so

I laid down and moved closer to her. She tried to support herself with one elbow but collapsed and started to cry.

Baby, don't move. I told her calmly.

I carefully pulled closer and wrapped my arms around her, let them protect her from everything evil that was hunting her.

I love you she told me

And I love you I replied

Huh… how would've though you where so addictive.

What?

Yeah, I mean, if it wasn't for you I would probably die of the pain. Who needs morphine when I've you?

I'm just happy you're not suffering anymore.

Yes, ugh it's awful!

What happened to you?

I've no idea. I just remember waking up, feeling like my bones where being stretched out, it was torture!

Poor you, and you'd to stand with that for so long!

Yes, but it's all good now, or well mostly.

Are you still in pain? She nodded

I'm sorry if I don't take it all away

Don't feel sorry, all the painkillers don't always work perfect.

So I'm you pain killer?

Yes, my own and personal painkiller, you always make me feel better and I can always count on you.

I heard now, even in her inner voice how tired she was.

You should get some sleep. I told her

You too

I felt her how she grabbed my arm and how she pulled herself even more closer to me now.

"I love you" I whispered to her "Sleep tight"

I relaxed myself. Feeling better. I had her in my arms, I was making her feel better. I loved her and she loved me. I couldn't ask for more besides that her pain would disappear completely.

LAst but not least: HA DEN ÄRAN CALI! GRATTIS PÅ18-ÅRS DAGEN! (happy b-day cali, if you didnt understand, i don't know how similar swedish and Norweigan are, but i think it's a bit close;)

AND TO THE REST: HAVE A GREAT DAY!