This is ch 22 of when eternity isn't enough=) and the last from Jake's POV tomorrow (or the next day i update) will be from Nessie's

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That's why I don't like doctors

I didn't dare to sleep. Even though she said she felt better, didn't she stop to shake. For some minutes was it like the pain was going to come back and she grabbed my hand and squeezed it hard, but it didn't do much. My hand was now shaped with hers. It fitted perfectly there, she'd left a trace.

When Edward showed up hadn't I slept at all. I was there like a guardian dog watching her.

"Bizarre comparison" he said relying my thought.

"Dog is Blondie's nick name to me, so…"

"She has… difficulties… with letting go"

"No way"

He chuckled and then turned serious. Oh, crap! "Don't worry, it's not you. It's just… it's hard to se her like this. And most of all, to not be able to do anything without hurting her. You know, Carlisle and the rest are a bit jealous of you" he said with a small smile.

"Of me? Why?" "Because you're the only one who can touch her without she screaming and twisting in pain"

"Oh"

He didn't say more. He just looked at Nessie, laying on her bed, her face sometimes changing to expressions of pain.

Edward was actually an okay guy. Calm, serene, never freaking out. Or well, not that I've seen. I think. I couldn't remember. But something I definitely saw was that he was suffering to.

"You cant imagine"

Actually, I can

"Right. Have she told you anything?" About?

"Why she's in pain" I saw that he wanted to change subject so I followed the lead.

"She…" I saw her flinch under me so I decided to reply him in my thoughts. She say she feels like if her bones where being stretched out.

"hmm" Edward looked concerned.

What's up?

"Doing the math"

Of?

"Her age" Well, you're daughter is seven… you know, just FYI

"I know that. But how old is she, physically"

Oh I said. For me she looks like sixteen

"I know, that's why it doesn't make any sense" he looked bewildered

okaay I said trying to avoid eye contact with this mystical person.

"You need anything?" he asked. That's a first.

"Eh… no thank you" I said and scratched my head.

"AH!" Renesmee suddenly exclaimed under me, I looked at my hand that no longer held her.

"I'm sorry!" I said and hugged her, but she kept screaming, I hugged her even more.

She stopped screaming but she was shaking and crying.

Jake, my bones hurt! They hurt so much!

"Carlisle!" Edward suddenly screamed and in a second he and Bella where there.

"What's happening?" Bella asked Jake with a worried voice.

"Carlisle, I think I know what it is…" was the first thing I heard, then I just saw his lips move and distinguished some words "… her bones might not…" he continued

"Maybe… But we can't say that…." Carlisle answered

"She's seven… wasn't she supposed…." Bella suddenly stepped in

"Yes" Carlisle said looking at her

"… a X-ray could show if… after all, what do we have to lose?" Edward replied. "Not much but…."

"Can someone tell me what the hell you're talking about?" I said tired of looking like and idiot.

"We think Renesmee is in the final spurt" Carlisle answered

"What final spurt?"

"What she has told you, about her hurting bones, it might be her bones developing really fast. You now the development of her physic might not consist with de development of her bones, which leads to a condition which alludes to the typical image of pain in the legs that usually occurs during the children's growing." Carlisle said in doctor.

"Can you now tell me that in plain English, please?"

"she's having growing pains, times 100" Edward said

"Was it that difficult to tell it right away?"

"We might have to do and X-ray on her, to see if we're in the right. But she can't so it because if you're not with her she starts to scream and she wont be able to lay still"

"Then let me do it with her" I said

"You sure?" Edward asked.

I looked at him Hell, yeah

I changed to this dresses you'd to wear in X-rays in the speed of light, trying to ignore Nessie's ear piercing screams. Every time she screamed meant a tear fighting its way out of my eye. But I had to stay strong. For her and for me.

I had totally lost control of the day, but it was dark so I guessed it was late afternoon, maybe dinner time. I remembered that I hadn't talked to my dad in more then twelve hours. He and the rest are probably worried, if they haven't already called, which I doubted.

I left the room where I'd dressed and walk through the hallway, half naked. Well that was how I felt.

I passed a room and someone whistled at me. It was Blondie's mate Emmett.

"I'll rip your head of later" I said giving him a threat full look.

He chuckled "We'll see"

I entered this room that looked more like a private hospital. It was big and clear.

Edward was waiting for me. I didn't hear anything.

"She just passed out" he said with a voice that I couldn't describe "We should hurry up before she wakes up" I nodded and went in. the room was dark and Nessie was lying on a stretcher, look lifeless. I shrugged at the though.

I went to the stretcher and realized how tiny that thing actually was. Then I saw the little cave both Ness and I where going to be putted in.

"You got to be kidding me!" I said as I looked at first Carlisle, than Edward.

"It's the easiest way to se what's really wrong with her" Carlisle said

That's why I hate doctors I thought

"I almost forgot" Edward suddenly said. "You've to wear this" he said handing me something that looked like an apron made of lead. It was heavy.

And that's for…?

" So that you don't appear in the X-rays, it prevents the radiation from go through…" "Never mind!" I said so that I wouldn't need to hear some more doctor language.

I putted the heavy apron on and lied next to Nessie, she woke up.

Jake? she said.

Yes baby?

Don't let me go

Never

" Are you ready?" Carlisle asked and I nodded.

What are they going to do? she asked, sounding scared

They're going to do some X-rays, to see if the… well it has something to do with your bones I said, a bit ashamed of that being the only answer I could give her.

She didn't say more, and neither did I. But after fifteen minutes was the tiny little x-ray booth beginning to feel claustrophobic.

"How long will we be in here?" I asked.

"Ten more minutes" Carlisle said.

I sighed loudly. I looked at Nessie how was breathing even and calm, with no pain.

I relaxed and focused on her breaths,. I didn't feel when I slipped away.

I woke up with some sunbeams hitting my face. Strangely. The sun was out. In Forks. I looked outside the window and judging from the position of the sun, it was the dawn breaking.

I stretched my arms but stiffened in the move. My arms were above me and not where they should be, around Nessie.

I turned my face to meet Renesmee's smiling, gorgeous face. The sun was hitting it, giving her smile and face a slight, magical sparkle. But her face wasn't the same. It was stronger, more mature in one way. It didn't have that playfulness it had have just days ago. But her eyes and smile where still the same.

I eyed her from her face down and suddenly realized the change.

"Holly crap!" I exclaimed quietly.

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