I was very confused and scared. I wasn't too sure what was happening between everyone, all I knew was that it was about to get scary. Angelica and Lil looked angry with each other, same with Chuckie and Dil. At the moment, I hoped we would all maintain the calmness we had...but I felt the tension building.

"Who the hell are you to tell me to stay away from someone? Lil has been my friend for years. You can't tell me to do shit, Chuckie." Dil angrily said. "She's pregnant with my child. You're looking for ass, you pervert. Stay away from the mother of my damn child, before I knock your ass through the ground." Chuckie responded. The levels of anger were rising.

"Lil, quit being stubborn. Put all this shit behind us, please." Angelica said. "Give me my brother back...whore." Lil said. Angelica's face at that moment... "Excuse me?! You made the same damn mistake I did, who are you to call me a whore?! Bitch!" Angelica said back. I knew Angelica couldn't hold anything in for long, she had too much in her. Lil's face became red with anger. "You got high... I got drunk... Dammit, I LOVE CHUCKIE. And you played with his heart! You took his innocence away... Gave him something to be prideful in...dammit, dammit, dammit! I wasn't trying to kill anyone!" Angelica said. Her and Lil got close...

"Look at you making all these threats. Tells me I can be around Lil all I want and you won't do shit." Dil said. The tension had been broken. Chuckie threw a punch, and nailed Dil right in the stomach. He got him in a full Nelson, and Dil couldn't move. That's when Tommy jumped in. He pulled Chuckie off, but Chuckie punched him in the face. Dil tackled Chuckie to the ground and started punching him aimlessly in the face. Chuckie threw him off. Tommy tried to hold Chuckie down, but Chuckie kicked him in the stomach. Dil tackled Chuckie's legs and Tommy slammed down on him with his elbow. Chuckie broke off the grip and threw Dil against the wall. He turned around and punched Tommy in the stomach.

All the while, Lil and Angelica were beside them, throwing punches and slaps and throwing each other against walls. It was horrifying. I just sat, watched, and cried. I couldn't believe what was going on in front of me. It was true. After giving what I was seeing some good thought, we really, really couldn't hold together without Phil. He truly was the glue that made us stick together.

After about 3 minutes of fighting, I heard someone from the pastor's stand tell "Hey! What is this?!" I turned around, thinking we'd see some guy like a janitor or a pastor, or just someone that managed the church... I'll be damned if I didn't see Phil standing there, at the pastor's stand. I'll. Be. Damned. Everybody stopped fighting.

"Really? This is what you guys do without me? I guess I shouldn't have left... Wasn't my choice, though. Ha ha, you guys aren't doing so good without me, are you? Yeah, I've been watching. Watching hard. I know EVERYTHING that is going on. Chuckie...man, always, the way you are. You'll never change. Look, I know Lil is pregnant with your kid...but you have to let it go, man! She's never going to love you more as a cherished friend! She made a mistake! And Lil...Angelica's mistake DID NOT kill me... I killed me. It's NOT Angelica's fault. It's MY fault. Please, please forgive her. And speaking of Angelica...Chuck, man. That's where your love is, man. You love her, I promise. You just need to be with her to find the love. At this moment... it may not exactly seem like it. But I promise you, man... Angelica is for you. Lil... she's for Dil. I can tell you that for sure. Kimi, Tommy...keep doing what you're doing. Cause you know what? You're doing it right..." We were all silently shocked. He came down to each one of us. Lil was crying her eyes out. He got close to her.

"Phil...I can't...I can't go on...without you..." Lil said, behind tears. He kissed her on the four head. "Keep your head up. I'll always be here. With all of you. Lil, you need to get with Dil, and bring that baby into the world. You'll be ok...ok?" He said to her. She smiled, and gave him hug.

"Phil, man...it's been hell without you..." Tommy said. "It won't be from here on out. I'll continue enjoying heaven, not hell. I can't enjoy it knowing it's 'hell' down here. It won't be."

"We just...we love you, man." Chuckie said. "I love you guys, too. More than any thing." We all ran up and gave him a group hug. We were all crying. When we let go, he was gone. We looked up, and he was leaving in a light on the stained glass. "Don't worry, guys. I'll always be here. Just make sure that you do your part." He said, before taking his steps into the light, before the light dimmed.

None of us could believe what we just saw. But, we certainly saw it. "Angelica...I'm sorry...and I forgive you...I shouldn't have been such a bitch..." Lil said. "No, I'm sorry...I just wish that I could have-" "Stop. Nothing to be taken back. I love you, Angelica." They both began to cry, and they hugged each other.

Chuckie, Dil, and Tommy were all giving hugs and handshakes and tell each other how sorry they were. "Dil, man...I shouldn't have been such an ass...I'm just a dick..."

"Nah, Man. Forget about it. Let's throw all too that shit out of the window. Not enough to throw out a 24 year friendship." "I love you guys, so much. There's no need to let us ever fall apart like that again. Phil will always be here...we'll be ok. We can't let our friendships die like that. We're too strong." I said. We have gave a group hug to each other.

Chuckie went over to Angelica. "So...you...love me?" Chuckie asked. "Um...is that weird?" Angelica asked, blushing. "Not at...um...not at all... I um...do you wanna like..." "Whatever it is, yes." Angelica said. Cutting I'm off. "I'm sorry for um...everything I said before..." Chuckie said. Angelica gave him a hug...and she hugged him back. It was the cutest thing ever.

Dil and Lil did pretty much the same thing. "I guess it was you all along, then. Something deep in my heart was telling me... I knew it. I guess, after giving it some that... I've loved you for quite some time..." Lil said. Dil didn't skip a beat. He leaned in and gave her a kiss. She blushed like crazy. She gave him a hug. It was also very cute... I was so happy.

Tommy came over to me, and gave a big, long, passionate kiss. "I love you, Tommy..." "I love you so much too, baby..."

After a long month of hurt and sadness...everything was finally back to normal... It was too good to be true. I just started thanking God for testing us like that. Because of him, we realize our strength. What was to be in the years to come, though?