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Quality time

"Renesmee! Are you okay?" Rachael ran to me were I was lying on the floor.

It was were I'd staid after Jake left, for more than two hours ago.

I laid in the middle of the room, curled into a tiny ball, holding my arms around my waist, trying to hold myself put together. "What happened?" her voice all shaken. She helped me get up and putted me on the couch.

I told him to get out, he will never come back I said, my voice sounded hypnotized, like if it was a recording. And it felt like it. For the two hours that had passed had I repeat the same sentence over and over.

"who?" Rachael was confused.

Jacob I showed her the entire fight. Tears streamed down my face as I replayed it all for her. This was the first time we'd ever fight, and look how it ended up. And it was all my fault.

"Oh, Ness. You're going through to much already to need this" she whispered. She shad her arms wrapped around me and was rocking me slightly. "I wish I could help you, but I've never argued with Paul, well, not like this. But I understand the feeling. You see, you're Jacob's everything. He would give up anything for you, even his own life right on place if you asked him to. He's just worried. But that doesn't give him the right to say what he said either." she took a deep breath and I waited for her to continue "He'll have time to think things through more carefully now that they're gone…"

I stiffened Who's gone? I asked as panic grew inside me.

"Oh, you didn't hear, did you? Well, after you talked to your mom this morning, were we informed that there was a new scent, a vampire. He was alone. The pack and your uncles confirmed that it belonged to someone of the Volturi." she trailed off as she heard my gasp.

The Vo-Volturi? What are they doing here?

"I don't know, no one does. Your family thinks their looking to see you, to prove that you might not have changed, that you're still little."

My heart raced. Were they after me again? Hadn't that stayed in the past? Had my mom known about this and was it therefore she'd wanted me out of Forks?

"The pack offered to take up the search, to see if whomever was here still is around or if he has left. The scent was vague so it was hard to confirm an exact person…"

The pack offered? I said.

"Yes, well, Jake offered to go and of course his little pack, but Sam refused to let them go alone, so all left."

For how long? I asked starting to fear the worst.

"We don't know, Jake's leading. He will cross the entire country to see if there's any kind of danger around you. The most probable thing is that they are gone two days…"

Two days?

"I know" I could hear the longing in her tone. She felt the same about leaving Paul

You were with Paul this afternoon, weren't you? I asked

"Yes"

I rose up and left the couch "Where are you going?" Rachael asked.

"Sleep" I whispered

"You want something to eat?"

"Not hungry"

I walked to the room and dived into the bed without even bother to take my shoes off.

I couldn't believe that while the rest of the couples had been saying their goodbyes, Jake and I had spend the time we had fighting over something so obvious as my safety. He had all reasons to act the way he did. He knew about the Volturi, he maybe had though they had me.

I felt so bad for everything that had happened that that nigh didn't I sleep at all.

I heard how Rach went to sleep and how she woke up in the middle of the night to drink water. I heard how she talked to Billy when he asked what was wrong with me.

When I assumed the morning had come did a light knock on the door make me rise up from bed for the first time.

"Good morning Renesmee" Billy said

"Morning Billy. Rachael is still sleeping" I told him, my voice sounded mechanically.

"And you should too, it's 5 am" he said "I just wanted to tell you that I'm going out fishing with your grandpa"

I reacted to the word grandpa. I hadn't talked to grandpa Charlie in a while, it was probably time I did.

"Okay. Tell him 'hi' from me" I said to Billy.

"I will. Now go back to sleep"

He left me at the door and left the house in his old wheel chair. I had to much going on to go back to sleep, so I decided to take a shower.

When I came back out was Rachael making me some eggs I went to stand next to her.

"You need help?" I asked as she was racing between moving the eggs so they wouldn't burn and fixing toast.

"You could set the table, please"

I did as she asked, moved quickly to were the necessary things were and putt them swiftly on the table.

"I wish I could be as fast and graceful" Rach put the plate with eggs in front of me and we started to eat. I mumbled as answer.

"Thank you, Rach" after we finished eating were we taking away everything "I can do the dishes, you go shower if you want" "Thanks, Ness" she smiled and left to the bathroom.

After the dishes wasn't there much to do, so I decided o unpack the hoping bags.

"You bought out entire Port Angeles?" Rachael asked as all the clothes were spread out.

"This is actually nothing compared to what we buy when we're out with Alice…" I trailed of as I saw how Rach looked wide eyed at the clothes, I giggled "Rach?" she had her mouth open "Earth to Rachael Black!" "Hold on, Ness. I think I'm in heaven" her eyes were focused on a black, one shouldered cocktail dress with sparkles. I rolled my eyes.

"Well, enjoy heaven" I walked out of the room.

I watched TV for a long time. I was watching some reality show when Rach came.

"Hey, you want to come with me to Emily's? she invited me over to dinner and…"

"I don't like to be a party crasher, Rach" I cut her of

"And" she continued where she'd left of "she told me to tell you to come too, she wants to ask us something"

I looked at her and she pouted. I sighed "Fine"

I put on some jeans, a tank and a cardigan and we left. We walked there, and it felt nice.

"What do you think she wants to ask?" I looked at Rach

"I'm not really sure…" she started "but I think and hope, she'll ask if we want to be bridesmaids!" Rachael's voice was pitch high at the word 'bridesmaids'.

"Maybe you. I don't think she'll ask me, I mean, we barely know each other"

Rach just shrugged and we kept walking. When we arrived was Emily on the porch.

"Hi Rachael! I'm so happy you came Renesmee!" she was so kind, I just had to smile.

The house smelled delicious chicken and potatoes.

"It smells wonderful, Em!" Rach said.

"Thank you"

After we ate and cleaned the dishes did Emily tell us what she wanted. Rachael was right. She was freaking out with excitement.

I on the other hand was shocked "Emily, if you feel you need to have me as a bridesmaid just because I'm with Jake…" "No. I'm asking you because I want you to be a bridesmaid" she smiled warmly.

"Anything for the bride" I said as an acceptance of her petition.

They immediately started to talk weddings and I stepped in in some places, not to often though. I couldn't focus on anything besides the clock. I was so worried about Jake and the rest of the pack. The fact that the Volturi was out and they were chasing them scared me. Not to mention I missed Jake terribly and couldn't wait to fix things up, I didn't like the feeling of fighting with him and not fix it.

When I once again joined the conversation was I shocked. They where talking guys.

"But do you remember that guy from Florida, he that came to visit Mrs. Call? The hot one" Emily said.

"Oh my, yes! The one who turned out had make out with all the girls his age. We where lucky" Rach said. They both laughed. I looked wide eyed at them, how could they be so relaxed.

"Nessie, what's wrong?" Emily asked

"I just… I don't get how you guys can be so relaxed. I'm dying with anxiety about them being in trouble"

They both laughed. If they continued I would flip.

"Oh, don't think we aren't worried, too. But this is something we'll have to deal with" Emily looked understanding at me.

"But imagine, when and if our kids get the gene, how freaked out wouldn't we be every time they had to go on patrol?" Rach said.

Emily shuddered "Don't remind me. How does Sue live with that. I mean, okay, Leah's all grown up. But Seth? He's so little"

"He's taller than me!" I exclaimed "And older. isn't he supposed to be in his twenties or something?"

"Yes, but he still looks like sweet old Seth" Rach said.

"Guess that not even Seth can escape the fact of being underestimated because his age"

We left the subject there, and I was happy about it.

When we came back home, was Billy there.

"How was Emily's'?" he asked.

"Good" Rachael said "How's Charlie?"

"Fine" he said looking into the fridge.

" I'm going to bed, good night" I said and headed to the room before Billy called me.

"Renesmee, your grandpa told me to tell you that he wants you to be at his house Friday, he misses you" I smile at the thought of my old grandpa. All grey haired and wrinkly.

"If he calls, tell him I'll be there at 11"

"Okay!" he yelled back and I prepared to bed.

"I'm off to grandpas!" I told Rach

"Okay sweetie" "You think Jake would mind if I took the bike?" I wanted to take the bike because I missed him so much.

'"He's not here so…" she said.

"Kay!" I clossed the door.

In the garage did I stop in front of the bike. It had been three days since he'd left, and I didn't know if I could take it any longer. Even Emily, the calmest of us, was getting impatient. Sam had called her once to check in, they where somewhere around Maine then.

I sat on the bike and drove away. I couldn't wait to see grandpa.

He was waiting for me when I arrived.

"Grandpa!" I ran and hugged him.

"Hey, kiddo. How's my favorite granddaughter doing" "Just fine" not completely, but better.

"Heard you're staying at Billy's"

I looked at him.

"You wanna tell me why?" "Later"

"Sure…" he trailed of "Is that yours?" he pointed with his chin towards the bikes.

"Jakes"

"Aren't you a minor?" "Do I look like seven?"

"No but-" "What happened with 'need to know'?"

He shuddered "You're right" I was glad I still had that one hidden.

We sat on the couch and talked for hours. I told him of that little argument I'd have with Edward, censuring and removing some things, of course. I also told him about me and Jake. He was a bit reserved on that.

"Well, Jacob's a nice guy. But if he tries anything you just tell me"

I laughed "I think Edward would have that fixed already"

"You're probably right"

I looked at my grandpa "How are you feeling?"

"Just fine. Healthy as a horse, kiddo" he stood up "Want something to eat?" I had to say yes to keep it up, but I really needed to hunt. I still hadn't been on a real hunting trip.

I loved the day with my grandpa, because we didn't do much. We ate, helped each other with the dishes and watched TV.

When it go dark did we decide it was time to leave.

"Now you take care and visit me more often, okay, kiddo?" I smiled "Yes grandpa" "Ad please, fix up with your parents" I sighed "I can't…"

"For me?" he pleaded.

"I don't promise anything" I said surrendering.

"That's my girl." he hugged me goodbye and I left.

I met Billy, he was on his way out of the house "Hey, Billy!"

"Hey, who was your day?"

"Great" I still had a smile on my face.

"Good to see you smiling, hun" "Where are you going?"

"I need to talk to Sue" "Okay then, see you!" I entered the house and took my Jacket off.

Rachael wasn't home. The house felt suddenly dark and empty. I had never been here alone. I shuddered and went to my room. I grabbed my towel and a sleeping gown and went to the bathroom.

I let the hot water stream down and pull me away.

I stepped out and out in my sleeping gown. Mom had bought it. It was short, Edward-flipping-out-short, but I was home alone.

I let my wet hair out and went out.

The floor was cold under my bare feet so I sprinted to the bedroom and looked for the hair dryer.

I heard the front open. It was dark outside, was it Rach?

"Rachael?" I asked and went out.

I didn't need a light to see who it was.

I looked at him. He looked tired. His pants, t-shirt and sweater were all dirty, he had even a trashy beard. But he was still beautiful.

He stood still, watching me too.

My pride was screaming 'don't do anything stupid'. but pride was a bad thing, I didn't listen to it often.

I ran to him and he received me with open arms.

"Oh, Jake! I've missed you so much!" I said with my arms and legs wrapped around his body. I hid my face in his shoulder and took a deep breath of his scent.

"I've missed you too, baby. A lot" he hugged me back.

I leaned away from his shoulder and looked for his face in the dark. I slid my hands to his head and pressed it against mine, making our lips meet.

My lips moved eagerly against him, causing him to lose balance. I loosened the grip and landed on my feet on the floor, I wasn't kissing him anymore.

"Where are you going?" he asked and took my face with his hands.

I slugged my other arm around his neck and pulled me up once again. He lifted me up and I once again wrapped my legs around him. He stumbled forward and I crashed with a wall.

Sorry I-

Don't I told him. Now that I had the support of the wall was it easier to kiss him the way I wanted. Long and intense.

I slid down, my arms tight around his neck, not breaking the kiss.

His hand slid around my waist and mine were all over his shoulders. I put them under his sweater and took it of him. He helped me by taking his arms out and threw it away.

My arms were back on his warm neck.

He left my lips and kissed my jaw. He trailed kisses all the way to my shoulders and back up. He stayed in my collarbone making me gasp, chills went though my body. There was one thing I wanted now.

I want you, Jake.

He moaned and lifted me up, maybe he'd been thinking the same.

He took me to his bedroom and we fell down on the bed.

He took my leg and pulled it up to him, it felt nice to have the weight of above me. I found his shirt and stuck my hand under it, feeling the shape of his muscles, my hand touching them then sliding around to his back to press him closer. I couldn't wait any longer.

"Ness" he said breathlessly "I can't" he was looking at me with apologizing eyes "I'm sorry" he clossed his eyes.

I looked at him, it was hard for him right now. I put my hand on his cheek "It's okay" he opened his eyes and I looked at him.

"Don't think I don't love you. Its just…"

"Shh, don't say more. I understand. You cant help but thinking how old I actually am…"

"No, Ness, I know you want me to see you as the adult you look, but…"

"Hey, I said it's okay. Really. I can wait"

I lifted my head and gave him a kiss. Just to show him that it was okay.

I love you I told the most wonderful guy on earth. Who I was happy belonged to me.

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