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They had found it, the demon who caused her accident 3 months after Dean ended up in purgatory and the day Sam turned her away was now sitting in a room waiting for her to kill him. She had Crowley take her back to the Center reassuring him that she could do this, once he left she stood outside looking up at the building, she had been waiting for this and now that it was here she was nervous as hell. Walking into the Center she went straight to Gus office, she stopped, seeing Gus outside his door.

"Where is it?"

"Wait Madison there's something you should know" He said trying to get her to slow down. She opened the door to his office and took a deep breath. She whipped around with her eyebrows scrunched together in anger and confusion.

"What the hell are they doing here?" Gus stepped forward and put his hand on her shoulder.

"They went in with us to get him, Jason told them we needed the demon alive and they wanted to know why"

"That bastard" She said clenching her fists.

"We would've found you eventually" Sam said stepping up closer to her she looked at him and took a quick peek at Dean who had yet to show any emotion.

"No you wouldn't have, I know how to hide"

"Gus said you stopped drinking the blood"

"So?"

"Why didn't you call us and let us now you were alive and safe, we get a call from Garth that we need to help you, and we get there and you're just gone and then Crowley takes you after he shot you, you scared the shit out of us Maddie, we thought you died" She glared at Sam and felt herself want to snap at him.

"Like you would've cared"

"Don't give us that crap" Dean shot up out of the chair and shouted, pointing at her.

"You told me to leave, you told me not to come back what did you want me to do?"

"Pick up the damn phone and call us.. Call me"

"I am so sorry I wasn't thinking about you when I was trying to get better"

"But you weren't getting better Gus said you killed people while you were here"

"What's your point, I fucked up again I know that, but I'm dealing with it"

"Yea by getting yourself killed, Why didn't you just call us, we could've helped you"

"I wasn't trying to waste anymore time on you"

"So this" he pointed between the two of them." Was a waste, is that what you're really going to try to tell me?"

"I looked for you the whole time you were in Purgatory and just because I changed when you got out, YOU GAVE UP ON US" They were in each others faces yelling at each other.

"I never gave up on us, you didn't understand what I had just went through, a year Maddie a whole year I spent in Purgatory you have no idea what I went through"

"I went through stuff too, you weren't there for me when I needed you"

"Right and you were Miss honesty when I got out" She looked at him with anger in her eyes and saw he was mirroring her emotions. She ran a hand through her hair and turned around feeling her hair hit his face.

"I don't have time for this, Gus where is it?"

"Wait, we aren't done here Maddie you cant just walk away from this"

"I have bigger things to deal with Dean, I don't need this right now" She went to walk out of the room. When Dean grabbed her arm and spun her back around to face him.

"What's so damn important about this demon I couldn't kill him? Why did I have to bring him here"

"That's none of your business"

"The hell it isn't what the hell is going on Maddie?" She felt the anger rise up and she pushed Dean away from her.

"Back off Dean for real" She stormed out of the room and ran right into Jason it took her a second to take in the sight of him before her fist connected with his jaw. He stumbled to the wall and put his hand up to his jaw.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

"Don't give me that you know exactly what's going on"

"Oh I guess you saw my surprise"

"Surprise, I should kick your ass for your surprise" By then the door had opened Dean, Sam and Gus stood there looking at her she looked up at Gus and dropped her shoulder in defeat. "Gus I need to do this now Please" Gus nodded held his hand in the direction of where he was keeping the demon. She walked in front of him and looked back to see Sam and Dean talking to Jason she turned back around and followed Gus to the back of the building. He stopped at a door on the right and looked at her.

"Are you ready for this?" She didn't answer him she just stared at the door knob and felt the tears coming up she knew that this was it, she was about to face the demon that cost her so much and at this moment she felt small and weak. She shook her head and took a step back. Was she really ready for this? She had no idea. She heard the approaching footsteps and knew they belonged to Dean, Sam, and Jason. She looked up at them and saw the concern for her, she looked back to Gus and felt the need to cower away in a corner and not face this, not now.

"I need some time, give me a couple hours, no one goes in there but me" She turned on her heel and walked away in the direction of her room she had some things she needed to get first.

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Madison made her way downstairs and walked towards the far door down the hall past the sick bay, as much as she didn't want to relive this, she figured know was the best time to face this head on. Madison stopped at the room where everything had begun and turned the knob entering the room. She looked into the room and froze, this was the room she lost everything, she stepped in and stared at the table laying in the middle of the room and can still feel the pain and smell the blood.

"Jason you have to keep her down she's losing too much blood" Gus said trying to put an Iv in so he could give her a blood transfusion. Jason grabbed her arm and pushed her back down on the table, she was thrashing around sobbing against his arms.

"No, wait you have to save it please" Jason started rubbing her forehead feeling the beads of sweat and trying to avoid the cut she had on her hairline.

"Ok Sweetheart we are going to help you, but you have to lay down" Madison stilled and looked up at Jason and Gus took that opportunity to put the needle into her vein and grabbed a needle with pain medication in it and gave her a shot in her arm. Jason could feel her starting to relax and her screams had turned to whimpers.

"Jason hand me the needle and thread we have to stitch these up now" Gus pulled her shirt up to clean the wound on her stomach when he saw the pool of blood that had started gather underneath her.

"Ooh no" he whispered drawing the attention of his son whose eyes fell where his Dad was looking at and let out a gasp. They worked all night stitching her up and cleaning the blood off of her they had called in a female named Mia to help get her clothes off and dress her in a nightgown when they brought her into an empty room and laid her on the bed, they noticed the cuts already starting to heal, Jason sat down next to her and stayed with her until she woke up the next day screaming for someone named Dean. He tried to calm her down but he knew the news he needed to tell her would crush her even more.

Madison shook off the feeling of death that this room brought to her and touched the medical table, she shook her head and backed out of the room closing the door behind her she stood there staring at the door before finally deciding what she needed to do before she had her payback.

Madison made her way down to Gus's office after she set up everything she needed to make that bastard pay, she knew if she went in now she would be working on pure rage and she needed to make sure that she could control herself so she didn't kill him fast, she wanted to make him suffer, so she needed to get the rage out before she faced him. Opening the door to his office she saw that he was alone looking over some papers, he stood up as she entered.

"Are you ready?"

"No, I need to train first" Gus nodded and led her out of the door and down stairs, she saw Sam and Dean talking to Jason she couldn't imagine what they could be talking about but they stopped as her and Gus passed them.

"Is it time?" Jason asked.

"Not yet, she's going to the training room"

"What's the training room?" Sam asked pushing himself off of the wall. No body answered as they came to a hall with just two doors right next to each other.

"Level four" She said before entering the first door and closing it, she took off her jacket and started to tape her hands up. Gus ushered the rest of them into the second door, where there was a one way mirror looking into a plain white room where Madison was taping her hands, Gus walked over to the controls and flipped a button.

"Madison are you ready?" Madison let out a deep breath and nodded. Gus nodded to Jason and he flipped a couple of switches and the room Madison was in turned dark not letting them see anything.

"What is this?" Sam asked as he walked up to the window.

"Virtual training, any scenario you can imagine in your head we can make it happen so you have hands on training"

"How does it work?" Dean asked actually impressed by all this.

"You fight until you kill whatever it is that you're up against or until you die, you don't actually get hurt, the monitors here and here will show us what Madison is seeing"

"What did she mean level four?"

"The highest level we have, you're already captured and close to death, you have to find a way out before they kill you" Dean nodded as the monitors switched on and he could see Madison chained to the ceiling her feet no longer on the floor.

Madison felt the pain radiating through her body as she looked at the men in front of her, she couldn't remember how she had gotten here but now here she was dangling from her wrists, she could feel the chain digging into her skin making her want to scream out in pain but she held it in, she wasn't one to admit her pain. She counted two men in front of her and there was one behind her and from the sounds of it he was sharpening a knife, she looked up at the chains and saw them hooked into the ceiling she was about to test how much give way these chains had when she felt something smack across her back she let out a scream as the pain washed over her, she barley had a chance to register before she felt another hit and another. She saw the man walk around to her front giving her a better look at him and the plank of wood he had in his hands.

"Where are they?" Madison shook her head biting her lip to keep her self from yelling out.

"We can go about this for a very long time" The man opened his mouth snarling at her teeth bared. Of course they were vampires she rolled her eyes at her luck.

"Bite me" The man smiled at her and gave her another hit.

"Just tell me where the Winchesters are and we can kill you, I'll even make it quick" Madison saw the other man in front of her turn away from her she took the opportunity to wrap her legs around the man's neck catching him by surprise he dropped the wood, she twisted her legs jerking his neck effectively breaking it, as he fell she pushed off of him and bought her legs up placing them on the ceiling and pushing against it, she felt the chains give way and she landed on her back knocking the wind out of her, she was immediately jumped on by the other vamp, she was brought up by her neck and slammed into the wall she let out a gasp as the move shattered at least two ribs, she groaned as his hand tightened around her neck. In a last ditch effort she brought the chain around the vamps neck and squeezed making him drop her, she winced as she landed on her feet, she bent over tightening the chain and with one final pull she separated his head from his neck. She stood and looked at the body completely forgetting about the other man in the room until she felt strong arms lock around her middle.

"You lose" She felt him move her hair from her neck, she didn't struggle she didn't even try to fight it her shoulders relaxed in defeat as he bit into her neck, her eyes widened as he took his first taste of her blood. He spun her around and she looked up at him seeing her blood dripping off of his lips she smirked before grabbing his hair and bringing his lips down on hers. He lifted her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist he slammed her against the wall, she separated them to take a breath and saw the look of lust in his eyes she ripped the top of her shirt leaving the top of her cleavage showing, she grabbed the back of his head and brought his lips down on the top of her breast, letting out a moan as he bit down. He moved her around to sit her on the table as he continued to suck on her chest, she saw the knife that he had been sharpening laying next to her, she let out a groan as he slammed his lips back against her, she grabbed the knife and with one clean sweep she severed his head from his body. Leaning back against the wall she let out a few deep breaths, dropping the knife on the floor.

"Madison?" The voice came through clearly as she opened her eyes and was back in the plain white room all the pain gone. She took a couple minutes to calm herself down before answering Gus.

"I'm ready"