Well, the name tells it all, now you tell me what you think!


Turning point

The days turned to weeks and I'd soon been here for a month. I talked to my mom frequently, with Edward, not that much. But in the laps of this month had I called him dad once without denying it. He was happy with the little.

Jake had start working and judging by how he came home, it all was going good. The only negative with all this was that I didn't see him as often as before, but we always used the little time we had together well. I enjoyed every second of them as much as I could.

Rachel and Paul got engaged a week ago, talk about party they threw! I had realized that the only thing they both loved besides themselves was partying and to throw them. Anyways, we'd a blast.

Tomorrow is Sam and Emily's wedding. All the bridesmaids- Rach, and I- Where sleeping at the Clearwater's place, Sue had been so kind to lend us her home for the big event. My aunts where coming over to our hair and make-up, Emily's whish. And aunt Alice was more than excited about it. She called just when Emily had decided that. I think Em got a little freaked out about Alice's excitement, but that's my auntie.

It felt weird to leave Jake tonight. These last nights had I always snuck in to his room and we usually stayed and talk until late night and I snuck back to my room before Billy woke up. Rach didn't say anything, we had become like sisters, we covered for each other.

"Ness, are you coming?" she yelled from outside the house.

"One sec!" I was taking out my bridesmaids dress and shoes from the box I'd kept them. When I turned around was Jake leaning on the door to my room.

"I can't believe you're leaving me" he said with a playfully voice. I smiled and dropped the box on the bed.

He walked to me, closing the door behind him. I walked into his embrace that was everything to me. He hugged me tight for several seconds.

"Renesmee!" Rach yelled.

"I said One sec!"

Jake chuckled and I rolled my eyes. "Do you really have to leave?" he said once again.

"It's only on night" I mumbled into his neck.

"One night is to long for me" I looked up and saw deep into his eyes.

"It will be over before we know it" he came closer and lifted me up to his mouth. He kissed me softly and gently, always focusing. Even thought he'd told me the reason to why he was so careful couldn't I help to not feel that way. But I tried for him. He deserved it.

"Renesmee CULLEN!" I sighed and let go of Jake.

"Love you" I whispered.

He kissed my forehead before answering "Love you too"

I took the box and went out to the porch where Rach waiting.

"Happy now?" I said annoyed and she just grinned.

When we came to Sue's was everything set, we hung the dresses and where waiting for Em's last tryout. We'd all seen the dress before, we went to buy it together. When she came out of the room did she look dazzling, the dress was perfect.

"Wow, Em, you look wonderful" Rach was the first to say, the rest of us agreed.

"Thank you. I can't believe this is happening" she said, her voice shook.

"Well, too bad the number of bridesmaids will be less for me" Rach joked.

"Who cares? It's your wedding, you can have Sue as a bridesmaid if you want" I stated. Sue just laughed.

"Oh, Renesmee you're a funny girl" I smiled at her.

"We sat up talking for a while, everyone laughed, the only one having a hard time was Leah. We couldn't kick her out even if she wanted to. Emily had been polite and offered her to be a bridesmaid, but Leah had ended up running of for a week when Em asked. That was when I was told the story behind the Em, Sam, Leah triangle. I'd watched many Spanish soap operas and those weren't even as close dramatic as this. It was a miracle that she'd come back. But no one was sure she'd show up tomorrow.

"Well, I think you should go to bed now" Sue said "It's going to be a long day" we all mumbled in agreement and went to bed.

In my mattress was I laying thinking of Jake. I imagined his face, his warmth, his kisses. I smiled only of the thought and that was the images I had in my head when I fell asleep.

We woke up at seven and ate a delicious breakfast that Sue had made us.

"How are you feeling?" she asked Emily.

"Nervous" she sounded like that to.

"It's alright, everything will be just great" Sue said.

"Leah is not in her bedroom" Rach came after Sue sent her to wake her up.

We all turned around to look at Sue. Her eyes showed pain for a second but then changed. "She's alright, she has probably just went out to take some air" she said smiling, showing the mature and brave woman she was. Event though I just had met her, did I know she was a strong and brave woman and I admired her a lot.

"Where's the bride?" Alice voice was like a melody when she opened the door and stepped into the kitchen with Rose after her.

"Auntie lice, you knock before entering a house" I said ashamed of my aunts impoliteness, but everyone just laughed.

"It's okay, feel like home" Sue said smiling.

"Thank you Mrs. Clearwater. Now, Rose take the bridesmaids and Sue…" Sue's gasp cut her of.

"Me?" Sue said pointing at herself.

"Yes, you to" Alice smiled "And I will take care of you" she said turning to Emily.

"Okay" Em said a bit nervous. I just smiled.

"It will be fine" I said comforting "Alice is great, it's just that Weddings make her… hyper" I said as I saw my aunt running in and out of the house, unloading the car an loading the house with different beauty supplies.

I walked to aunt Rose and gave her a hug before she started to do Rach's hair and makeup. Alice would I have to hug on the wedding. The Cullen's had been invited and Grandpa had gladly accepted the invitation, so everyone was coming. I was secretly happy to see them all again. I'd met everyone during the month, but I hadn't seen them all together since I'd moved out, so I was excited about that.

"You look gorgeous, both of you" Rosalie said when both Rach and I where fixed and dressed.

We went for and loose up-do, very soft and bohemian in a way. We had to locks on each side of the head that fell softly to the side. It went perfectly with the long, strapless, midnight blue dress that Em had chosen to us.

"Thanks to you" I said and turned to Rosalie and hugged her again.

"Edward will get a shock when he sees you like that, you look grown up" she stated, turning me to face the mirror once again.

"Hopefully, he sees that too" I sighed and Rose just laughed.

"Here comes the Bride!" Alice sang and my jaw dropped when Emily appeared.

Her wedding dress was wonderful. She hadn't chose the typical princes one, but a very hippie style one. It had spaghetti stripes and had a corset with a beautiful flower pattern. Then it flowed down perfectly with an long straight skirt and the trail followed.

She had a messy, fish bone, side braid with a white flower on the side, she looked beautiful.

"Wow" I said looking at her "Em, you look beautiful"

"Thank you" she said and I hugged her. When she leaned away did she sweep a tear out of her eyes.

"Please, Emily. No tears! I don't want your makeup to smudge and I have to get dressed to you know. Oh, hi Ness" we all laughed at Alice who didn't get why we all where laughing.

After my aunts left where we all trying to collect us from the excitement.

Charlie was going to pick us up in a black Mercedes that Edward had given him some day ago when the police car had to go to service.

"A sheriff needs the best" had he said and Charlie accepted that.

"A bit faster grandpa?" I said as we crawled through the streets to the church.

"I'm the sheriff!" he responded, obviously nervous.

"Well, then give yourself a ticket and move!"

Eventually did we come to the church and we all helped Emily out of the car.

"I'll go and tell them to start the music" Rach said and went to the door to signal. I was leading the train and Rach would follow. After would Emily come.

The music played and the doors open. I did a pause before walking. I saw my family sitting all in one road, their eyes wide, specially Edwards. Then I saw Jake standing next to Sam and Paul, he was a best-man. I smiled and started to walk.

As I walked to the aisle, with my tiny bouquet in hand, couldn't I help imagine that I was the one getting married and that Jake was waiting for me. That thought filled me with happiness. I saw how Jake smiled as I came closer, maybe he was thinking the same thing.

When Rach and I had come to our spot did Emily's music start. Everyone stood up and the doors opened.

Emily looked so wonderful and graceful, all dazzling and sparkly in her own way. I couldn't help but smile as I watched her walk to the aisle and to Sam.

The ceremony went smoothly. My eyes went from Emily and Sam, to Jake and my family. I couldn't wait to give them a hug each. This experience had made me realize that my family was my family no matter what. And even though I had rejected them, did I want them to share this moment with me in a future. I forgave them right on spot and couldn't wait to tell them.

As the ceremony proceeded was it time for the vows. Emily Was first.

"Repeat after me" the pastor said. In that instant did I look up to see Jake right in the Eyes. I repeated the vows together with Emily.

"I Emily Young"

I Renesmee Carlie Cullen

"Take you, Sam Uley"

Take you, Jacob Black

"to be my husband, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part."

We said it together. I saw Jake smile grow wider and I gestured a quick 'I love you'

He did exactly the same thing when it was Sam's turn and he did also mount and 'I love you' at the end.

Sam and Emily changed rings and I couldn't help but getting emotional about it, they both looked so happy.

"I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride" in that second, when they kissed, was the room filled with applauses and cheers.

The music played and they turned around and started to walk out. I walked to meet Jake and enlaced my arm in his.

Hello, Mrs. Black he joked and I giggled.

When we passed my family couldn't I help but smile, but I saw Edward's stern look. But I didn't care, I was happy now.

The reception was hold on the beach under an lighted tent. The weather was pleasant, to hot for being Forks. People where fanning and somewhere was my grandpa Charlie blaming 'the dang global warming'.

I met up with my family and that was the only time I left Jake's side. We sat on the table with Sam and Emily. My family had their own table not far away.

I approached them and gave them a hug each, first my mom and then Edward.

"Honey, you look wonderful" mom said with a thick voice, my wonderful mom.

"Thank you"

"She's right. My baby is all grown up" Edward said.

"Whoa, did you just say that?" I looked at him who smiled.

"I guess I did" I gave him a hug before hugging everyone else.

"Guys, I wanted to tell you that…" I started when I'd hugged everyone.

"Honey, it's alright. We know what you're going to say." Grandpa Carlisle said "We want to apologize for being the way we have with you, and we promise we wont hurt you they way we have ever again."

I smiled and a tear fell.

"Thank you grandpa. Thank you aunties and uncles, thanks mom and… Dad" I said and looked at them "I love you" I hugged my parents.

"We love you too" My dad said, just the two of us hugging, he laughed.

what?

"Your husband's waiting" I looked surprised up and saw his playful eyes and saw him looking at Jake. I gave him a quick kiss before going to Jake.

"Everything okay?" he said and I hugged him.

"Everything is perfect" I took his hand and walked to our seats.

As the party proceeded as normal didn't I move from Jake's side. We were having a blast, dancing and eating. In one hour had we danced techno, cha cha cha, samba and salsa. We where all exhausted. We had have a intern competition with my parents to see who could dance the best. And I loved it.

"Let's slow down" the DJ said and a calm son played.

"Shall we?" my dad asked mom and she rose up. I stayed with Jake on our chairs looking at my parents dance.

When another song played did Jake rise up.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"This is our song, let's go Mrs. Black" he said. I didn't think twice.

We danced, or more rocked gently, to the tones of Howie Day's 'Collide'.

"This is our song?" I said.

"Yeah, the beginning is what I feel every morning when I see you. " I smiled and put my head on his chest.

We kept dancing through the whole song in the same position, now and then did he bent down to kiss the top of my head.

When the music stopped did I for the first time look up and saw that my parents where observing us from outside the dance floor. Dad had his arms around my mom while her fingers where tangled In his. She had a long, cream-colored dress and her hair pulled to the side, she looked amazing.

I smiled and waved at them and they did the same.

C'mon I said and grabbed Jake's hand and dragged him to my parents.

Their faces where glowing as they saw me coming, not showing any type of rejection against Jake. They had no reason to. He'd done so much for me and they where thankful.

We where close when Alice suddenly appeared in front of us.

"Edward!" she hissed and froze. I hurried with Jake after me.

"Alice, what's…"he trailed off, a terrified looked spread all over his face.

"Edward, what is it?" mom asked worried.

My dad didn't reply but I just saw his eyes on me.

I saw hoe Alice started to look around bewildered.

"Alice, what's wrong…" I grabbed her arm to turn her around when I suddenly wasn't on the beach anymore.

"Leave me alone!" I screamed at the darkness that surrounded me. I looked around trying to see who I was screaming to but I saw no one.

"Who are you?" I screamed once again. Feeling the desperation grow bigger and bigger.

Renesmee! I recognized Jake's voice. I started to look around but I was submerged in darkness.

I the felt that I wanted to run to him. I was preparing my body to run, but I was frozen. As much as I tried couldn't I move an inch.

"Calm down princess" a female voice said. But it wasn't an old voice, it was the voice of a kid.

"You leave her alone!" Jakes words echoed in the hollow space.

In that second was my body filled with acid, fire and boiling oil. I screamed. I was in flamed! I couldn't stand upright, and I felt how I fell down to the ground. It was cold, rain. But not even that could help against the fire that was consuming me. I wanted to die. Anything that would get me out of this would be accepted, even death. But deaths seemed to have fled, it was nowhere. A ear piercing scream echoed. And not until my throat was burning did I realize it was mine. I felt how my throat was in pain besides the burning, and I tasted blood in my mouth.

"RENESMEE!" Jake's scream of despair joined mine of pain.

"Easy dog" the childish voice repeated. Short after was Jake screaming too…

"Ness? Nessie, please wake up!" I heard the voice of my family in the far away. I wasn't burning anymore so I guessed I had been watching a vision.

I slowly opened my eyes and focused on Jake's face that was closest.

"Baby, come back, please!"

I moaned as I tried to look for my dad.

"Dad? Was that a vision?"

His face, the same terrified look on it appeared. "Yes"

I fought to sit upright and Jake helped me. "Where's Alice?"

"She left" mom said patting my arm. I didn't realize I was shaking before I felt Jake hugging me.

"Shh, honey. It's okay, everything will be fine."

Hot tears started to stream down my face. "I want home" I said in a sob.

"I'll take you home" he kissed the top of my head.

"You mind if you take me to the cottage?" I felt how he stiffened but relaxed shortly.

"Of course not. Wherever you want"

He lifted me up and I remained in his arms.

"My car, I'll drive" mom said and led the way. Jake followed shortly after.

We entered the car. Jake went in the backseat with me. Mom shut the door and the light turned off.

I filled with panic. I felt that the darkness was going to make me start burning once again.

"Jake, turn on the lights!" I screamed. He did that immediately.

"What's wrong honey?" mom asked.

"Nothing, I just don't want to be in the dark'" I said trying to ignore my thick voice "Please take me home" I pleaded.

Mom started the engine and we where off.

I had never been it. Never feared it. But now I did. I'd found my enemy. I was afraid of being consumed alive by the dark.