Kurt has questions. Blaine has few answers.
Chapter 18
Blaine opened his eyes.
It was dark outside. They had slept all day.
He stood up slowly, walked to the mirror and looked at his reflection.
He looked different. His eyes were very clear yet, slightly darker. His skin looked darker as well, as if he had a slight tan. He hadn't had a haircut in a while so, his hair was long, curly and messy. He turned so that his back was facing the mirror and peered over his shoulder. There were red scratches all over his back from Kurt clawing him.
He felt different. His mind was clear and felt very...free. He felt...lighter.
Where was the darkness? He closed his eyes and searched inside himself. He found it but, it was still. Quiet. Relaxed.
Of course.
He looked at Kurt, sleeping soundly.
Heaven calms the hell.
He laid back down beside Kurt and watched him sleep. Kurt was lying on his stomach, his arms folded under his head. He had several large bruises on his back. Blaine frowned. He hated being the one responsible for marring Kurt's beautiful, porcelain skin. He ran his finger lightly along the bruises before leaning down and kissing them softly. Kurt didn't stir under his touch. He was completely drained and exhausted.
Blaine closed his eyes and replayed fucking Kurt in his mind. He'd never felt more powerful. Now, he was complete. He was happy and the darkness inside him seemed satisfied. Now that he possessed Kurt, perhaps the darkness would lessen. He needed to make sure he kept it under control. He couldn't let it take over. Unless of course, someone threatened Kurt. Then he would have to kill. He'd definitely let the darkness take over for that.
He went into the master bathroom and began to run a bath. Kurt was going to need this. Blaine was sure he would be incredibly sore when he woke up. He would take care of him. Always. Of course, Kurt would have to get used to being sore. From now on, Blaine would always top and he planned to fuck the hell out of Kurt until it was time to leave on Sunday.
He finished drawing the bath and returned to the bedroom. Kurt was awake.
"Hello beautiful. How do you feel?"
Kurt thought about this. He definitely felt different. He looked at Blaine. He loved him now, more than ever. He no longer just wanted him. Now, he needed him. Like air. He had to be with him, near him. He belonged to Blaine and all he wanted was to be with him and make him happy. He'd always wanted that but now...now it was...he couldn't explain it.
"I feel like...like I'd do anything for you. Anything."
Blaine smiled and ran his fingers through Kurt's hair as a surge of power ripped through him.
"I know you would beautiful. And you will."
Yes. Kurt was definitely his.
Blaine scooped him up in his arms. As he carried him to the bathroom, Kurt caught a glimpse of his reflection in the mirror.
"Wait! Put me down."
He looked at his reflection. Like Blaine, his eyes were very clear and slightly darker. His skin was darker as well. He noticed the similar changes in Blaine. He stared at their reflections, fascinated. His voice was a whisper.
"What's happened to us?"
Blaine stood behind him, his arms wrapped around Kurt's waist, his head resting on his shoulder. "It's a combination of the darkness inside me and my possession of you."
"The darkness inside you? What are you talking about?"
Blaine had promised Kurt that he would never lie to him. It wasn't lying if you didn't have the answers, right? Or, just wasn't ready to share?
"Nothing. Just a way of describing my...owning you. Claiming you."
Kurt felt a delicious, warm sensation ripple through his body.
"So...your darkness, or whatever, is in me?"
"Just a little. Just a small piece of me in you. A sign that you belong to me."
Blaine picked Kurt up and carried him into the bathroom, sitting him down gently in the bathtub. He climbed in behind him and settled him against his chest. They sat in silence until Kurt spoke.
"Blaine...what exactly is the darkness?"
Blaine wrapped his arms around Kurt. He loved him. He owned him. He was his. He deserved to know. Or at least, to know as much as Blaine knew.
"I'm not really sure. It's a...feeling. A power. I don't know. I just think of it as my...protection."
"Protection from what?"
"Whatever tries to hurt me. Or you."
"Have you always had it?"
"I don't think so. I don't remember it being there when I was younger."
"When did you first notice it?"
"When I turned 16."
"Does it scare you?"
Blaine thought for a moment. "No. Does it scare you?"
Kurt's voice was a whisper. "Yes."
Blaine wrapped his arms around him. "Don't be scared. I would never, ever harm you. I love you. You belong to me. You will always be safe with me."
Kurt snuggled closer to Blaine.
Blaine's voice was very quiet. "Who am I Kurt?"
Kurt sat up and turned to look into Blaine's eyes.
"You are my master."
"And don't you ever forget it."
After their bath, Kurt moved slowly around the kitchen, making dinner. He was only wearing a pair of briefs and his apron. Blaine watched him hungrily. Since they had slept all day, they weren't really tired so they watched a few movies. Around midnight, Blaine decided that Kurt's body had recovered. Kurt wasn't sure about that but, he really had no say in the matter. His body was no longer his own.
Blaine couldn't get enough of him and despite being sore, Kurt wanted him just as bad. The soreness only seemed to add to his need. Blaine was thrilled by this."You need to get used to it. I plan on keeping you very, very sore."
Kurt eagerly agreed to everything and anything Blaine wanted. He was surprised to find that he loved being taken from behind. There was something about being bent over, helpless, face smashed into the mattress, screaming, while Blaine pounded into him with abandon. Kurt loved the feeling.
By 7:00 am, Kurt was begging for mercy. Blaine was so turned on by this, he was sure his cock was harder than it had been in his entire life. Kurt sounded so fucking sexy and desperate, all at the same time.
"Please master...no more...I can't take it..."
"Of course you can, beautiful. You can always take it. And you will...won't you?"
Kurt couldn't help himself. The whole thing turned him on, despite his aching body. Plus, he could never deny Blaine anything ever again.
"Yes, I will take it master. For you...anything...I'll take anything."
Blaine almost came on himself.
But, they did stop. Blaine ran another bath. Kurt stood in the bathroom doorway, a submissive expression on his face.
"If you really want to fuck me again, you can."
Blaine inhaled deeply and closed his eyes. Having Kurt like this was going to be the death of him. He was going to die from being too turned on all the time. A constant state of arousal couldn't be healthy.
He walked over to Kurt and lightly ran his fingers down his back, over his ass cheeks down to his asshole. He lightly ran his finger around the rim. Kurt hissed and cried out.
"I promised you, I would take care of you and I meant it. I don't want you hurt."
Blaine didn't get into the bathtub. Instead, he knelt on the floor next to the tub and proceeded to wash Kurt.
"Blaine, what's going to happen when we leave on Sunday?"
Blaine sighed. He didn't want to leave. He wanted them to stay in Silver Creek forever. Between Kurt cooking in his apron and the sex, the past few days had truly been Blaine's version of heaven.
"I don't know. School's out so I'll probably play tennis. Spend time with my sexy boyfriend. Enter tennis tournaments. Fuck my sexy boyfriend. Go shopping. Blow my sexy boyfriend."
Kurt giggled. "That's not what I meant."
Blaine became serious. "I know. I really don't know what's going to happen. Hopefully, I won't get shot when I go home."
"Please don't say things like that. Do you think all the uproar about the article will be over?"
"Maybe. There's always something more interesting that comes along to pull the media in another direction."
"What about your dad's campaign?"
"I don't know and I don't care."
They spent the rest of Saturday laying around, reading and talking. Kurt kept staring at Blaine. He felt so bonded to him. Owned. He thought hard about that. What a strange thing for a person to want. To be owned by another. But, Kurt loved the feeling. It made him feel safe and cared for.
Now, if he could just figure out the whole darkness thing.
Later that evening, he tried to push for answers.
"Blaine?"
"Yes, beautiful?"
"I don't understand the whole darkness thing. I mean...where did it come from? What is it exactly?"
Blaine's voice was quiet. "I don't have answers for you Kurt. For me, it's like being gay. It just is."
"But, that doesn't make..."
Blaine stopped him.
"Enough. I don't want to talk about it. Just accept it and know that I will never, ever use it to hurt you. Only to possess you and to protect you."
Kurt shivered a little. Blaine didn't sound mad so Kurt decided to let it go. No need to push and make him mad. He didn't want his master mad at him.
Later that night, after Blaine had fallen asleep, Kurt got up and took the time to really study himself in the mirror. Yes, his eyes were definitely darker as was his skin. But, he also felt...stronger. Like a better, faster, stronger version of himself. It was as if he had went from black and white to technicolor.
He grabbed a blanket and went out to the back deck. He sat down in a lounge chair and stared up at the night sky. Darkness. All around him and...in Blaine? In him? It made no sense. He thought about when Blaine was fucking him for the first time. It had been so hard and so rough but, it had felt so amazing and so incredible.
And, it had felt like they weren't...alone.
Like someone...no... something else was there. A feeling, a ghost, a being. Something. Something that wrapped itself around them and pushed them to another level of passion.
Kurt smiled to himself in the darkness. Now his imagination was getting out of control.
But, still...
No, no. None of this made sense. Besides, he and Blaine had been screwing all weekend and he hadn't felt that presence again.
"Kurt?"
He looked up. Blaine was standing there. Naked, in the moonlight. Kurt willed his brain to lock the image away inside his mind forever. He never, ever wanted to forget it.
"What are you doing out here?"
"I was just thinking."
"Well, come back to bed. We leave tomorrow and who knows when I'll get to share a bed with you again."
They went back inside. When they laid down, Kurt turned to Blaine.
"Make love to me."
"My pleasure." Blaine moved on top of him and kissed him softly. He trailed his tongue over his lips and down to his neck where he started sucking lightly, marking him. Kurt groaned. Blaine slid down and took Kurt's cock into his mouth, sucking smoothly yet, teasingly. He kept sucking until Kurt was right on the edge, moaning loudly and pulling at Blaine's hair. He stopped and moved up to kiss Kurt as he slowly slid up and down, rubbing their cocks together.
"Do you want me inside you?"
Kurt groaned. "Oh, yes...please, yes."
Blaine was starting to push inside when a thought struck Kurt like lightning.
"Wait! Stop! Please...I want something."
Blaine froze. "What do you want?"
Kurt whispered. "Use your darkness."
"What?"
"Use your darkness. Like, when you fucked me for the first time. It was there, wasn't it? Like...I don't know...just there. Use it. Release it or whatever it is you do."
Blaine said nothing.
"Please? It's a part of you and I want all of you."
Blaine remained silent.
Kurt kept going. "And, it felt so good. Like everything was...I don't know...enhanced or something."
Blaine still said nothing. He wasn't sure about this. Yes, the darkness was a part of him and yes, he did control it, at least most of the time but, he knew it was powerful. It belonged to the darker side of his nature. He wanted to keep it controlled and actually hoped it would fade some because of Kurt. Conjuring it up during sex...on purpose? It sounded like playing with fire.
However...
Allowing it to roam free while fucking Kurt had been beyond words. And it did seem weaker.
"Please master?"
He looked at Kurt and wondered if he had figured out the real twist of the whole master thing. Hearing that word fall from Kurt's lips drove Blaine crazy. It made him want to give everything and be everything for Kurt. He could never deny Kurt anything. With that one word, Kurt could control Blaine.
"Okay beautiful. Anything you want."
Blaine kissed Kurt softly, allowing their tongues to dance lightly. He started sliding his body up and down again, their cocks gliding against one another, creating an intense sensation. Blaine closed his eyes and searched within himself. The darkness had been quiet since Thursday but it responded to Blaine's searching and started stirring inside him. As he slowly pressed himself inside of Kurt, the darkness seemed to realize what was going on and became totally alive. Once Blaine was all the way inside, it wrapped itself tightly around them and pressed Blaine in deeper, causing Kurt to cry out and Blaine to almost burst. Blaine started to slowly slide out. The darkness released him just enough to move and then wrapped itself again tightly when he pushed back in. Kurt gasped in delight as Blaine hit the precise spot at just the right angle with perfect pressure. He moved in and out of Kurt evenly while the darkness released and tightened accordingly.
Blaine let go and allowed the darkness to take over. It flooded his brain, causing him to drown in the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of his beautiful boyfriend's ass. It was so good. So snug and warm. Kurt's cries sounded so desperate and delicious as Blaine gently pounded into him, possessing not just him, but that tight hole as well. Blaine's cock was the only one that would ever get to enter that heavenly place because he owned this ass. The thought alone almost made him orgasm.
Kurt felt the darkness flood into him every time Blaine thrust inside him. His entrance was sore from all the fucking they'd done but, he didn't care. The feeling of Blaine's cock filling him made the pain worth it. He welcomed every push, as Blaine struck his prostate perfectly. He arched his back and brought his hips up to meet Blaine's cock, urging him to go even deeper. Blaine leaned forward, rocking into Kurt with more urgency. He placed his hands on either side of Kurt's head and looked into his eyes. His hips continued their steady, even thrusting into Kurt's ass.
"I love you Kurt. So fucking much. You are mine, mine, mine."
"Oh, yes Blaine. I love you and I am yours, yours, yours."
With one final deep push, the darkness wrapped itself around them, tighter than before and held them in place as they both came at the same time. Kurt wrapped his arms tightly around Blaine and cried out as his orgasm crashed into him. Blaine yelled out and ground himself even harder into Kurt and held himself there, riding out the intensity.
As they lay there, still and quiet, Blaine could feel the darkness retreat and return to its former state of rest. Underneath him, Kurt gave a soft sigh and said, "Thank you master."
Blaine could have sworn he heard the darkness whisper, You're welcome.