OMG! I FREAKIN HATE THIS COMPUTER! And I know you guys hate me too... I can't believe I couldn't update for this long...
I've had a death in the family since my last update. My Grandmama died of cancer a week after we found out she had it... and... that was tough on me... really tough...
My boyfriend is moving away soon and I also have an ex in Florida trying to contact me so I'm trying to sort that out.
My aunt and her husband, and my cousin moved into my place... FUCKING GREEEAAAT! I seriously HATE these people. Long story... Do you have a lack of drama in your life? Cuz' seriously my life is like a friggin fanfiction. PM me if you wanna hear about it... not really in the mood to explain that right this minute...
School is starting very soon... YAY! not.
Anyways... you see where I'm going. I'm really sorry. :(
I hope you like it. =D
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R.I.P.
Here lies beloved mother, daughter, aunt, and grandaughter.
Connie Charlotte Munroe
1974-2010
"Lord,
Help me to remember
that nothing is going
to happen to me today
that you and I can't handle
TOGETHER..."
Chad rubbed my back as I got through reading her gravestone. I wasn't sobbing as I was at first... I'd learned to accept and come to terms with my mom's death. I still cried though.
The Bible says you're supposed to cry when people are born and rejoice when people die... because they're coming into such a cruel and hateful world... and when they leave this place, they're going to heaven... to be with Jesus and God and the angels and all of their relatives... That's what Mom always taught me. So... in a way I've learned to celabrate. To move on. That's what she would've wanted.
Chad paid for everything that the insurance wouldn't cover and he also paid for literally hundreds of tiger lily and orange, red and yellow tulip wreaths to go around her grave. HUNDREDS... of my mom's favorite flowers... I couldn't have thought of a better funeral.
I turned to face the love of my life and pulled him into a hug. I was wearing my favorite little black dress that my mom picked out for me a couple of weeks before her passing. I had gray eyeshadow and pale pink lips, with my hair in an up-do bun with wisps coming off the back. I was wearing a veil that came out of a push-in clip at the top of my head.
Chad looked at me. "You going to be okay?" He asked me, tucking a lock of hair behind my ear.
I nodded once. "I think so." I gave him a soft smile.
He lifted my black veil and kissed me strongly and passionately.
All of a sudden... I felt a strong, cold wind. I peeked out of the corner of my eye, and what I saw, was very, very disturbing.
I saw my mother. About 50 yards away, with pale, pale skin and glassy eyes. She was wearing the same dress she was buried in and she had a little bit of dirt on her shoulder. She raised a finger and beckoned to me to follow her... and then she rounded a bush and she was gone.
I broke away from Chad and took a slow step towards the bush.
"S-sonny? Where are you going?"
I put a hand behind me. "Just wait a minute... I wanna check something out."
I cautiously made my way over to where I saw her dissapear. When I rounded the bush, I saw a sight that made my knees wobble.
My mother was standing next to a hole that had already been dug... a plot for a body.
She was pointing to a gravestone so i knelt at the end of the hole to read it.
"R.I.P.
Here lies beloved daughter, girlfriend, and Hollywood star.
Sonny Munroe
1993-2010"
I stood up, my mouth gaping. I turned to face my mom but she wasn't there...
"Mom?"
...
"M...Mom?"
...
Someone came from around the bush with a ski mask over their head.
"Chad?" The person shook their head. It walked up to me and stood face to face with me... They was taller than me by an inch. My eyes were full of fear, confusion, curiosity... God knows what else...
Theirs were green.
And without a word... They raised a finger and pushed on my chest, throwing me off balance.
I waved my arms in the air trying to pull myself back up.
But it was too little too late...
I fell in.
My back landed on a rock, cracking it to where I couldn't get back up. My head also hit a sharp rock and I could hear my skin slicing. Blood poured out of my scalp rapidly.
Looking above me, I could see the person's long brown hair fall around their face as they pulled the mask off. They laughed bitterly.
Blood was pouring too fast into my eyes for me to see their face.
Their laughter echoed as I faded into blackness.
I awoke with a start... gasping for breath.
"Baby?" Chad sat up beside me, putting an arm around my waist and one on my shoulder. "You alright?"
I rubbed my hands up and down my arms. "Yeah... yeah I'll be fine..."
Chad gave a little crooked smile. "Okay. Try to get some more sleep... we gotta pick up Taylor up from the airport tomorrow.
"Oh! Your cousin. Dang... It's tuesday already?" I let out a sigh.
Chad chuckled faintly. "Yes! Yes it's tuesday. Now get some SLEEP." He laughed. "Do I have to make you wanna lay down? A little... persuasion perhaps?" A mischevious smile spread over his lips. He leaned down and kissed me strongly. When he ran his tounge along my lower lip I granted him access and he battled my tounge with his. I lost and that's when I bit down softly on his lip, letting him know I needed air. Stupid air...
His lips never took a break though. He peppered kisses down my neck, and sucked on my pulse point. I moaned softly and pulled him down with me.
He broke away from me And lay down next to me. "Sleep."
I pouted. "But now I can't..."
"SLEEP." He laughed again. He kissed my forehead and wrapped me in his arms.
And I slept... until my phone rang.
I looked at the clock. 4:00am. Who in the HELL... would be calling me at 4 in the effing morning!
I glanced at the caller I.D... and almost dropped my phone.
Mom.