Disclaimer: YES ITS MINE!!!!!POOOF! nope just a dream, damn I was excited!
Okdoke Another chapter today! CAUSE I'M BORED!!!!! Love it when I'm bored...ok so lets get this show on the road.
Epov
We had moved to the living room now, just the six of us. Both my parents had to work tomorrow so they went to bed early. But not until the had praised and thanked Bella over a million times. My mom would not stop gushing about "what a delight she was" . Delight my ass, more of a pain in the ass. Bella would blush and thank them each time telling them how much she enjoyed herself. Now we were alone in the living room.
"Bella, you do realize that you just tore me apart infront of my parents."
"Payback." Is all she stated, laughing with the rest of them.
"Bella please, enough with the payback!" "Fine, only if you bring me pie...your moms pie from the kitchen."
"Fine!" I got up and went into the kitchen, bringing back a knife and the pie also some ice cream.
"Happy?" "Extremely! Now cut some pie!" i Smirked, she was such a spaz. We ate our pie and ice cream and talked about the whole food fight fiasco at Albertsons. Bella's was laughing so hard she couldn't breath and then her phone started to ring, she reached down and her face twisted into a grimace. "Excuse me." She opened the phone and began to walk away.
Bpov
"Hello?"
"Miss. Swan?"
"This is she."
"I regret to inform you, that your father is in the hospital. He overdosed medication and alcohol. Attempt of suicide is our guess."
My mouth was gaping open, he tried to kill himself.
"When?"
"We found him this afternoon, rushed him to the hospital. Hes been out for a good day though, at least 24 hours. Its a miracle hes alive."
24 hours ago, I hung up a phone. A call that I dialed, and talked to man that I was terrified of. 24 hours ago, I said goodbye and 24 hours ago after I hung up the phone my father tried to kill himself.
"Thank you, I live several hours away but I will leave right away." I hung up and stared at the floor. My dad lived in Billings, Montana. I lived in Forks, Washington a small town but big enough. I never told him where I lived, that phone call was the first contact in three years.
Alice came up behind me, "Bella? What's wrong?" I turned to my friends, all oblivious to my past. "Uhhh my fathers in the hospital. I need to leave for Seattle right away."
Edward, Jasper and Emmett stood up, "We could drive you." "No. I will take a taxi to the airport. I have no idea how long I will be there."
Rose came up to me, "Honey take my car, the boys can give us a ride." "Thanks Rose but I couldn't drive in this state...I need to leave now. Please call a taxi?"
I was in a hurry, I always had an emergency pack in the car just in case. I grabbed the suitcase and headed out into the taxi, thanking the Cullen's for their hospitality. I hugged Rose and Alice, and told them I would keep them updated. I watched them fade as I rode in the taxi.
Bpov
The plane was quite and I watched the ground below me fade away. I had always concealed my past from everyone...even my best friends. They had no idea that my father beat me, that he was a drunk. That for years I had fended him off in his drunken state, telling him that I would report him for statutory rape. That always made him leave me alone, just get more violent. I had scars from cuts and broken bones, but still I flew in this plane to see him. I was a complete and total Idiot. It was hard to fathom how hours ago I was laughing and smiling with my friends and now I'm sitting on a plane headed to see my father. A man I hated with a passion.
Part of me hoped he would die, while the other part of me was ashamed for hoping such horrid things upon a human being.
Several hours later, the plane landed and I got off. I had not been in Billings for three years, I walked down the steps and looked at the brilliant dawn sky. It was one thing I truly missed. I called a taxi and drove through Billings headed to the hospital. I came into the Hospital where a young woman name Taryn was sitting at a desk, "How can I help you miss?"
"Hi my name is Bella Swan. My father is in here, but I am confussed as to were to go?"
The young nurse stood up, "I will take you too him, I have to warn you though he is in pretty bad shape. This might be really difficult for you."
I wanted to say, you have no idea but I held my tongue. "Its right into that room." "Thank you. " "Your welcome. Call me if you need anything."
I headed into his room and stopped right in the door. He was hooked to all these machines and tubes were dangling out from him. He looked so different. He looked older, worn out, deathly sick and still I loathed him. My loathing increased seeing him again, I thought after the phone call I had forgiven him. But he was a selfish being...always for the drama. Had to go out with a bang. I believe that I soon would hear the bang. I saw him breathing slowly in and out. I moved into the seat and looked at him. I always wondered how I could be his child. He had brown hair and brown eyes. He was short and skinny. Skinner than I had ever seen him before. He never ate, just drank. For when I saw him, I never saw my father. I see the monster who consumed him. The monster that haunted my every step.
He started to stir and began looking around the room. He caught sight of me and brethed out, "Bella? Is that really you?" All I could do is nod.
"You have change so much! You look beautiful." I started to cry, this was my father....the man I missed and loved. I moved forward and held his hand. "It's good to see you too dad." "Bella, I need to tell you something. I am so sorry for how horrible I treated you as a kid. I neglected you, drank away my life and abandoned you. I will never forgive myself...can you forgive me?"
"I forgive you dad." It was a half lie, but one he needed to hear. He smiled, "I love you Bells." "I love you too dad."
Then he was gone. The nurses and doctors came running in, trying to save him...but I knew he was gone and finally at peace. I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed. For my father, in relief that the monster was gone. But most of all...because now I was all alone.
Bpov
I buried my father next to my grandparents and then left back for Forks. I had been gone two weeks. I was now depressed, lonely and in need of a pick me up. So I went to see Pretty Boy. It was midnight, when I knocked on his door. He came laughing to answer the door and then saw it was me. He stepped forward and I flew into his embrace. I hugged him with all my might and cried. He just stood and held me not asking any questions. "Shush Bella, your fine. Shush my Bella." He lead me inside and Jasper and Emmett were gone. I saw he was watching Lord of the Rings and I giggled. We sat down and he held me. I felt safe, secure and happy. I looked up at him during the movie and smiled. Edward caught me smiling and looked down at me.
"You look better, feeling any better?"
"No not really, still depressed."
"That's expected though, I mean your family is all gone now."
"Thanks for reminding me."
"Bella your family may be gone, but your friends will never abandon you."
I looked up at him, "How do you know?"
"Because they love you Bella. You are perfect, funny, a pain in the ass and witty. You want to be yourself and are not afraid to act upon that...that is a rare gift. You are not uncomfortable talking about the hottest men ever with a dude...your a happy person."
"Thank you Edward." We were staring at each other when all time stopped. I looked into his eyes and I felt love. I felt that my friends would never abandon me, I felt his words. I moved forwards and kissed him on the cheek. I didn't move my lips far though, and soon Edward tilted his head and our lips slightly brushed. I whispered, "Wow Pretty Boy. You sure know how to get a girl don't you?"
"Shut up and kiss me Swan."
WHOOT WHOOT! FIRST KISS THAT HASN'T HAPPENED YET!!!!!!
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