A\N ok so little more of the plot coming in. hopefully I'm not putting to much emotions to Castiel but I see him in the show becoming more humanistic. Also I know what the ending will be so I'm going to start it now so I can keep going over it till then. I think you guys will love it! Reviews mean a lot and would be highly appreciate

Saturday sat in a straight stiff manner on the couch. Opposite of her on the couch across from her were Castiel and two unfamiliar boys, one of them was sipping on the tea she fixed for them and the other put it down after taking one sip. She looked at the two men, one older then her maybe 30, and the other younger around her age if not the same. The older one sat there staring at his tea with a look of surprise. And the other sat awkwardly as if he was uncomfortable or trying to hold back something. They were decent though in manner, originally walking in behind Castiel saying hello, All though, they did forget to introduce themselves to her. She relized They also were both good looking in different ways.

She cleared her throat and broke the silence. This was getting painful.

"So who are you guys" she asked

The older man looked up and cleared his throat as he put down the tea cup and slightly smiled. "I'm Dean and this is Sam" he pointed to the man next to him who looked up and gave a big smile that seemed kind of forced. "This is good tea, what kind is it" He asked sincerely but also in a, I thought I would never like tea manner.

"Actually I think it taste fairly bad. Maybe it needs sugar" Sam said as if he wasn't being rude at all. Castiel looked at him saying "Sam, manners."

Castiel looked at me and smiled, that, I apologize smile that everyone seems think counts for something.

"It's a special tea I make." Replying to Dean's question. She looked at the angel "So you guys are friends? I thought you couldn't have human relationships Castiel? That it was against the rules?" she glared at him. How things have changed if he's allowed to have human relationships now. Especially considering he left because he couldn't reciprocate the feelings she had for him. Not because they weren't there, but because he was an angel.

"Things have changed a lot in heaven. There is no order right now with what happened." Castiel said to her while looking around the room at the family photos remembering some of the faces from when he posed as her child hood friend for 10 years with only a few months here and there with abstances from when something important had to be dealt with. Ultimately she was his task in the past, god sent him to her for a purpose so most of those years were spent with her.

"What happened" she asked looking confused.

"The apocalypse" Dean said as if it was a everyday thing that happened. She wasn't realizing it was a yearly thing for the boys most of the time.

"ummmm, what do you mean the apocalypse" she asked confused. She knew scripture and there is no way the end times came and went and she missed it.

"angels rebelled, Sammy here killed Lilith breaking the 66th seal and Lucifer was set free, apocalypse came, Sammy here let Lucifer use him as a vessel then the idiot jumped in a hole, he came back and forgot to bring his soul with him." he said the last part with annoyance and sarcasm.

She stared at them in shock, wow. All that happened and she didn't notice. She found that a little alarming.

"Wait!" she said looking straight at Castiel confused. "You told me that Lucifer was going to need me to bring on the apocalypse?"

Dean and Sam looked at Cas confused, regretting not asking him questions on why he needed to find this girl. They figured it wasn't anything to do with Lucifer or the apocalypse.

"What is she talking about" Dean said to Castiel getting up and standing in front of him. He was annoyed now at the fact that Castiel kept something out of the whole apocalypse event.

Castiel looked at Saturday then back to Dean. Hesitant to say anything more, He didn't want to give too much detail into what Saturday was. "Saturday was suppose too be Lucifer's original vessel. Sam was the backup plan."

Castiel was trying to avoid Dean's eye contact, praying the man wouldn't ask more.

Dean looked at Castiel with a very rare serious face. A face that read, what kind of crap are you pulling and what does this mean now. "Why would Lucifer want to possess a normal woman over a boy who possesses powerful ability's?"

And there it was the question Castiel was dreading, the one that he didn't want to answer. Saturday looked at him nervously. She didn't want this. She didn't want any one too know but new they were going to find out.

Castiel looked Dean in the eyes "Saturday is half demon, her father and mother were both possessed at the time. Its complicated."

Dean and Sam were shocked and they didn't know what to say. "Lucifer originally was going to use a girl with ability's like his own as a vesse?l". He would have been unstoppable Dean and Sam realized how lucky they were that she wasn't the one that ended up being used. "are you saying Lucifer settled to use me as his vessel. That all the sweet talk was just that, sweet talk. That I was just second best?" Sam couldn't believe this, it was crap. All along he could have avoided all of this.

"I'm sorry Sam but I could let him use her" Castiel said with sympathy "if he had her as a vessel he would have been unstoppable, that's why I hid her to the point I couldn't even find her. I trained her how to suppress her urges so she would be found. God commissioned me to watch over her until the end. It was cut short so I hid her" he said looking at her sadly and with regret.

Dean could finally see emotion break through Castiel's stone solid personality and saw a side he never had before. He realized that the angel cared for her more than he comprehended and more than Saturday probably did to. "well why did you need to find her now, you said finding her was a emergency" Dean asked Castiel , calmer than before.

Castiel looked at them and became serious once again, the emotion he was showing disappearing. "Demons are after her, there getting close to finding he and I can't risk that. They want to make her Lucifer's vessel. They're going to try to raise him from the pit again." He said to them avoiding Saturday's eyes. He knew she would start panicking now.

"Is that even possible for them to do" Sam paused before finishing decided the real question was" can they succeed, would Michael let them succeed." Sam asked shocked

"Yes they can, and that's why we have to keep her with us. If they succeed and he comes back and uses her then he will not be able to be stopped" Castiel finally looked at Saturday and before you knew it she left the room and started packing her bags.

She hurriedly stuck close in a huge bag that she used on her missionary trips. She stuck her bible in, ipod and netbook. She turned around and walked in to the bathroom attached to her room and grabbed all her personal items and shower stuff. She shoved them in a medium side toiletry case and put the shampoo conditioner and soap in a plastic Ziploc.

She couldn't believe this was happening. For so long she had convinced herself she was safe from the possibility. That she would never have to worry about the possibility of not being in control of her own body. That she would be responsible for bring the world to ruins. All of the suppressing she did, the struggles she went through, and the salvation she fought for would mean nothing. How would god forgive her if it happened? She couldn't even think of what it would be like, an eternity in hell!

She walked over to her dresser and pulled out a security safe box, And packed it in her bag. Then she went over to her bed and took off the rosary that hung on the night stand lamp. She could rember her mom giving it to her before she left for the airport to get on the plane that killed her. She put it in to her pocket book. She believed she had everything. She left her bedroom and turned out the lights after grabing a stack of books of her night stand. With her huge duffle bag on her back and books in arms she walked down the stairs.

Dean and Sam looked over at her shocked by the fact she packed within minutes. "wow for a girl your quick" Dean said to her grinning. "my kind of gal" he said turning and opening the door.

Saturday sat in the back of the classic impala with Castiel next to her. He was staring, she almost forgot how socially inept he was at times. She looked out the window and saw the trees past.

"Do you mind Castiel, your staring" she said out load. He looked away and focused on the road in front of them thinking to himself. This time was different with her. He could remember there last conversation, and the fact he said he could never love her. But this time it was different. There were no rules and last year his time as a human changed him. He knew what the feelings were. He never forgot and they didn't go away. They stayed when he got his wings back. Now he had new responsibilities in heaven. Chaos was not something that angels were known for doing quietly or cleanly. So know he had a new burden. Something he suppressed before, which was fairly easy to do. But now he couldn't ignore the burning feeling in his heart he felt when he looked at her. This was going to be harder then he thought.

"I'm have to go" Castiel said suddenly.

"Were you going" Saturday said turning to face him but he was no longer sitting next to her. "I hate when he does that" she said more to herself then the boys in the car.

"I hate when he suddenly appears more. I always want to throw the nearest object at him" Dean says to her looking in the rearview mirror. He couldn't help but see her cry a little "'it's going to be ok, seriously, please don't cry" he started to get worried "I don't handle crying woman well. It makes me feel like I killed there puppy"

She looked back at him through the mirror and smiled. At least they didn't make her feel awkward. "Sorry I'll try not to, I don't want you feeling guilty considering I don't even own a dog" She wiped the tears from her eyes.

Sam stirred in his backpack looking for something. When he found it he turned around and handed her a chocolate candy bar "I hear girls like this when they feel emotional."

She laughed and thanked him putting a piece in her mouth. "Sooooo now what?" she asked them after chewing. She put another piece in her mouth enjoying the taste and sweetness. Diamonds are a not girl's best friend, Chocolate is.

"Well, were going to our friend's bobby to make a game plan but were going to have to crash at a hotel for the night. I hope you don't mind sleeping in a room with boys." Dean said to her.

She never slept in the same room with a boy except when Castiel use to sleep on the floor when the thoughts and urges got bad. At that time she was 14 and he was in a 15 year olds body. The boy was a comma patient. Castiel used the body when it was originally 8. Surprisingly he aged along with her., vessels usually don't age while being used.

"I can handle it. I'll just sleep on the couch or floor." She said looking out the window. Sam turned around and looked at her.

"I don't sleep much so I'll take the floor you can have the second bed." He said smiling at her. Dean shot him a strange look. One she didn't get.

"thanks" she grab her iPod from her bag and put one of the ear buds in her ear, leaning against the window she closed her eyes. She couldn't help but want to before she knew it she was passed out. Dreams filled her mind, not pleasant ones, but ones of her killing people, of her turning people in to stone with one thought, then one image flashed in her mind. A simple and startling image, one of her standing staring at something in front of her. In her hand was a knife. She lifted it in the air put her other hand on it and plunged it in to her chest.