Hello there! We hope you like this cute little one shot for the song "I Won't" by Colbie Calliat. It was inspired by a fan video on youtube! The link will be posted at the bottom!

WE DO NOT OWN ANYTHING

I Won't- Colbie Calliat

Anytime I thought about March 11th… I couldn't even finish that sentence. Because, that day made me cry. The day we decided we weren't ready to go public. The day my spirit broke, the day my heart broke.

That was a month ago. It hurt everyday that I went to class. Every single time I saw the sub stand where he stood. When I heard my dad's stories about him from the teacher's lounge. When I saw him at Lacey's Cafe. When I saw him in the used bookstore. Sometimes, I had to look away as soon as I caught a glimpse of someone that even slightly looked like him. It hurt… It hurt too much. The worst part was that it hurt because I still loved him. It hurt because I realized how much I wanted to take back our past. I would give anything to go public with him now. I wanted it more than anything. I wanted him more than anything.

Ian's funeral was hard on the Hastings, the town, and me. I knew he was dead and our torture was over, but something still felt off. Like we hadn't completely solved the mystery of Ali's death and the mysterious -A. We needed all the dark details. The problem was, we were the dark details. We couldn't discover what we knew; what we were. It felt so confusing to know, but also be completely oblivious. I sat in a pew in the front of the church with Hanna and Spencer in silence. What was there to say at a murderer's funeral? Sorry you were such a horrible person? The worst wasn't that he killed Ali, although that was bad too. The worst was the horror he had caused in Spencer's family. Even though he was a murderer, he had married Melissa. He had impregnated Melissa. He had wormed his way into her head, heart, and... other areas. He had ruined her.

I looked back to see her sobbing by a wall while Spencer tried to comfort her. Spencer couldn't take her crying away though, nobody could. Ian had hurt her in the worst way possible. She was carrying a murders baby…how was she supposed to feel? Happy? My thoughts almost got the best of me. That's when I saw him. He walked in the door, sporting a fitting suit, sexy as ever. Tears threatened to sting my eyes. I could her Hanna babbling some insensitive comments about Ian. "Yeah... Okay, Hanna," I said, barely realizing I had agreed to a spa day with her the following Saturday. That could be deadly with her. I stood up and made my way over to Ezra. He saw me and froze. I did too. What if he didn't want to see me? I gave a shy wave and a small smile to test the waters.

Maybe you're not right for me; maybe this is hard to see. I get lost in your beauty and I just stopped questioning it. I thought when he waved back. He made his way across the room and met in the center of the church.

"Hi..." he and I said at the same time. We let out a nervous chuckle before falling into an awkward silence. We glanced around the room, at everything except each other. When we finally met each other's eyes, all the breath left my body. All thoughts left my mind; except one. That thought came out of my mouth in a whisper, for fear of being over heard in the rather sparse room.

"When you took my heart, you took it all. When you gave it back, it fell apart," I recited. It was the complete truth. I had loved him, with every ounce of my heart…but when he gave my heart back, it no, I fell apart. Ezra stood shocked, but in a good way. He had a sad smile on his face and was about to say something when we heard my parents calling his name.

"Ezra! What are you doing here? Come sit with us!" He looked at me as if looking for permission, I smiled and gave him a nod giving him permission. He walked away saying something about supporting the students of Rosewood, trying to make it a believable story for my parents. It made me a little sad that he was still lying, but then again, I didn't quite jump his bones right there in the church.. Talk about unholy thoughts...

The service was short and had no embellishments. We walked around the church to the cemetery to lower his body into the ground. It was a victorious moment for us as we dropped the dirt over his casket and walked away. There were so many thoughts running through my mind as I walked towards my family. They were chatting with Ashley Marin and I stopped. I wasn't ready. I needed to be here a bit longer. If I left, then it was over. Ali was over. If I left at this moment, it would feel like my childhood was over. I grew up with Ali…and –A had been in my life for a while now. Even though I wanted it to end, at the same time I didn't. I don't know how much longer I was standing there when I felt a tug on my arm. It spun me around and I felt familiar lips crush against my lips. Finally…I thought.

Hoops and hollers came from my friends, but I tuned them out so all I could hear were the beat of Ezra's heart. When we broke apart, my eyes were still closed and I was struggling to catch my breath. I finally opened my eyes and saw Ezra's gorgeous ice blue eyes staring into mine. I cracked a smile and he did too before I noticed the surrounding area had fallen silent. I took a look around and saw very many distraught faces. I started to feel a little scared… The only faces that weren't unhappy were the faces of my friends. They were smiling into insanity and Hanna was giving me a wink and thumbs up. I turned back to Ezra and saw he was laughing.

"I won't do what you told me. I won't do what you said, no. I'm not going to stop feeling. I'm not going to forget it. I don't want to start over. I don't want to pretend that you are not my lover, that you're only my friend,"' he said before kissing me again.

I had a smile bigger then a child at Christmas. "You say it's easier to burn than to build," I said when we parted. "You say it's easier to hurt than to heal. But I say you lose when you give up what you love and I've lived my life without you long enough." I smiled and thanked him before crushing our lips together again. When we parted for the last time I took his hand and led him over to my parents. Finally able to introduce him as my lover, not my teacher and definitely not just a friend.

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