Chapter 26: Too Far In

Derek walked up the familiar stairs to her office with an extra bounce in his step. He was trying to think about anything but her while out in the open, to keep his cock from rising with anticipation.

He was also putting his conversation with his dad in the back of his head for now. How could something that felt so right be so wrong? His dad didn't really understand. He was glad William trusted him enough to handle it and didn't push him farther. The last thing he wanted to disappoint was his father or the family name; however, Meredith Grey… there was something.

He stopped at her door that was uncharacteristically shut. Derek took a deep breath before knocking. All rationale thought was out of the window with every inch of his body imagining hers and what they shared together. Derek knocked softly on her door fighting the urge to just tear it open, bend her over, and fuck her hard making her scream for everyone to hear.

"Come in."

The sound of her voice caused a twitch from underneath his pants and boxer briefs. He opened the door slowly and saw her looking at her computer busy at work. He quickly went to shut the door.

"No, leave it open." Meredith didn't even look up from her computer while talking in a very professional voice.

Derek looked at her unsure exactly what this meant. He reached to close it, knowing there was no way they could behave themselves.

"Can you not follow instructions?" Meredith's voice was low and all business as she moved her eyes to him making sure he understood.

He took a few steps in with his eyes growing dark and his cock going from 0 to 90 in seconds. "Not when my cock hasn't had that perfect pussy in a few days."

"AT1 Shepherd, I suggest you sit down. We have business to cover." She stared at him hard not giving an inch with him.

Derek cocked his head back a bit, "I see, you want to play tough. Want a good spanking for being bad. Well, I will amuse you now. You get your business and I get to spank you for this." He smiled arrogantly at her and sat down going to play this game of hers.

"I look forward to it; just make sure to live up to the hype." Meredith said in all seriousness while turning up the corner of her lips ever so slightly.

Derek couldn't help but feel even more turned on by the look in her eyes, the seductiveness in her red, plump lips, and the seriousness of her job. He didn't know which caused him to be turned on more.

Meredith sat there contemplating this. She was fighting every urge in her body to slam her door and take him right there, riding his cock in her chair with her back to him so that her ass could slam into him causing him to scream her name, letting everyone hear.

"You were completely unprofessional earlier today compromising me and my position here with another superior present and I will not tolerate that." Meredith said in a very military voice.

"No different than you." Derek retorted quickly.

"I am your superior and you need not to forget that, ever." Meredith was fighting the urge to punish him in a way that would get them both a one-way ticket out of the navy, making him scream so loud from the crop she would use to whip him with.

"Yes, ma'am." Derek watched her. Her face was hard… all business-like, but her eyes, her eyes told him exactly what she wanted… the same thing he wanted.

"I did check in on the pack out while you were gone. It was going well. You have done a good job down there with them." Meredith praised.

"Do I get a reward?" Derek smirked not able to resist the comment.

"You have the schedule showing when all the flights leave on Sunday?" Meredith chose to ignore his question. It was easier that way.

"This isn't my first time, in fact, this may come as a shock to you… I have lead a shop before while on detachments and deployments. I am not a dumb ass, contrary to what you may think about most enlisted people." Derek snapped at her with a smart-ass tone tired of her asking him stupid questions like this.

"I didn't… Derek, I know… you aren't…" She immediately reacted to him in a way that even took her by surprise; she really didn't mean this. She thought he was capable of the world.

"Is there anything else you need from me? I have shit to get done to make sure we don't leave a single thing behind, not even a screw. We will have everything we need. I am the best at what I do, and you will see that." Derek stood up challenging her to say more. He was pissed and needed to cool off.

"You are the best at what you do. That is why you are here. Don't you know that?" Meredith's face warmed slightly.

"I don't, not with you treating me like every other fucker here. I am not. I am better than that." Derek spat trying not to get too loud as he remembered the door was open.

Their eyes… there was a force in the room that was new for them. They were drawn even more into each other in a very different way.

"That is all." Meredith whispered not wanting to bring up the other obvious thing they needed to talk about…

Derek walked out hurriedly, not wanting to look back at her. He felt himself breathing hard thinking about how much he hated her in this moment, but in that hate came a feeling of something much greater. He wanted her and it was just one more reminder of their partition in the navy among the ranks. His father was right about something… there was no turning back… he was too far in.